New year Schmew years
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Posted:Jan 1, 2015 3:18 pm
Last Updated:Apr 17, 2016 9:32 pm
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I got kinda bummed last night because I had no one to kiss when midnight struck. I was drinking wine and watching football at my BFFs house and had a decent time. Her 8 year old 'pants'ed' her hottie husband, so I did get to see some quality man parts. After spending an evening with a married couple, I have to say I may not have gotten to kiss anyone at midnight but I also didn't have to do someone else's laundry, pick their drunk ass off the floor, or placate someone else's ego. For years I would go out on NYE and find a guy and eventually date them for about a year and then start over. I haven't done that since before i met my husband and I think I avoid going out in public because of the bad decisions I tend to make in the hullabaloo of the new years celebration. Im back on here for a little bit to see what, if anything, is new here on the finder of friends. Cheers to you, my friends
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Posted:Sep 6, 2014 4:07 pm
Last Updated:Jan 20, 2015 8:42 pm
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I guess Im bored. I have a huge crush on a real life guy and we have been texting. He's way older and so very hot and Ive had a crush since before i was married. Im still at a loss on how to approach this real life situation but I stopped here to reassure myself that its OK to take a chance on life. I know its frustrating and I hate to try and start something that could potentially be amazing. I guess I'm just second guessing myself, battling the same demons that used to make me feel so ugly and so fat. and lets not forget kinda weird lol. Im not fishing for compliments or anything but I miss the way my husband would make me feel like the most beautiful woman in the world regardless of my body, my hair, my bad breath. Truth be told, I am absolutely terrified of moving on, I still put on my wedding ring from time to time, I can't quite put away the memories....I guess Im just in a weird mood. Thanks for listening....
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Meh
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Posted:Aug 10, 2014 11:17 am
Last Updated:Jan 27, 2015 4:42 am
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Sometimes I wonder if I am ever going to have true intimacy again. I know what type of website this is but whatever. My purpose for being on this website was simple. I wanted to have some adventures without having to worry about feeling a betrayal towards my feelings for my late husband. Like putting a band aid on my broken heart so to speak. Ive met some nice people, a few people that I still want to meet, and some people I'd probably never want to meet again.
As a woman on this website, there is never a lull in the amount of offers for anything. I have also been set up on mainstream dates where there is no expectation of nudity and those have been pretty cool too. Im still no closer to achieving an orgasm with a partner but Ive gotten really good at helping myself out  Ive been more selective in choosing who I intend to spend my time with lately.
Maybe Im bored, maybe there isn't enough making out or any anticipation of things to come. There are times where I just need an itch to be scratched. I guess to make a long story short, Im still no closer to what I really want than I was 8 months ago.
The things I do know...Im not an easy girl to pleasure apparently, Im still fascinated by large cocks, Yahoo Messenger hates me, Ive started journaling my fantasies whether just romantic or erotic, and Im busier than I think am most times.
Still waiting for my make out king
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What in the world!!
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Posted:Jul 5, 2014 1:05 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2024 3:31 am
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I really dont know what has come over me this weekend. I am so horny that I cannot stand myself. I have masturbated 4 times in the last 36 hours. I even did it on a broadcast on here. Last night or this morning rather, I had to finish myself off again. This time I used an egg in my ass and my big fat twirly vibrator in my pussy. Im getting ready to take a shower and Im wondering if I need to bring toys with me. I may not be able to have an orgasm with a partner but Im getting pretty fantastic at doing it myself. I need to clean my room and maybe I can entice a visitor or two this evening.....
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Hiatus
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Posted:Jun 25, 2014 7:24 pm
Last Updated:Jan 27, 2015 4:42 am
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Sorry for the lack of posts or visits to the finder of friends for the last couple of weeks. I got kind of wigged out by an encounter. He just happened to be a fugitive from justice. Thankfully, he didn't appear to be dangerous but I decided to take a little break. Very unnerving and not only was he on this website but on a regular dating site as well. Yikes
Im still technically on hiatus. Its so busy in the summertime. I have a hard time making time for encounters. Since Im not married or attached, you would think it would be easy to arrange such things. Not so much.
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Seriously again
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Posted:Apr 26, 2014 10:45 pm
Last Updated:Apr 17, 2016 9:31 pm
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Im trying really hard not to take things too seriously. But I am seriously tired of having my feelings trounced upon by people. And its not that I have feelings for these people. Ive had a couple of gentleman callers who talked a big game but couldn't or wouldn't follow through.
