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Danny and Kimmy2
Posted:Dec 3, 2014 8:35 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 2:53 pm
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Back when we were on the force I was a supervisor and Kimmy was basically bait.
I had seen plenty of hot girls in my day, and girls that could handle themselves. Sometimes the whole hard body thing coincided... but she didn't LOOK hard. She was just HOT as fuck. She's the girl with the great body and face that a guy falls in love with at first sight at the bar. She'd love him too... if he was into fucking shit up.
She was a gem. In all ways. She was hot, knew how to handle herself, and didn't get turned on by tattoos or money. When I first really got to know her, I thought for maybe 5 minutes before I knew I had no choice but to fall in love.

I had met her a few times before during one training or another. I knew she cold take a guy down, but when I was assigned to a sting... I would NEVER had guessed she would be the . I SHOULD have... most cops don't look like this... but most hookers don't either.
Knowing what I know about in this city I wouldn't know what to do if I saw her at my door. Like everybody else, I guess I would just accept it as a gift from god. She doesn't look like a , but once you see her you want to fuck her so bad you'd give up your life for a few hours.

KIMMY, was the only reason those stings went so well. She was hot as hell, and knew how to get aggressive with a guy so much that he'd sell his soul to fuck her. We were both awarded for those stings. Its a few years later and I STILL don't see a girl advertising outside of those hotels. All of those arrests were due to her. She REALLY cleaned up the place.

That was then....
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Danny and Kimmy
Posted:Dec 3, 2014 8:10 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 2:53 pm
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She's wearing a weird kind of striped legging all up her legs past those heals. She doesn't wear a bra, you can see her nipples through a thick, but loose black and glitter tank top. Her leather jacket was MADE to spread wide open. Her cleavage exploited, her pants tight, she gives the door a knock.

"Who is it?!"

"Jared sent me! Happy birthday John."

Fuck Christmas, if someone is willing to accept a surprise gift on any given day of the year... it's their birthday.

The door opened and she went in.
From that point I couldn't see shit, these cameras don't account for light conditions, but I heard all I wanted to.

"Sit down on the couch... Jared told me you like aggressive girls."

"Yeah, but aggressive like Fuck me... not aggressive like TAKE THIS."

"Oh I WANT you to fuck me. Did you hear that? I WANT you to fuck me... I just don't want it to be for nothing... I'm going to make sure your dick is nice and wet, and that there's a condom on it... that's all."

" Okay."

I listen as she rides him for a bit. Then she demands that he fucks her from behind at the nightstand. She keeps this going.... I never KNEW a girl that WANTED dick more than a couple of times a day, but if she didn't, I was fooled. She got fucked from every corner of this guys room, then came back to the car.

"Got it." She says. She's obsessed with fixing her hair. I don't get it because she has "Just been fucked" hair, and there's no cure for that other than a shower, but she tries to fix it in the mirror anyway.
"Birth certificate and all." she says.

I look at her for a second until she looks back at me. "WHAT THE FUCK?"

"Here," she shoves a small pile of legal documents in my lap. "Drivers license, credit cards, passport..."

"PASSPORT? How the fuck...?"

"It was with everything else. He JUST came back from Beirut.:

"How was he?"

"Tiring."



The next morning we meet at table at the hotel.

I broke the bad news as well as I should. "Well he isn't worth SHIT unless it's black market."
"Yet it was SO easy to get him to wear a condom."

"I don't get it either, but here's what we're dealing with. We sell his assets for a grand, or we tell the family we found the guy, and they MIGHT pay ten."

"They won't pay shit will they?"

"They won't pay shit. Logic doesn't exist to them, DNA or nothing."

We both think on it for a minute.

She finally asks it: "If we sell him off, the family gets NO closure."

"If we proved it WITH DNA, they would still never get closure. He's a world away."

"They were going to pay ten grand. You're going to sell him off for five. That's five grand a MONTH for TWO of us... we can't go on like this."

