For my eyes only!
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Posted:Jan 13, 2012 5:27 am
Last Updated:Nov 14, 2016 7:35 pm
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This is my private place where you can tell me your secrets, go ahead and don't be shy 
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Don't get to fucking excited
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Posted:Nov 14, 2016 7:26 pm
Last Updated:Nov 26, 2016 8:35 am
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Cause I am not going to show you my tits or my pussy so just calm the fuck down!!
Holy shit it's been awhile since I been around here, almost a year and I can see a few things have changed.
There's a chick on the home page jerking a strap on?? Pretty big one also, it kinda freaked me out a bit and not sure If that is really selling anything, I mean it makes me want to run the other way, not buy a membership..
Another thing is when did this site put a "like" button on here, is this linked to FB?? Geeeez
What's up blog land??
I can see I still have a few friend blogger on here, some have only 192 posts since I have been on last so yep some of you have slowed down and it will probably take me 192 years to get through them all lol
And some I noticed has deleted all his blogs, Charmer yours was the first I headed over too and sighs.... I am broken hearted my dear, all I thought about is that chest and a... Opps nevermind, was being a freak again 
And then I noticed some awesome people just gone, I am hoping it is due to finding their match and moving on...
So let me explain the last year in one line - NOTHING HAS CHANGED
I am on the road constantly, keeping 2 apartments in 2 different towns with 2 beds so I am ready but no takers!!
Ok oK lets cut the BS here, do you really want to see my boobs??
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Not bad eh ?
I'll be back, soon I hope..... E4N xx
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I'm in the Xmas spirit so might as well blog!!
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Posted:Dec 21, 2015 9:26 pm
Last Updated:Feb 5, 2016 10:41 pm
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Bon jour my pervy friend's
What the fuck is going on around here?? Guess it's been awhile since I've blogged and to be honest I don't miss it all that much...
I've been crazy busy with the new job and that's ok with me, keeps me out of trouble, literally!!
I'm on holidays until after the New Year and of course trying to split my time between volunteer duties and family time, I am better at volunteer duties
I'm still chatting with the old friend from many years ago and I like it, we still have a lot in common and enjoy our conversations but for now my heart still belongs to my hubby and he understands and sticks around so I'm ok with that
I haven't been feeling so hot lately, seem really tired and I'm sure it's cause of the transition into a new job but getting things checked out to be on the safe side..
The new year is already starting with new challenges, I have a sibling only 2 years older then me who has been diagnosed with cancer which means making time to give her a hand and support during this difficult time, funny after everything I have experienced and witnessed you would think I could handle anything but I find myself a bit scared as to what is coming for her...
Big plans for New Years??? Box of vino and nuts for this chick but I'd be happy to share!!!
Have a safe and wonderful Xmas my friends.
E4N xx
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Right out of the box!!!
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Posted:Sep 10, 2015 6:48 pm
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2015 2:54 am
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My wanting pussy, could this be??
Hello Beautiful I was hoping we could get together for a few drinks to get to know one another and if the chemistry is right I would like to take you back to my room……..draw you a hot bubble bath pour us both a glass of wine so we can relax in the tub to get to know one another a bit more…….
When you’re ready I will lead you to the bedroom and lay you down on the bed for more relaxing entertainment…….we talk as I warm up the massage oil in my hands then beginning at your feet gently caress your feet, slowly working my hands up your calves to your inner thighs …so gently brushing your pussy while I make my way to your ass, then slowly up your lower back to your tense shoulders…………again beginning at your feet I slowly begin to lick and nibble my way from your calves to your inner thighs and again brushing by your pussy as my tongue makes its way up the crack of your ass to your neck and ears………..your wanting more but I hesitantly ignore your pleas………gently turn you over to expose your hard nipples and wet pussy…..working my tongue from your ears, your neck to your beckoning hard nipples, slowly down to your inner thighs……gently spreading your legs to reveal your pussy lips……I gently insert my fingers and gently massage the inside walls of your hot pussy ..then softly tickle your clit with my tongue…..slowly at first then my fingers move more rapidly in and out of your pussy while I lick and suck your clit more aggressively……………you beg me to trust my cock into your willing pussy but not yet……..as you cum all over my fingers I slow down my pace until you have fully enjoyed your orgasm before I thrust my hard throbbing cock into your wanting pussy……I will leave the rest to your imagination.