I had a guy a few weeks ago with whom I had been chatting with for well over a month decide to come by and meet. He drove 2.5 hours to use my bathroom and then leave. Never to be heard from again.
More recently, Billy started to email, text, cam etc. again. I was apprehensive because of his previous track record of not wanting drama but yet was always in some sort of drama. We had made plans and talked about so many hot scenarios about how it was gonna be when we met. But then when the time came, he was sick or he had to work. Then the last straw was when I was checking on his health the night before our supposed meet, he was reading my texts and was online but never responded. Then I blocked him.
Even tonight, a guy was on cam and we had set up a time for him to come over….not 2 minutes after chatting with him on IM..profile deactivated.
Maybe its because its my anniversary weekend and I miss my husband so much it hurts, these people are really starting to wear me down. I hate to be such a negative Nellie but does everything have to be such a game or posturing……Anyway, rant over
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One kink too far
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Posted:Apr 10, 2014 10:41 am
Last Updated:Jan 20, 2015 8:45 pm
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This is not for anyone to take seriously so please don't take offense. My only loyal audience are 5 dogs and they really don't care what I say as long as I am talking to them. I have run into this a few times on the Finder of Friends and it really gives me a chuckle.
I always considered myself a kinky type of person. I apparently am not. I do have a healthy sense of humor and not one to judge, at least over sexual proclivities. I also am a team player and once trust is established may play along. Im sure we have all talked to people who take the conversation one kink too far.
Picture it….you talking hot and heavy about how sexy each other are and what you want to do to that particular person. Its awesome and maybe you slip into the conversation that you always wanted to be blindfolded/tied up/taken from behind/sex in church whatever. And your partner is sharing fantasies and its getting hotter and sexier….
Then the bomb drops…you new friend has taken the conversation one kink too far. Talking dirty is not my strongest suit. It always sounds a little too much like a romance novel but Im improving. Im a good sport, like I said. Im not making fun of peoples fetishes because lord knows I have them, but sometimes I can't help but giggle.
Here are a few examples, i have changed the specifics in case actually read this thing. A few weeks ago, I was chatting and the subject of my 5 dogs came up…..then this guy asked me if I have every sucked on my dogs penis or had him go down on me. I love my dogs but I don't think Im in love with my dogs lol. I have an irish setter with attachment issues as it is much less adding a sexual tier to the relationship. Maybe if I didn't know the dog…. Do you see why I get to giggling?
One conversation with FWB covered my sometimes living with me nephew which can cause a conflict in timing of such encounters. Then comes the inevitable one kink too far. Do you have sex with your nephew? Ummm, no. I mean he is 21 and by far one ofmy favorite nephews but I really don't think Im his type lol
Then there is the Im going to tie you to the bed and have my way with you. And the details are getting hotter and hotter and you feel all the hotness in your belly and the moisture in your panties (see what I mean about romance novels) then the conversation turns to something ridiculously too kinky…i want to put on clown makeup and stage a puppet show using your pussy and left foot/take a shit on a family heirloom/start quoting random bible passages. Um thats a showstopper right there.
Then you have the ones who want to impregnate you just so they position themselves in the line of fire for the breaking of the water/the afterbirth/ the poop on the table/breast milk. Again, Im not judging but these things really make me giggle. The thought of my fighting its father for breast milk or the babys first glimpse of the world includes its father chewing on the placenta is pretty funny.
Do I think I would do any of it? I don't know. My late husband talked me into marrying him so I guess I can be persuaded. Keep the kink coming because you never know…someones kink and is another persons lifestyle.
Peace out
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The kiss
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Posted:Apr 6, 2014 1:43 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2014 6:19 pm
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Someone just messaged me an asked me what liked best about kissing. This is my reply……..
Its the intimacy of it. Breath close to skin. Hands trying to find a place to touch. The anticipation right before lips touch. Light pecks at first and then a tongue invades the mouth. then as the kiss deepens, so does the embrace and then the kiss moves to the neck, to the throat, to the collarbone….when done correctly you can feel the kiss from your brain down to your toes..
There are some kisses that you hope last a lifetime, there are some kisses that you wish you never had, there are some kisses that leave you wanting a towel and there are some kisses that can make you forget any bad day, year or lifetime.
When my husband was dying, we could no longer be intimate but we never lost our passion. We kept it by kissing. It wasn't making out like teenagers in the back of your parents on a dark road. We always kissed even little pecks whenever one of us got up and left the room.
