Labor day weekend
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Posted:Sep 7, 2015 3:51 pm
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I had such a great weekend. I went to the movies and watched No Escape. Not the best movie but I enjoyed it. It always feels good when I can go out and be myself.
I am also proud of myself as I am stopping being a bad girl. I noticed that I have been living life a bit careless and want to live better. I am more than a sex toy for any cock that comes my way. Going to the Adult Book Store and to the Adult Movie Theater I admit are fun, but that should not be me. I need to live a better and cleaner life. So no more going to these sleazy places.
I hope to find a nice guy. That has been so hard as I have looked high and low. There is a guy I know at the bowling alley, he makes me laugh and I think he is so crazy. I am not sure what he thinks about me. I always get a kick when I see him.
I still will have an occasional night where I will be in bed and fantasize about being taken away and fucked until I scream. I think I can have the occasional night for that. I just wish I could have the real thing.
Have a good one.
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Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
Lee Ann
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Saturday
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Posted:Aug 29, 2015 2:31 pm
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I needed to go to the pharmacy today so I dressed up in a pair of my girly jeans and a blouse. I got what I needed to get. No one even batted an eye. It was a very pleasant experience. I need to see if I can start getting hormone injections at the clinic that is there.
I went from there to Walmart. I got my hair done and it looks so good. I love going to place like that to get something done. They colored my hair and now I am about to go get ready and go somewhere for dinner. I am not sure where, I was thinking of Apple Bee's as that is one of my favorite places to go on Saturday.
I am now contemplating coming out at work. It seems everyone knows. It is no secret that I am a woman on the inside. I talked to a co-worker this past week and she has stated that many people know and have known for a very long time. It surprises me that I did not pick up on it but than again the company has a policy about things like this. There is no harassment of any kind allowed at work. The company is open to all kinds of people and will not tolerate a hostile environment.
I wish my ex would have been accepting of me. I hated the fact that all he wanted ws to get in my panties. I did love the sex with him but damn it, I am just like any other girl. You just can't spend a weekend in bed fucking, a girl has to be treated to going out and being with the ones she loves. I miss him but I can never ever be treated like that again. You think that since work supports me he could have.
Well I need to get ready to go to dinner. I am sure it will be nice as my hair is very feminine. Not sure how well my hair will be perceived at work but like I said, everyone knows so I should not get any grief. I don't mind people asking questions or even talking to me about the way I am. It is better to talk than hate and I hope people will feel comfortable to talk to me about it.
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Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
Lee Ann
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Thursday night
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Posted:Aug 27, 2015 5:08 pm
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his week has been like no other week I have ever had. I talked to a co-worker and friend of mine this week. I have learned that they have known I am transgender for quite some time. Some of the group have even seen me at places like Walmart and where I do my laundry. Very funny and interesting. I also have been told the group has my back if I want to come out as trans. You can guess this has me just spinning around. This does make things somewhat easier in the process.
Not sure what the timetable will be but I am planning on living full time in the near future. I need to work on looking at HRT and a few other things. Sometimes it feels like a dream and don't know what to expect next. But as for now I am going to enjoy the support of my work family.
This weekend I plan on going to see a movie and maybe out to eat. Since I have started to come true to myself I have started to label the week my birthday is on my birthday week. I treat myself to something every day and enjoy being me. I am not sure what else I will do. I am going to tyr my best to relax and enjoy.
Well have a good evening and hope all is well.
Love you.
Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
Lee Ann
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MOnday ready for another work week
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Posted:Aug 24, 2015 4:38 am
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Monday, what else can you say. I did enjoy getting fucked this past weekend. Nothing like a cock being rammed into me to make this girl happy. I really do wish though I could find a regular guy who would service me when I needed it. I had hoped to meet someone here or on Graigslist but things have really been slow.
I did have at one time a nice guy. The only thing about him I disliked was the fact he would not go out and be seen with me. He told me I did not make for a real woman. I hope he reads this and knows that I have been out MANY TIMES and never had an issue. No one has ever taken a second look at me. I am always called mam and have even been called that when I am dressed in male clothes. If he would have agreed to go out with me I probably would have stayed with him but he did not. I really cared for him and I was surprised I stayed with him as long as I did as one of the conditions I wanted was to go out and date. I am more than a damn sex toy.. Even though it still hurts and I still care about him, I am much happier being single. I hope he reads this and understand. I still care and love you...
