Journey of Adoration - Story Teaser
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Posted:Oct 21, 2014 3:58 am
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He hears the pling of his phone, signaling he has a new message just as he pulls into the parking lot. He put the car into park and checked the message. Room 213. Ok then, he thought.. He was still wrapping his head around this is how she wanted this meeting to happen. They had chatted constantly and there was undeniable chemistry, but to think this is how she wanted their first meeting. Excited and nervous he made his way into the chain motel until he got to the door. Running his fingers through his hair and taking a deep breath he collects himself and knocks on the door. They had never met in person before, yet somehow she trusted him. This is what she wanted, what she had asked for. The depth of his blue eyes, the sincerity of the sweetness he countlessly showered upon her when they chatted made her feel so safe and accepted. The there was a natural easy way they could talk about anything. His teasing text meant to illicit naughty desires during the work day where torture she found herself looking forward to. “Take off your shirt.” She quickly complied to the emotionless monotone command while trying to subdue the jolt of sexual excitement that suddenly sparked through her. Somehow they naturally ignited each other’s desires. They shared a chemistry and yearning long before this first meeting. She had told him what she wanted tonight and deep down knew he would stop if she simply said the word. He made her feel special, he made her feel sexy, when ever they talked. When they talked, he shared how she turned him on which seemed to cause her fantasies to flash flood her mind. Tonight was going to be one of those fantasies. She watched his gaze cling to her every curve like humidity on a hot July day. “Come here” he commanded. His voice deeper than normal, resonated within her as she took the two small steps to him. The edge in his voice cut into her like a scalpel. A slow surgical incision that relieved the building pressure of her trepidation and desire. Her eyes scanned over him trying to gauge him. The slight pang of insecurity whispered in the back of her mind that somehow he was disappointed, that all those chats made it so the fantasy of being together made the reality a let down. The silence of the hotel room was deafening. Resting his index finger under her chin, he lifter her gaze until it met his. He held his finger under her chin for a moment, to tell her with no word, she was to stay within his eyes. She fell deep into the color of his eyes. The intensity of the raw intimacy of looking so deeply into him and him into her should have been unnerving. Instead, she could feel her body relax, and the rest of the world disappeared till all that remained was what she saw inside those blue eyes. She couldn’t help but shut her eyes and melt into his fingers as she felt the back of his fingers run down her cheek. His hand cradled her face and she found herself leaning into his touch. She opened her eyes to find his gaze never wavered from her. His hand slide down the side of her neck. She watched him see her through his touch. He rests his hands upon her shoulders.She lost herself inside the pools of blue looking at her as his hands slid down her arms like water. His fingertips learning the feel of her skin as they slid back up her arms. Sliding two fingers under each bra strap he slid his fingers down her skin, over the slope of her breasts and following the hem of the bra. As his fingers slid out from the bra, his thumbs barely grazed the fabric. Up and over her breasts his thumbs ran. His eyes studying hers as his thumbs ran back up over her bra. Her nipples starting to harden. Gently back and forth his thumbs went. Each stroke encouraging her nipples to try and poke through the fabric of her bra. “So this is what you want is it? Tell me again exactly what you wanted.” he asks as one of his thumbs gently flicks her nipple. Her mouth starts to open, and even though they had chatted about this numerous times, she pauses uncertain to say the words. She slowly drops her gaze only to feel his finger under her chin. He gently lifts her gaze until it meets his again. “Hey” The corner of his mouth curls up slightly into a friendly smile. “I ask to make sure you understand we can stop at anytime.” His eyes were like a placid lake, so calm and reassuring.His tone was softer and relaxing as if she was snuggling into bed after a long hard day. The back of his fingers, brushed down her cheek. She couldn’t help but close her eyes as she felt the warmth of his tender touch. She felt a warm calming sensation was over her as her shoulders relaxed as the weight of anticipation and expectations fell from her. Slowly opening her eyes, she saw the assertive alpha was, least for right now, this big teddy bear. Feeling her cheeks pull up in a smile she, felt some comfort and relief. His fingers ran through her hair as he returned the smile and tucker her hair behind her ear. He leaned in close, his breath blow gently by her ear like a summer breeze. Then after the pause of two breaths he e. “This is supposed to be about you. What you want, what you desire deep down inside.” His lips were all but kissing her ear they were so close. His voice so low she wondered if he could even hear what he was saying. “I am happy and lucky to be here with you no matter what we do.” She closed her eyes as she felt the warmth of his left hand on the back of her neck holding her close to his whispers. “We both know deep down what you desire. How many times have you told me your inner cum slut has begged to be released. We can stop at anytime. Honestly thats ok, just do what you want. We can stop, just don’t deny yourself.” Sliding his right arm around her waist he pulled her closer still. Her whole body pressed and held to his. She could feel his arousal against her as his words filled her ears. “I don’t normal use words like cumslut or fucktoy, those are you words. I say them for you. I can be anything you need me to be so that you feel free to be you. Say the words and I will stop, say the words and I will continue.” She felt her knees nearly buckle when his teeth gently nibbled her ear. “Be yourself with me” he continued. “Say the words.” His fingers coiled in her hair and pulled her head back gently so his words would fall upon her neck. “Say the words you want to say and don’t want admit. Say them sexy. We are the only ones here.” She couldn’t deny how wet she already was. “I…..I” she stammered to find the words as her nipples ached in need of attention. “I want to be your fucktoy.” In an instant both his hands held her face making her look into his eyes. “Then that’s what I will make you.”
This is the "teaser" i mentioned in my post. Not used to writing stories in this format so please any feedback, thoughts, pointers you may have please do share (only way I get better)
Like my other stories here this is af first draft so please forgive grammer/spelling errors (though you are more than welcome to point them out )
I struggled with the whole first person / third person viewpoint with this story so if you think it needs to be more character driven please let me know.
Thank you.
