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Posted:Nov 19, 2017 12:28 am
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2017 6:40 am
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Well tonight has been great it rained all day today so try to get out and scout for deer was not happening today at all... Pinned up in a cabin with D and nobody around was kinda cool for us... We both got soaked and had to get out of our wet clothes and let them dry by the fire but we also kept ourselves warm too with blankets... It had been weeks since he and Amy and I played and he and I never really got to be alone really... He asked if I had been keeping myself busy and happy lately and I told him yeah busy and kinda happy... Told him about my ex husband and I and he asked if that meant we had to stop with our three person thing that he and I am Amy had.. I told him that we are fine and when Amy got back we could start back with what we were doing...
He said he heard me the other night with someone and he wanted to join but didn't want to share... I said share what and he said share you... I asked what he meant and he said I have been wanting to fuck you alone for years and not just in your ass I want to feel your lips around my cock and feel your pussy wrapped around it too... I said oh really well I am here and we have the time and we are alone.... So what is stopping you and he said nothing so I opened the blanket I was wrapped up in and he got on his knees and pulled my legs apart and started to eat my pussy to get me wet and ready for his cock... I told him that he has done this a lot just Fuck me... So I pushed him away and walked into the next room and got on the bed and he walked in and pulled my legs apart and started to work his big 10 an half inch cock into my wet shaved pussy till his balls were beating against me... I couldn't help but start squirting minutes into him pounding my pussy and scream Fuck Me Baby Fuck me... OMG I have been fucked before but this was different I have been at parties and been a CUM Dumpster and had sex with ten people in one night but this was different.... He didn't cum for like an hour and he was soaked from me and he just kept pounding away and saying your pussy is so good and tight and I just can't stop Fucking it... OMG it feels so good to be inside of you and really FUCKiNG you I have only dreamed of being inside of your pussy.... The bed is soaked and we both are soaked in my cum and he says I want to blow my load in your pussy can I please I want to fill you with my cum so bad.... Please I look and say mmmm BAby get it deep in me please fill me with your cum baby I want it give it to me..... He says Mommy may I please Cum and I say oh yeah give it to me.... He blows his big hot load so deep in my pussy that I start cumming again with him....
He lays there for a couple of minutes kissing my tits and sucking on my nipples and says mmmm time to clean up my mess and climbs down and starts licking my clit and eat my pussy... Making me cum all over his face multiple times before he was done finger fucking and tongue fucking me... I tell him I need a drink so I walk thru the cabin to the kitchen and get a drink 🥃 wrap up in a blanket and walk into pee and he says he wants more and is ready for round two... I walk in and he is rock hard and waiting for me to join him on a different bed... He said I plan or should say I am going to make you cum on all six beds in this hunting cabin today or tonight... I told him we could try... I asked if he wanted my ass or what he said I want that tight pussy all day that is all I want..... So I pushed him back and climbed on top of his cock and started slowly working it with my pussy till he was balls deep again.... Some how he felt bigger the second time I don't know why but I couldn't help but scream and moan and squirt all over him everytime we moved he was hitting my spot and he found it and just kept hitting it.... He had me get on my knees on the bed so he could do me doggy style because he love to watch my tits bounce all over the place... He says he likes my ass but loves my pussy and really loved hearing his balls smacking against my pussy and feeling my cum all over them... Again an hour and he is still pounding my pussy every way he can and as much as he can... I tell him that he can take his time and enjoy it he says Oh I am enjoying it because I can't get enough of it... Everytime he pounds into my pussy I can feel his tight young shaved balls pushing again me... I tell him I need to stop for a minute and move around a little... he says alright no problem so I move to the foot of the bed and get comfortable and say alright I am ready and he moans oh you are tight already again OMG this is fantastic I could do this all day and never want to stop.... We go for another hour and a half before he is ready to cum again and he says again Mommy can I please cum and I say oh yes give me that cum... Three different times he filled me with his cum and all six beds had me all over them and he asked if I felt alright and I said of course I feel great I just got fucked hard and filled with young Cum all day and I covered the cabin in our cum and I wanted more but needed a break... He was hard again from me talking about it so I told him I could blow him or jerk him off and he said you would blow me if I asked... Sitting on the couch I gave him a blowjob and he kept saying wow that feels so good... My tits covered in our juiciest and me sucking his hard Cum filled cock... I took every drop he had and he was still hard I wanted more of him inside me so he bent me over the back of the couch and Fucked my pussy again with my tits pushed up against the window ten minute was all it took for him to cum yet again in my pussy... Five hours of cumming and Fucking and our clothes are now dry and I needed a shower... Just as I get out of the shower my phone is going crazy and it is my ex calling saying that he is coming down to the hunting cabin in a bit are we still there and I say yeah D and I are here... He says ok I am almost there.... I get dressed and spray a little perfume so you can't smell the sex in the cabin...