"We WON'T. I have an idea...
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Contests... somehow... unattainable for ME.
Posted:Dec 2, 2014 8:26 pm
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2015 6:58 pm
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REALLY wish I could get ahold of anybody else willing to put camera to hot ass and give it a go against the hollywood hot bods that dominate this shit.
It wold be a real step in the right direction if we got REAL girls dressed up and took some REALLY good pics to give them a run for their money.
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I haven't been around for a bit, but that's okay...
Posted:Nov 11, 2014 7:12 am
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 2:53 pm
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Still haven't fucked anyone... so it's just another day.

i do have to say that I've been talking to someone ABOUT it, but we are far away. I wonder so many things about her, in a sexual way.


Why does it always seem like you meet someone, things get worse and then nothing tends to happen? I have to be really secretive, so I do so... in hopes that the other person wants the same, and will keep a secret the same... but something else always comes in the way.

If I could only meet someone JUST like me. A walking shadow, an agent... the fucking would be SOOOO GOOOOOOOD!!!!
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Out of Date
Posted:Oct 24, 2014 9:40 pm
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2015 6:59 pm
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Pretty recently I met (Online) a girl that was interested in me. We talked, flirted, we TRIED to get together to fuck. She was much farther away than her profile stated, which is FINE... it's the fucking internet, say you're not where you are that's better thinking than I have.

She was great. I really wanted her... and not just for her body, she had a good head. We are both in situations that called for discretion, which makes things harder. I was about to take off and go see her until I realized how far away she actually was and that it was impossible. BUT I got an email from her and I responded. I'm not sure if she got the response, but she hasn't responded back.
I don't have any problem with that, I would definitely not get back to someone even for weeks if that's what life hands me. I expect the same that I have to offer, and that's discretion first.

But I gotta hand it to this girl, she isn't a model, but I think she's fun as hell. She also is younger and much less experienced (Though apparently she experiences pussy more than I do), and she was horny. I think those are almost the best three words put into one sentence. "She was horny." The only better is "She IS horny."
We described ourselves, and for once in a very long time (WAY too long if you keep in mind the sight I use...) talked about SEX.
Pretty relieving... actually talking ABOUT sex.
I never wanted to "cyber" with someone I would never have a chance actually being with. I know that the cyber world and real world are very different, but I also know that people can tell you exactly how to make them cum and I WANT TO MAKE HER CUM.
GUSH all over my finger, pull me in deeper and cum on my cock, only let me touch your clit with my finger and once you cum, pull away... I don't care.
I don't care if you if you recite Poe whilst you cum, PLEASE let me make you cum.

If we are serious or it's just for fun,
I don't care, let me make you cum.

If I have to flee after we are done,
I don't care, as long as you cum.

My dick is in you, beg for cum.
Keep in mind, I'll fuck you more through the cum.

I might have to flat out run.
MY eyes see someone I want to make cum.

It's the only thing, anymore, that is fun.
Cum baby, please, let me make you cum.

My honesty and pride, you have won.
Now cum baby, tell me... how to make you cum.
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The man I will.
Posted:Oct 16, 2014 12:55 am
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 2:53 pm
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I never thought I'd make you this, it's SO unfair.
But Daddy's got a problem, and its something he can't bare.

He thought he could beat it, they all thought he was the one.
But Daddy's got a secret, and he's about to pass it on.

It starts when you are young, you can handle anything.
Starts again when you are middle aged, can't handle anything.

Someone save my , I'm lost at sea.
Someone save my boy from becoming me.

I never knew, that you would be YOU.
A light so bright that it smited the Sun.
I never thought, that I could have taught,
The things I learned to someone new.

Someone save my , I'm lost at sea.
Someone save my boy from becoming me.

I always thought, that i'd save you from this,
But Daddy's got a problem that everyone missed.
I always thought that I'd cut myself off at the wrists,
Daddy's gonna pay you back for this.

Someone save my , my credit's not that great.
Someone save my boy from all of this hate.
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Discretion again
Posted:Oct 15, 2014 12:58 am
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 2:53 pm
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Okay, I don't have a profile pic for a REASON. I don't dismiss others without profile pics. If I had one, I would NEVER dismiss people without them.

Some of us have distinguishable faces. Why the FUCK would we post pics of it?

You want to see me enough, you have to ASK.

