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Posted:Nov 9, 2011 8:11 am
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2011 7:28 am
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I have changed Titty Tuesdays to
Titty Thursdays, this away I will have more time to put out a high quality post. Thank you for all your patience.
I love how her dark nips look through that sheer lingerie top !!
much love {=}
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like a Tree at the end of Autumn
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Posted:Nov 8, 2011 12:40 pm
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2011 11:29 am
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A funny thing happened after my last post.
I sat and stared out the window at my gorgeous tulip tree and all be durn I got inspired..
don't be to harsh on me with this, it was still hard for me to do.
much love{=}
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the words evade me still...........
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Posted:Nov 8, 2011 10:05 am
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2011 11:31 am
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It's that time of the year once again.
You all know how much I adore summer and the hot sultry heat. You also know about how much I dread the cold blandness of winter..
I have never shared how I feel about Autumn, the time of my wonderful birth.
It is actually a season that once inspired me, not as much as summer , not in the way summer does either..
No it was more like how spring inspires some, with it's the newness and rebirth.
It was like knowing though that things are fading away, but in time they will come back to life, and they wait patiently for the transformation back to life..
anticipation of the beauty to come once again, faith in knowing that once again this world will be filled with magnificent color.. that is the best I can describe it maybe someone else can, that happens sometimes you know, people can say what you want to say and do a better job of it..
anyways
I must admit though, this season Autumn brings the anniversary of my Mother's passing which in return sparks other memories..
It's been two years, but at times I still mourn like I did back when it all happened..
My longing to speak to them all, laugh with them all, hug them all, at times still seems unbearable to me.
I have tried to write about my grief, the loose of most of my family members.. but all I do is end up staring at a blank screen..
I know if I could find the words to write I would find some sense of relief, but the words evades me to this day..
Grief can be so complicated and yet so simple at the same time..
People were right ya know, they said I would never be the same.. and I am not.
The tragic events that took place that year have change me in good ways and bad ways..
Instead of having that sassy spunky lustful inspired spirit most of the time, I find now that my numb quiet, no spark spirit seems to be who I greet each morning more often then not.. specially during autumn.. knowing the holidays will come once again and my lost family members will not be around to celebrate any of it with us the survivors..
Damn it I want my holidays back !
Damn it I want my sassy spunky lustful me back !!
I want my inspiration and joy of Autumn back...
much love {=}
  
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here are some links for those who are interested and wanna know what all of this is about..
F OFF everyone should really read this post part 1
Part2, the rest of the story FOFF
My personal journey through grief
America39s Plague my personal experience
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Go Check It Out !
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Posted:Nov 8, 2011 6:54 am
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2011 6:34 pm
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blackheatlust
blackheatlust
BHL did an interview with me.
It went up yesterday.
So won't you all go check it out and give him a thanks for doing these interviews so that we can get to know one another.
[post 2779879]
much love {=}
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routine ? not exactly.
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Posted:Nov 4, 2011 6:59 am
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2011 11:34 am
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Hello Everyone 
As you all know I had a doctor's appointment the other day.
Some wanted to know if it was just routine or what.
Well it was routine but not exactly. I use to only have to have my thyroid checked every six months after we got my med levels right.
Now I am back to going monthly. My levels are never right.
My thyroid is in my opinion burnt out, and that we are fighting a loosing battle now.
I want the dang thing removed but my doc isn't ready to give up yet she says..
For those who do not know I have an auto immune disease called hashimoto's it is a thyroid disease with possible complications. And with my luck I have the complications ..
them being bad cholesterol off the charts bad, bad triglycerides that border on being hospitalized because of it and I am now diabetic from it as well..and before we found out that I had it I had gained 50 pounds !!
not to mention that is why it is so hard for me to loose weight my whole body functions in very slow mode  fatigue is apart of it as well.
One goood thing though I managed to loose a total of 20 pounds this summer. I feel ok with that but it was not my goal, but I'll take it. I am staring a new weight loose goal for fall/winter, 30 pounds again.
and be damned I am gonna reach that goal no matter what !
much love {=}
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