Lust 2
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Posted:Sep 5, 2014 10:15 pm
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I hope someday I get the chance to play out lust again. I remember some girlfriend at some point in time, actually welcoming sex. That's the best I can do, but I'm fucking pathetic in that regard. (Ugliness Warning).
Lust was a mix of horny and Love for me, Loved her AND her body. Showered her with caress, message, and extremely intricate tongue action. The second she said "Come here and fuck me." Lust had complete control.
Lust had such control over my life it is a wonder that I am not a built by now. I had so much lust for my loved ones, that I forgot that lust can happen with anybody. THEY did NOT forget that. I guess it takes a special person to understand lust. But if it had 4 characteristics it would be these:
1. Immediacy. A sense of urgency, to fuck, or get fucked. that moment when you look at someone and your mind has a fragment of a second of imaginary sex.
2. Mutual thought. This can be anything people agree upon. As long as there is a mental connection, the thought is that there can be an equal physical connection. Orgasm... can be achieved.
3. Opportunity. You can lust FOR someone, but REAL lust happens between two people simultaneously, and at the whim of the world around them. Two people in lust will both calculate the world around themselves looking for an opportunity to express the feeling. Therefore, two people in lust for each other, make the best secret agents ever to have lived. Especially if nobody EVER finds out.
4. EVERYONE finds out. Despite 3... Lust doesn't give a fuck if anybody finds out... everybody finds out... in fact, fuck what everybody else sees or thinks, I must have you now. You want to see the aftermath of lust? Look at MOST pregnant girls now. They are usually a couple of deep already, pregnant with another, they are HOT, and so are their husbands.
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Lust
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Posted:Aug 30, 2014 11:37 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 12:56 am
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There's a part of us that will drive one to a form of insanity. I'm not going to look up wiki thinks it is, I know full well.
Lust: The nearly uncontrollable desire to have sex with another person, thing, or idea.
Sometimes you can tell lust is lust. When there isn't enough time to take the panties off, you must simply push them to the side. When you were young, you couldn't wait for the parents to look away. When you're older, you can't wait for your friends to look away. That MERE moment alone. It may be hours... but it's a mere moment.
Lust, has driven the sales of beer for decades, porn is rampant (as it should be)
The idea itself has changed from being "This might be your only shot, take it." to "There's always video games." I FUCKING HATE THAT.
Give me that look!
Bring me to my knees!
Don't give up on me, or my dick.
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Flailing
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Posted:Aug 30, 2014 10:53 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 12:56 am
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Every part of my being right now, is writhing in pain, looking for ways out.
I'm suspended in a comfortable collapse of myself. It's unreal how much I have watched myself decay, yet somehow, welcomed.
I flail around. Tell things to people I can't trust. Let myself go... eventually everyone will know, or nobody. I'm not even sure which one is better.
I post things here... I reach out to people, I shouldn't be doing this at all, but I keep it up. My time can be spent better somewhere else... unless.... its' a bigger gamble than the lottery.
MMMMMMM... it rained today.
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Black Holes
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Posted:Aug 30, 2014 10:35 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 12:56 am
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Let me list the various commonalities between black holes and pussy.
1. Both have a point where you cannot see past. Even the outside of them is INCREDIBLY intriguing, mesmerizing, and nearly mathematically impossible.
2. They have a point of no return. You cannot enter either without not having entered it. Even if it's a and nobody will know... you can't UN fuck her. Much like the Event Horizon: where even light can't escape a black hole... whilst traveling as fast as anything CAN travel. A man can be sucked in just the same.
If you are feeble enough to fall in love with a person for their pussy, you would probably kill someone just for someone else's convenience.
3. They mean the beginning and end of everything. As far as we know, the universe was just one big black hole to begin with. Everything came out from it, and everything with any thought of any kind will try in every way to get back into it.
4.We come from both. Religious or otherwise, (Outside of very modern and rare scientific feets) there is not one among us who can say they didn't come from a pussy. EVERY SINGLE person on earth CAME from that. Hopefully, they willl come INTO that, or around it...
5 and most importantly. They both stop time.
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Fantasy 2
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Posted:Aug 25, 2014 10:41 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 12:56 am
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To Film a Porn
Not an easy task. When you think of it, most porns worth watching actually have a faded sub storyline. Arriving with pizza, or to unclog a pipeline, is no longer a worthy way to get pussy. I want a story that establishes lust or even love, confusion, struggle, and then some awesome sex, and it has to get from A to Z quickly. Seeing as how most porn stars are NOT actresses, this isn't an easy thing to do.
Also, if you want the story to have a SCRATCH into the depth scale, the actors have to be able to pull the part off convincingly. So you get the right people for the right parts. They all understand what they can and can't do to one another. They get scripts that they have to read and rehearse, AND they have to fuck.