Well time for me to head out the door. I am slowly working on coming out to my work place. I would love one day to walk in there with a cute outfit. Not sure when that will happen but I am working on it.
Take care.
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Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
Lee Ann
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Sunday post
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Posted:Aug 23, 2015 7:25 am
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I posted an ad on craigslist about a month ago. I stated to send emails to a gentleman in Gulfport. We were going to meet in Biloxi bot the plans feel though. Sometimes I feel that I am destined to live alone.
I was so depressed I got dressed and ended up at the Adult Bookstore. I paid my $10 and went into the arcade. Not really much was going on and I really did not feel like doing much at first. I sat in a both and watched a movie. A guy came into the booth and locked the door. He pulled out his cock and I started to suck on it. He pulled up my skirt and noticed I was not a GG (genetic girl). At first I thought he was disappointed (I have gotten a few guys like that) and he let me suck on his cock some more. After a while he told me to lean over the chair I was sitting in. He then proceeded to fuck my hole. Oh my God did it feel good. We fucked for about 10 minutes then he withdrew his cock and left. The fuck was so good I can still feel it.
It took me about 20 minutes and 3 cigarettes to recover. I loved the feeling of being fucked. It makes me so angry I cannot find a boyfriend that can fuck me on a regular basis. I LOVE the way it feels to have a cock inside me fucking my hole. If I could find a boyfriend I would easily cease going to places like that. I go to those places just to feel the touch of a nice cock, either in my mouth or hole. It feels good to have someone enter me. It has been a long time since I had felt a cock, since my last post.
I had hoped that the date I was supposed to go on would happen. All I want is a man to be my friend and lover. I want to have a man who will love me and fuck me when I need it, and sometimes I need it a lot. But that is not all I want, I want someone to go out with me to places and do things, I am not just a fuck toy. I love sex and I love fucking, don't get me wrong, but there is more to a relationship than fucking. I had a boyfriend a while back I truly loved and wanted to be very close to him, but all he ever wanted to do was have his cock suck or put his cock in my hole. I was so depressed I had to break ti up with him. There are times I miss him but like I said I am not a fuck toy, I am a real woman who wants to be treated like a real woman.
I know it sounds like I am a slut, especially when I go to the Bookstore. Maybe sometimes I am. I have to feel the warmth and the touch of a man on occasion. But I wish I could find a nice man that would give me that as well as going out and treating me like a real girl. I would even go dutch as I do not mind paying my own way. I wish someone from here would email me and give me that.
Well time for a shower and go eat breakfast. Damn I can still feel my ass throbbing from the fuck I got last night. The guy knew how to fuck me for sure.
Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
Lee Ann
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July 4th weekend
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Posted:Jul 5, 2015 12:19 pm
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2015 7:05 am
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I did go out Friday night. I ended up eating at Apple Bee's. They have a steak that I really like and the bartenders there are always nice. I had a very tasty margarita and watched some soccer game or as some of you Europeans call it football. I am so ready for American football. I am ready to see my beloved New Orleans Saints make a run for the Super Bowl.
After dinner I flipped a coin in my head to decide if I wanted to go suck some cock or go home. I ended up at the Adult Bookstore and Arcade. The man running the cash register was at first hesitant to let me in as the policy of the store is no unescorted ladies. He took a look and said something like I hoped I would take it as a compliment but he could not tell if I was a real female or not. I told him I was very flattered and that I was a real girl inside but I still had my (ugly) man parts.
When I got in I went to one of the booths. I instantly had a guy grab my ass (oh what a feeling!!!!). We both went into the booth and I sucked on him for a few moments. I could tell he was about to shoot so he pulled out. I don't think he wanted to come so early (it was like 7:30 or so). He pulled up his pants and left. I got up and went out to grab a smoke in the lobby.
I will not bore you with the other cocks I sucked until the last one. It was getting late so I went to another booth and took off my skirt. I purposely did not lock the door as I did not care who watched me masturbate. It took about two or three minutes and a guy came in. He started to jack off. I was sitting on a chair and after a while my hungry mouth found its way to his cock. I sucked on his cock like a hungry baby would suck on her mothers tit. Soon we were both shooting our cum. It felt very nice to release it out.
Afterwards we both got dressed and left. I can't say it was my best night of sucking cock but it was not my worse. I do not know yet if I am going to make this a regular thing or not again.