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Long Hard Day
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Posted:Oct 18, 2014 3:22 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2017 5:51 pm
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The day has been long. This I understand. Trust me and relax. Look into my eyes feel both of my hands on the sides of your face. See what I see. I don't have to tell you how beautiful and sexy you are. Deep within my eyes should tell you that, they say more than I ever could. The eyes can never have silver tongued lies. So you know the words that they show are true. I smile and let the gravity of our desire pull my lips to yours. Much like the moon pulls the waves to the shore. Slowly, we drink of each others fire. Letting the furnaces of our desire rage and radiate the world around us. The kisses are endless, but one by one each piece of clothing is removed from your body. The feel of my skin pressed to yours is the only way to end a day like today. Your bare chest pressed flat against mine. This is how today closes its chapter. Hold on to me let go of today. Live in this kiss as my arms hold you tight. Let me care for you. With each kiss, drink in my strength, drink in the comfort I can give. Your mind exhausted your muscles sore, yet your desire craves. Your mind can not think but your body can feel. My lips release yours as I slowly take a half step back. I look into your eyes and see how tired you are yet how alive your passion is. A soft kiss to your forehead before my hands run down both cheeks. My hands gently rest upon your weary shoulders. I gently turn you around with a slight pivoting motion of your shoulders. Running my hands down your rms I press my chest to your back encouraging you to bend over. You place your hands upon the countertop and feel my hands sail back and forth over your arms. You finally rest upon your forearms. My fingertips tease and tickle as they train up the terrain of your arms. You feel a tender kiss in the very small of your back. My thumbs steamroll parallel lines up along your spine. Your feel the strength of my hands as they massage your neck and shoulders. You finally commit completely. Closing your eyes letting the tension the stress of today vaporize from you and drift into the ether. Gentle strong twist kneads and turns of my fingers and palms are all you feel and know at this moment. The delicate dragging of my fingernails sends a current down your spine as you instinctively arch your back. My fingers spread wide as body hands soothe your skin as they slide back up to your shoulders. Time doesn’t seem to have any meaning right now. As I massage your back. Trace your ribs with my fingers. Let my hands flow along the curves of your beautiful silhouette. Feather light fingertips delightful dragging of digits. Kneading knuckles. Pleasuring palms. All working for you. Eventually the gravity of desire lets my hands follow your spine and my fingertip over the curve of your ass. My hands cup squeeze and kneed your with the dexterity of a baker preparing his medium. Varied pressure from my fingertips sometimes even digging in but always moving. You can tell from the angle of my hands on my knees behind you. Even in your tired state you can feel the wetness building between your thighs, Those very thighs bent over before my face. You cant resist the urge. You spread your legs just a little bit wider. You need me. My hands bracket your hips. You can sense I am some how getting closer to you. That;s when you feel a cushion of air, blown from my lips, find its way to the wetness you can no longer hide. You sudden sensation allows a moan escape your grasp. A second cushion of air makes you catch your breath. My tongue gives 3 dainty licks to your inner thigh before migrating a long dragged out lick up over your left cheek. That sensation is quickly followed by my teeth raking down that same cheek. This is where I question to myself if your knees buckled because of your fatigue or the pleasure you allowed yourself to have. I slowly stand as my face drags over your ass. I stand behind you. You can feel my desire ready to invade you. The tip of me aligned with the wetness that escapes you. My hands slide up your sides and around to your breasts. Kneeding fondling squeezing enjoying them in my hands. I can feel your hard nipples In the palms of my hands. I can feel them as i gently roll them between my fingers. I can feel them simply hold your breasts in my hands. Now is the moment. I press the head of me into you. Holding it there so we can enjoy the anticipation of our lustful desire. I slowly slowly slowly push further into you. I ease back. and forth within you. Each slow movement in and out of you is like a classical cellist drawing their bow repeatedly across the strings of their cello. Each deliberate movement designed to resonate the emotion, the gestalt, of the moment. Even as tired and drained as you are you push your hips back against me. We find a rhythm and build from there. Pushing and pulling back and forth in and out. You body coiled around me as I relentlessly try to push deeper and deeper into you. I have loved the tension from you. Now to lust out the stress. I grab you hair and pull. The din of the night is broken by the sound of my hand smacking your ass. You buck against me. I repeatedly thrust up and into you as if to take you off your feet. No words just the orchestra of our carnal cravings. Bent over hair pulled hard ramming pounds out the negatives of the day. The day unravels into words not sentences. Swollen inside you. Constricted around me. Deeper Harder More. More. Deeper. Harder. Yes. Dont stop. I need it. Give it to me. Harder. More. Yes. Clamping down on me. Exploding into you. Tremors rippling through you. Continuing to pump into you. Milking me. Filling you. Exhausted. Happy. Tired. My arms embrace you as we try to gather ourselves. I rest the side of my face against your bare back. I counter top cools your forehead as you rest against it. Your eyes are closed your arms tired as you try to catch your breath. The heat resonating from you skin flicks like embers as the night air lets your body return to its core temp. I have softened some but remain inside you. My lips kiss your skin, soft full rose petals resting upon satin and silk. I slowly stand as my hands slide down your beautiful curves. I rest my hands upon your hips. I press forward, one last time, so that even in my semi hardened state I am deep within you. I hold your hips to mine for a few moments before slowly easing out of you. I am glazed with our combined bliss as part of our pleasure slowly escapes down your inner thighs. Your arms can barely sustain supporting of your spent weight as your breath finally slows. Yet each breath escapes you like a billow. I help you stand and pull you against me in an embrace. Pulling you flush against my skin. My frame supporting yours. Your breath heavy against my skin. The scent of me so close to you covers most of the lingering wafts of sex still hanging in the air. You feel the strength of my frame and the soft ruggedness of my skin against you as comforting as a bed. Your eyes are heavy as the rhythmic heartbeat radiates from my chest. An erotic lullaby sung for you. Thumb thump. Thumb thump. Thumb thump. Hypnotic in its sound and proximity. Your lust is quenched Your body is tired. The intimacy of the moment slowly feeds your soul. Your own heart rate slows. So content. So sated. So comfortable. My arms blanketing you holding you up and against me as I support almost all of your weight. So peaceful that words drift between several breaths. You think to yourself, right now... even though… I think… I am still standing... I could... totally... fall… aslee……….
Authors notes - yeah i finally typed up a story lol. Was originally going to call this Sensual Sated Sleep but think I like Long Hard Day better. Basically trying to convey a kind of cathartic look at love and lust. How caring and desire can merge and provide lovers a way to make a day better. Hope you enjoy I may or may not put up a teaser to a story (that is in a more traditional format) sometime this week just hesitant because even though it already has over 1000 words typed not sure when i will finish it but will see.