They have to be turned on. You HAVE to have money to spend, TIME, ENERGY. If a girl gets enough of that from a man, she relaxes. PRIME for sex.
You want her relaxed.
Lighting is crucial in any filming of any kind. There must be lighting about seven feet off the ground, flooding the bed, or wherever the sex takes place, and enough other sources of light to cover a two hundred degree angle of the sex. LOTS of lighting. You HAVE to show her face, her beautiful face, before kissing. You also HAVE to show her pussy, full on, close up, before fucking. This is because faces and pussies are both very hypnotic, and once a face, or a pussy, is established, you can remember it and imagine what it looks like while you watch their bodies go to town.
Vocal: NO fucking silent sex! If a girl is going to clam during sex she better fuck on par with the likes of Kobe Thai, or Lili Thai. (No relation)
A girl MUST be able to vocalize. If you completely refuse to talk, you better be moaning and groaning and grinding and writhing.
The dude CANNOT be an asshole, and anal is NOT a must. I look for orgasms, good positions, cooperation, lust, romance, and again, orgasms.
The actors have to practice their lines like a play, and rehearse them, but the sex parts are merely a memorized outline. Let them practice a bit, and talk, so each one knows how to make the other cum.... and how NOT to.
Sunlight is the best thing ever so if you can use it, leap at the opportunity. You've never seen a pussy more beautiful than one being lit by the sunrise.
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Slipping
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Posted:Aug 25, 2014 7:42 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 12:56 am
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As time passes, my libido builds up. If I haven't had sex in awhile I start looking around at the eye candy. I also get a bit more flirtatious than normal, but what happened to me today was pushing it.
I went to a thrift store and there were two very cute black girls working there. Either one of them would be a dream to touch. One worked the counter while the other stocked and took care of customers. They were both very nice, but I didn't notice how supremely sexy the cashier was until I got up close to her. As she rung me out I was trying my absolute best not to stare, extremely hard at her figure.
But she kind of caught me because I drifted off for a second. I was making very good eye contact, I just wanted to eat her soul (and her pussy) for dinner. She had curves, not too huge tits, (I like perky and sensitive) and she was wearing a tight shirt that showed her silhouette. She handed me back my credit card and I didn't notice. When I did I grabbed it and said "Oh I'm sorry... I got distracted."
She said "Oh no, you're fine."
I just looked straight in her eyes and said "YOU'RE fine." We stared at eachother for a second and then I quickly took off. It was pretty cool. Flirting like that again, not being sorry about it.
She must not have minded either, the last stare seemed forever and she smiled the whole time, not fake.
I need to get some.
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Sexual Wish List
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Posted:Aug 25, 2014 12:26 am
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2014 2:02 pm
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That was the title of a show on TV I didn't watch. It had Charmene Starr in it. She sucks as an actress, and outside of the fact that she's hot and small, she's not my cup of tea.
I have a specific recipe. These are in a strange order. A combination of how much it would please me to how likely it is.... though none of it is likely.
10. Making a girl cum, on camera, multiple times.
9. Having a girl come onto me hardcore.
8. Scheduled sex.
7. Fucking a girl in her bikini.
6. Fucking in water. (I know... it affects the cum)
5. A skirt, no panties, secret outside space.
4. Fishnets, shaved, somewhere inside private.
3. Inside, private, OIL, messages, intense sex.
2. Shaved, wanting, grinding,
1. Arriving to someone already horny for me.
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Why porn rocks.
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Posted:Aug 25, 2014 12:13 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 12:56 am
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Pornography is an Art. It stems of course, from the first profession. In the simplest form, it is girls giving up their bodies for money.
And how things have gotten better. Nowadays, the risk of STD's in the porn industry is about as under control as one could want. They have awards ceremonies, they get paid well...you can see them online for free... yet the girls involved live good lives... almost like regular TV.
But what makes it rocks is the future I see in it. I see a lot of gaps when it comes to specific forms of porn. For instance I don't like ass. I like a GIRLS ass, and I grab ass and squeeze ass, but I don't particularly like fucking ass. Yet that's kind of what it takes to get to pornstar level.
THAT could change.
I see a lot of porn stars getting small acting careers in soft porn. Say a couple of lines, take off your clothes... you just have to act like you're getting fucked and a big paycheck comes. It's fucking... awesome.
I see more though. I see gaps. Why isn't there a drive for more PUSSY focused sex?
What about alien tentacle slimy sex? Fairy Leprechaun vs Unicorn hobbit sex? We haven't diversified ourselves enough yet. Even though the internet is CRAWLING with porn, INFESTED... it just keeps getting bigger and bigger, these gaps are getting bigger too.
NINJA sex. Yeah, type that in. You'll get like two videos of BS ninja sex. I wanted her to be FLEXIBLE... SHE'S A FUCKING NINJA!. Why couldn't you just sneak up behind her and own her with your cock? Why couldn't she kick YOUR ass, and then fuck YOU?
