Originally from Hackensack, NJ, NYC was a second home and provided enough life experience for five people. I started working as model and stripper/dancer (numerous clubs and bars around manhattan). I booked jobs in print like playgirl, calendars, talk shows, fitness magazines, underwear. That really equates to not wearing any clothes or very little. I even got involved in porn which was whole different world. I met a lot people both in the modeling industry and working as the entertainment in in the club scene, In no time I was introduced to S&M, sex clubs, swinging, private shows and exclusive parties. I will state for the record that I was fast forwarded into adulthood. Between who I have met, what I have seen and done from age 17 through my 20s, I have enough crazy wild stories and experiences to write a few books. It was not an easy life, I had to accelerate my street IQ. From growing in that life, I learned that I am a risk taker, love the dopamine rush from the excitement of the partying/clubs and sex but pushed beyond what is considered normal or social norms. You learn quickly to really inventive and more open minded. Boredom is torture for me. I would categorize myself as an anomaly or an outlier. I am unapologetic, do not care what people think and I stay in my lane. Today I am successful, self-made individual working in big Tech. I hold advanced degrees including a doctorate, having attended Duke, Brown, Temple, and Rider University.......blah blah boring. No one really cares and you will not hold the attention of some people for very long. Forget about captivating people and risk coming off as pretentious.. Now if I said I routinely had to perform on a stage in actual shower, naked, hard, with a small towel. Keep in mind that this is in front of 1500 to 2000 people in the middle of the club in NYC frequented by many celebrities, producers, agents,public figures, and big corporate execs. I do really enjoy learning, and self-improvement, but it is for my own personal growth and also to help others succeed. IMHOP, I don't believe many people give a shit and will not stop what they are to listen that same story or "song." Transitioning over to my interests and I spend my time. My interests are traveling, nightlife, Blackjack, training, sports, cars (BMW M Series), sneakers, the fine arts, and sports.. I will add that I am outgoing, very active, highly intellectual, and have no regrets in life. Ultimately I still crave the constant stimulation. Hopefully I will be able to find people that are like-minded and this way of living is not considered

My Ideal Person Must be up for excitement, being spontaneous, traveling local or even be able to jump on a plane to somewhere for new adventures. The ideal person will need energy to keep up with me sexually and outside of that context. But I would like this ideal person or even a version of that hypothetical individual (I am realist and pragmatic) to be adventurous / explorative and disengage from the monotony everyday life. I know certain phrases are cliche, like " you only live once" or "life is short, " but they have validity based on one's perception or view of "living."
The philosophy or ideology II would encourage this ideal person to subscribe to is gain as much life experience and perspective to feel gratification and fulfillment. At the end of life don't go to your to my deathbed with regrets,
Research shows when people final stage, they don't say I should I bought another house, car, or invested more. Live, love, lust, and explore sex. Also appreciate and experience the negatives like being hurt, heart broken, and failing. Otherwise there is not way for us to know if we living our best lives.