Last night I did go down to the beach to watch the fireworks. I wore some jeans and a nice blouse. The fireworks were OK as fireworks go.. Someone lit a few lanterns that floated to the sky, it was very neat. I have seen those lanterns on CNN I think. I would like to know how to make those.
I also watched a bunch of run in a few relay races. I smiled as I remembered how it was like to be that age. There was a girl that was like lightning speed, I think she was about ten or eleven. IF she keeps it up she might become a track star. I was really amazed on how fast she was.
Well I need to get up and do a few things. I hope you all had a wonderful forth.
Love you.
Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
Lee Ann
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July 3rd
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Posted:Jul 3, 2015 2:28 pm
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Well it is a Friday and nothing really to do. I am thinking of getting dolled up and heading out to Biloxi for dinner and maybe a little cock sucking. There are times I just want the feel of a man and to have him use me for his sexual needs. Then there are times I am happy to have the things they way they are.
I know I have been away from here for a good while. I have been trying my best to be a good girl. That is so hard to do a lot of the time. Work as of late has been keeping my ass busy and I am looking forward to the day I can be living as a woman full time. Some of my co-workers I am sure know that I am a transgender. I have not been really hiding it much.
Well I need to decide what it is for tonight. I was thinking of hitting the Half Shell Oyster House and possibly going to the Adult Bookstore. I remember the first time I was there. I did end up sucking my hare of cock that night.
Good evening and I hope you all have a good forth...
Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Cock Sucking Girl
Lee Ann
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Damn it...
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Posted:Jun 4, 2015 5:20 pm
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I am sitting here again alone this Thursday. I am naked and wishing two things, that I had a clit instead of a cock and a nice boyfriend to fuck the hell out of me. I get so lonely sometimes. I do enjoy my life but I am so ready to share some of it with someone. I know I could melt a guys heart. Just wish there was one for me.
I do plan on playing with myself and enjoying an orgasm while I fantasize being a real girl and having a daddy type get inside me. Wish I had that. I know there has to be someone out there for me.
Love you.
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Mississippi Horny Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
Lee Ann
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Transgender Saturday
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Posted:May 30, 2015 7:20 am
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Last night was surely fun. I bowled with my team mates and it was very enjoyable. We sat and talked a bit and just had a good time. We bowled against no one as the other team did not show up. Wish they would have because the team we were supposed to bowl against are real fun people.
So, what has gone on since I posted last (I know I have not posted in a while). I am not sure if I stated that I told my boss about being transgender but I did a while back. I saw her last week and we talked about going to HR. She told me that a fellow employee over in New Orleans (this is where she works at) said that they had seen me on Face Book. They had asked her if they knew I was transgender and what was going on with me. My boss, true to her word did not say anything to that person. My boss told me that the cat is probably out of the bag as the place I work at is like a gossip factory. I don't care and I am far beyond caring what people think and if they have a problem with me it is there problem and NOT MINE.....
Another funny thing is I went to a meeting with some customers 9my boss went with me). The customers made remarks about my hair, nothing really bad, they just were surprised to see my hair as they have not seen me in a while. I said I was fine with my hair they way it was. I could tell that they noticed that I seemed to be much happier. Like I said, people at work probably already know that I am transgender. I am looking to the time I can live full time as a woman.
Well I need to get breakfast. I also need to check in here once in a while. I know I have not done so. I might (and that is a big might) go to Biloxi tonight. for at least dinner. The big might is I might go to the Book Store which I have not been in a while. There are times a girl needs to feel the closeness of a guy and I am in desperate need of that. But than again I sort of promised myself I would try and not go to that place or to the adult movie theater. They are fun to go to but I need to try and live a better life. That is why I wish I could meet a nice guy and settle down.
Well I need to go to breakfast and then do some laundry. Have a good one.
Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
Lee Ann
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Sunday
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Posted:May 10, 2015 8:33 am
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I went to breakfast at my local Waffle House this morning. I love eating there as the ladies are so fun to talk to. As I was paying the bill I got a Happy Mothers Day. That was nice and have never been told that before. It made me smile.
I know I have not posted here in a long while. I have been busy with work and trying to understand myself better. I am having issues with my feelings I have inside. I so much want to be with someone but I do enjoy my independence. I would love to find someone who is kind and ants something more that a hop in the sack. I am not asking for much I think., just someone who is willing to be with a woman and what wants to share their life with me and mine with them.