I also see a lot of amateur porn, for the most part I like it, but I get fed up with the low light. If you're going to film it... PLEASE GOD get some good light going on. VisionPersonals.com is wrought videos with too low light. If I could advise anybody out there making homegrown porn and posting it, I would say that everybody LOVES light.
I would also say... congratulations. You've taken a step I cannot. I sincerely bow to you, respectfully.
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Why Porn Sucks
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Posted:Aug 24, 2014 11:45 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 12:56 am
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Because it's not pussy.
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Discretion
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Posted:Aug 22, 2014 3:22 pm
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2014 12:27 am
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I'm not a stranger to VisionPersonals.com and I recently realized something.
I'll be on the home page and look who is online and close to me and if ANYBODY says "Discretion is a must." My instinct is to try to talk to that person immediately.
It just happened to me just now. Unfortunately that person got offline before I could IM them, but that's not the point. The point I want to get to here is all about discretion.
It's a very strange thing, but we all know it to be true. People will pretend to be discreet. I have had a couple of completely discreet relationships in my life. Mostly due to the fact that I worked with the other person and it would mean our jobs. It was always successful, I never got fired for it, nobody till this day even knows about it really. It wasn't exactly EASY. You have feelings for someone, you may even be in Love with them, but you have to ALWAYS act like you have no interest in them. The person who turns you on the most, could be wearing something really hot, DOING something really hot, and you can't look. You have to look at them ONLY when it makes sense for the job. You can't stick up for them at all. They WILL get mad about this, but hopefully they won't fold and end the relationship and your job all in one fell swoop. So... it is very risky.
Then one time I had a discreet relationship with someone I didn't work with. I wasn't attached at the time but there were a few girls out there I liked and they were all pretty oldschool and one was important to me. If I was fucking someone today and she found out, she wasn't dating me for awhile. This "Discreet" relationship ended nearly twelve hours later when the person very literally announced our sexual activities to my whole of friends.
She wasn't out to hurt me, she was complementing me. I'm pretty sure her idea was that if the girls I want know I'm good in bed, they would spark an interest. It didn't work of course, it basically cock blocked me for a couple of weeks. (I didn't actually have sex again for about 6 months, but that much time had nothing to do with her.) So even a sweet person, out to help you out can get really anxious and spill what they know should be secret.
I see it fail all the time. It's USUALLY the girl who goes public with it, because the guy is trying to hide it and she didn't realize that. He's an asshole who just wants to bang and keep it on the DL so he can still bang someone else too.
There's also the complication that in a discreet relationship, emotions WILL happen. Anger is an emotion. People can get angry enough to expose you. I'm pretty sure some people get into discreet relationships knowing that they won't let the relationship end without it being written on all the walls. Those are BAD people. It's quite a simple thing... if you ever want to ruin someones life all you have to do is SAY something at that point.
So CHEERS to the spies, the undercover, the shadow walkers. Those who don't expose no matter how pissed you are at the person. Those who keep their emails clean, their spending off the grid, the exits silent. I am not alone on this secret, plenty of you out there can be discreet. I just hope people find LIKE people.
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The best and worst pussy ever had.
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Posted:Aug 22, 2014 1:56 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 12:56 am
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EASY.
The best pussy I ever had was a girlfriend I had in college. She was very sexual, she explored, she NEVER said no. I wouldn't have dared to ask the anal question, but I'm just not into it. She was HORNY, and she asked for it sometimes. She had sex with me on the side of the road, in the car, in several different houses, and I could always make her cum ONCE, at the least.
She had soft, short fingers, we would exchange back messages all the time, we gave each other head a lot, we 69'd, sex in the shower, on the kitchen table, on the couch, but mostly on the floor.
The different ways we had sex, the times we looked in each others eyes. Her pussy was a dream.... at the time.
OF course I'm talking about the best pussy I ever HAD, so of course, this was not a girl who was a stranger to sex, and it turned out quickly that nobody else around was a stranger to sex with HER. Heart tearing misery, I kept forgiving, she kept fucking everything in sight... I become a man with no respect for himself...
Worst pussy was a REALLY hot girl. Physically model type body and face, a face you would find in a fifties nurse, an attitude you would find in a nineties porn star. She waits until you get aggressive and plunges your fingers into her pussy. *I REALLY WISH THE GOOD GIRLS DID THIS!* You can already feel that it's looser than you had expected. She demands you fuck her hard now. You fuck her harder than ever and can't even cum because she can feel exactly what you feel... NOTHING. Then you run a marathon on her and later she says "You almost GOT ME!!!" With a huge grin and a congratulatory look. You know there's no way you want to fuck her again... she knows the same. I feel like shit for a couple of years and then wonder how big a guys gotta be to pull off an orgasm on her. The sex I had once with her was the most demeaning thing ever. I was in AWE of her. She was so hot, such a great fun loving attitude, wears sexy clothes, does sexy things, thinks sex... but holy SHIT did the holy grail NOT turn into the black hole to hell between the time we got naked and like, the fourth thrust.
