New Year New Me
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Posted:Jan 4, 2018 9:33 am
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Well another year is upon on us. I am sort of glad for this year. This is the year I am going to make some needed changes. I am going to start HRT. So far that seems an allusive dream. I have sent emails to the transgender alliance and all I have heard so far is that they are looking into it. I sent the email last month. I know it will probably take some time but I am so ready for it. To actually feel my breast grow and hips to become more feminine. I know that will take some time to happen after I start but I am ready.
I am also so lonely for someone. I have been testing for a few weeks with someone and I hope to meet him this weekend. He seems very nice. He is always saying nice things. I an anxious to finally meet him.
One thing I will not so (no matter how tempting I am) is to jump right into bed with him. I have told him that. I have stated I wanted to see if we click first before we get physical in any way. He told me that is fine. I have met people and went right to bed and things never went well as all they ever did was want to get into my panties. My ex that I met here (I know he reads what I post here and I think he is trolling my Faccebook) all he wanted was sex. He would get a hotel room and I would go over and spend the weekend with him. he never wanted to leave the hotel room. I tried to tell him I wanted to go out and do things but he never wanted to do that. I don't know if it was because he was embarrassed to be seen with me or what. I really liked him but I had to end it.
I have been tempted to go back to my old ways of going to the book store in Biloxi but so far I have been able to stop the urges. I love sucking cock so much. Feeling the cock in my mouth as a guy fucks my mouth with it is a feeling that is like no other. But I have stopped that as it is wrong for me to do that. I need to be more proper girl and not one that is a sleaze (even though I love being that way sometime).
So 2018, here I am. I am trying my best to be a good girl and not do the things I should not. I hope all you have a great year and I look forward to posting some more up on here. I know I go though droughts and not post anything and than I go through times I post a lot. Have a good one.
Christine Lee Ann
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YLooking back a year
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Posted:Dec 28, 2017 11:47 am
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Yes this year has had its up and downs. I do believe there were more ups then there were downs. Here is a review of the things that have happened.
In January I told my boss I was ready to come out as transgender at work {hell everyone knew anyhow). She was very supportive and happy for me. She was with me when I talked to our HR representative. The meeting went very smoothly. I was told I could use the ladies room and that I would be protected under the companies guidelines for LGBT.
On April 18th I walked into my job as the new me. It was a very positive response. I had many people tell me it was about time. There has been a few that have been sort of jerks but only a few. I don't deal with them on any regular basis so it has been OK.
My sister who lives in the next city over had been very supportive. We get together once in a while and do things. The rest of the family has not been very talkative to me.
I had to go to our Employee Resource Counselor back in October. It turned into a fiasco. I ended up having to go to San Antonio Texas to a health and wellness center (the place was mainly for drug and alcohol abuse). I do drink some but have curtailed it since I have started to live female full time. I spent a month there and actually got something out of it. At first I hated it, but after a while I told myself I needed to get something constructive out of it.
Spending a month away also got me to see things at work a bit differently. I am trying to chill and let things go if things get crazy. I refuse to get excited again.
Well there is a brief overview of some of the things I went through this year. I am working now on getting on HRT. I am looking forward to the hips and tits growing. This will make me so happy. I also plan on taking another cruise early in the year. I did enjoy that so much and want to take another one.
Lee Ann
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Christmas
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Posted:Dec 26, 2017 6:45 am
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It has been so busy around here with work and all. I had no time to do much else but work and get ready for Christmas at my sisters. She is very accepting of me and I am so happy of that,
Now I can take a few minutes to take a breath, I had a few moments and did a brief web show on another site. I place on doing a few others why I have some down time. I love getting dressed up from my waist up and being naked the rest. I love to have guys watch me get off. There is nothing better I enjoy doing sexually than being in front of the camera, I just wish I could me in front of the camera getting fucked. That would be a turn on for me beyond words.
Well I need to get up and get cleaned up. I hope all of you had a wonderful Christmas and hope that the New Year will be great.