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Erotic Writing Workshop Experience
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Posted:Sep 24, 2014 11:27 am
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2014 7:13 pm
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I did enjoy my time down in the Old Port last night (though could have done without the 4 hours in the car to and fro or the $16 for parking lol) There were about 13 or 14 of us in attendance which pretty much filled the space we were in. It was hosted in a cute lil adult boutique on the second floor.
We did a bunch of writing exercises for 5-6 minutes each where the presenter gave us a topic that we had to incorporate into a story. She would read a sample of some work related to the subject and explain what she liked about the piece. Then we wrote, (topics listed below) and then people who wanted to share their writing or just what they chose. Which was fun to hear other peoples works or why they choose what topic yichose. - For me it was more about concepts then the writing. It did help identify a short coming i have when writing in a traditional story format. So that alone was worth the trip.
The presenter gave us a handout full of resources and even got our email and sent us a follow up with additional items we didnt have time to discuss and even more resources.
Some key take aways; The inter relationship between the five senses and the 5 Ws (who, what where, when, why) and how that can help tie the story arch togetherdThose help pull the reader into the story.
The importance of insight either for the reader and or the character (whats the characters motivation? why should the reader want to know more? what kind of questons/thoughts can the story encourage the reader to think about?) To me this tied in perfectly to the communication concept of Johari's Window (I wont bore you with the details) but it helped me with the point she was trying to make.
location can be a key factor in the story and can actually impact the character's motivation the example she used is sex outside - are they ina spot here they may be seen, a place they would be seen, is the thought of being caught scary or exhilarating for the character etc etc etc.
She reaffirmed that when you are writing it's you world dont be afriad to be as much of a fantasy as you want or interject as much realism as you want. On author there had a great snipet about a couple over 50 where neither partner wanted to be on top because the lady had body issues 'where bits dangled more they should' and the guy didnt like being on top because it hurt his knees and he had "staying power and cam quicker than he wanted when he was on top". it all tied in nicely with thier piece.
Topics - (and what I chose to go with)
Food - Popcorn - setting was a couple at the movies and how the constant reaching for the popc orn lead to hands touching. how it would sometimes slip out of her hand and roll down her chest with a kernel or two that get caught in her cleavage. This all leads to some fun in the movie theater.
Job - mine was a guy stuck in an endless business presentation and he is reminded of the bill engval skit about how there were never cool jobs at his career fair growing up and how he wouldnt at that moment mind being the guy that gets to shoot frozen turkeys out of a canon at airplane windshields he goes on to think what would be a fun naughty job and he came up with "Booby Inspector" . He spends most of the presentation trying to figure out what a booby inspector would do, and takes a very (tongue in cheek) analystical look at the jobs - who does one measure performance? what sort of hazards are there doe he use is mouth? his hands? is it a visual inspection etc etc - it's supposed to be a humorous piece but you get the point i hope.
couple that been together > 12 years - basically its a couple that has just introduced a monthly "date night" into thier lives. (now that the are a lilttle older) on the drive to the fancy restaurant they reminisce about when they were dating, making out in the car etc - long story short they revisit an old haunt and never make thier reservation
technology - struggled with this one because i had a few ideas so made some notes and will revisit someday lol
Instructions - (we are supposed to have one of the characters instructions to another in some sort of manner - i.e. how to seduce me, what to do when waitting for a dom, etc) - I more made notes but basically the protagonist leaves trails of pictures througout the house for thier partner should do, where etc.) still lil foggy on this one but may have potential.
Safe Sex - basically one is fully clothed the other behind the other who is completely naked and they basically manually give them pleasure
Celebrity - I actually shared this concept with the group to let me dork/geek flag fly - A man on the subway in the early morning hours sees a woman who is the spitting image of wonder woman but dressed in a crisp white blouse, black skirt nude stockings and black heels with a flair of red on the soles (or red open toed pumps not sure which yet lol) - he spends the next while drifting between how gorgeous he is and all those childhood fantasies he had. It's all supposed to lead to the ending i have in mind.
So lots of exersizes and she shared her insight as both a writer and an editor and gave us all tons of resources. It was a lot of fun even if i didnt get home until after midnight (i aint as young as i use-ta-be lol)
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Say the Words
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Posted:Sep 17, 2014 8:51 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2017 6:23 pm
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We start cleaning off the table from supper. I watch you lean across the table reaching for an errant piece of silverware. I am helpless against how you make me want you in every sense of the word. I slide in behind you wrapping one arm around your belly pulling you to me. Your feigned protests go unheeded for we both can feel what we are both craving. Your resistance stops when you feel my lips on that spot upon your neck. A soft kiss a gentle nibble as you let your body enjoy the proximity we are sharing. Part of you knows this shouldn’t happen at the table where we just ate. Part of you wonders If it isn’t proper why does it still feel so right, so good. My hands gravitate to your breasts. My words whisper how amazing you feel. How irresistibly sexy you are to me. How lucky I am. These words kiss your skin along with my lips. My hands, disconnected from my consciousness, simply seek the pleasure of you. Caressing squeezing fondling cupping rubbing your breasts. My hands search burrow until they find a way under your top. A gentle rake of my teeth along your delicate neck elicits a sharp gasp from you. My hands free you from the cups of your bra. I can feel your hard nipples in the palms of my hands as i squeeze your breasts pressing them again you and forcing you against me all the more. One of your hands finds balance upon the table as the other hand reach back up and behind you in a vain attempt to hold my head. You shouldn’t want it like this, yet deep down this is exactly what you desire You hand tries to hold onto me as my lips ground you to me. I nibble your ear as one hand slides down your sexy body. My hand working its way under your clothes so that nothing is between my touch and you. A quick sharp pinch of your nipple sends a current through you. Not a moment later, you feel the contours of my fingers slide over your mound, over your clit, down the length of your lips. My hand gently rocks with the unspoken iambic beat of your desire. Fingers delicately dancing along the crest of your lips. Soft swirling motions like whirlpools an oar leaves in its wake as it meanders on the pond in the park on a lazy summer afternoon. Your nipple rolled between my fingers gently pulled and released as my passion heated breath rolls down your neck and then your chest like a lone tumbleweed. The Proud and Prejudiced lady would never allow this debauchery to transpire. So why are we still