Bonus to this post: The girl I could have had sex with but didn't... best and worst.
Best: Let's describe this beauty first. She was Indian, but grew up in NY. She moved to where I lived with her parents, we were adults, and we hit it off right away. We were both poor, she had golden skin, SUPER wide almond eyes, and a great figure. Not MODEL hot, but something that makes a guy drool about through the day. She was hardcore muslim, no sex before marriage. I was okay with that... I was completely in love. Our story is way too long for this post, but we got closer and closer to actual intercourse and in my own mind... I SHOULD have fucked her. I tried my hardest... but when I think back I know I could have if I insisted. That's the best pussy I could have but didn't fuck.
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Jerking it.
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Posted:Aug 20, 2014 12:06 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 12:56 am
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So... I'm all alone. I haven't seen a pussy in over a month. SAD SAAAAD fat that is.
I haven't touched one, caressed one, I haven't licked one, ... my dick has been no where near one.
Then I get confirmation... I won't see one for awhile...again. Masturbation is my only outlet.
Not that I'm a stranger. I just... take it a bit more serious than the next guy. Maybe because I don't lie to myself and I know what I really want is REAL PUSSY. Maybe I'm fucked in the head in the way that I'm too honest with myself. I'd rather be fucking some girl that appreciates my cock, than dreaming about a girl who gets PAID to fuck on camera.
I do the math, it takes me about an hour and a half to find something I will actually jerk off to online. I wish it wasn't that way, but here's what I get:
Look up any fantasy and you got it now. It's all there. What's not there... is someone with a pussy that's real. For the most part, there's professional girls that ACT like they are having fun but are really just trying to get good exposure. You can tell they don't really like the cock when they make a big deal about it going in, but can't seem to muster a good moan when the guy is plowing them with all he's got.
Then there are amateur videos. People from home do the unthinkable, video tape themselves having sex and put it online. It can be creampie, lingerie, fishnet, anything. These videos would be the best if it wasn't for lack of camera understanding.
You get a video with the whole package, a girl is cumming the whole time while a guy creams inside of her, you can see her twitch and go nuts when he cums inside her. But you never ever saw her pussy, and the camera never gets a clear vantage, and sound is fucked up.
SOME couples get it right, but for the most part they end up online with their own business, so props to them!
MOST do NOTHING like that. They get a camera and play with it, and all of the good angles and moments are lost because they themselves are too into it.
When I look online for stuff to jerk to, it's usually home grown stuff, because the girl is usually not INCREDIBLY loose. Fuck her hard enough, she cums... not a punching bag of a pussy.
THere's some meaning, some sort of emotion tied to it.
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Tribute to those girls that shave
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Posted:Aug 19, 2014 9:13 pm
Last Updated:Sep 27, 2014 2:23 pm
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There's something about a shaved pussy that just sends me off the wall into horn ville.
It's not what what I have heard girls think by the way.
"It makes it look like you're fucking a !!"
Bullshit. A shaved pussy does not disguise age. It exposes the contour, the whole shebang, of what I'm getting into. It's ... UTTER BEAUTY. It strikes such a chord.. everything I want to lick, with none of the hair in my teeth.
I recently had a discussion about this with a woman from England, and we agreed on one point.... oral sex was better with a shaved girl.
The whole "You're trying to off on because you like shaved vaginas" thing is BULLSHIT.
If you are a girl, who wants to get eaten out... FUCKING SHAVE!!! As far as I'm concerned, seeing a shaven pussy is a male instinctual que to lick until death.
I don't know why a girl would want a GUY to shave bald. I've done both, and it's not only easier to shave a girl, but a LOT sexier. Shaving my balls/shaft took longer and it was such a pain that there was NO intimacy other than surgical procedure focus. Shaving HER... was a completely different story.
We both felt welcomed, the warmth of the water was comforting, and shave itself became a sex ritual. That was her first time shaving, and her bare pussy ... was a sight to die for.
We went out into public, had dinner, the whole time her pussy was bare, it had never been before. She was frisky, I think I touched her clit four times in near public.
When I went down on her, it was epic. Every time. Her pussy looked back at me, like... "What can you do with ALL THIS?!" it was amazing. I never got the taste pussy out of my mouth... I would eat... until I died.
Long story short.. all that is over with, and now just a dream.
Now I wonder if I will ever see a shaved pussy in real life... ever again.
So if you happen to be reading this, and female.. shave ONCE for your guy. He will never forget it. The sexual ques are outstanding, and the lack of hair complications is WELL worth it. SHAVE ........ ONCE.
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