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Posted:Nov 13, 2016 9:37 am
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I know it has been a while since I have posted. I have been busy with work and trying to still find my true self. I am not feeling too bad at work, things on that front have been a bit better. Still not out there but I am working on heading that direction. I recently joined a work group that is dedicated to the LGBT community. I came up with an idea to have a bowling like tournament that what proceeds can go to the local animal shelter. I might suggest that we can work with other groups.
I am trying very hard to work to better myself. One way is to not go back to my old ways, so far it has been working. I am starting to fee better about myself. I still am without a boyfriend but I feel that will come it will come. I would love to meet someone that I can be myself around and one who will feel great to go out with me.
Well I need to go once again. I am going to try to keep posting here on at least a weekly basis.
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Here I am
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Posted:Oct 9, 2016 9:52 am
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Feeling depressed (which as of late is not surprising for me). I have not been having good work days. I feel sometimes i just want to cry. My boss is not being too friendly to me and making things a little difficult. I do admit some of the issues are my fault but not all. I just need to watch how I do things, I do admit that some of the things are my fault.
Other than work, I do feel a bit OK. Yesterday I went to the movies and watched "Girl on the Train". Sort of a weird movie. I think I would have rather watched a better movie. I am looking forward to about 5 movies that are coming out.
This past week we had cruising the coast. That was nothing really big here is seems. I saw a few old cars but that was all. I saw an old GTO that was like my dads old car, I wish I would have had my cell phone to take a picture of it but I did not.
Last night if they would have not had cruising the coast I would have probably took to an old habit and go to one of the adult businesses in Biloxi. I am trying hard not to go to that old way, but the way I feel.... I want to have someone be close to even if it is a stranger. But like I said I am trying no to got that route. I do love sucking a cock but I need to find a nice guy to be with and not act as a slut.
Well I suppose I need to go. need to go shopping and maybe a few other things.
Feeling depressed on the Gulf Coast
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Posted:Sep 19, 2016 3:24 pm
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I know I have not posted in a long time. Things have been pretty crazy. Work has been a roller coaster with my boss being upset with me than turning around being OK with me. Also my feelings have been jumbled up.
I suppose I will get you caught up with what is going on. A month ago I did something so fun. I went on a cruise (and went as a female). I had a ton of fun. I could not believe how fun it was. Everyone treated me so nice and it was just a blast. I went to Cozumel and Progresso. I left the ship and explored Cozumel bit not Progresso. As I walked the streets of Cozumel I ended u in a little salon that had fish tanks on the floor. I asked the lady who ran the place what they were for. She stated that for $20 I could have the fish eat my feet. I said what the hell and did it. It was a nice experience. It tickled at first but later it felt good.
On the ship I met two girls from Biloxi that were celebrating their anniversary. We ended up paling around some. I really enjoyed meeting them, I now am friends on Face Book.
There was one funny instance as I was boarding the ship in New Orleans at the start of the cruise. The customs lady who was working looked at my passport (which is male) and looked at me. She asked a fellow employee what she should do. Her co-worker said to ignore the issue and let my board like anyone else. That was the only time I has any problem.
I am going to try to do this next year. I really enjoyed it and had so much fun. But next time I do not think I am going to get the drink special as I did not really get my money's worth out of it. I did end up getting tipsee one night after I drank about two or three martinis. They were very tasty.
I don't really know if I am going to try and keep up with this blog. just thinking about all the things I have posted here and about how different I am now. I am not as wild as I was a few years ago, I have calmed down with the sex thing. I still am looking for my Mr. Right but do not think that I can find him. I am done with looking and am going to pursue being happy
One thing I am going to do. In about three weeks my employer is having a meeting for LGBT employees and I plan on going to it. They have had things in the past and I have not gone, but have decided to go to this one. I am very close to coming out at work and saying the hell with anyone who thinks it is wrong. The company does have a no harassment policy when it comes to LGBT. They also want to be a company that accepts diversity which is good.
Well that is about all I have. Not sure when the next time I will post or if I will continue to post. If I don't, I will say as once a wise friend of mine use to say "It has been real and it has been fun, but it has not been real fun..."
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Mothers Day Sunday
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Posted:May 8, 2016 12:35 pm
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Whew, I had a pretty fun weekend. I went to go see the new Avengers Movie Captain America Civil War. For a movie, it was so so. I did see plenty of movies that are coming up that I want to see. One is about a drug bust that happened in the 70's. I always liikke those type of movies, mafia movies and such.
I went to the Half Shell Oyster House afterwards. I had a nice dinner of oysters. It was funny as many people are sort of hesitant ti eat oysters. I love them, especially with a good beer. I got to talk to the bar tender Linda. She has seen me before, I have been to the Half Shell on previous occasions. The food there is so good.