here? Currents of ecstasy meanders along your curves. Your skin, the canvas. My touch, the brush. Our desire, the unseen paint. Two fingers delve into you eager to feel the wetness we both know has manifested. One hand caresses and fondles one hand plunges and rubs as two lips kiss and suck. You aren’t supposed to want this now. This isn’t how love and romance is supposed to live. Yet be both find our clothes confine us censoring our intimate desires. How can you justify how we hurriedly try to remove our clothes. We tear at our clothes like wolves to prey at the moment of the kill. Where are the butterflies in the pit of your stomach you are supposed to feel as you save yourself only indulging in a secret salacious glance from across the ballroom. Have they been scorched by the burning ache you feel knowing the only cure is to be filled completely in the the most carnal way. Has the sensation of the pad of my finger strumming up and down over your swollen clit blinded you to how a lady’s control is her power. The sudden jolt of another quick tweak of your nipple in my hand ends the ability to debate. For the moan you release has said this so. Your hips rock in time with my fingers as they move in and out of you. Our bare bodies pressed together as we dance to a mosaic of fantasies. We undulate as separate halves of the same whole. Each time my fingers slide inside you you can feel the pleasure pulse out and tingle every extremity. My lips tongue and teeth never stop tasting you. Yet no matter how good this all feels, it is incomplete. I belong inside you. You yearn to be filled, sheathing me within you. Your legs are already weak with desire and pleasure. You can tell how badly I want you. You can’t deny how badly you want me. We won’t be complete until I am inside you. My hands leave you for a moment till you feel one hand upon your upper back pushing you forward. This isn’t how this is done this isn’t the proper way and you momentarily push back against my hand. You suddenly feel your head pulled back as your hair pulls against your scalp. You mind tells you you aren’t supposed to like this. Your body finds itself gluttonous for more. The hand pushes firmly against your back. Pushing your body down as your head is pulled back and up. Your hands trying to find balance upon the table. Not wanting it to end. Yet wanting to enjoy it all more. Bent over and controlled. There at the dinner table at his pleasure unable to resist whatever he does. The whispers of society tell you this isn’t making love, that you shouldn’t succumb to the pleasure of enjoying this. This isn’t what good girls do. You aren’t supposed to enjoy feeling the tip of me pressed against your lips ready to plunge into you. Yet here you are ass up before me your hair in my hand. You know how luscious it feels when I slide my curved shaft into you. How you stretch around me pulling me in. How it feels when our bodies collide. Here I am behind you but not in you. Can you do it? Can you bring your fantasies into the light and embrace who you are? Here I am ready to take you. Here I am ready to fulfill your unspoken desire. Your body make your mouth beg. Desire pushes a long drawn out “Pleeeeeeease” past your lips. This is the passion I want to hear, but not the words. Your plea to feel me inside you goes unanswered. You can start to feel the slight straining in the muscles along your throat. A slight turn of my wrist and you can feel the pull of your scalp as your hair coils around my hand pulling your head back just a little more. Your soft gasping moan only fuels the fires raging inside us both. There are no words to describe the wetness you feel between your thighs. The burning desire within you belly only amplifies every sensation your body feels and heightens every senses. You can feel the rigid tension of my wanton desire as my cock is pressed against your ass and thigh. The sharp sting of my open hand against your bare ass is felt as the sound of the spank registers in your ears. You can feel the heat rising from your ass, as your body tries to cool the sting. Your hardened nipples are begging for attention as you feel the pulsating throbbing heartbeat of need. Our bodies oscillating with hunger for each other as lust fills our lungs. Your hands clenching the sides of the table bracing for what you are craving. The cumslut inside you wants to say the words. The lady inside you doesn't want to admit that this is what she wants. Your mind can’t seem to focus, but your body knows you need me inside of you. The warmth of my bare skin against yours reaffirms you can’t deny your desires. Bent over the table hair pulled ass spanked. This is what the lady and the cumslut both want and need. You know you must say the words. The cumslut finally begs. “FUCK ME.”
Authors notes - Have actually been working on two other stories when this came to mind yesterday at lunch. Again first draft so apologize for any typos etc. Hopefully it doesn't ramble too much about 1/2 way through I felt to semi rant and take a shot at the Victorian sense of sexual suppression. The piece is supposed to be about one's ability to embrace their inner desires. Cumslut is not meant to be a derogatory term but more an empowering one where one the the protagonists finally embraces and own desires. That not everything has to be candlelight and soft jazz that it is ok (for them) to have that torrid heated passion.
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Anti-climatic announcement
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Posted:Sep 8, 2014 4:30 am
Last Updated:Jan 2, 2015 2:30 pm
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For those who have been following you know I had one last non story post before I get back to posting stories. I was trying to make everything working properly and all nice and presentable but have come to the point of saying well it's not finished but here's what I have otherwise I may never post it lol.
I have started setting up an online space for my new pen name. So in my quest to be published or self published I have chosen the pen name ;
T L Mattox
There is some entomology there but wont go into that at this time. So I started setting up a blog/home page for him. I added an MP3 reading of one of my stories (Surge) so you can hear why I didn't become an on air talent (have the voice for TV and the face for radio lol). I tried to embed an mp3 player onto the site so people could just listen to it but the player isn't working properly and will have to research it some more but it is available to download and listen to. I havent posted any stories there yet as I transition all the stories from one google drive account to the new one. But there you have it a new author/pen name is created thats the (not so) big announcement. Thank you everyone for all your support. Its all still under construction etc so if you do visit it bare with me and i appreciate all feedback. I will now resume the previously scheduled story writing all ready in progress lol
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Erotic Writing Workshop later this month
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Posted:Sep 5, 2014 3:33 am
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2014 10:13 am
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Sorry this isn't a story (and my next post probably won't be either but has kept me busy the past week and a rbut will share that later)
I am very excited and albeit a bit nervous but later this month one of the big names in erotica is doing a writing workshop down in Portland (Maine's largest "city") which is about 2 hours from me. So will spend four hours in the car that night for a 90 minute workshop lol. I have been writing erotica (or more or less butchering the english language) now for about a decade.Am hoping this workshop will give me some much needed tools to improve my writing. I would like to publish some of my work whether through the traditional channels or self publish just to share my work (I have no delusions of grandeur about making any sort of money or anything but would like to share and see if a broader audience enjoys what I write).
