Merry Christmas
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Posted:Dec 22, 2012 4:22 am
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2013 4:44 am
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So its almost Christmas...
I had wished that by now I would have someone to share my life
with, but that has not happened...
So instead I look to my friends and those that care about me
and celebrate all that is wonderful in my life.....
WISHING EVERYONE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS
AND A FUN-TASTIC NEW YEAR.
Stay safe and have fun.....
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I brought a BBQ
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Posted:Dec 7, 2012 4:20 am
Last Updated:Dec 22, 2012 4:19 am
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Yeah I have never had a new BBQ before but I have just purchased one...
Only problem is it will be a few days before i have the time to put it together...
I so want to use it now - I know its 11pm at night but I still want to
cook something on it....
Not sure how I will go putting it together - I watched an online video...
looks so easy just like IKEA furniture - NOT....
Oh well will give it a go and see what happens...
Stay tuned... pics may follow in a few days if not I have blown myself
and my house up....
Best wishes to all......
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Christmas....
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Posted:Dec 3, 2012 3:40 am
Last Updated:Dec 17, 2012 3:12 am
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I love Christmas,
A time to share and be merry....
Mind you whilst I give out some presents I dont get them back in return.
Oh well that is not why I give...
I love decorating, and cooking up treats to share.
I love Christmas Fireworks - yeah yeah yeah...
I love the Christmas lights and driving around looking for places.
I love visiting people and sharing stories...
I hope that this season is a joyful one for everyone.
Try and stay positive, look for happiness in the smallest things
and share the joy with those less fortunate than ourselves...
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Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk
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Posted:Nov 25, 2012 12:00 am
Last Updated:Dec 29, 2012 5:00 am
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Fuck fuck fucking fuck and fuck you to you fucking prick...
NOT HAPPY Jan....
4 times now I have trusted people from this site,
gotten to know them, given out personal details
after much screening...
arranged to meet. i get all ready pay for waxing, nails done,
hair done, get ready... go to the said location
I wait and wait and wait.... only to be fucked over once again...
I get told "its not my fault I was sick I fell asleep"
"A friend locked themselves out"
"I got a flat tyre"
All i fucking ask for is communication I get that people do get sick
and situations do arrise but fucking only telling me after I have been
waiting for some time and I text you to find out were you are
just doesn't fucking cut it ....
So go fuck yourselves... 4 fucking times in a row....
So fucking over it all.... why do I fucking bother...
Vent over appologies not my normal post but am so tired of being on this
roller coaster...
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Sick - yuck
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Posted:Nov 18, 2012 4:21 pm
Last Updated:Nov 24, 2012 11:56 pm
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Just venting
Was sick most of last week... its puts me so far behind in life when I am sick
Feeling about 80% better now which is a bonus.
Just wish the fairies would come along and do all the work from
last week... lol...
Cheers to a healthy week....
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Spring and Summer is on its way...
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Posted:Nov 13, 2012 5:45 pm
Last Updated:Nov 18, 2012 4:20 pm
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Yeah - I know not the normal topic of the day for this site but hey I am excited.
My roses have come out in full bloom and look and smell fantastic.
My fav Blue Moon....
Have started off my veggie garden, tomatoes (5 types), parsley,
carrots (Orange and Purple ones), lettuces (3 types), basil, thyme, rosemary....
All planted and going strong...
Been to the nursery today and have a few more to plant now...
My dwarf apple trees are showing the first signs of fruit - first time growing
apples so am super excited.
Love doing up my garden but would love to share it with someone special to.
Now just to clean the deck, apply a new layer of stain, get the pool ready,
purchase a new BBQ and we are all set - I think I should be ready by December
to sit back and enjoy all my hard work with friends and family and who
knows maybe even someone special ......
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Need.....
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Posted:Oct 28, 2012 6:25 pm
Last Updated:Dec 9, 2012 1:28 am
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Do you ever get to the point where you need something....
Well lets say its been a while since I have been with anyone...
I miss the intimacy, having someone hold you, run their hands over your
body, kissing you in all the right places, I could go further into massive
detail - but alas I think that would make it worse for me (maybe not you though)
I guess I make it harder on myself, cause I rarely meet people, not willing
to jump in with the first person that says "come fuck me" and I am
a big believe that sex is always better when you get to know the person
and know what they like.
Yes I have toys and batteries but its just not the same....
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr just venting.
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Life Alone...
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Posted:Oct 11, 2012 5:27 pm
Last Updated:Oct 28, 2012 6:20 pm
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Do you think we get to the point were we have
been alone for so long that we then find it hard
to be or find another person to be with.
I have been alone for some time now.
Whilst I have had a few offers - either it has been a one night thing,
live over the other side of town or just not a match at all.