What my imagination is thinking is the vino is out of a box and I could get good and drunk
Ok don't get to fucking excited about 2 blogs in a row, sexless and bored so this is what happens
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Where do you keep your toys??
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Posted:Sep 9, 2015 7:00 pm
Last Updated:Nov 14, 2016 6:52 pm
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I really don't give a fuck where you keep them, I just thought it was a catchy title
What's up all my pervy friends?
Figure it was time for my Q3 blog, yup I already know I suck cause I don't blog much anymore so you don't have to remind me
So life has been pretty busy, spent quite a bit of time at our Corporate office finishing off and working on communications to our stakeholders on my departure but will stay on as an advisor (very minimal) but to be honest I am done with industry and I couldn't be happier
Been off for the last week, took a little trip by myself, a well deserved trip and spent a shitload of money and I can't stand shopping so not sure what happened there lol
So I am off to start my new job on Monday and I feel pretty good about it, I drove up last week and was introduced to the communities I will be working with and already received a nice welcome
Hmmmm what else do I got for you?? Ohhh SEX?? Nope not having any and I am ok with that, my life is pretty content without all that sexual pleasure
Something interesting for you?
Someone I dated when I was 18 found me on social media a few months back and we actually met for a coffee last weekend and I have to say WOW he was as good looking and nice as I remember, made my day to see an old friend and yes we are staying in contact, I wonder if men ever lose ehemmmm their good abilities and qualities after all those years? I will let you know if I ever find out
Peace out my pervy friends xx
P.S ok ok I'll bite, where do you keep your toys??
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You ever lose your sex drive?
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Posted:Aug 10, 2015 2:45 pm
Last Updated:Nov 14, 2016 6:54 pm
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I don't but figured it would make a great title !!!
So big news at my end, BIG news !!!!!
No I didn't have sex but mind ya that would be big news huh?? It would be the kinda news that would have to have its own party lol
Anyways...
I've handed in my resignation and I must admit I am struggling with my decision.. I have been working at this site for many years, transitioned through quite a few changes and this will be the last change for me with this company...
For the ones of you who know what I do, the market has been in a down fall over the last year and so the company has felt the pinch and has been downsizing quite a bit.. I've been doing a lot of side work consulting and my work has been noticeable, I have accepted a position as business development for a few northern communities and I am looking forward to the new challenge and to be honest getting out of the corporation is not such a bad thing
So...
I moved from that area and now will be working not anywhere near that area, you think I changed?? Or am I still work in progress?? Go ahead I can take it 
Kisses from E4N xx
P.S. Yes I want to know about your sex drive, fuck me yes I'm quiet but still a perv
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Guess it's been awhile
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Posted:Jul 16, 2015 8:26 pm
Last Updated:Jul 18, 2015 9:06 am
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Allo all my pervy friend's
Yes I'm still around just not as much...
Work and still settling in to my new surroundings is keeping me pretty busy, wish I can say it was mass amount's of unbelievable sex was keeping me occupied but tis not the case at all and you know what?? I'm ok with that
I'm pretty satisfied in my new life, still missing my best friend like crazy but my thoughts are finally starting to even out, don't get me wrong I still have my moments but I can finally say my thought's make me smile versus making me cry, so to me I feel like I am on the right path...
I am making a few friend's in this new city and taking in some of the nicer cuisine this place has to offer... The only thing I can really say I miss about my old life is my favorite habit which I haven't held onto my rod in over a year, some habit's are hard to let go of, who knows maybe some day I'll experience it again cause I kinda do miss it...
For now I am tired but I will be back maybe won't wait so long for the next blog...{=}
Huge hugs from E4N xx
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What is the matter with me??