Excited - Will be a chance to meet some other writers in the state and maybe make some connections. Will provide me some helpful exercises to improve my writing and the creative process. Will provide tips on what professional writers and publishers are looking for. Plus I get to meet a very big name in the industry which is pretty cool. If nothing else it's a night where I can be just plain ol' me. Not Dad or husband just dorky ol pervy me lol.
Nervous - Believe it or not in person I tend to be very shy at first. I tend to be a watcher because I love watching/analyzing inter and small group communication interactions. To get the most out of the workshop I have to step out of my comfort zone and be more engaging. I am really nervous about my style of writing. I know it has kind of a prose/poetry amalgamation to it but I believe the are stories just laid out in a different visual representation. My fear is what if it's (my writing style) is dismissed solely as poetry? What if it's considered more smut than erotica? Neither case is a bad thing just not my intention. If so, that just means there is a paradigm shift I need to face that I really don't want to lol. First off you have all been so supportive thank you all so very much Typically what you are reading here are first drafts no real edits, typos etc, but I take pride in my style. Each line break serves a purpose, whether a pause/breath, punctuation or to create a literary tool like alliterations. So the fear is that what I am considering stories aren't really stories and my whole style is just rubbish? What if my stories are less artistic but more just crude smut?
So I will be there smiling and attentive - but now you have a backstage pass to the battle raging behind the calm exterior lol.
Thank you for listening This whole post was kind of a test for me this whole vulnerability sharing crap is so not my cup of tea - I am a cancer zodiac after all - whole hard exterior end all lol. but had to do it to start prepping for stepping out of my comfort zone and I did want to share my excitement about being able to attend
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Oh the naughty voices in my head...
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Posted:Aug 27, 2014 6:32 am
Last Updated:Jan 21, 2015 2:43 pm
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Have all these thoughts and images in my head I can't seem to concentrate on one to write so hoping a memory dump here will help break something loose lol (dont worry I have a small brain so not much to dump lol)
Had a bunch of ideas new and old that bleed thru my workday and I get so anxious to get home and type up my thoughts but sit there staring at the keyboard unable to separate the images (the genesis of my stories)
Here's a glimpse of the flashing ideas and images;
new story idea (would actually be a short series of stories)- two married neighbors are cosmically (pathologically) drawn and attracted to one another. they fantasize about one another but remain faithful certain events (a touch a moment etc) each sparks a flash flood of images and fantasies between them and in one scenario he loss out the wind and sees her top sunbathing - he doesnt think she can see him (but she can) so to tempt him she starts to masturbate and watching him watch her as he begins to masturbate was very hot in my head am probably not doing it justice here lol
waiting or patience - new last night basically revolves around image of lady in black lace panties, knee high black leather boots thigh high black stockings and her bent over and all the waiting that goes on in between her getting to that state and what happens next
part 2 of lust hunger need has been playing in my mind and thinking am trying tohave it so his need consumes him and thus in turn consumers her
in development story idea - (have about 4 story titles am playing with this one lol) man sets up projector so it projects a porno onto the bed sheets - they stand and watching he's behind her teasing and fondling as they watch then they lay down on the bed so they are in the porno as well. just the images of thier skin acting as the canvas or screen for the porno as they writhe and moan and move together thier sounds competing with the porno
in development story idea - series of stories where a guy buys this old cool foot locker/chest only to find all these diferent home movies - turns out they are old sex tapes from different era the previous trunk owner was converting into into digital and dvd - most prevelant one is a early 1950s black and white home movie couple vacationing in california wine country at a Bed n Breakfast. long story short the view gets so sucked in the black and white becomes color its like he's sitting int he room with them. she even looks at the camera as she is moaning etc so to him there feels like there is a moment a connection thru time and space so to speak. the words sepia tones is thundering in my head constantly because of this story idea
I have one story (hands on the Table) that has been half way types up for a few months but other storys always make my mind wander lol.
new story idea - guy comes home and has lady undress before him in the entry way/foyer whatever backs her up against the staircase ties her hands above her head and proceeds to tease suckle finger and torment her for as long as she can take all while watching it in the mirror on the other wall
I had a koan/image/thought/dialogue running thru my head end of last week that seems like it should be in a story - "The power and authority I hold doesn’t come from the restraints that bind you, but from the wetness that starts to pool between your thighs. This is not from my touch but from the words that my whispers let fall into your ear in the absence of my touch."