Lee Ann
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Posted:Nov 27, 2017 3:41 pm
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I have been having terrible luck on Friday the 13th. I got pulled over for a DUI on a Friday the 13th, Last Friday the 13th I got called into the Employee Counselor who thought it would be a funny joke to send me to a rehab center for drinking all the time (it was a lie, yes I do enjoy a beer once in a while on the weekend, but I don't do it every night). That is what she put on a report that got me sent to the rehab center. So after being threatened to be fired if I did not go I packed up and went but not before yelling and screaming at a few people to stop it.
Now the place they sent me to was in San Antonio Texas and I live on the Mississippi Gulf Coast so I had to fly out there (on the company dime thank goodness). I get there on Friday night and was moved into a room that they use for Detox. Now for anyone who never have been through that let me tell you what they do. Once every two hours throughout the night a nurse comes in, wakes you up and they take your vitals (blood pressure, temp and pulse). Not very pleasant. After about three nights of that I got moved to a regular room for girls (being transgender that was cool for me to do).
Don't get me wrong, the place was first rate. Beds were nice, rooms were very clean, people always had a smile on their face and I do believe they were genuine. The staff and other treated me with the utmost respect and called me mam and used the right pronouns (never once was I called by anything else). It ended up being a 30 day vacation.
One day I was talking to another fellow employee (they had more than a a few of us from the same company there). He had told me that the lady that sent me had told similar lies to get people up there. Then I found out she is no longer working for the company. I believe all the yelling and fighting I did not to go may have stirred up and investigation on her and she was told to clean her desk. After I found all these out I had a smile for a week.
One of the things I enjoyed doing was watching the World Series with everyone. Of course since we were in Texas everyone was going for the Astros. We all watched every game until the end. It felt good to be with all these people who were trying to hard to get cleaned up as we cheered on.
I once was coming back from the chow hall and I ran into a girl who was trying to get sober and get her life back together. She told me she had found out her job was still secure. I was so glad to hear that and I showed it. We both hugged and she told me that I was more excited about that than she was. Sort of funny.
The last day I cried. I gave people my phone number and told them to call me or email me. It was very emotional for me. There were many times I cried there to see all the pain and anguish these people were going through. It was not uncommon for someone to hand me some tissue if we were in a meeting. I was so happy to be on way way home but I hated to leave.
So I am now back home and working on getting back to work. Funny thing is it seems like it might take an act of congress to get me back but I am confident it will happen. I will try and call the person who is working on my case tomorrow and see how that is going.
I am not mad (even though the first two weeks I was pretty much pissed as hell). I don't blame the company at all for sending me there, it really was a good thing I did. That place will always be a part of me. I have promised that I am going to cut down on my beer drinking some , I am going to have to do that because I want to star HRT soon and not sure if beer and HRT will mix very well. I am looking forward tot the day I can look in the mirror and start seeing the breast and other part of the body become more feminine. This has been a long road and I still have a good bit to travel. I also can't wait until I have SRS and complete my body. I am also making a promise to myself I am no longer going to live a life that is not right, that includes no more going to places like I used to go to (adult places). If I am to be taken seriously as aa real woman I need to start acting like one. I know I will miss feeling a man inside me as I give him pleasure but it is a small price to pay to get me to where I want to go.
Lee Ann Christine
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Another Sunday
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Posted:Aug 20, 2017 1:27 pm
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Sometimes I feel so alone, sometimes I don't. I feel today a bit on the lonely side. I go out and i see couples together having so much fun. I miss sharing good times. I just want someone i could be with (does not have to be anything sexual, just have fun).
A lot of times i looked forward to Friday as I usually go to lunch with some good people at work. I also bowl on most Fridays. It is fun to get together with a group to relax and have fun, even if some of the people at the bowling ally are still a bit ignorant of me. I have no room in my life for that.
In a fe weeks I will be celebrating my birthday. I don't know if I will do much celebrating wise but I do plan on going to one of my favorite places the day after, Half Shell Oyster House. I love going there on special occasions. It ha great food and atmosphere.
Well I hope you all have a good week, i am going to try to blog little more here.
