Dad
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Posted:Nov 9, 2015 7:22 pm
Last Updated:Nov 24, 2015 8:25 pm
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I told you, promised you,
that they would do everything.
As long as you would not be
"A vegetable" You would
be alive. That is what you
wanted.
Dad, that new body
we ordered for you,
just never came, or
came to late for us.
We had to let you go.
Your body was just
so tired from every thing
you put it through.
It got you through
falling down a silo
and having to wear
a body cast.
through the
war you never
wanted to talk about.
But, Dad, it could not beat you and your own stubbornness.
We love and miss you ever so much.
~~hugs~~
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Pillow
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Posted:Oct 8, 2015 4:13 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 4:24 pm
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I have had my body
used for a pillow and
or a bed by humans
and beasts of all sizes
and breeds. I never,
understood what
the big thing was,
why me, over someone,
with my same build,
I was told,
"You are just comfortable"
"you are adjustable"
"you are safe"
"You cuddle"
"because you care, and that makes you the pillow, of choice"
~~~GhostofHugs~~~
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Stress rant
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Posted:Sep 30, 2015 5:50 am
Last Updated:Nov 9, 2015 7:25 pm
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I Know in my mind they have other people to take care of,
but you are special,
Don't they know that ?
I know getting angry with them wont make things better,
but I feel so useless.
Why can't they fix it?
I watched you eat and eat and eat and still lose weight so fast.
Then after nagging you for more then a year you went to the Dr.
Cancer, surgery,chemo and radiation, surgery.
You started to put the weight back on.
Now, you are losing it once more,
not eating,stronger chemo.
not telling us the truth.
"I am fine" is your answer
your falling, your forgetting,
Still love you ,Dad,
No matter what.
and if they loose you in the hospital again I will raise hell with those people.
I don't care if they are God's right hand man, they don't lose my Dad. when all it takes is a call to another doctor in the same flippin' building.
Bunch of Educated Idiots at times...
or maybe I should just let them calm Mom down after one of those phone calls...
I wish you great luck on your surgery today Dad.
I pray every thing goes well.
Love you,
~~~GhostHugs~~~
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Practice, shall we?
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Posted:Sep 17, 2015 3:36 am
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2015 7:30 pm
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Fun so much fun,
Fun on the phone,
Fun in the car,
Fun in the stores,
Fun in the park,
I do have to work
on not being so
greedy with my
mouth as you say.
So practice
makes
perfect!
Lets practice?
~~~GhostHugs~~~
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PaRant.
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Posted:Sep 9, 2015 9:54 am
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2015 3:23 am
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You tell me you do not need to be checked on.
Yet, when I go away, for a few days, You do not
call when I am needed.
It is the circle of life, right?
Parents care for the ,
care for the parents.
Would be nice if parents came with an instruction manual.
Love em dearly.
~~~GhostHugs~~~
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Twist
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Posted:Jul 7, 2015 7:11 pm
Last Updated:Jul 7, 2015 9:38 pm
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My time with you was ever so short,
A hug, Kiss,
You leave me yearning, for more of you.
Now I have learned, what you have taught,
I, have taken what I want from you,
I am the one leaving this time,
you the one asking when
we can do this again.
My reply?
"Be always ready for me."
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Mine? or Yours?
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Posted:Apr 18, 2015 7:14 pm
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2015 6:36 am
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Shall I tell you of the fantasy?
Where You are in control?
Touching , tasting, teasing.
You are in control,
Where you touch,
How you touch.
Or will you tell me?
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crashing computer
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Posted:Mar 22, 2015 6:06 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2015 7:15 pm
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Having computer problems sucks,
Not having one. would be more
expensive for me, My phone and mail bills would really suck.
How about you?
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just you
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Posted:Mar 9, 2015 6:45 pm
Last Updated:Mar 24, 2015 4:00 am
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When I look at you
I stop myself from licking my lips.
Wanting to learn your
flavor, your scent.
your sounds.
just you.
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Thinking of you.
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Posted:Mar 3, 2015 7:44 pm
Last Updated:Mar 10, 2015 5:27 pm
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I think of you, often.
When I feel the snowflakes,
melt and chill my warm skin.
The trickle of it running down
my neck and chest.
Just thinking of you,
and how you would follow
it with your eyes, fingers, lips,
or tongue, makes me,
wish and want you,Now.
Just a small note,
To let you know,
some one
thinks of
you often.
~~~Ghost Hugs~~~
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Comfort
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Posted:Dec 12, 2014 7:37 pm
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2015 5:07 am
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Never having set eyes on yours,
Never having heard the sound of your voice.
I am reminded I am more,
More then a to care for a parent,
More then a human buffer between others.
More then a sibling,
More then an Aunt.
You offer comfort,
In just typing a nice greeting.
I thank you,
Thank you for taking the time,
to let me know that someone, thaught
of me today.
~~~ghost hugs~~~
D
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Unconditional
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Posted:Dec 8, 2014 8:08 pm
Last Updated:Dec 25, 2014 8:20 pm
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You watched us grow,
You scolded us,
You let us screw up,
You loved us,
You put up with us, when we tried to get you in trouble with Mom.
I am so glad, you stayed,
Now,
I watch, and wish, with all my heart,
That I could ease your pain,
I watch as you drop the pounds.
so fast it scares the hell out of me.
The Doctors, I want to shake them,
Tell them they need to talk and find
out what is what. No more of this,
wishy washy stuff. Just say,
what they know or do not know.
As a family we can and will deal with it.
I hate seeing you, confused and in pain.
Getting weaker, each day.
I will take all of your snipping and snapping at me.
All of your telling me I am doing something wrong,
For it is a fact I love you, My Dad.
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Wanting
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Posted:Oct 21, 2014 9:04 pm
Last Updated:Dec 9, 2014 8:27 am
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The night past quickly.
The time flew for me.
All we shared, words.
And yet more for me.
You had a way
Of making me
At ease, and
Comfortable.
I know you had to go.
I am not stronger then
The Sandman,
Nor should I be.
I wish you the
Best day,ever.
~~hugs~~
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