He walked in and said I smell sex and he asks if D had a girl here having sex lately and he said no I had a woman here and she was great and I fucked her for almost six hours off and on... He said oh really and then asked how long did it take him to get off in my ass today and D just looked at him... And he said what no I couldn't do that.. my ex grinned and said why not I know you want to fuck her and I am fine with it.. So I said I am the one he was with for six hours and it was today... My ex said did you get the pussy or just her ass and D said I fucked her tight pussy and blow three loads in her pussy and one in her ass and she took a load and swolled it and made her cum on every bed in this place and soaked three of the beds.. He said well I guess that is something you never did... My ex said well how long did it take you to get off the first time D and I said over an hour,and the next two times it was and hour and a half and then almost two hours for the third time... My ex said well I bet you two couldn't do it again and keep up with me... I said well I am game if you two are... D looked at my ex and said game on... They took turns at first watching and fucking me but D got in my pussy and just didn't want to get out of it so my ex ended up in my ass most of the night... D was just doing his thing and kept hitting my spot and making me cum all his cock and covering the three of us and my ex was loving it... After three hours of them switching off in my pussy D just ended up saying I love FUCKing her pussy and my ex sat and watched us and jerked off his big cock three times watching me get fucked... They gave me a break and D ask my ex if he want him to blow him since D is bi and it wouldn't mean anything because they both had been in my slut pussy and cumming so it was fine... My ex said sure you have been eating my cum all night so why not let you blow me... I just layed there and watched my ex let D suck his 10 inch cock and rub his balls and lick them like they were candy and then My ex told him he want him to fuck me while he fucked him in the ass and D said oh ok.... D started with me and got me started and my ex started putting his cock into D's ass and we got in a groove a rythem and it was even better then before... Everytime he pushed into D he went deeper into me my ex went for thirty minutes before he got off in D's ass and D fucked me for another thirty after that with cum dripping out his ass and on to me... After D filled me with his cum yet again my ex took his turn with me... He didn't care that I was full of hot cum and said this was my pussy first so now I am going to fuck it my way.... He forced all 10 inches in and started fucking my cum filled pussy and called me a slut and and said that I was trash for letting my fuck me all day, And for letting him cum inside of me over and over again.... I looked at him and said oh yeah I loved it and I will do it again... He said and then fuck my ex Husband to and let them both cum in me over and over again and that they are going to keep doing it till nobody can fuck me anymore... He called me names and kept fucking me for about an hour and then my took over and sucked my ex off three more time while I rested... I told him it made me hotter when he called me names and made me want more of their hard cocks at 1am we left the hunting cabin in the dark and on the way to our cars we had to stop twice so my ex could get head from me while D fucked me in the ass.... I got to my car I got head by my ex a watched D rub his big cock.. I watched my ex blow D and then saw him plead for D to fuck me yet again so that he could eat it out of me... I told them we should have stayed at the cabin and D said if she wants it I will give her more and of course I said fuck me right here... So in the back seat of my truck I got loaded up again by my and my ex was going to clean my pussy up... Two for one kinda day....
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ROUGH
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Posted:Nov 18, 2017 6:46 am
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2017 12:29 am
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I know that everyone has their on way of defining the word ROUGH but this is mine..
A really hard time with dealing with everyday life and people in general that is what my ex husband has but he has his moments like lastnight hw and my older brothers went out to a local bar to have a couple beers and hang out... Just three Iraq and Afghanistan war vets... All three have issues with people but when they are together they are fine plus this is a bar they all have been to a bunch... Well they started off hanging out at the bar and then got a table then some young group of guys came in trying to be all Fuck the military and FUCK this country and everyone who wants to think this country is something it's not..
Well my brothers are US Marines still Active Duty and my exhusband is a disabled Army Veteran that gets really pissed off at people like this and wants to hurt them... The guys kinda figured they are drunk let it slid and maybe they will shut up and go away.. Well one of my brothers had on a shirt from a form unit he was in overseas and my ex husband had on a Iraq war veteran hat... Well this one guy saw my ex and started aboutthe hat and said he couldn't bet old enough to wear that hat and he should take it off him... And then said he should kick my brother's ass for being a baby killer after reading his shirt...
Well from what the bouncer said my brothers and ex stood there ground warned this guy and his friends multiple times and yeah the six young punks all learned don't mess with two U.S. Marines and a Army Vet... That weren't no where near drunk enough to let it go and just brush it off as young and stupid shit out of drunks.. The thing is you doing push a service member active or disabled into anything they are on point 24-7 no matter the time or moment or what they are doing or where they are.. After the cops came and took the young asshole from the bar the bouncer bought my brothers and ex two ore rounds of drinks and then some other people got them drink and the have a tab with about two hundred dollars on it at the for tonight...
The rude awakening for me was my ex climbing into my bed at midnight and saying ouch that is going to leave a mark... Than wanting to have sex with me of course being a lesbian I always tell guys I am not into men but he is the one man that I just can't turn down I never have been able to tell him NO... I turned on the light because him saying ouch that is going to leave a mark got my attention I wanted to see what was going on.. He had a deep cut on theout of his hand no need for stitches but it needed covered and meds put on it...