I may have blogged about this before but I remember a particular kiss my husband and I shared a couple of weeks before he passed away. He had a particularly bad night and both of us were just worn out from hospice care. I went to take a shower and I leaned to him in the hospital bed and placed my lips on his…whenever we were going to kiss he would pucker and get them warmed up a bit…there was no tongue or fluid exchanged, no copping a feel. It was one of the top 5 kisses of my entire life, if not, most the most memorable.
Thinking of the time I have spent on this website. I would trade every kiss Ive received or will receive for one more with my husband. Now I know that is impossible but it is a nice thought especially a couple of weeks before what would have been our fifth wedding anniversary.
I would like to have a relationship again. I miss the texts and the phone calls. I miss someone calling me beautiful all day. I miss coming home and getting a kiss. I miss having someone holding me at night. And mostly I miss my best friend, my partner in crime, my sidekick. Ive met some really nice people, some really shitty people in the last couple of months. Heres to a girl who still has hope for true love again. So Im going to keep kissing frogs until I find another prince.Im not looking for it or expecting it, especially from here
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Seriously
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Posted:Feb 11, 2014 9:40 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2015 1:02 am
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Im probably going to regret this but anyhow…I have a few pet peeves. Please don't take it personally, but if you think Im talking about you, chances are somebody has done it too.
1) I have found that men who don't show an erect penis in their profile, probably have a reason for it. I know that women say, 'I don't like to see penises in my face all day' or 'Its so vulgar', you are on the worlds largest sex dating site, you may see a penis or two. And its best to find out what your date is swinging with before he comes up to bat.
2) If you drink so much alcohol that you cannot maintain an erection, don't blame or belittle your companion for suggesting that maybe you might want to withhold a drink or two before your date…No, I'm not nagging you…I want to get laid and if you are drunk it makes your insufficiencies more pronounced and more than likely will lead to disappointment for all. Also, telling me I don't belong here is really kinda silly and grounds for me to lay into you verbally with both barrels about what I really think about you
3) If my profile says I am large, pay attention. If we are chatting for awhile and you balk at the idea that i am a bigger girl, you are an idiot. I know what I have and i know how to use it….That should be your only concern…If you tell a girl that you have changed your mind because she is bigger than you would like after chatting for more than 10 minutes and her profile clearly states LARGE, you are a douche.
4) Speaking of douche….If you talk about how great you are, how you are so well known and respected by people that I know and can verify, how great you are, how you invented the air that we breathe, and that chuck norris checks with you before taking a crap, Im never going to kiss you.EVER. I will talk about you to my friends, post the ridiculousness of the douchery for all to see….No names, of course.
5)This segues from #4…I understand that most politics and religions are usually points of contention for each individual person. Making a demonstrative statement like…if you voted for candidate A, you are stupid…..or So & so deserves abullet to the head because they are incompetent…without knowing the personal politics of the person you are with is extremely moronic. Trying to convince someone that their politics are wrong and should be more like yours, is probably not the conversation to have with a casual sex partner. I don't want to change your politics and I'm not changing mine, why even talk about it. You should be telling me how beautiful I am or kissing me softly on the lips.
6) I love to suck cocks and id prefer to have sex every day and once I trust someone I love anal sex. That being said…if your penis is out of your pants without me removing it, I'm not touching it, kissing it, sucking it or fucking it. If it tries to make surprise entrance in the back door without an invitation, you may not be cleared for further duty. Its obvious you just want me for what i can for you but not what we can do together
7)I understand that some encounters are spontaneous and often short notice, especially when they are of the marital affair variety, You have enough time to take a rag, paper towel, your hand to give yourself a little bath on your way to the liaison. I stick my face or in some cases forced to stick my face into your ball sack, I shouldn't smell anything rancid such as a combination of cabbage, onions and urine.
 Also before you get on top of someone and press their face into your ass crack essentially smothering them with the previously mentioned cabbage, onions and urine aroma, make sure she hasn't suffered some sort of domestic violence in the past or has a phobia of closed spaces, it will a lot of drama and confusion for everyone
9) have a personality, buy one if you have to
10) I have also found that people who are tired of the drama and fakes, usually play some part in it
11) If I don't respond to your first 10 emails, please stop
12) If you are married and for whatever reason you are stepping out on your wife, be truthful to me. If you tell me you are separated, please don't lie to me. Make sure your wife knows you are separated too.
This should be enough for now…until next time {=}
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