I have stopped going to the adult places in Biloxi. To me that is nothing I really am missing. I did love sucking on the cocks and having a man have his way with me, but that just is not really who I am. I am trying to be more lady like and not being a slut. I just want to find that special man, I would be his little slut as much as he wanted. The only condition I have on that is that we do things like a regular couple, go out to movies, dinner and what not.
Well I need to get up and head to Walmart. I need to do my grocery shopping and a few other things. I hope you all have a great day...
Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
Lee Ann
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Why is it so hard????
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Posted:Apr 19, 2015 6:53 am
Last Updated:May 30, 2015 7:06 am
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I have tried so hard to find someone that will treat me like a woman both in and out of the bedroom. I want to find someone who will go out to dinner with me, go to the movies, hang out at the bowling ally with me. I am so sad that I cannot find someone, I know there is someone for me, I just wish he would show up.
What do I have to do? I love sucking cock, I love being fucked and I am very feminine in the bedroom. That is not all there is to me though. I did have a nice guy who I enjoyed being with but the problem was all he wanted me for was a sex toy. He never wanted to go out and be with me. Plus I hardly got to see him as he worked off shore. I was depressed a lot of the times, not because he was gone a lot, it was because he never wanted to be seen outside with me. I could have handled seeing him once a month but I could not handle being used just for sex.
It seems that is always the way it is for me. I fid someone and it is like I hardly get to see them. There is one guy I see on occasions, but he is married (I really don't like that but he has an open marriage and I tend to overlook that with him). He has taken me out to dinner and other things. I know there is no chance for us to be truly together but I do like hanging out with him.
Well I need to get up and take a shower I had hoped to go to church but it is a little to late to get ready and make it. I am going to wake up real early next Sunday and go. I need to really go and get involved with what is going on there. Most people there are much younger than me. It is a nice place though and the people are really open to the LGBT community.
Take care...
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Lee Ann
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Sunday thoughts of a lonlely tranny....
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Posted:Apr 12, 2015 9:59 am
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I am not sure how I feel anymore. Sometimes I feel like I am swimming in the middle of the ocean with no land in sight and I am all alone. Sometimes I feel I am surrounded by people who are so supportive. I hate feeling this way.
Last night I went to the Adult Movie theater and I finally realized something, I am looking in the wrong place for companionship. That place is not right for a woman like me. I need to concentrate in other areas to find the right person for me. I hate being alone but right now it seems that is what I am destined to be is tranny who is all alone. I am going to be happy regardless as I do not need a man to make me happy.
Well I need to get up and go to the store and then wash my bed sheets and clean house a little.
Take care.
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Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
Lee Ann
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Monday
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Posted:Apr 6, 2015 10:51 am
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I have the day off today and I am trying to clean house a bit. I am very interested to have the work week start. I have a few things I will have to work on. Work is always interesting. I should be rested up as I did not do very much during the Easter break.
Last night I went to my sisters house to have dinner. It makes me so mad sometimes. I knew she was going to say something about my hair being long. I am sick and tired of looking male and want to look more female. She told me I looked like an old man trying to look like a younger man. I almost told her I have been mistaken for a female on several occasions and that is the look I am going for, but I thought better,
I know I have not been keeping my blog up to date and I a going to do better at that. There just has not been much to talk about though. I have toned it down going to the bookstore and to the adult theater some. I may start planning on maybe going there once a month to satisfy my hungry mouth and hole. I love sucking on a cock and having it shoot in my throat. I am getting horny just thinking about that lol...
I do love sucking cock and having the occasional cock fuck me, but I a, trying my best to be a good girl. It is so hard as many a times I feel a yearning to satisfy a mans sexual needs. There are times I cry myself to sleep because I don't have a man. I know there has to be someone out there for me. I know if I find the right man I can satisfy him all the time. He would never have to worry about me not being in the mood or having a headache. I am very sexual and have string sexual needs....
Well I need to get the laundry in the dryer, then clean the bathtub, the floors and then see about throwing some things away. After a while I do plan on getting naked and laying on the bed. I love just being the in bed and fantasize that I am a real girl having a nice man fuck my hole. It is a great dream to have. Well I need to get busy cleaning if I am going to have time to do that...
Love you.
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Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
Lee Ann
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