50 shades of Grey
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Posted:Feb 20, 2015 4:56 pm
Last Updated:Mar 1, 2015 6:59 pm
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So I am finally going to see the movie tonight.. I have not read the books, but i heard about it from friends who have. I have heard the bad reviews and the good reviews ( very few) but the movie is about sex and well I want to see it.
I will report back what i thought about it later...
XOXO
Molly
Ok...I liked the movie...it is my no way oscar matierial, but its a good movie to escape and enjoy s couple hours.... I thought Dakota did a great job in her roll. I can wait to see the next movie....as we all know there is more than one book.
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Lets Just be friends
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Posted:Feb 17, 2015 5:01 pm
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2015 5:09 pm
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Yes I can see that sentence heading my way very soon....
Anyone who follows my blog has read about Chris ( old Chris) , Chris the nurse the one with 3 boys... Well he and I have know each other for 6 years ( started of as a hook up, them moved to fwb, then he got a divorce and I was on the thought process of he wanted to be with me as a real true life girl friend....
Well, we have not had sex since Aug 24, Why do I remember the date so well... it was my girl friend Alex's wedding and he canceled out going with me at the last minute, but as soon as the wedding was done... he suddenly became free for dinner and fucking.
He has been "not himself" ever since his oldest , flunked out of college, got kicked out of the air force and has 2 temporary part time jobs.... living in his basement and "streaming " video games all day and all night long....
So today I finally got up the nerve to ask him if he ever wanted to see me again...
His exact words" I don't know what I want anymore". I don't want to be a burden on him, he has way to much on his plate. So I have decided to make this real easy for him... on Saturday after work I am going to go pick up the few personal items I have at his place... a tooth brush and tooth paste and stuff like that and return his house key to him.
I have found someone who right now I think wants to be with me ( new Chris).... so the choice is really a no brainier...
xoxox
Molly
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Valentines Day
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Posted:Feb 14, 2015 10:47 am
Last Updated:Feb 14, 2015 4:03 pm
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So today is valentines day ... its like negative degrees outside the wind is blowing and howling so hard...I never want to stay home I always want to be going some where and doing something.....
And I am also a Big holiday person... I love to celebrate everything...
But today I am glad I don't have to do anything....
I went out last night with friends for Wings and drinks, for the first time in like forever I didn't feel like going out, I had a huge headache and was in pain ( women)... but I put on a great show and made it through the evening without anyone knowing anything was wrong.
Today I was able to go to the grocery store to pick up the weekly items and I have been laying on the couch with a heating bad ever since I have gotten home.
I just want to go to sleep and wake up in a better mood , a loving, happy mood....
xoxo to everyone.... I hope you have love in your heart today
Molly
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WWWD
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Posted:Feb 11, 2015 11:09 am
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2015 9:13 am
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A very good friend of mine had some of those rubber braclets made....on one side it has the letters WWWD and on the other side its says Dive....Dive....
So it has a double meaning...
What would a women do OR What would a do. He is handing these out to all his friends both men and women.....He considers himself a ....lol, which is just yo cute....
So of corse the Dive...Dive....part can work either way.....Now he has a pretty large cirlce of friends...i am very intrested to see if I run into another person in town wearing the same braclet....kinda like a secret club..if you see the braclet you know they are good to go!!! When i get mine i will post a pic...
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A Furnace repair... ouh you shouldn't have
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Posted:Feb 10, 2015 4:59 pm
Last Updated:Feb 10, 2015 7:41 pm
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Yes... this morning i woke up to a cold house... got the furnace to kick in, but called" my furnace guy" and he said he could stop by in the afternoon.
I got a text message from him around 2:30 pm... need a piece that installed cost $160.00... oh look at that I worked last Saturday OT and I just happen to have $160.00 laying around wondering what to do with it....
How well... Happy Valentines to me... I get to keep my family warm....with my love....lol
xoxox
Molly
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Another Amazing evening
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Posted:Feb 5, 2015 8:41 am
Last Updated:Feb 10, 2015 4:52 pm
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What a great night with new Chris....we met at his hang out bar had a few drinks and talked....Talked about everything...I feel so comfortable with him, we talk about everything from superbowl, work, sex with ex partners....we talked so long that we lost track of time and before we knew it....it was almost 7:00.....so we left and went to his place.
