Why bother wasting people's time
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Posted:Feb 12, 2016 5:50 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2016 2:28 pm
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I was chatting with a woman on here who wanted to meet. Twice we set up date times and twice she stood me up. I know this happens to they guys on here often and it really is rude. Why waste someone's time. If you are shy and afraid of meeting then tell the person!
Rant done-
Earlier this week I had sex with a good friend of mine. The sex was great, after the sex, so awkward. She is a really good friend and one who I know has wanted this for a long time. She is a serial monogamous. She wants the marriage, home, happy couple thing. She has, in the past, told me she wants it with me. I don't want it with her. Sooooo-I fucked up. I feel all sorts of guilt now. I had the we are just friends talk which she should have called bullshit on since we fucked. I really should lock myself away when I am horny.
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Well that was awkward
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Posted:Feb 7, 2016 10:31 pm
Last Updated:Feb 8, 2016 9:08 pm
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I made a quick stop on my way to the super bowl party today. Of course I happen to run into the man I thought I had finally gotten over. Not as over him as I thought. I saw him, my heart started pounding like I was running, in my mind I was screaming to keep walking, don't look back. But nope, I walked up to him, polite and calm on the outside. I said hello, we hugged, had small talk and said good-bye.
I spent the rest of the day making lists of things I didn't like about him. The things that made me angry, annoyed, and hurt. The list matched the one that made me smile, secure, and loved. It's over, it has been over. Now there is closure.
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Joys of playing a player
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Posted:Feb 6, 2016 4:20 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2016 2:20 pm
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Ahh the joys-this time I am the one being played. A month ago I met a man on a friendly level. There was not a sexual relationship type meeting. This was a common, hey, I see you in the coffee shop all the time, how are you, chit chat, lets have a drink. This after work drink meet happens a couple of times a week as well as coffee during the day.
He is 13 years my senior, established, handsome, thoughtful, and married.
His wife lives in a different state. He visits her every few months. Of course that is if he is actually married or if she does not live here.
Through lots of discussion we have determined I am VERY interested in exploring a dom/sub type relationship. He said he wanted to be that person however for safety sake testing is required. Easy-I did mine, all clear. He has yet to make an appointment. He also has minimized the amount of time we spend together. Last week was 15 minutes for coffee, no after work beer and this morning I was told I need to respect his need for "me" time. Needless to say, there has been zero sexual contact, he talks about it every chance he gets but has not attempted a move.
I know dear, reader, you know nothing about me, however, you will know if you continue to follow me; I am not an idiot. Quite intelligent actually. I have not made it as a single woman with a career by being a dumb ass. So I know when an attempt to mind fuck me is happening.
In my years as a single woman, I have been a bitch. Horrible bitch. Player bitch. I got pleasure from toying with men. Am I proud of this? No. Some deserved it, most did not. So please understand I know when I am being toyed with. Right now I am trying to decide if I want to let him continue thinking I am not on to him and that I am hanging on every minute hoping he has time for me. Or should I call bullshit and go about my business.
I am open to all opinions...your turn.
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Stand in the place where you were
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Posted:Feb 5, 2016 7:45 pm
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2016 4:04 pm
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Keep standing and nothing will happen but what happened before. I have lived my life waiting for something to happen. I was never sure what that something would be. Then I realized a lot happened; I just missed it.
So I took a step. Small step out of my comfort zone. I started caring about how I felt. I started listening to my intuition. I learned it is 99% of the time correct. For an independent woman I was strangely dependent on the routine of my life.
The routine is ending, I am getting out-ready to find me.
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