There are a few more but as you can see having a hard time focusing on one. So have almost a reverse writers block (am not complaining believe me ) just apologize for any delay in posting any new stories Thanks for listening to my pervy rambling lol
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Lust...Hunger...Need
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Posted:Aug 21, 2014 4:28 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2017 5:56 pm
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Lust has my body is oscillating on a molecular scale. Civility unwound Predatory desires unbound. My mind knows your curves. My senses remember. Isolated from the sensations of your skin. A slow stealthy sidestep to hide in your blind shadow. My fingers scream silently to me. Pleading to touch to explore to plunder. My lips curl inwards to hide my teeth and my primordial hunger to taste you. My eyes narrow so i can fully see you. My nostrils flare so I may breathe in every pheromone you release upwind from me. Slow, silent, subtle steps. Your beautiful form approaches without you moving. I slide in behind you. The apex predator is unchained. The swift lion the seductive vampire and I all combine as one, as my lips meet your neck and my hands slide down your arms, passively restraining you. The adrenaline jolt that you feel at the surprise of my touch, is tempered and subdued my the familiarity of my lips. The welcomed unexpected sensation betrays your natural flight or fight response. You are unaware of my seething pathological need to consume you. A gentle raking of my teeth along your soft neck enables enough of a distraction for my hands to slide under your top. My fingers spread out over your bare skin like tendrils. Taking care to fire every nerve ending your body can feel. My finger tips find the fabric of your bra. You bra is but a soon to be useless defence against my hunger for you. My lips kissing behind your ear as my fingers meander up the curve of your breasts. I nibble your ear as my hands gently squeeze your breasts. The relentless adoration of my hands lulls you into a false security and you lean back against me. I am adoring the weight of your breasts as they fill me hands. Gentle squeezing pulling rubbing fondling. Time drags as we both enjoy what my hands do for you. A gentle pinch of your hardened nipples is warning sign you body neglects to tell you. Somehow just because there is still your bra between my hands and your skin your body fears no danger. All this despite the warning signs you feel. How my breath huffs and burns hot down the hollow of your vulnerable neck. How the rigid protrusion digs into your backside. How my chest heaves like a predator filling its lungs before sprinting in its chase. Your eyes close as you lean into me lending more of your weight against me. Your eyes should be open seeking escape back to everyday life. Hunger thundering in my head. I reluctantly release your breasts and let you stand by yourself. A soft smile crosses my face as you look at me. You close your eyes as you feel fingers caress your cheeks. The palm of my hand cradles your face as it slides around and cradles your head. My soft lips pressed lightly against yours. We linger together. Our eyes open and you are greated with another smile. My hands gently lift the bottom hemline of your shirt. Slowly peeling your shirt off over your head. You catch a glimpse of something within my intentful eyes. That normal smoldering ember of passion is now a wildfire blazing out of control. You instinctively try to take a step back only to find the countertop behind you. You are trapped and now your shirt is up over your head but your arms are still held captive by your own shirt. You are trapped, and in all essence bound helpless. There is nowhere to go. You try to wiggle free from the shirt and quickly realize it is pointless. You feel the heat burning off this predator before you. It’s chest and shoulders heaving with every breath. This once docile creature morphed into the apex species ravenous before you. You can see his need has consumed him just like he is about to consume you. You feel his paw cup and squeeze your breast. The way he pulls down on the cup of your bra you aren’t sure how much of him remains and how of it controls him. The need envelops him completely and his entire face slams against your breast his mouth greedily pulling your nipple into his mouth. Relentless sucking, lips forever tugging upon your breast. Moments minutes millenia pass by instants yet each one lasting lifetimes in each breath. Does time have meaning to the prey when it is being consumed? You dont want to be the prey. Yet your moans tell him to never stop. His lips leave your nipple with a little popping sound as the suction is broken. You feel him shove his entire face under your breast. You feel the fervent sucking upon you skin. You can feel the start of a bruise. He’s marking you as his! You murmur don’t but your mind cant decide if it’s no don’t do that or no don’t stop. You can feel the wetness pooling between your thighs. You aren’t supposed to like this. Yet you find relief when he yanks down the other cup of your bra and suckles you like a lion feeding after the kill.
Author's note - sorry for any egregious typos and errors literally first draft as i typed it up just now. Still debating if this needs a part II or not. For the record I realize lionesses do almost all the hunting in the pride but wanted to stay with the visual of a "manly" lion besides its one of fave animals lol. I tried to make it more about the de-evolution lust, hunger and need can inspire and how the main male character is just so helpless in his desire for his female significant other. Hope you enjoy As always love to hear any and all feedback positive or negative.
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Fort Williams / Portland Headlight
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Posted:Jul 15, 2014 4:32 pm
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2014 12:11 pm
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A little bit of a different post than normal and even though I am working on about 7 stories right now not sure when will finish any of them so I figured I would do this in the interim. Two weekends ago I attended a wedding at Portland Headlight / Fort Williams and thought I would share a few pics since it was such a beautiful day and well I am no photographer but love to take pics. Hopefully this is just a small taste on why they call Maine Vacationland Enjoy.
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Chocolate Covered Dessert (Part III)
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Posted:Jul 1, 2014 3:33 am
Last Updated:Jan 2, 2017 4:10 am
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She watched him slide down her body. His strawberry and chocolate stained lips gently kissed the inside of her left knee. He slowly pressed his lips to her soft skin not even a full inch higher than where he first kissed. Again he kissed up her inner thigh moving at the speed of a glacier. Slow methodical unrelenting ever moving. Finally she felt his breath upon her lips. She felt seven sets of soft inhales and exhales softly caress her. He then got up upon all fours and reaching over her grabbed one of the chocolate covered strawberries. He offered her a bite. She gladly obliged him. He slowly lowered himself back between her thighs. He squeezed the strawberry and ran a trail of juice the length of her thigh and up over her swollen clit. She could feel the sweet juice flow down her thigh just like the juice from her bite ran down her throat. He slowly dragged his tongue along the trail of juice. She could almost feel the stick sweetness adhering to his tongue the entire way, from just above the knee to her clit. He went back to the start of the trail. Lowering his mouth his lips pressed against her ever so soft skin and sucked what juice and sticky sweetness remained. Slowly he progress up her thigh one width of his mouth at a time until he hovered above her beautiful clit. His heated breath smoldering her. He grabbed one of the pillows, slid his arms under her bent knees until her legs where over her shoulders. He pressed his shoulders forward which rolled her hips back and then lifted up enough so he could slide the pillow underneath her. Gently he eased her onto her pillow which had now rotated and lifted her for easier access and a much more intimate view. The taste of the chocolate covered strawberry lingered in her mouth. He eased his tongue onto her. Letting the tip of his tongue press against her like a butterfly landing on a flower. She shuddered at the touch at the anticipation of whatever may happen next. She was soaked and could no longer tell what was her wetness or the juiciness of the strawberry still wedged between her lips. The wait to feel him more was killing her. She ached to grab the back of his head and grind against him but every movement she made reminded her her wrists were bound and she could move just never enough. His tongue gently flicked over the tip of her clit. She gasped and bucked at the sensation as the juices rolled down