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Posted:Jul 9, 2014 4:32 am
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I enjoyed my bowling last night. I think my team may have won all three games but just barely. I like it when it is a close game.
As for work, I am trying to get all the ducks lined up to come out there so I can start living full time. I do know that my family is going to have a fit but I have to live for me and not them. I am so much more happy when I can dress as I fell, and that is as a woman.
Last night the guy I met at the bookstore gave me a call. Of course I was at the bowling ally when he called. I plan on calling him this evening when I get home. I would love to get with him again. He had a nice cock and I loved sucking on it. He lasted a pretty good long time when I met him last Saturday. Plus he fit very nicely in my mouth, but I would love to try him in my love hole maybe, I am sure he would be a nice fit there as well... It would be nice if he is the guy I am looking for. It seemed when we talked last Saturday he did want to go out for a drink and talk some more.
I need to get ready for work. I have a feeling it will be an interesting one as I am taking on some more responsibility. I have a so-worker that is leaving and I am supposed to help take some of the load.
Have a good day and I will post later.
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Lee Ann
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Posted:Jul 8, 2014 4:08 am
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Got rid of whatever it was that was causing all those damn pop ups. I just hate virus writers, they can nearly drive me crazy. I am not sure what I did to cause the infection. I still have something on the machine but I can live with it for now. This weekend I am overhauling the system and doing some complete diagnostics.
Well tonight is bowling night and I am happy about that. This past weekend I bought an outfit that I think is rather cute. I am also going to use the purse that my bowling captain gave me that I hope goes well with the shorts and blouse.
I am also panning on going to a sex party this Friday. I love going to these things. It is nice to get naked and play with other males and females. It is the only time I really like playing with the females is at these parties. I tend to be a straight transgender girl other times (one that likes guys). I do plan on trying to suck on as much cock and pussy as I can and maybe get a cock inside my pussy.
Well I need to get up and going. I have to get ready for work. I am looking forward to the day I can go to work as female. I am slowly working on that process. I am almost certain that everyone will be OK with it. Once I do that I start living as Lee An Christy full time (this is the name I have chosen as Christy is close to my real name so people at work might use it a bit more freely).
Love you.
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Good God!
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Posted:Jul 6, 2014 4:31 pm
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Damn it I think I got something on my PC! I am getting pop ups on this site that is getting very annoying. I ran some virus scans but nothing is turning up. I get so pissed off when crap like this goes on. I hate pop ups!
So until I can figure out what is going on I will not be coming back to this site for a while as if something annoys me I try not to deal with it. So good bye for I hope is only for a few days.
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Saturday
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Posted:Jul 6, 2014 6:44 am
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All I have to say is Wow! Last night I went to the Club Veaux. It is sad as there was no one there. There is another club that opened next door (it is not for LGBT bur...). They had a live band and the music was like Blues and Jazz so I may have to go there one day, but I wen to Club Veaux instead. My friend sent me an email a few moments after I arrived and told me he was not going to make it. So I drank my near beer and left.
Of course you now where I went right? Yes, to the bookstore to suck on some cock. The first guy I met was real nice. I talked to him for a while before we went to a booth. He seemed real nice. He asked me if I was a regular, I told him I tried to make it on Saturday nights.
I took him to my favorite booth. He pulled down his pants and I saw a very beautiful cock. It was not too big and not too small, it fit well in my mouth. It also took him a while to shoot his cum, which was nice. I love a man who takes his time, unlike some men I have been with. When he shot is load it was very nice. He also kissed me which as you know a big turn on for me, my last boyfriend never once kissed me, or at least not like the way I like it.
While I was sucking on him he asked me if he could eat me out. Right there I thought yes, he thinks I am a real woman. i told him he did not have to. He did end up putting his hand up my skirt and felt me up. He did not seem too disappointed that I was not real.
After I finished with him we ended up talking outside for a bot as it was a little hot inside. He wanted to go for a drink but I said I sort of wanted to stay at the bookstore for a bit longer, besides I do not drink. He left but before he did he asked me for my phone number (Wow!, a guy I just finished giving a blowjob and he wants my number, I think he must have really enjoyed it!). I gave it to him and he gave me his. I will wait for a while before I try to call him as a girl never wants to seem too eager, I will wait a few days for him to call me.