Lee Ann
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sunday
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Posted:Jun 18, 2017 11:31 am
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Well I don't have much to say today. I am sitting here wishing i could meet someone who lives close by and that wants a serious relationship. That I think is not going to happen. I have come to the realization I am going to be alone.
I am also going to try as I can to live as a respectable women. That is so hard to do. I get so horny sometimes but I need to stop those urges that I have. There are times I can do without for a long time then it hits me like a hurricane and i need the release. I had a tropical storm hit me but I think it is over.
Have a good one and hoe your work week goes fine.
Lee Ann
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Somtimes...
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Posted:Jun 13, 2017 3:54 pm
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Sometimes I can go without getting off for a month or so and sometimes I need it every day. Tonight I need it again. I made me another pocket pussy for my cock. It is in the fake lover right now. Sometimes I wish I had a real lover to get me off. I am looking forward to the day I can have a pussy of my own. I know that is a dream, it a girl can dream.
Lee Ann
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Funny things....
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Posted:Jun 11, 2017 2:04 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 8:40 pm
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It is funny what you can do on the net I saw a comic on Facebook that was interesting about some macho guy who told another mach guy he has an angry pussy as home, They high fived each other. It turns out the guy had a cat that was very unfriendly.
I tired to search for that comic strip and others like it on Google. I got a site that showed how to make a pocket pussy. Me being adventurous when I did my weekly shopping at Walmart I bought the needed items to make my own. I got a bottle of soda, some rubber gloves, some cotton balls and some sponges.
When I got home I watched toe video again to make sure I do it right. It looks like my cock has a new friend. I am in my birthday suit and I am about to give my cock a little party. The little guy is screaming to meet its new friend. I know I will not e able to last but I am going to try. Time for a party........
Lee Ann
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Update on my life
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Posted:Jun 4, 2017 1:19 pm
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Just when I get settled and happy something has to come along and ruin it. My mother has recently become very ill. It is putting stress on me like I have never felt. I have cried many a nights and prayed that she will get better, but there is no end in sight.
One good thing, my company is hosting a pride event and I have been asked to participate in a panel discussion and question session. It is something I am both looking forward to and scared as hell. Even though my company is supportive of LGBT rights, I still think there is some of the good old boy feelings. I have had a lot of support so far but I feel some negativity. I hope I will not feel that any of that at the event.
Not much else is going on. I am still single but have learned to enjoy that. I can do what I wat when I want and not have to worry about anyone. I do feel like I want to be with someone but I just5 do not see that in the cards. I have an ex who wants to get back with e but he lives too far away and i was not happy in the relationship the first time.
Well off I go, I a cleaning up some and trying to get y life on track....
Lee Ann Christine
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Out at work
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Posted:Apr 23, 2017 12:52 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2017 1:09 pm
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wow I finally did it! I am now working as female. I cannot believe how well it has gone. Everyone has been supportive and have made things very entertaining for me. I just love it.
I went to HR and HR was very supportive. Told me that I was to start coming in as female after the Easter break. When I walked in I felt so wonderful. So many people have told me I seem happier. I agree with them. I smile every day.
I am also starting to live me life a lot more cleaner. I have stopped drinking as much, I only drink on Friday for bowling and I limit myself on that. I love my bowling and when I go now I don;t have to completely undress and put on my female clothes which make me happy as I do not have to hurry up and change.
As for myself and relationships I am not looking anymore. If that is in the picture it will come. I still want to give a guy a blowjob and feel that nice cum shoot in my mouth. I suppose I will have to wait until I can meet someone.
Have a good one. I need to get my sheets cleaned and then take care of some business....
Lee Ann Christine
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Sunday
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Posted:Mar 12, 2017 4:50 pm
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Here I am so lonely. I wish I had someone I could be with that would like to go out and have a good time, not just fuck my brains out. I have had too many guys use me for my hole I have (again as everyone knows I loved to be fucked). But that is not all I am. I am a girl who wants what any other girl wants, a serious relationship. I have had it with the one night stands and the ones who say they love me but all they want to to when we are together is fuck.