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Posted:May 8, 2015 10:16 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2015 1:54 pm
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Just got a great offer from someone local to go out for a few drinks, dancing and conversation and what do I do?? I said no thanks
I think I am so content in my busy work life during the week and my quiet weekends that I just prefer Netflix and relaxing, anything wrong with that??
I'm not opposed to company but of course with someone I know and now that I think about it, I really don't keep up with friends much anymore, just not interested to be honest.. I do get a few texts saying hello but I don't initiate much conversation..
So going out or having someone over?? I'd probably fall asleep on them anyway
Ok I'm still around, very minimal perving and nope not reading many blogs either, sorry folks but just trying to figure out the next phase in E4N's life and trust me it's a hard thing to do..
Have a great weekend xx
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Think I struck out!!!
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Posted:May 3, 2015 8:43 pm
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2015 6:58 am
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Can that actually be possible??
Blogged with someone here quite awhile ago, he departed from the site a few years back cause he met his match so we found each other on FB and kept our eyes on each others lives.. My hubby passes and it doesn't work out with his lady and since they went their own ways..
Now don't go pulling out the champagne anytime soon but we have messaging the last few weeks and I have to say that this former blogger is very interesting
A long story short, I said I'd like to meet him and no not for sex you dam pervs!!!
"sure we can meet for a coffee at Timmies on my way through in December"
So much for meeting someone I was hoping to get to know...
Sighs......I know I'll get it right some day
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I'm so emotional
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Posted:Apr 23, 2015 7:31 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2015 1:41 pm
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Why you ask??
Cause I can't remember what SEX is, that's fucking why!!!!
Hmmmm ok that is why I am so emotional this week, maybe PMS coming? I never really know, maybe menopause cause all my friends my age seem a little fucking off to me so it really is a possibility right?? Could be all the work I've been trying to do, who the hell knows but all I do know is I can cry at the drop of a hat lately and trust me when I say I am some dam ugly when tearing up
Anyway...
WTF is going on around here, I noticed I have a whole yellow sea to read but not in the mood tonight but maybe you can give me a few hints, anyone get married?? That would be big news hmmm maybe not I'd probably cry..
Ok taking my tearing ass to bed, maybe I'm crying for my bed??
Sweet dreams from E4N xx
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Guess it wasn't time yet
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Posted:Apr 9, 2015 7:57 pm
Last Updated:Apr 10, 2015 6:15 am
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Just when you think your ready and something is just not what you thought it was going to be..
Hard to explain but just trust me when I say I am truly disappointed in myself, nuff said..
Work has been busy and this week I am truly exhausted to the point of tears, I need to slow down a little and start paying attention to people around me more, believe it or not I do care just haven't shown it a whole bunch lately..
So finishing off my remaining two contracts and taking a lot of the summer to do more things I enjoy.. I know I threw myself into work and extra work for the distraction of unforeseen events in my life but now the only distraction I truly need is some peace and a bit more of relaxation, oh yes I can do it for awhile..
Anyways...
This weekend I am going to enjoy my new surroundings, text and call people who matter to me and remind them of that, might even enjoy a glass of vino, been awhile since I did that..
Hugs from E4N xx
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The pro's of city life
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Posted:Apr 1, 2015 6:14 pm
Last Updated:Apr 2, 2015 3:12 am
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I could easily talk about the con's but I like the pro's much better
I have been in a very small community for many, many year's, I have been blessed I would say to get enjoy the lakes, animals, fresh air and slow pace of country living but now thing's have changed and so have I.. I will miss the little community, most of all the fishing but right now at this time in my life I have lost interest, not retired my fishing pole's and state of the art tackle box but hung them up for awhile, who knows maybe some day I will find that perfect partner again but for now I will concentrate on what is in front of me, ME!!! Selfish?? Maybe but I think I am allowed...
So back to the pro's??
I plan on having a fresh bouquet on my table every week, cheesy??
What I save on bait, I can apply to the simple thing's that make me smile again
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