When I went back in I sucked on a few more guys. One had the thickest damn cock I have ever sucked on, besides Charlie, an ex boyfriend of mine from years ago. He did not shoot in my mouth. I had only one other guy shoot his load in my mouth. I did enjoy all the guys. It is so nice to suck on cock, it really makes me feel so feminine.
I saw another guy who talked to me for a few minutes. He asked me if I was from Pascagoula. I rarely tell anyone from the bookstore where I am from unless I hit it off with them. He said he had been with me before. Of course I could not remember where, it must have been at one of the sex parties I go to. He told me he loved the way I dress and I looked very cute. I thanked him and he left. So it does seem I do a good job at being a woman, contrary to what my ex says....
I hope the first guy works out. He seemed a nice guy and had a nice cock. I would love to have him fuck me. He was also a great kisser. He was great all around. I am very excited and hope that maybe we can get together again.
Well I need to take a shower and go to breakfast. Than I am going to give this apartment a good cleaning over. So I hope you have a nice day and maybe later I might take some pictures of myself and post them here, it has been a while since I have done that. Damn I am feeling horny again just thinking about the guy I met lol...
Love you.
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Lee Ann
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Fireworks
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Posted:Jul 5, 2014 7:02 am
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Well I was not going to go to the fireworks display here in town but I worked up the nerve. I wore some black shorts and a purple lace blouse. I also wore some open toed shoes. I felt really nice walking to the beach (I live about half a mile, maybe a little more).
When I got to the beach I found a nice place to sit on the cement road border. I watched about 80% of the fireworks. There was this idiot that was trying to film the fireworks and was getting in the way. I do hate when people do not think of anyone but themselves. Someone told him to sit down and get out of the way, so what does he do, he gets out of their way and gets more into mine. I had enough of him so I decided to go back home.
I was about halfway home when I heard the finally. I actually got to see a little of it but I lost interest. I continued to walk home and enjoy the night air. It was a nice walk.
Not much else is going on. I may be going out to the club in Biloxi I used to go to a lot. A friend of mine is supposed to show up there that I have not seen in a while. So if I hear back from him I will go there, if not I may make another trip to the bookstore. I know, I am getting horny and want to play with some cocks lol.
I do love sucking on cocks as you may know from reading my blog. I love how it feels for someone to take control of me and use me for release. I also love it when they tell me to suck on the cock and say other dirty things. It gets me really horny.
I try not to get too excited when I get there, which is a little hard. When I am sucking I can feel my insides just tingle and my own privates get excited. I try to wait until about an hour before they close to remove my skirt and panties. I will start jerking off and have toe door of the booth wide open so others can watch if they want to. Not too many will stay and watch though.
One night I might bring this pink nightgown I have on now. I am thinking about wearing it around the place. Than again I may not as I hate having to keep track of thins. It would be nice though.
Well I need to get up and take a shower. I a going to also go to breakfast and clean up a bit today. Also need to do laundry then see what will be going on.
Love you.
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Lee Ann
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Happy 4th of July!!
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Posted:Jul 4, 2014 5:13 am
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I am not sure what this girl will be doing for the 4th. I think I may buy a pizza from Papa John's or go to the local seafood place and pick up some crawfish to eat. It is a hard decision to make.
I had a nice talk with my mother yesterday about what is going on in Mississippi. I was very surprised she had not heard about the hateful law that was passed in Mississippi aimed at discrimination of the LGBT community. The law sates that a business can discriminate and refuse to service someone if it is against their religion. I told her that of course I am against the law. She said she had never heard of the law. I am sort of not too surprised as she watches Fox News and they tend not to report news like that,
Not sure what else I will do this weekend. I am waiting to hear from a good friend. He wants to meet at Club Veaux which will be fine with me. I love going there once in a while. It is a great place to hang out and be with friends. I have met so many including him. He used to bar tend at the club. He also owes me a dance from a while back. I think it might em fun to go back and check what is going on.
Well not sure what is in store for this girl today. I need to get up, take a shower and maybe go to breakfast. I do feel very feminine today, that is such a wonderful feeling. I am so happy that I can feel like that, I know I was supposed to be a girl. God may have not made a mistake, but he did give me a girl soul. I also think that God loves me no matter that I am male on the outside and female on the inside,
Love you and have a happy forth.