So enough on that topic. I have other things going on in my life. I bowl on a Friday Night League in Gautier MS. I finally bowled well enough to get a jacket. The jacket is called a 700 jacket. I did not bowl an actual 700 but I came very close. I bowled a 661. Since my average was at a 165 I could get a jacket if I bowled at least a 650. Yes I am happy about that, I have been chasing this dragon for over 5 years and I finally caught it.
Another topic, I am VERY close to living full time as female. I am working on a Employee Resource Group that works for LGBT people. I am enjoying that. I went to a meeting with a couple of members that was a dinner meeting. We also had some other people from another group from another company meet with us. It was very exciting. I am looking forward to working for this group.
Yet another topic( well sort of), my ex keeps testing me every so often and since I feel so lonely I am tempted to text him back. The one issue I have with him is that all he wants me for is a little action. I tried to get him to go out with me to places but it was always the same damn excuse, he was too tired to go. It made me so depressed. I did care for him but damn it, I to at least go out to dinner and have fun. It hurt so much to tell him I was done being a fuck toy.
My cat seems to be doing better. She is eating a lot and not getting sick anymore. I love her so much. She means th world to me. I like when I go to bed she get at my knees and places herself there keeping mommy's legs warm. I need to give her some medicine here in a bit.
I felt horny earlier and tied to orgasm, I could not bring myself to it. I am going to try again in a few minutes. I love how it feels to cum, but I wish I could have a guy bring me to it. It hurst so much not to find one.
Well I need to go try again. Have a good one all.
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Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
Lee Ann
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Damn bad luck
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Posted:Feb 11, 2017 10:10 am
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It seems bad luck follows me around. The last month I have had someone dent my bumper on my car and run off. My cat has Kidney issues. SO I am spending a bit of money. I don't mind doing that but having to pay for something that is no fault my own(my car). I love my kitty so I am not too upset to pay for her health.
But my job has been lucky. I am not the communications officer of the LGBT Resource Group at work. Do not know what this job will entail but I will give it a shot. The people in the group seem to be really nice people and I am sure I will enjoy working with them.
Next week is the Mardi Gras parade here in Pascagoula. I am looking forward to attending that. It really is not much of a parade but what the hell. I am thinking about getting a pint of something and take part in the celebration. It really is not my favorite holiday but it sure can be interesting. Maybe next year I can get our LGBT Resource group to place a float in the parade. That would be fun, but I am not sure how welcomed that would be. This area is still Bubba country and there is still people who hate just for the sake of hating.
Have a good one.
Lee Ann
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Whew....
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Posted:Jan 23, 2017 2:42 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 8:40 pm
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That is all I can say. I know I keep saying I am going to keep up with this blog but it never fails, I get busy and I just forget to post. Well here is the latest update:
This past Christmas was not a very cheery one. My parents came down and my mother is not doing so hot. I feel for her as I wish there was something I could do to make her well again but I suppose I have to sit on the sidelines on this one.
I was going to tell my parents about me being transgender but I felt that due to my mothers condition it was not the right time. Plus my sister (who despises the fact I am who I am) was there and I did not want to get into a fight about that. So I have decided to mail my parents a letter and tell them that way. They can call me if there are questions or issues.
I am in the process of slowly coming out and living full time. My goal is right after Easter to start that. I am nervous but ready to be me. Many people are behind me, including a customer of mine. My boss stated she will be there for me when I am ready.
I am trying so hard not to go back to my old ways. I am trying to live a bit more normal and not get into the "I need to feel someone" routine. It hurts to be alone but I am making strides to be happy with who I am then I can be happy with someone else. When I get horny I just have to deal with it.
I have enjoyed bowling on Friday nights. The league has made me feel very comfortable and I think most of the people are cool with me being transgender. I still am prohibited from using the restrooms but I have learned to deal with that. That also helps as it makes me watch the alcohol intake (I have two beers, one before and one after the games). I do not want to get another DUI again.
I suppose that is all I have for now. Once again I am going to try to remember to post here once in a while.
Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
Lee Ann
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