He had bought a toy for the evening....it looked no bigbigger than those e-cig...so he hands it to me and says play with it....so i figure out all the setting and different rythoms....and start to play....he joins me before i get going, but he soon takes over the controls and before I know it....it is one squirting orgasim after another....with each one it was more intence than the one before...
I suck his cock for a while before he fucks me...thank god for that break as i was alreadt tremplung so much.... having his cock inside felt amazing....everything was so sensitive....i felt every bump and vein pulsing...
I went back to sucking his cock...I felt like a queen and so wanted to make him cum so he could feel as i did at that moment....but while i was leanning over him sucking and rubbing away...he put the toy inside of me and i just about lost it...what felt like one orgasim after another and i couldnt tell where one started or ended.....i was shaking and couldnt catch mt breathe. At one point the blazing fire that was in front of my face turned black....i truly thought i was going to faint or passout...i was so out of control i couldnt concentrate on giving him a blow job....he took over and exploded all over my breast.
It was late and knew i had to jump in the shower and head home...bu.t i couldnt move....when i did get to my feet my knees were wobbly and walked like i was drunk.....
I finallt got home...with about 2 min to spare and all was good....i helped with a little homework...put away the dishes and went to bed...Selpt like I have not slept in a loooinnngg Timeg
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24 things about me
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Posted:Jan 31, 2015 8:51 pm
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2015 5:54 pm
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I was inspired by a blog I read ( The Chocolate Ninja) about how do i truly see myself and my life. His blog has 46 things since I have only lived for almost 44 years I only have 24 things to say... but I reserve to add more if I think of them.
Selfie stuff...
1. My closest friends have always been men, but I do have women friends but no one I could really call on with anything really important.
2.. I have never broke up with anyone, I still like to stay friends with ex-lovers
3.. I was with only 1 person sexually from age 16 to 27.
4. My favorite actress is Molly Ringwald, she was the first famous red head I could relate to
5. I have grown in my sexuality in my 40's
6. I have had my heart broken 6 times in my life,to a point I thought it would Never get better... but it does.
7. I am hugely romantic. Some day I think the fairy tale will happen for me, and my prince is out there somewhere.
9. I think about sex more than most men. ( at least I think I do)
10. I believe that I have yet to fall in love with anyone.
11. I got married to the first person I ever had sex with.
On politics...
12. I am a Democrat. I vote in every election no matter how small, but i am not a political person. If its not happening on my front lawn, I usually don't pay attention
13. I don't care about changing the party that people vote for. each side has their good points and their bad
14. I LOVE the fact that Barack Obama made history as our first African-American president.
15. I believe that the best way to support the troops is to bring them home and out of harms way.
16. I like Bill Clinton.
On religion...
17. I go to church because it is what is expected of me. I would love to sleep in on Sunday mornings, but my extended family would dis own me if I didn't practice in some type of religion.
18. But no one knows this, as I pretend I am part of the group and go thru the steps.
18, When my died people were worried that I would "Blame " god, when I secretly just think he was born with cancer and he died because there is no cure.
On life...
19. I hate to sit down and read a book that some one says is a great book. I need to find the book myself , before I will rad it.
20. I love all cultures and races of people.
21. I am not the smartest person I know, and I am not afraid to admit it.
21. I like the company I work for and my job is ok , its some of the people at work that make it a bitch to go in some days
22. I am a happy person on the outside, I rarely show when people hurt my feelings
Misc. stuff
23. I believe life is to short so if you don't enjoy every day you are missing out.
24. I have a very stable Extended family, but if they had a clue of what I do they would all be so shocked... I am looked upon as the naive, good girl.
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Banned from a Bar
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Posted:Jan 27, 2015 4:53 pm
Last Updated:Jan 29, 2015 7:59 am
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As a growing up I was the "good" one... I really never did anything wrong or get into trouble ( probably the reason I am lashing out now...lol.)