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Posted:Jun 30, 2014 5:29 pm
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I am so happy! My friend is going to be throwing a party next Friday in Mobile. Ask and you will receive. I hope there will be a nice guy or two that I can meet. I really would love to meet someone that I can talk to as well as getting some action and maybe hookup with on a regular basis.
I have been to a couple of his parties before of course. I have been to some that were just crazy and wild and some that just not so happening. The last one in Mobile I went to I did end up having a decent time. This time though I am going to look at hooking up with someone that I can be with for a while. I doubt that will happen bit you never know.
Most f the guys at the patties tend to be a bit shy. I remember one that just sort of watched for about an hour than left. I am not sure if he paid to be there as there is always a "host" fee you have to pay, which is understandable. I mean the guy pays for the room and a few other things.
Well I need to look at taking a shower and maybe getting an idea of what to wear tomorrow night at the bowling ally. That is one of the perks of my week now. Well I suppose bowling has always been that way but since I came out to the league itis now an added bonus.
Good night and have a pleasant evening.
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Lee Ann
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Monday
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Posted:Jun 30, 2014 3:21 pm
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I usually fell refreshed and raring to go on Monday's, but this Monday was not like that. I felt so sluggish and down today, don't know why. I tried to get with it but I just could not. It felt like the day was lasting forever.
I am glad that it is a short work week. I get off Friday for the 4th. I am not sure what I will be doing but probably will be hanging out with my younger sister. She is the only one in my family that wants me to be happy and glad that I am. She has stated that she has never seen me so happy when I am a woman. It is great that I have her support.
Not sure what will be up for the rest of the weekend. There is a friend of mine that on occasions throws sex parties. I wish he would throw one close by, I am so ready to suck on some cock. It is the one sexual activity I have found that I really do enjoy. There is nothing like a guy taking control and shoving his cock in my mouth. I also love a good fucking but sucking cock comes a very close second. I love how one feels entering and exiting my mouth, the taste of it and the taste of the juices as he explodes in my mouth. To me it is a wonderful feeling for a man to get satisfied by my mouth. Also I love how some men grab my head and move it back and forth, love it when they tell me to suck that cock. Damn I am getting horny just thinking about it lol.
I wish I could find a guy that lived close by that would want to date me. I would be his and only his. I would like to have a guy that would be there for me when I needed him and that would like to go out and do things, not just fuck my pussy ass. That was one problem I had with my ex, all he ever wanted me to be was his doll hidden in the closet. I am not like that, I am a woman who wants to be with her man out in public, or if not out in most places, at least at Club Veaux. I wanted to do that one time with my ex but oh no, I can't go out...
Well I suppose I need to get ready for bed. I know its early but I just want to take a shower and get in a nice nightgown and dream of a nice stud fucking me until I can;t take no more lol.
Have a good one. Love you.
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Lee Ann
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Sunday
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Posted:Jun 29, 2014 1:26 pm
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I went to the Golden Nugget Casino last night for dinner. I ate at Bubba Gumps. It was very interesting. I ordered some oysters on the half shale and had a interesting drink. The guy who shucked the oysters said that I was the first customer who had ordered oysters on the half shell that evening.
I know what they say about eating oysters in the summer. Never eat oysters in a month that does not gave an r in the name. I think now with the way cool food that is no longer a problem. I did enjoy the meal and also enjoyed sitting at the bar watching how people act.
I also think I am ready to look for a person who is not embarrassed to be seen in public with me. I so much wanted to be able to have someone there at the restaurant to talk to and enjoy having a meal. I so wish that my last boyfriend would have felt comfortable to be out with me, but that is his loss. I am so upset on that fact that he wanted to keep me like his toy doll in the closet.
4th of July weekend might be interesting as I am probably going to spend it with my younger sister. She is the only one in the family that even halfway accepts the fact that I have a woman inside me. She is been very supportive and tells me that I do pass as a real woman.
I have had many people tell me that I pass. My therapist I have been seeing has told me I do a good job on the makeup and the dressing. I have had the people I bowl with tell me the same. It is a great feeling when people accept you and don't take you as something different.