I am trying to find a cruise to take. I am thinking about one out of Mobile. I went to take it next month sometime. I need to get out of here for a while and enjoy some time off. I can see me lounging on a chair and enjoying the sea. If I do go I need to see about getting a passport as the ship stops in Mexico, and if I remember right, you now need a passport to go on land.
Other than that I am trying to clean house a bit. I have my laundry to put up and clean the floors in the bathroom. I am not sure what else I need to do.
Tomorrow I need to go see some of my customers. We are dealing with some updates on a system that I am in charge of. I plan on showing the customer the updates and also some questions I noticed about the data that they have, it seems there are some duplication's in the system that need to be cleaned up. I am surprised they have not caught it yet.
I called my mother for mothers day, It is sort of strange with my family. Me being transgender and my niece being a lesbian. I find it so funny. My older sister is the only one that has a fit with me (she also has a fit with her being a lesbian). My sister knows a lot of the so called society people in this area and she thinks it looks bad on her. I will not tell a story about her as she as one time was not the pillar of high society when she was younger. She dated someone who I am sure that the snooty people would frown upon so we will leave it at that,
I recently have received some texts from my ex. I am not happy with him as he sent some suggestive pictures and they were almost seen by someone else. Also I do not think we can ever be together again as he never wanted to go out with me. I hate that fact as I did enjoy being intimate with him but as a real girl, there is more than sex to a relationship. His excuse was he did not think I passed very well. Well I have him know that I go everywhere on the weekend as female and I have yet had anyone give me a funny look. If I go on that cruise I will be going as female and I am sure no one will have any problem
I have not texted my ex back. I hate texting as my phones keyboard drives me nuts. It is so small and I am always mistyping things and having to go fix my mistakes drives me nuts. That is something else. I asked my ex when we were together more than once for an email address and he never would give it to me. Maybe he is married or something, that is the only reason I can see for him acting like he did. I do not date married guys and it is another reason I sort have not texted hi,. I know my ex reads this blog and if he wants to get in touch with me he will have to text me his email address, it will be the only way I will respond.
Well I need to get back to cleaning. I hope everyone has a wonderful Mothers Day.
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Posted:Apr 23, 2016 9:30 am
Last Updated:May 8, 2016 12:13 pm
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Had an interesting week at work. I went to a meeting that the head of my department had. He stated that he wanted diversity in the work place. He showed a video of just that. There was a person that was gay and was proud to be working for a company that believes in diversity. I agree. I am not out at work yet but am planning on doing that very soon.
Things here have been relatively quite here. Not much really going on. I am just working and bowling. It was brought to my attention at work though that I need to take some time off and do some fun things. I have been wanting to go on a cruise but not sure if that is a good idea. I also need to worry about my knees and I need to get them worked on and I know that is going to cost money.
Well noting more to say. I will leave it at that,
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Sunday
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Posted:Apr 3, 2016 4:11 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2016 9:23 am
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I really did not have a too happening weekend. I sort of toned stuff down a bit. I bowled on Friday night in my league and we won all 7 points. I was real happy at that. Even if we had not bowled with our handicap I think we still would have won all points. i ended up bowling my average so I am happy with that.
Yesterday the most exciting thing I did was go to Planet Fitness. I do love that place. They have plenty of equipment. They have TV's that you can plug headphones and listen to them. I rode a stationary bike for about 5 miles and then used the treadmill. I feel very comfortable when I go as well. Never has anyone ever given me a second look.
I have decided in my life I need to be a better person and not be tempted in doing things that a gg would not do. There are times though I need to feel the intimacy of a man, but I am going to try and not to act on those feelings.
This past week my ex sent me a text. I had not heard from him in a while. I was sort of surprised (pleasantly a bit) but soon it turned me a bit off when I got photos that were x-rated. I was glad no one was near me when I opened them up at work. It made me again realize why I broke it off with him. All he wanted to do was use me for sex. I love sex as much as the next person but that is not what I am all about. I want to be treated as a real girl and be taken out on dates and what not. That was one thing my ex refused to do.
WEll I need to get up and do a few things. I hope you all have a nice week.
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Posted:Mar 28, 2016 12:52 pm
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Damn the last place I would figure I would see bigotry is here. Damn people have nothing better to do than post their bigotry. I have a hard enough time in my life. But I will agree one thing the person said, I need to behave myself and become a proper women. I need to stop listening to my urges for physical contact and let that happen with someone I can care about.
