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Blogs > Makeoutqueen87 > Confessions of a Widow

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Makeoutqueen87 48F
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9/6/2014 4:07 pm
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I guess Im bored. I have a huge crush on a real life guy and we have been texting. He's way older and so very hot and Ive had a crush since before i was married. Im still at a loss on how to approach this real life situation but I stopped here to reassure myself that its OK to take a chance on life. I know its frustrating and I hate to try and start something that could potentially be amazing. I guess I'm just second guessing myself, battling the same demons that used to make me feel so ugly and so fat. and lets not forget kinda weird lol. Im not fishing for compliments or anything but I miss the way my husband would make me feel like the most beautiful woman in the world regardless of my body, my hair, my bad breath. Truth be told, I am absolutely terrified of moving on, I still put on my wedding ring from time to time, I can't quite put away the memories....I guess Im just in a weird mood. Thanks for listening....

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