I ASK!
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She didn't have to pose.
Posted:Oct 14, 2014 11:52 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 2:53 pm
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Her eyes told a story.
Of some kind of glory.
That happens when a person finds happiness in life.

Her legs told a story,
Of some kind of glory,
A man with a billion dollars could pay for in his life.

Her mouth tells a story,
Anything but boring,
But maybe that's just the fact, she's so full of life.

Her body makes a story,
That's, in itself, a glory,
And makes a man want to fill her with life.
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Some kind of Love
Posted:Oct 14, 2014 11:45 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 2:53 pm
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It's like a snake running through your fingers.
Every tenth of an ounce is the further it gets,
and it gets less so never.

I can't let it go, it gives me comfort.
I dream about it wrapping around me,
Giving me good dreams, something to hope for.
Drip, drop, drink... till she screams.

She has some made up name.
She always does the same.
Waits for me to swallow her,
Then fucks me UP.. FUCKS ME UP.

I can't give her up, she's the only thing that makes me cum.
I've been SO passionate, SO TRUE,
Why can't you?!
Give me pussy through the night, And let me cum.
EVERY night we don't, I rue,
What can I do?!

A naked you, gushing onto me, while I gush into you...
CAN'T that be a dream... for... you... too?
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The Lack of Sex, and it's fucked up effects.
Posted:Oct 8, 2014 10:37 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 2:53 pm
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Throughout my entire life, since I can remember having a sexual thought... I was always thwarted. I never GOT the girl. I can tell anyone a vast number of cock block stories that are true, and simply disturbing. (The length at which one man who gets sex will go, for no other reason than stopping a man who DOESN'T get sex... from having sex.)
This very thing, the cockblock thing, is why I don't have many friends. The friends I DO have left, would NEVER cock block me. They know the guy I was/am, and therefore root me on. The ones that did cockblock me ALSO knew the guy I was/am and did it based on, I figure, a prehistoric instinct to only let yourself procreate. I really don't know where such an instinct comes from, or where it comes into play, but it's pretty... cavemaniish.

WAY outdated stuff there, PRIMITIVE thoughts. If I was in a bar type situation and I saw someone going out of their way to cock block someone I might just try to distract the guy. At least the innocent dude just trying to get laid once a year gets a forty second chance.

I didn't have sex until my twenties. It was horrible until then. If I could go back I would have so much sex that I would have to plan out break ups so as not to break someones heart. (We are talking high school and I was ugly....)

Every guy was having sex. It wasn't a rumor around the school, I was AT the party. I was RIGHT there. Sex was simply going down all around me, just not TO me, and when I got a girlfriend who had sex with me right away I finally understood something.

Girls LOVE sex.

You can even be an asshole about it. With the right kind of girl, you can suddenly say "I REALLY want to fuck you tonight." and she will be game. For the most part, if you buy a girl something sexy to wear, she will wear it for you. I even hear tell of SEXTING.... but that must be some myth Mordor cooked up.

The truth?

It's RARE for a girl to not be all about having sex.

It's probably even more rare, for a girl who doesn't want to have sex... to end up with a guy... FUCKING DYING FOR SEX!

WHAT WERE THOSE ODDS HUH?!

How does a pussy lover, someone who cares about the woman, and worships her pussy, NOT ONLY get less pussy as a young adult, but then as a fully grown adult, less pussy than anybody he knows under the age of 59?
How does THAT work out? I go down on you, I WAIT to go down on you, I WORSHIP your pussy, your body, your mind. I can't WAIT till the next time I see your pussy.... I ? Where the fuck is it? Not tonight? Headache? TIRED?

TIRED never stopped me. Tired is something that happens AFTER you fucked.

Every drip of sweat between "I want sleep" and "I must wake up now.", can be absorbed and repurposed with sex.

TIRED.

I'm TIRED.