his tongue. He pressed his lips all around her clit encircling it with his mouth. She could feel him breath as she was gasping to keep her breath. Four quick sucks had her testing the strength of her bonds as her arms reacted trying to pull themselves closer to her core. Her hells dug into his back as she lifted herself off the bed. He left the initial jolt of pleasure ease out of her as she relaxed back down upon the bed. He ran his tongue down one lip and up the other. He looked up at her to ensure she was watching. So she could see those blue eyes looking up at her from deep between her thighs, past all the places his lips tongue and fingers had just recently enjoyed. Holding her gave for an eternity of several moments before he slid his tongue inside and started scooping out the strawberry. He nuzzled in closer making sure the strawberry had no place to go. Then he gently bit a piece of the strawberry while it was still between her lips. The juices ran down as he finished his bite. He grabbed her hips and nuzzled in more so his tongue could scoop out the rest of the berry. He lifted his head so he could watch her every reaction as she watched him chew, savor, and swallow the strawberry. He lowered his head pressing his face against her and finished to grind the strawberry in his mouth. Simply so she could feel his jaw sliding back and forth against her. He slid his tongue inside her ensuring every drop of the strawberry and every drop of her was accounted for. Soft subtle suckings, long lingering licks all endured in frozen time. He left no spot unattended. Making sure to run his tongue up, down, around, and in between her folds. Stopping only to gently suck any and all juices that tried to escape down her thighs. She was still so wet he slid two fingers inside her with ease. He pressed his tongue firmly against her clit as his fingers moved back and forth inside her. Her breathing was labored and he continued to suck and finger her closer and closer to the edge. Every few strokes of his fingers, he would curl them so they would drag along the roof of her. A sudden flick of his tongue, that had been pressed and held against her clit made her buck and cry out. She strained against the restraints and pleaded for him to be inside her. She didn't know what she said it was all so organic and in the moment but she know she told him she was about to cum that she needed to feel his luscious cock buried inside her, that she wasn't going to last. If her head wasn't spinning she may have known how many times she begged please. Instead she felt his strong hands behind her knees. He spread he thighs apart and pressed her legs back towards her so she was fully exposed. The intensity of his licking and sucking became even more frantic. She could feel his face grind almost bouncing against her. She knew he would torment her so she surrendered to the moment surrendered to him. She closed her eyes and felt the wave of heat rush over her her body tighten to the point she felt as is she would snap the restraints. Her body shuddered and in between her gasps and cries she could her and feel his mouth continue to savor every drop of her. Her body slowly settled as the last few waves rolled over her. She couldn't quite yet focus her eyes. That's when she felt him push inside her. Her body still tingling but fully aware of the titanium velvet invading her. He leaned over her nibbled on that last strawberry. He unbound her wrists freeing her. He slid his arm underneath her. Her eyes were still glazed over. But she could tell he was looking down on her. Admiring whatever beauty his eyes saw in her.
âSee, you are always my delicious dessert.â
He slid completely inside of her. And she tasted the chocolate the strawberries and her upon his lips as he kissed her deeply, body and soul.
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Chocolate Covered Dessert Part II
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Posted:Jun 25, 2014 4:40 am
Last Updated:Aug 26, 2014 4:07 am
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She wasn't sure what to feel when he uttered those words. Such words made her feel more bound to him than the restraints ever would. She could feel the chocolate shavings slowly melting against her skin. She could feel the firm tightness of the rope around her breasts. It felt like that strawberry was dissolving between her lips. He took a bite off the tip of a strawberry and ran the strawberry down along her neck. He watched as it left the tiniest little trail of juice. Leaning down he painstakingly slowly licks his way up her neck making sure to gather every tiny drop of strawberry juice from her skin. Two forced shortened breathes escape her mouth at the ease to which he was tormenting her. He kisses hos way down the same trail. She feels his breath slide down her breastbone and over to her nipple. Her hands grip the restraints in anticipation of what she knows is next. He softly kisses her obsidian nipple. Then, gently traps her nipple between his teeth and slowly pulls his head back away from her pulling her nipple along with it until the tension breaks and her nipple rakes it way free from him. Lowering his head again, he lashes and swirls his tongue all over all around her nipple. The end result was him getting most of the chocolate and smearing the rest. Pressing his mouth onto her tilting his head forward ever so slightly, but enough to gently nuzzle into her. Without provocation she felt the sharp tug of suction force as much of her breast into his mouth as it would allow. Feeling his tongue swirl around licking up the chocolate and the sheer firm suction nearly pulling the syrup from her. She wanted to grab the back of his head cleaving him to her, but was denied when the binding stopped her hand well short of her goal. He released her nipple. Looking up at her, he saw her watching him slide over to her other breast. A small smear of chocolate smeared on his upper lip. His mouth hovering just above her. Waiting while he watched. A quick flick of his tongue, just catching her nipple, sending volts of energy through her. A quick blitzkrieg strike over and done within the blink of an eye. Now his mouth stayed disengaged. Just laying in wait. His breath cascading over her skin. The wait to feel him was nearly intolerable. Yet there he waited. She couldn't arch her back enough to initiate contact so he would pull her into his mouth. Her bound wrists prevented her from grabbing the back of his head and smothering him to her. There he waited. His breath heating her skin emulsifying the chocolate around her nipple It wasn't the case, but to her it felt like the chocolate was running down like hot fudge over an ice cream sundae. Yet there he waited. She was at his mercy and she was aching for his touch. His denial was his testament to her. Teaching her there was nothing he wouldn't do for her, even to deny himself, as long as she submitted to him. Lifetimes and millennia passed within each half second. Finally a long slow deliberate lasting lick ran over breast. Then another and another. Each lick slow and deliberate. Like licking an ice cream cone on a hot humid summer day. Over and around twirled his tongue. licking up the chocolate. Another sharp breath escaped her and she couldn't stop her back from arching when she felt his mouth envelop her. Soft slow suckling his lips tugging at her breast as he gently sucked any remaining chocolate from her. He suckled her like a babe to a mother. Long enduring suckles pulling her nipple across the roof of his mouth with his tongue. Tug after tug he mouth never relented. All the chocolate had long been devoured. Now he was just feasting on her. She writhed under his mouth. He finally released her breast. And she immediately felt his tongue dragging down her skin. His mouth and tongue had her so enraptured she hadn't felt the chocolate shavings melt along her skin from her heightened body heat. She looked down at him seeing his fully extended tongue drag down her skin. Long slow decent from her diaphragm to the top of her mound. He lowered his jaw and gently dragged his teeth up her body raking up the melted chocolate. Upon reaching the top he then used his top teeth to rake back down her skin. A slow decent where she could almost feel the tiny red line s his teeth were leaving while almost tickling all at once. He continues to lick up and down this trail of melted chocolate. He spent his time making sure every melted shaving was licked up. A small smear of chocolate is visible upon his upper lip. He crawls up over her till his lips are above hers. Just out of reach but close enough to feel his breath. His blue eyes studying her. Watching ever facial expression before peering deep into her soul. He slowly tilts his head so they are aligned for a long sustained deep passionate kiss. Closer and closer they are. Her eyes slowly close at that point just before contact. Yet moments seem to pass. No feeling his soft full lips upon hers. She opens her eyes to see his big blue eyes looking down upon her his lips breathing in her breath. I devilish smirk curls up the right side of his smile. She sees the light in his eyes change from soft to burning.