A funny thing happened yesterday, me ex texted me to wish me a happy Easter. There were two reasons I called it off with him. The first and most important was he never wanted to go out to dinner and be with me, he would rather fuck my brains out or have my suck on him. I would love to do either of those but being kept locked up in a hotel for a day or two was never my idea of fun. The other reason was I hardly ever got to see him. I feel bad and I still have strong feelings for him but I have to be concerned with my happiness. If I am miserable in a relationship (which I was) I need to get out.
Other than that I am OK. I have enjoyed these four days being able to be who I am. It is a great feeling to wake up and decide what outfit I am going to wear. I love it all.
Well tomorrow it is back to work and whatever. I am not too happy right now as there are other things in my life I am worried about. I am going to go to the gym in a bit and get on the treadmill and work off some steam.
Take care.
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Lee Ann
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Easter
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Posted:Mar 27, 2016 12:36 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2016 12:59 pm
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Friday night I had a great time bowling. I bowled 2 200 games. We only won one game though but that does not bother me much. I ended up bowling a 596 series. I want a 700 series so bad, you get a jacket for it. Maybe next week I can bowl a 650.
Las night I went to eat at Apple Bee's. I had Fish and Chips. I like those a lot. I had a Blue Moon. It was a great meal.
Afterwards I went to Biloxi. I ended up at the Adult Movie Theater (not a bad place to go but the bookstore is better I think). I watched a few of the movies. Some of the guys in the movies had a cock that was comparable to John Holmes.
I sucked on a guys cock. It was nice to have a cock in my mouth again. I am not sure if he came, I think he did as he thanked me afterwards. A few moments later I thought I would be sucking on another guy who sat next to me. A GG (genetic girl) walked in with her boyfriend. It is so crazy, a guy walks in with a girl and everyone migrates to watch. I am in there willing to have a cock in my mouth. But I think I can understand a bit now. Most guys that visit those places are very shy and timid around women. They are not sure how to approach a girl to ask her if he could use her mouth. I left shortly after.
Damn I am getting wet again (lol). I wish I had a cock to suck on now. I know I can be a slut, then there are times I can go without sucking on a cock for a long time.
Take care, I need to go. Got to wssh my sheets. Maybe before I wash them I will get them dirty with some alone fun lol.
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4 day weekend
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Posted:Mar 25, 2016 12:57 pm
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I have a four day weekend. I am so happy. I really need an extra long weekend. Work has been sort of rough and I just need a little space to catch my breath.
I also need some time to suck some cock. I am in so need of a good hard cock in my mouth. Last week I tried to go to the adult book store and they would not let me kn as they thought I was a gg (genetic girl). I plan to go back tomorrow and see if I can go in. If they say they cannot let a girl go to the back I will politely tell them I am a TG (transgender girl) and will assure I am not there to make money, I am there to suck on cock and will do that free of charge lol. I will also lift up my skirt and show them what I have underneath. I am getting horny just thinking about doing that lol.
Well I need to put my laundry up, then take a shower and get ready to go bowling. I love my bowling league, I have so much fun. i would like to take all the games again tonight and maybe move up a bit in the ranks.
Take care and I will post again tomorrow to let you know how well my cock hunting went lol.....
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Great weekend
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Posted:Mar 20, 2016 11:34 am
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I had a very good weekend. Friday night my bowling team won all three games. I bowled a 224, not my best game, I think it is my third best game. I had to adjust where I stood all night which I am never really good at. My other two games were 169 and a 180.
Saturday I get dolled up and went out to dinner. I went to the Half Shell Oyster House. I met a guy who sit on me a little. It felt good to get attention like that. I am always careful not to let things get going when I am at a place like that. I also talked to the bartender Linda who seemed real nice.
Now for a bit of a funny part. Usually when I go to the Half Shell I like to go suck some cock at the adult book store. I went over there and was about to pay. The guy who worked the door told me I could not go into the back unescorted being a girl. There had been some instances he told me of girls going in and working the room getting money. I was tempted to tell him that I was not a real girl, but I decided to leave and go back home. I am making plans to go back next Saturday. I will inform the person I am transgender and will pull up my skirt to prove it. But than again I may stay away as I think maybe that is a sign I need to.
I want to suck cock soooooooo bad. i love how a cock feels and taste in my slutty mouth. There is almost nothing more I enjoy than sucking a nice cock and have cum fill my mouth. I do love a good fucking, also, but sucking get me off just as much.
Well the next week I work four days. I am looking forward to the short work week. I need to go to the grocery store and get a few items and then clean house. Afterwards I plan on getting naked and fantasizing about sucking and fucking cocks.
Love you.
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Lee Ann
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Another Sunday
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Posted:Mar 13, 2016 1:12 pm
Last Updated:Mar 19, 2016 12:52 pm
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I am getting so ready. I am finally looking for a doctor that is near here to help me be the women I want to be. I have spent far too long taking this journey and I am ready for the most important part. HRT. I long for real tits of my own and to feel the girl I am longing to be. I am going to call a doctor in Mobile this week, someone told me that he might be able to help.