I'm Tired of not setting a girl on an orgasm.
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There's never enough hotness out there.
Posted:Oct 2, 2014 10:02 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 2:53 pm
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About a week, and 13.3224 hours ago I met a girl. She was awesome. Black hair, a wonderful face, a noteworthy nose, that I may be in the minority here, but made her even cuter.
I wondered as we talked, what her body looked like. I couldn't see much from where I was sitting, I was NOT about to take a second and eye scan her, that's for airport security people (TSA).
The next time I saw her she was wearing much less, and standing up and I got a good view... HOLY SHIT! I had a conversation, with a girl THIS beautiful. A FEW by then. I tried to let it slip that I wanted her, but immediately covered it up. I hope she at least took that as what it was, a HIDDEN flirt.

She has been on my mind so much that I find it DIFFICULT to jack off while thinking of her. I respect her too much. I'm sure any girl with any kind of a brain would take the fact that a guy would jack off whilst thinking of her, as a compliment. Don't get me wrong, it's kind of creepy, BUT if it was your boyfriend... he BETTER be thinking about you.
I don't think of anyone else when having sex. I in fact wouldn't mind it at all if my wife used her imagination and got REALLY hot and screamed "BRAD PITT!" or whatever during sex. That's how low I've gone. I would never even think of doing it to her, but if she does it to me... FINE. She's enjoying sex more so fine. Um... she's enjoying sex.....at all.... so fine.

.... um..... she..... is having sex...... so fine.

Anything you want, when you have a pussy, and a pussy for a husband.
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Surprisingly confident
Posted:Oct 2, 2014 9:39 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 2:53 pm
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I have had a love/hate relationship with this AF websight. Don't get me wrong, I always like a place where one can speak his mind, especially when it comes to sex, and not be judged. Well that's also the reason I hated it for awhile... being judged by people as being a "pig" for wanting to have sex with women. (How DARE I?)

Just now I logged in. I had plans to write a completely different post of a completely different kind, but a notification was sent about a contest:

http://VisionPersonals.com.com

It's a pics contest for pics with people with clothes on, and then off. The mere fact that it's TWO pictures that must have SOMETHING to do with each other has raised the creative bar a bit. There are a LOT of good photos for this competition. Seriously, I PLAN on jacking it to a photo or two, some are SO awesome.

There are REALLY hot girls that make the mistake of simply posing, and then taking their clothes off, posing the exact same for the next pic. THEN there are people who awesomely make fun with the whole ordeal. They are getting creative, and ... well that's about eight million times as sexy. It's SUCH a good contest, whoever thought it up needs a raise.

I'm going to paruse these for a bit.... probably jack off to the red head in, then out, of her red dress.
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The call
Posted:Sep 23, 2014 11:03 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 2:53 pm
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I'm going to do something tonight that I have never done before.
First of all, I'm going to masturbate using lube, and a condom.... two very rudimentary tools of masturbation, that I have yet to try. (First time using actual MADE for sex lube) Why the condom? Well... I think with the lube it'll feel better than a sock or some paper towel.

I'm going to watch porn, I WOULD be having a conversation here, but nobody seems to use the chats on this sight anymore. Wait... let me see if I can find someone to listen or whatever.

Well, the chatrooms here are unwelcoming.
I mean, why can't you just say "Look guys, I'm going to jack off... give me some inspiration here." and NOT end up with visions of pliers ripping your balls off.
MMM.. can't blame them really. You go to a web site obviously based on sex to join a chatroom and talk about anything BUT sex, just to vent about anything BUT sex AND demean anybody who DOES talk about sex.... life isn't great.


That won't stop me. I've got some lube, a condom, everybody is asleep.... the internet is one pussy after another... Let's do this.

As someone who has overindulged in Porn, I must admit that the first rule of looking for good porn is to stay away from porn STARS.
Outside of certain gems, they have been fucked to oblivion and they can't help but to get less and less sensitive. That is the downfall of porn I'm sure, for many a porn star.
The word "Amateur" starts trumping other words like "freak", or "Sensual".
Race isn't an issue anymore, you just want to believe that someone wants to cum on your dick. Someone ENJOYS your dick. TRULY.
Not as easy as it sounds, even with a WORLD of internet porn.
For the most part, they only KIND of enjoy it.
Even the girls that squirt like crazy... well of course they enjoyed it, but there is a ... contrived element to those vids.

I want reality.

Well, all in all it wasn't too hard to find.

So there.
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