Here is another case in point about my passing. This afternoon I went to Wal-Mart and did my shopping. When I entered the store I had to use the bathroom. So I did what a transgender girl would do and that is use the ladies room. My position on it is that I use the restroom for what I came for and leave right after. I might check my makeup briefly but I do not do anything else. Some of the ladies in the restroom did talk to me as there was a line to use the stalls. They seemed to take me as a real woman as I did not see any facial expressions of surprise or disgusts.
I wish I had someone right now to get close to. This morning I was taking a shower and I got to horny for a guy it nearly drove me crazy. I so wish I could be with someone full time and be a woman full time. I know it will be a little bit longer for me to wait for either of those. I know I can please a man and show him I am as good as any other girl. I hope somehow I can find my prince charming/. Again the only prerequisite I have is that he be OK with going out and doing things. I would even go dutch treat or have it where when we go out that sometimes he picks up the check or I do. It would feel so wonderful.
Well I need to clean house a bit and get things going. I also need to call my parents and check in on them. I do love my family so much and hope that one day they will want to meet Lee Ann and see that she is a very nice and happy person.
Love you.
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Weekend is here!!
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Posted:Jun 28, 2014 6:33 am
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Well the weekend is here. I am not feeling to happy as there is a ton of crap on my mind. I am trying to get the nerve to tell my family I want to come out and live fll time as a female. I know most of my family will be upset but I do feel that I am more female than male and that is just the way it is.
I am going to take a shower soon and go out to breakfast. I love going to the Waffle House for that. The waitresses all are sweet to me and I have never had an issue there. The food can be good then it can be mediocre, just depends on who is cooking. As of late it has been decent.
There is a IHOP that si opening up here in town. That will give Waffle House a run for the money. I plan on going to both. I do enjoy the IHOP over in Biloxi, they have good pancakes and other stuff. At the Waffle House I like the Bacon Lover BLT.
I have a fw things I can do tonight. I might go to Club Veaux over on Biloxi. There are having a jello shot special there. I do not drink very much so if I go there I will drink my near beer. I also am thinking about the bookstore, but that is just a far maybe. I am thinking that if I want to be a proper woman I need to watch going there. I do love sucking on the guys there and getting the occasional fuck though.
Well I need to get up, take a shower, put on my face and go to breakfast. I hope you have a wonderful day.
Love you.
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Sunday
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Posted:Jun 22, 2014 6:29 pm
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Sometimes I do feel depressed, but it is rare. Today I have felt that way most of the day. I have been reflecting on who I am and what I want out of the rest of my life. Both questions are still pretty much unanswered. Not sure if there is an answer for any of that.
Soon I will be taking a shower and getting ready for bed. I do love wearing a nice nightgown to bed, it helps me feel feminine. The one thing that always helped me feel that way is my breast forms. I love wearing those as at times I feel they are a part of me. Sort of stupid I know.
I spoke to someone yesterday about a supplement called nurtibreast. She told me that she takes them and it really has worked. I am going to inquire to me doctor about this to see if it is safe for me to take. Not sure yet as to when I want to start having my own breast, but I would like to know what I can take safely.
Well I need to go take that shower and get a few other things done before I go to bed. I hope you have a nice evening and week. Love you as always,
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Lee Ann
P.S. Me saying I love you does not go out to any one special. I say that as it always makes me feel good when people say it to me (not many do....). I want you as a reader of my blog to know you are special. Peace.
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Saturday
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Posted:Jun 21, 2014 11:13 am
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Wow it is nice the weekend is here. Things have been a little stressful. Work of course is a big part of that stress right now. I am working hard trying to get things ready for the day I come out at work. I am not sure if that will be an easy transition or not.
Another part of that stress is my ex and what he told me. He said I did not pass as a real woman (it's funny though as I have many compliments to the contrary). He also did not think that me going out to the bookstore is a good thing. I think he said those things to hurt me.
It is hard being the woman like I am and not having companionship like I want. All my ex wanted to do was get in my panties or have my mouth open for his cock. Sex is nice but that is not all I am. I am a woman who likes to go out and do things.
I told my ex that, he said he had to be discrete. Makes me wonder why, either he was ashamed to be seen with me out in public (again I go out in public all the time and NEVER had a problem) or there was other reasons, like he is married or something.
