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I am the "other" woman...
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Posted:Apr 26, 2005 11:39 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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but you don't even know I exist.
I am the woman your husband has been talking with, because he can't talk with you... but you don't even know I exist.
Some of the hours he's not spending with you, he's spending with me... but you don't even know I exist.
When he smiles to himself, he's smiling about me... but you don't even know I exist.
So when he ends it with me, and walks away, it doesn't matter... because you don't even know I exist.
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The road to hell...
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Posted:Apr 26, 2005 3:13 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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It's nearly 48hrs since I was crying into my cornflakes...
It's funny when you know it's all going to go wrong. Never under-estimate a woman's intuition, guys... that's all I can say.
My Monday morning started like any other... I got up to make the tea, and iron a shirt. No text. My husband had his breakfast and left. Still no text. I had a shower. No text. I had a cup of tea. Still no text. "He's busy" I tell myself... so I'll send him one instead.
I sit down to breakfast and switch on my laptop. No text. After the hamster ran around the wheel enough times to warm the damn thing up, I logged into A F F. Still no text. I check my mail, read some blogs, and linger outside the chat rooms. As each minute passes, a dread creeps in, and settles all around me. I go back to my mailbox, and see that there is one new mail. I click open the mailbox. It's from him... but instead of feeling happy, I open the mail, knowing that it's over.
I was right. With tears blurring my eyes, I reply to his email. "Goodbye..."
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I might be a cyberslut but...
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Posted:Apr 25, 2005 11:36 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I still want to be treated like a lady!
I know this is a site that sells sex, but guys, that doesn't mean to say you can treat us like dirt!
I like manners...
I like kindness...
I like humour...
I like attention...
I like subtlety...
I like intelligence...
I DON'T like rudeness...
I DON'T like bad language...
I DON'T like you telling me all the ways you want to fuck me...
I DON'T like it when you ask me if we can meet up when it says on my profile that I don't...
I DON'T like being asked "ASL", especially when I would have thought the (F) next to my name would be self-explanatory...
and I HATE IT when a man tells me I'm so lovely and nice as he pulls the cyber-rug out from under my feet...
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Why does alcohol make you fearless?
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Posted:Mar 28, 2005 2:06 am
Last Updated:May 5, 2007 4:52 pm
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I'd had my dinner... it was delicious... Swedish chicken, roasted, with potatoes and vegetables. "Fancy some wine?" I asked. Soon, I had was holding one of those fabulous "half a bottle" glasses... the wine was good - something French. We'd been drinking wine the last couple of evenings... really relaxing.
Soon, the glass was empty... "fancy another?" I asked. He obliged, and poured another half bottle into my glass. As I drank it, I could feel a change coming over me...
Nothing exciting was on television, so I decided to go online for a bit. A man I really fancy came online... I flirted outrageously with him! Whereas I usually pondered on what I would say to him, tonight I just said what was on my mind. Who knows if I scared him away... time will tell on that one, I guess.
The hour grew later... another name appeared online. "Hi" I said, having nearly finished the second glass. "Don't mind me, I'm drunk" I was drunk... but not enough to not know what I was doing. We chatted, he was nice, so nice that I just had to say it. Say what was on my mind... had been for days... weeks... months...
I know he thinks it was the alcohol talking... and perhaps it was... but now I am sober again, and I remember what I said - and I remember what he said too. I don't regret it... I'm glad it's out in the open. Thank you for listening, my friend... and thank you for BEING my friend.
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