Last night I went to Apple Bee's and had a great dinner. I love going there when I am sort of feeling down. I had fish and chips and a glass of beer. I watched a little basketball and talked to a couple who were from Canada. I have always wanted to visit that country.
Afterwards I was very tempted to go to Biloxi and be a bad girl. I have thought about how much I want to go and suck on cock. I love the taste of a nice cock in my mouth. I do miss my ex Frank who I cared for very much but he did not care for my needs to be more than just a play toy. I am a real women and need to be treated as such damn it. He never wanted to go out but he felt comfortable sticking his cock in my mouth or my transgender hole. I wish things could have worked out.
Well I need to get up and clean house a bit. Might get naked and sexually gratify myself as that seems to be the only way I can get anything. I am very tempted to do something with a person I bowl with. He is not the most handsome guy but he does one thing for me, he makes me laugh and that makes him attractive as hell lol. I do care for him and am always happy when he can bowl on Friday night. I have heard other things about him and am very careful on what I do as I heard he can be a very crazy person.
Well I need to get off my pussy ass and get to clean up a bit. I hope you had a wonderful weekend.
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Sunday
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Posted:Mar 6, 2016 6:41 am
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This past week I went and joined Planet Fitness here in Pascagoula. I used the walking machine and the stationary bikes, each for 15 minutes. It was very cool and I will be using the gym more often. I was glad I could just go there and be myself and go out my own pace. Very comfortable.
Yesterday I had a talk with my younger sister. I really got upset when I found out that my older sister is being a butt to her being gay. My sister thinks that Millie (my nieces girlfriend) has somehow caused her to turn gay. It seems my older sister has said a few other stupid things about the situation. My parents have become upset as they are on my nieces side (shocker). They are thinking about coming down from Tennessee to have a talk with my sister. If that comes to being I am going to suggest an intervention of sorts. I would like to get my older sister to see that no matter how she thinks her high society friends (which some have been to prison so I would not call these people good people) her should come first.
I was so upset yesterday about hearing all the crap I was tempted to go back to my old ways (visiting the adult bookstore in Biloxi) but instead I went to Buffalo Wild WIngs and had dinner. They had a big fight on the TV so the place was very busy. It took a while to get a seat and it was around 9:00 when I left so no time to go to the bookstore (well I probably could have gone but I am glad I did not).
As for coming out at work, I am still working on getting the nerve to tell my boss I am ready. She has stated that she will be by my side when I decide to come out. That shows me she cares about her employees. She was impressed last weekend with me as I went to work on Sunday and took care of a problem that needed attention. All in all one of the big wigs of my department gave her and myself a compliment for doing that. I felt good getting an atta girl....
This morning when I woke up I felt so bad, I hate waking up alone. I want a nice guy that I can snuggle to and be held when I need it. I did need it last night. I am so sick of what is going on with my family. I hope my sister does come around on her own, but I feel that maybe the family needs to get together and have a talk. My sister needs to understand that LGBT people are not created, they are born that way. I told my younger sister yesterday that I had never felt right about who I am. I have always felt out of place but I just could not but a finger on why I felt like that. The day I tried on my first pair of panties it was like a light bulb going off and finding out that I was a girl trapped in a boys body.
Have a good week everyone, I need to take a shower, go shopping and get laundry done. I might go back to Planet Fitness but I am not sure, may chill and clean house a bit.
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Weekend
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Posted:Feb 21, 2016 12:15 pm
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Damn, last night I was so tempted to go to the book store over in Biloxi. I want a cock so bad... I miss being with someone. I get so damn lonely sometime. I am not sure what I should do. I am trying like hell from going somewhere and being a bad girl.
Last Friday we bowled against a very good team. I got a little upset that the team rules have since changed about being a mixed league. The team we bowled against had a girl not show up so they were able to substitute a male for her. I think that is just wrong. But I later thought that there are some female subs that are pretty damn good, even better than the male they had. We ended up winning only one game. The next week we are playing with someone who is more down our caliber.
I have decided that it is time to talk to my HR rep at work. I am going to start living full time as female. I know my older sister will have a fit but hey my happiness counts more than her bigotry. I am sick and tired of worrying how people are, it it time for me to me. I am also going to ask my doctor about a HRT regiment. I want to have the real feelings of womanhood. I am sick and tired of living my life as a lie.
Weel I need to head to the grocery store. I plan on looking at some clothing as well. i do have a few outfits that are good for work but I need to look for some more. Should be interesting when I arrive for my first day at work as my real self.
Take care.
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