Truth be told, sex with him sometimes was not all that great (as he told me not to take offense about me not passing as a woman when he told me that, I hope he does not take offense here). Most of the time he came too quickly. But you know I never complained as I cared about him. Too bad he did not feel the same way about my feelings. If he reads this I hope he understands where I am coming from and that I do not mean to hurt his feelings.
I think I am through with men for a while, or at least finished with trying to find Mr. Right or be serious with anyone. That seems to be an impossible dream so I am going to stop chasing it. I hope that does not sound too selfish of me but it is how I feel.
I have had three real boyfriends. There was Charlie, who I deeply cared about.. He was the best sex I have ever had as his cock was HUGE!!! After he was done fucking me I felt it for days. I still miss his cock but we no longer see each other.
There was Ham who I still see once in a while. He is a sweet guy. He likes to go out and do things. Once for my birthday we went out to Ruby Tuesday for dinner. He opened the car door for me and held my hand (wow, sounds like a great guy huh??? That is because he is a great guy). We may even go out next weekend, I do not know though, but he says he is going to try. We are still friends.
Then there is F. (I will obey his wishes as he does not want me to use his real name as he is afraid for some reason). He was sweet as he did pay for the hotel room to fuck in. But he never wanted to go out. He never wanted me to know where he lived as I thought that was strange. All I knew is it was somewhere in Hattiesburg.
Those are the three I considered to be serious boyfriends. I have had other guys fuck me or use my mouth for a cum deposit, especially as of late going to the bookstore. I hope that does not make me sound like a slut, but a girl sometimes craves the touch and taste of a man. I am no different. The bookstore provides a place for me to be able to do that.
I remember the first time I had a guy fuck me. I was living in another apartments not far from where I am now. He was a real sweet guy, treated me very tender. He fucked me three times the night I lost my male to male virginity. When he entered me it was then and there I knew that I liked to be fucked. It felt so feminine and nice. I loved having him take control and using me. I wished he would have got together again but we never did. I tried my hardest but nothing ever happened.
Well I need to get up and get going. Not sure what is in the plans for tonight. I think Biloxi might be out of the question as there is Scraping the Coast (like cruising the coast except for low riders) which may make Highway 90 a nightmare to travel. Also they are doing some work on I-110 that may make traffic even more fucked up. I might try to go to The Golden Nugget Casino (the extreme east part of Biloxi so it might be able to be OK). I want to try Bubba Gumps restaurant. But I doubt I will go to the bookstore or to Club Veaux.
Have a good one. Love you.
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Lee Ann
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Thursday already???
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Posted:Jun 19, 2014 5:40 pm
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I can't believe how time has flown by this week. I think it is because I come home and have been watching "Orange is the New Black". I quickly got addicted to the show. I almost laugh to tears sometime. I love all the characters on the show except for pornstache, I got a bit upset when he pissed in the soup the cook was making. I do not like mean people.
The night before last I hurt myself a the bowling ally. My knee gave out as I was going down the steps to the approach. I feel down pretty hard but I was OK as it has happened before. Everyone was concerned about me.
After bowling I went to the bar and drank a glass of wine. I may have to hold off on the wine for a while as I was feeling pretty good from the other two glasses of wine. A friend of mine bought me a shot of tequila. I really did not want it but I took it as I hoped it would help me knee ache a bit.
So I am about ready to get ready for bed. I am not sure what is in store for me this weekend. I may try to get my head on a bot more straight. I thought about what someone told me and maybe I do need to chill out with the bookstore a bit.
I do enjoy going to the bookstore for the fun, but maybe I have enjoyed it a bit too much. When I go there I am not looking for happiness as my ex texted me. I am looking to give someone pleasure and because I like being intimate with someone more then once a fucking month or so. That was about how much I got to see my ex. It was not enough. Plus it was like he only wanted to see me when it suited him. I was not happy being away from the person I loved and it hurt like a bitch.
I know my ex reads my blog. I hope he reads this one and understands why I cannot be with him anymore. It is a hard decision for me but I think I am doing the right thing for me. I was never happy and never would be with the way things went.
Well good night and I hope you have a pleasant evening.
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