“Not yet. I still have another strawberry I need to taste.”
She felt her body spark with electricity that ran down her spine and coated the strawberry still between her lips. She watch his slowly slide down her body. Unable to initiate any contact but knowing she would be feeling him more very soon.
Ok so it turns out this is a 3 part story lol sorry. I just go where the words and images take me lol, Thus the title change as well. Figured dessert was a better word than just strawberries Hope you enjoy and aren't disappointed in having to wait a lil more for the rest of the story.
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Wet Inside You
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Posted:Jun 22, 2014 3:23 am
Last Updated:Aug 26, 2014 4:20 am
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I feel so dirty but I need you so. I ache to be inside you to feel your wetness surround me. I peel off my clothes and walk my way to you. I cant help but moan ever so slightly when I ease myself into you. It feels so good just being here feeling your heat soaking in your wetness. I can help but close my eyes letting my head fall back as I bath in your liquid pleasure. I don't ever, ever want to leave being inside you. You are what I need right now. Don't stop. Keep raining over me. Its like every touch you make my body steam and hiss relief This moment has fogged up my vision in the intense heat I feel. Being covered in you restricts my breathing but I don't want the pleasure I feel to end. You are so hot. You are so wet. I feel you all over me. We are changing positions the angle the direction of our collisions. Ensuring every part of me is in you. My skin is a blaze reddened by the heat of your touch. Oh.. Ohhhhh OHHHH nothing like a hot shower after mowing the lawn.
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Chocolate Covered Strawberries Part I
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Posted:Jun 21, 2014 5:09 am
Last Updated:Aug 26, 2014 3:54 am
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The computer screen stared at him. It wasn't even lunch yet and work was already dragging. He picked up his phone and texted her to pick up some chocolate covered strawberries, and that he had something planned with them this evening. Clicking send gave him a sense of satisfaction knowing her mind would be distracted all afternoon now. He didn't want to admit it but his mind would wander plot and fantasize about tonight's activities. They both seemed to make it through the day the commute and through supper. She was excited to find out what he had in store for her. He led her to the bedroom. Taking his time to slowly remove her clothes. Never saying a word. His eyes forever holding her gaze. Piece by piece she lost every last piece of clothing. He slowly easing her onto the bed. He smiled down at her and pushed her hair from in front of her shoulder to behind it. He ran the back of his fingers down the side of her cheek watching her look up at him. He slid the palm of his hand around the back of her neck until he was cradling the back of her head. Leaning in he softly placed his lips upon hers letting the pressure gradually increase like one eases into bed before sleep. He slowly pulled away and they opened their eyes in unison. His hand slid down her arm and over to her breast. A gentle caress.
“Bound”
Single word sentences were part of their language. Inflection and tone set what were commands, what were statements, and what were questions. They were fluent in each other and she knew it was a question.
“Firm”
He knew now that's she wanted it, and how she wanted it. He took out the rope and let the golden braided band serpentine and tighten around her breasts until she felt the swelling. The tight encompassing seduction providing an erotic frame. He laid her down and ran his hands down the length of her arms. Before slowly binding each wrist. Leaving enough slack for some range of movement but no possibility of her initiating contact. Her breasts were turning a light blush of pink from the firm binding. He stood above her gently brushing the back of his hand over both her breasts, awakening her skin so it was ready for what would happen next. Several times he gently ran his forefinger and thumb from the edge of her aureola inwards and up over her nipples in a near pinching motion but only at a feather touch graze. “You didn't forget that you picked up the chocolate covered strawberries did you.” With that he left her alone in the room with her breasts and arms bound. He returned with several items. He took one of the chocolate covered strawberries and traced it back and forth over her lips. “Take a bite.” She readily complied. Tasting the chocolate melt in her mouth followed by the sweet juice of the strawberry coat her taste buds before sliding down her throat. He took a bite off her strawberry and leaned forward and kissed her sharing the same strawberry and each other within this first kiss. Next he pulled out a small ziploc bag of chilled shaving of dark chocolate. He sprinkled a trail of the shavings from her diaphragm to the top of her mound. He took the bottle of chocolate syrup and spiraled it around her nipples. He grabbed another strawberry. Gently spreading her legs she now knew exactly what he had in store for her. A sharp inhale cause her restrains to be tested as she felt the chocolate tip of the strawberry run up and down her lips. Slowly the tip worked its way in between her folds. Sliding up and down, over her clit and up and down some more. He kept rubbing that it was so hard for her to not slowly grind her hips and let the pleasure wash over her. She knew if she moved she would be reprimanded. A twist of the nipple, a slap to her pussy, a firm hard swat to her ass. She wasn't sure what it would be, but it was almost worth it to give into her body's want to feel more of his hand. Yet she resist, not wanting to disappoint him. Yet he continue to run the strawberry up and down her, easing the tip of it in and out of her. Was it her, was it the chocolate melting, was it the strawberry she couldn't tell. All she could feel was the damp desire that now slowly saturated her. He palmed the strawberry pressing it to her holding it between her soaking lips. I leaned in close so his whisper fell directly into her ear.
“Comfy”
He brought his face to be right above hers so all she could do, was look into his big blue eyes. Her breathing was ragged already. She could barely muster the strength to whisper as loud as a summer breeze.
“Yes sire.”
She could see the proud joy swim within the ocean of his blue eyes.
“Are you ready...”
He paused, and she started to try to speak, when he finished his thought.
“...to be reminded how deliciously sexy and beautiful you are.”
She felt her lungs contract. Her heart thundered within her ears. She felt the saline joy well up in her eyes as she drown within his eyes. She couldn't breath she couldn't speak. Both happened at once.
“Ye.....yes sire.”
He smiled and kissed her forehead.
“Let us begin.”
Author's note : Breaking this story into two parts and hope to finish part two later this weekend. (Hey I gotta at least try and make you want to come back for more right lol). Again very rough and unpolished so apologizes for any spelling / grammatical errors. Thank you.
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