I did not think I was to fussy or unrealistic in what I would like.
I know we are not all perfect and we all have our flaws - me included.
But seriously am starting to wonder if I have been alone for to long
and that is all i can expect from the future. I guess the hope I had
is staring to flicker. I dont know but to be honest am over being alone.
How does everyone else cope with being alone?
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Mighty Mighty Storm
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Posted:Oct 2, 2012 1:00 am
Last Updated:Oct 11, 2012 5:23 pm
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Well what can I say - we won yeah.....
And I am in this photo... lol
I went up to Sydney to see the NRL GrandFinal - it was brilliant
I was very nervous going into the match. But once I got to the ground
and caught up with friends I started to chill.
Was such a tense game, both teams played well but Storm were stronger
on the day and had more possession... finished more sets and brought
it home.
I have followed Storm since 1998 - sat through a grand final loss of 40 - 0,
went through all the bullshit that was the "salary cap" and to be there to watch
my team bring home the trophy was spectacular....
Had the best time, some wonderful friends, wonderful memories and
lots of laughs.... just what I needed...
Hope you had a great weekend...
Bring on next Friday night - the Player Awards Night... another big night for me.
Staying in town... woot woot...
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Finding it tough
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Posted:Aug 12, 2012 6:02 pm
Last Updated:Jan 16, 2013 4:30 am
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Hey world - this is me... good bad and ugly..
Finding it tough at the moment...
Have a few friends sick with Cancer (one a )
It just saddens me the situation they are in.
It also highlights to me how short life can be....
I just feel really lonely at the moment.... needed some cuddles...
someone to laugh with and even cry with...
I have other friends that are single and on another sites... they get asked
out on a daily/weekly basis - by "real normal" people that live not to far away..
Sorry to say that for what ever reason most people (not all) I talk to on here
- live miles away
- some dont work (I get its tough and sometimes we have no control over this)
- some live at home
- some dont drive
- some do drugs
- are married/in a relationship
- some are over 8 years younger or older than me (was a problem for me in the past)
- after a one night stand...
Just not sure how my friends can be relatively successful in this whole weird
dating game and yet here I am with very little success.... mind you the three
of them are easy on the eye - between a size 6 - 10 - one with blonde hair...
So that leaves me - I have curves (not huge) and I think that is the main reason
people seem to ignore me. I have try, and continue to try to shed some kilos,
but I have a known health issues which makes it very difficult .... I dont have the
spare $$$$ to get a Personal Trainer... I do however walk 3 days a week, eat mostly
healthy (not perfect), rarely drink ( I do like wine - just dont drink lots), dont smoke,
dont do drugs and dont have a sweet tooth...
I think i have something to offer someone...
I am smart
I am proud of who I am
I can make decisions
I can do most things
Not afraid to change a tyre
Can cook
Maybe I just scare people away because I am perceived to be :
A very strong independent person, organised and in control of most things.
I am a mum firstly, I study on-line, work part-time, volunteer in different roles
when I can..... I actually do things but in all honesty am still lonely.......
Oh well one day - will stay positive - will be who I am
and regardless of the future I will always love and cherish my .
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Just venting cause I can.....
Please bring me some positive vibes....
Almost out of winter and bring on SPRING then Summer....
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Hmmm
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Posted:Aug 2, 2012 5:41 am
Last Updated:Aug 12, 2012 5:43 pm
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There are some days that totally suck...
This was one of them... not because of anything that happened to me...
I received awful news that my friends
has to go in for a very major operation next week.
This is after already going through so much in previous
years... I dont know sometimes life can be so unfair.
Cancer again ----- feck feck feck feck....
Vent over... night to all ...
May yo be safe and free from all that is bad in this world..
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Went walking
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Posted:Jul 31, 2012 9:04 pm
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2012 5:38 am
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Been out for 6km walk today ... the sun wash shining and it was just beautiful.
I went around a lake that has Wallabies and Kangaroos that roam freely.
Although they can bail you up if you are not careful... lol..
Anyway I am out there giving it a go...
Hope everyone is well..
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Another day
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Posted:Jul 19, 2012 4:44 am
Last Updated:Jul 31, 2012 9:02 pm
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Well its another day and at least I can say I have started off right...
I am so not happy in the space I am in - its not what I want out of life.
There are some things that are out of my control and a few things that
at least I can try and change....
So today I began walking - I walked along a small stream and through a park
and back again. It was lovely. The sun was out but it was still cold.
But hey at least it was a start - a start to a change in me...
I want to try and be more positive
Say no to others and focus on myself
I want to meet a new person to share my life with (short or long term)
I want to be the master of my own destiny
So any suggestions ? Or can you tell me something that you have done
to change who you are...
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