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Posted:Nov 2, 2011 8:41 am
Last Updated:Nov 4, 2011 7:11 am
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Hey guys 
I had a doctor's appointment this morning all the way up in Indy. So I am running behind today.
I will try and blog later on, if not
I will be here tomorrow for sure.
I'm still working on that pic for you all.
Happy Humpday !
much love {=}
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Now for some GOOD news, let's giggle !
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Posted:Nov 1, 2011 8:48 am
Last Updated:Nov 4, 2011 7:11 am
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Now for some good news, I have decided, starting next tuesday, that I am bringing back TiTTy Tuesday
If you don't know what titty tuesday is you should check out these links 
Tanned TiTTY Thursday instead second set of pics
IT'S Titty Tuesday once again
2nd set of TITTY Tuesday pics
I am still bumming out guys, so let's giggle !
   
Young johnny and susie were playing doctor, on the back porch when susie's mom popped in on them.
"You're gonna get a good lickin when daddy gets home" she said
Susie replied, "Johnny's been doing that all afternoon."
A dick is like cement...
Wet it, and it gets hard.
sorry guys I couldnt resist.
much love {=}
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been putting this off.. he's gone
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Posted:Nov 1, 2011 8:18 am
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2011 11:35 am
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Today is going to be a sad day for my family. I have been putting this off as long as I can.
I did not want to give up hope to soon, but the time has come that we accept that our little cat named, Rascal is not coming back.
He has been gone over 2 weeks now.
For a couple of days before his disappearance he would come in and vomit then sleep for hours he seemed so weak..
and now he is not coming home ??
You see, out where I live cats are seen as rodents by many.
I learned this by asking a neighbor who has a few cats of his own. He said he would not be surprised if someone had poisoned our little guy. It's been known to happen.
Was he poisoned, ran over or did someone take them into their home ? He was such a pain in the butt character, but one that people loved,he was so anry..
He mad us laugh so much with the crazy stuff he'd do.
He brought so much joy to our home..
So today is the day I come up with a way to lay him to rest somehow..
My boy Genius well he is gonna take it very hard, part of his therapy was learning to bond and have relationships and cats were the way we did it. He is very bonded to this cat.. poor guy..he's already been having a rough time.
We all are gonna miss him dearly..we already do.
much love {=}
rest in peace little guy
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no NAUGHTY lingerie ! still working on it =D
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Posted:Oct 31, 2011 8:14 am
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2011 11:36 am
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Funny how I canceled my lingerie that I had ordered..
I canceled because I had paid for express delivery and it was not here within the time frame that it was suppose to be, heck the shipping almost cost as much as the outfit..
no way they were getting that much out of me for not getting it here on time..
Maybe I should of seen this as an sign 
So no naughty lingerie for HNW to share 
If we get things resolved maybe he can take a pic by wednesday for me to use in a different outfit, we shall see.
I had someone ask me why I stay with him.
It's easy no relationship is perfect, and I still love him, though I am not always in love with him.
My belief is trying to stay in mad deep love each day over the span of
20 some odd years is an unrealistic expectation. With that being said though we usually work things out and eventually fall in love again.
If I did not fall back in love with him then I would leave but I can and do, so I stay..
Though this boundary issue if not resolved is a deal breaker, I do have those kind of boundaries.
Our relationship has always been this hot or cold, love hate sorta relationship.
I think if there is any misinterpretation of me or my hubby its on me, if I am going to blog about the bad, I should blog about the good cause there is alot of good to go along with the bad.
thanks for listening
much love {=}
she sure has a cute cum eff me smile dont she 
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came as no suprise.. going for LUCK ?
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Posted:Oct 31, 2011 7:43 am
Last Updated:Nov 1, 2011 10:06 am
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they lost again, which came as no suprise to me.
I have to wonder if we are gonna really go for Luck ??
I have to wonder if they already know Peyton will never come back ??
Happy Monday everyone
much love {=}
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manipulating and USING SEX as a weapon !
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Posted:Oct 30, 2011 7:04 am
Last Updated:Nov 16, 2011 8:15 pm
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Happy Sunday !
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if you follow my blog you know my friday was horrible.
my saturday was somewhat better though.
I did finally get me some thank goodness!
does that mean all is good on the home front, nope.
I needed to cum so bad my flesh won.
my heart wasn't in it like it usually is, so I still feel unsatisfied, but at least my body isn't screaming at me any longer.
This situation made me think about something, how much does it relate to the events in my life over the last couple of days, who knows, you can make that judgment for yourself..
I have been told I am not like most women, that most would not of had sex after how friday went down. my thing is I do not like to manipulate nor use sex as a weapon to get my way, to get what I want.( and I was so dang horny !! refer to mad mad sexx to understand that I can still have sex even when mad )
Over the years, many women have told me that is where I go wrong in my marriage. Maybe I am wrong, guess I'll keep being wrong. because I flat out disagree with this approach. For me what pleasure can I truly have in sex that has been coerced? How much intimacy can be established from it ? It's true in relationships its a give and take thing, I just want what I get to be based on the truth.
I do hope everyone understands the point I am trying to make.
Nor am I really judging, for me manipulating men and using sex as weapon is just wrong..
In all honesty though back in my day, I was one hell of a player, but that kind of playing is best left to the .
much love {=}
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it was a disaster, I'm so pissed and hurt
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Posted:Oct 29, 2011 6:42 am
Last Updated:Dec 31, 2011 2:08 pm
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After all of the effort I put into trying to have a special night with my hubby, all it ended up being was a complete fail, a complete disaster.
I am so disappointed and frustrated and hurt right now.
Feeling like a complete failure too.
Will I ever learn...all I wanted was some sweet lovin before the kinky parts started..
Even freaks like me need that sometimes.
much love {=}
 
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in loving memory of Mother..
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Posted:Oct 27, 2011 10:32 am
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2011 4:04 am
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in loving memory of Mother
1943-2009
it has been two years now since I watched my Mom pass over.
People are right it does get easier..in some ways, the grief gets easier to carry, but missing her isn't..
I am forgetting what her voice sounds like. I have to concentrate on it more to hear her.
When I do hear her the first thing I do hear is my name first name followed by my middle name
ya know what I am talking about, we sure knew we were in trouble when they did that didn't we !
much love {=}
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catch me when I fall.......
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Posted:Oct 27, 2011 9:37 am
Last Updated:Oct 28, 2011 9:50 am
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My waiting, My longing are about to come to an end.
Soon I will be wrapped in My Love's arms.
I have to admit something here.
I have often blogged about how my husband was not there enough for me through my Mom's, baby brother's and Dan's death.
Thing is he was, maybe not in the way I would of wanted to him to be.
Funny the lyric by rolling stones comes to mind
you don't always get what ya want ya get what ya need.
But he was, cause since he was away from me when I received the bad news about our family friend and how worried and grieved I was for my brother, I'm not sure how to put this..
All I know is that I missed his presence more than any other time he has been gone.
I had to use alot of energy not to slip into a depression over it all and not to sit and cry my eyes out..
T a certain extent I avoided feeling my feelings..
I believe now that I drew off his strength and emotional control more than I ever realized.. I knew I did but not to this extent.
This scares and humbles at the same time.
I never wanted to ever need anyone this much.. ( that's stems from childhood) and here I thought I was in it alone all that time, that I was that strong. Now I know I am strong, but it seems I am only that strong when I know he is here to catch me when I fall...
I am only that strong when he is by my side.
much love {=}
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