Any ways picture this ... Myself, my husband, Chris N. and Chris N s ( Chris N is now how I am referring to the first Chris I met . )
Chris the Nurse and Chris the Painter= Chris N and Chris P
ok back to the story.. so the 4 of us are at a very nice local bar/resturaurt near the West side of Racine.. I am not sure I want to name it right now... so I will call it "Pails"... We are all watching the Packer game.. having a few drinks... eating a few wings and chicken strips.... The entire game high fiveng people at the next table.
I or my table by was no way rowdy or unruly , we were all having just good clean fun. SOOOOOOOOO
ok Back story.... in 2009 I meet a guy on her.. who I call the teacher...since 2009 we have exchanged quite a few emails and meet up about 8 to 10 times.. He is a VERY busy guy. Nice , very sweet, Very tall man.
SOOOOO Monday after the football game , I get an email from the Teacher... asking me if I was at "Pails" on Sunday... why yes I was... Well it turns out that his wife works there... AND her parents own it.
Some time between 2009 and Sunday January 11, 2014 she got into an old email account he used at one time. she read the emails we had exchanged and looked me up on Facebook. She basically told him: " you can do what ever you want with her, just keep her out of my place of work"
So yes they have been having a rocky relationship this entire time. And instead of filing for divorce or telling her husband to stop sleeping around on her... she chooses to make this all about me...
According to him... "we" can do what ever we want to and keep it like a don't ask don't tell kinda thing.
I have been through all the emotions since I have now been "Banned" for this bar.
#1... Yes we were having sex so it takes 2 and I am half to blame because I choose to be with a married man ( so I took the blame)
#2 ... Its a free country "Bitch" and if you don't want me around your husband ..fine, but don't tell me where I can and cant go for good time s with my friends in a public place ( so feeling tough)
#3... what if her threat of "calling me out" if I go there again doesn't stop with that place, what if I see her at Wal-Mart or another bar... its a small town we are bound to run into each other ,... maybe...
#4... So now I had to tell me friends and even my Boss that I cant go there ever again.. so in a way I called myself out so what harm could she do .. unless I go with the hubby ( my friends and boss all know about my secret life)
So now of coarse being the person I am pretty much over it... Never been Banned from any were before... one of my friends said that my "street cred just went up "....lol
So in next post I am going to ask a Poll question....
Should I ever see this teacher again?
Should I ever go to the bar?
xoxox
Molly
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I cried...
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Posted:Jan 24, 2015 11:00 pm
Last Updated:Feb 1, 2015 12:15 pm
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After sex tonight with New Chris....it was just that Perfect!!!!! I will write more later...so tired.
Xoxo
OK..Ok.. I have had the best nights sleep I have had in a long time.. So here is the rest of the story.
We had made plans to meet earlier in the week. WE would spend Saturday night together.. No hard plans of what we would do ( for the Hanging out part) but I was so ready to be with him again after our last "date".
So I texted him and we agreed to met up around 6:30 at his hangout bar... we both got there at the exact same time,,, we were in sync from that moment on.
Of course I talked way to much as I always do, my friends still tell me I tell to much about me to the guys I meet on here, but I don't know, I just don't have the time or energy to make up a bunch of shit and them try to remember what shit I told to him. Anyway I also did my "famous" talking with my hands ( its the cheerleader in me)) and I split wine on myself and New Chris. on his jeans and his jacket. I felt so bad. ( sorry Chris) 
We talked about everything , esp work ...lol Turns out my bio-polar boss sometimes goes tho this bar too so the bartender knows her and her family.
*** Note: Crazy week for bar stories, what next blog to read how I am now Banned for a local Bar ( one of my favorites)
So.... he said he was hungry and orders a pizza, not at the bar like has a Pizza "delivered to the bar" ... I thought that was pretty cool, never seen that before, but then he didn't eat it....??? still trying to figure that one out...mmmm
Headed back to his place, I was feeling no pain... it was perfect, I was on that exact edge of being buzzed and drunk... I love that feeling ... have to be careful though wine is my truth serum and if you think I talk alot when I am sober... I have less fear when I have been drinking, and I will tell you pretty much exactly what I am thinking... no filter!!! LOL
Back at his place and everything is going great, I got the "women" sex last time so i am totally ready for "man" sex....whats the difference... well of coarse women sex is when the man makes it all out us women. we get all the stuff we like and we feel like queen for the day. We get to have an orgasm or 2 and we get the soft romantic touches... it's all about us women... Man sex is when its about him, Which I get 100% and I was soo ready for Man sex, but NO... I got another round of women sex.
It was even more amazing than the first time, it was in his bedroom, with music playing and a soft bed. It was so good I really had multi-squirting Orgasm. My leggs were shaking for a good 5 minutes when he was done. it was so perfect I cried. My body was so over whelmed with how relaxed and sensual he was. How genital and snugly he was. There was something soooo different about this. It was not just sex, Chris actually made me feel like he was making love to me.
I am doing everything in my power not to over girly this in my head, because I have been down this path before , but WOW!!! I coudl die today a VERY VERY happy women. 
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Every girls wet dream
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Posted:Jan 13, 2015 5:56 pm
Last Updated:Jan 19, 2015 7:03 am
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LOL... ok so it was our 2nd official meeting/date, but we both knew what the end would be. Chris #2 and I meet up after work at a local corner bar, that he goes to . Had a few drinks and chatted. Had a wonderful time, but then it was back to his house. When we got there I used every bone in body to not go all "girly" . This house was amazing... first off it was clean and not just picked up clean, it looked like it was a model home. Perfectly decorated and everything in its place.. the one "weird" thins was nothing personal... no family photos, not personal touches. but I could care less. For a single guy this place was again amazing.
He started a fire in the fire place, poured me a glass of wine and he had a beer and we sat on the coach watching a movie, it was not very long at all before we started making out, he laid a blanket on the floor right in front of the fire, he was so soft and genital to touching me , I was so dripping wet.
A first time is sometime hit and miss, but this was ALL hits!!!! he got me to cumm right away, and many times and then I squirted and he loved it, I really try to warn guys because I know it something they either like or don't like. I was very happy with his reaction. Moving on it seem to get better and better, but then we both got a little out of control and something happened and we had to stop... no one got hurt that I know of but it sure put a damper on things.
I took a shower and had to leave, I really want to see him again and so we made plans for Saturday. I hope it works out.
Chris #2 has just been moved up to Chris #1.
xoxo
Molly
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2015
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Posted:Jan 2, 2015 12:05 pm
Last Updated:Jan 12, 2015 7:05 pm
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So its the 2nd day of 2015... and so far so good.
I am taking down all the decorations today ( taking a break right now)
Ready to start the year out on the right foot... Find a guy ( maybe just one guy) who wants to be with me. No resolutions this year . Just to have fun an enjoy life..No regrets.
Happy 2015 !!!
xoxo
Molly
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Merry Christmas Eve
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Posted:Dec 24, 2014 7:17 am
Last Updated:Dec 28, 2014 11:59 am
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So its Christmas eve morning... everyone in my house is still asleep. The baking is done, the gifts have all been wrapped and some even handed out ( at work and other family get together).
I know everything that hubby bought me because I was either with him when he bought it or he bought it and showed it to me asking" is this what you want?" lol omg!!!
Chris 1 has the flu this week but still has to work. tonight he is suppose to have his boys over for their Christmas, and tomorrow he is all alone.
Chris 2 has not contacted me at all, anytime I text him he is working.
Teacher has canceled or shut off the email address we have been chatting on....mmmm.
I gave Mike ( at work) a couple of cigars for Christmas. He said thank you and genuinely acted like he liked them. Each day he asked" are you here tomorrow?" like he was going to bring something for me the next day , but never did. Back in Oct when we spent the night together in Manchester, I sent him an email about hooking up after Inventory... I don't think he has ever read that email and inventory is one week from today...so we will see.
I am sure my will be happy tomorrow morning... I got them everything on their list except for the laptops ( they are getting those for their birthdays).
now off to grocery store as nothing will be open tomorrow and I need milk...lol
Merry Christmas !!!
xoxox
Molly
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