Well pain is a trigger for my ex when it hurts he gets turned on even more so trying to bandage his hand turned into Sex in my bathroom on the counter and me being bent over my sink and scream for more... then into my shower and thought we were going to fall thru the wall because I like it rough in the shower and he picked my ass up and Fucked my pussy so hard that I was cumming for what felt like an hour but I know it wasn't but when we started the water was hot and we fucked till it ran cold and that was a good two hours... . After round four my legs feel like jello and I am a little sore but if he wants to go again I will cave and do it again... Something about him just makes me cave into my old HABITS that is what is ROUGH for me...
He has always been one to let me be me and do me but he always worried if I was happier with women then with him and then he leaves for a bit and finds himself and sees his own happiness and sees that I am the one thing that doesn't make him crazy and he comes home to me... Someone once asked me how I can live like that and I say live like what he has his space and I have mine and sometimes we share that same space it is ROUGH but it is what we do.. They ask does he mind you being with other people and I say I am not with men because I don't want men and if I want one I have one he is my something real that I can have anytime I want but we have our space... He was my first true love ❤️ my one true husband so even if he is my Ex-husband he is still mine and I am his always...
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Old habits
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Posted:Nov 17, 2017 6:35 am
Last Updated:Mar 14, 2018 7:27 pm
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It is that time of year that all the family show up for deer season around here and that means some old habits that are hard to break are around... My house is full of people and family which means that I fall back into doing what I once did... Let thing happen that shouldn't happen a doing things that I swore I would never do again... But that person just knows how to get me worked up and they always know just how to make me forget the past... They know how to make me cave in and give into my other side and know just what to say to make me melt and let my guard down... This person is my weakness and I am theirs and we know it and we know that we can't ourselves... We swear it will never happen again but everytime we are together we end up falling back into our old habits and we just end up in the same bed together....
Lastnight was of those nights and we both said the samething this morning that it can't happen again this year and yet all day we have been together and get stuff do for the holiday and ready to go out in the woods for gun season and opening day for gun on deer 🦌... We always do this and they even said they had some in their life but we ended up naked and sleeping together lastnight... I know I could stop it but something about this person just gets me and I can't it.... They drive me crazy but yet I can't stand to not be around them when they are here and near me... Twice today we had to catch ourselves stopping from saying hey babe or hy when we were old shop for the stuff for dinner for Sunday and Thanksgiving dinner stuff... We both kept catching each other trying to kiss and hold hands and be with each other and after a couple of times we both just gave in...
The family members noticed and just brush it off as it is a holiday and after it is over we will be back to normal.. This person is near me often and it is becoming a big part of my life again and I am happy for it yet I am worried... Because it is a habit that we have of getting close and they push me away or I push them away yet we see each other after time apart and we are like nothing is wrong and we pick back up again and start over again...
Tonight at dinner a friend asked them if they are going to be bring a date to dinner on Thursday and they said I have a date for dinner but I am not sure what I am going to do now because of people in my life now... I don't want to upset people in my life and this person will upset the family... I said if you have a date bring your date the family can deal with it because it is your life and you need to be happy... About ten minutes later they told me I don't want anybody but you and unless you tell me I am d I want you not any else...
So I guess I am back into an old HABIT I can't break yet again....
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OMG 😲 is the only thing I can say 😋😜😝😛😍😘😗😙
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Posted:Sep 19, 2017 9:19 am
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2017 9:35 am
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Still can't get yesterday evening out of my head... The marks are still as dark as lastnight and I just can't help but think about what might happen next... I put my nipplerings back in today and changed out my clit ring for a new one today and put new candles in my room for better mood lighting... Not that I am planning on anything but something feels different about this new journey I am on... I am not sure what it is but I am going to try and learn more and be more open to everything around me and try to do what my new guide is trying to teach me... I do know one thing I am sure going to enjoy the lessons she is trying to do with me.... Dawn says my next lesson is to be more vocal with the person I am with and tell them how I feel while we are together in bedroom and out of the bedroom...
The voicemail I got earlier was very nice and sweet... She told me that she couldn't sleep lastnight because she couldn't get me out of her head... All she could think about was the way I moved with her and not against her like I knew what she wanted before she moved an inch... She said she is not use to the woman she is teaching to be so in tune to what is going on... That she had plans for me tonight if I was off work at a normal time today that she needed about two hours for the lesson...
I am hopeful that it is longer than that because I truly enjoyed our session lastnight and I am game for her to teach me more often..
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😳😳😜😳😳. WOW
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Posted:Sep 18, 2017 10:48 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 4:2 pm
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Well tonight was something different my New Guide Dawn started something this weekend that I am really enjoying.... I got off work after a long day of dealing with patients and Nurses and Doctors that think they are GODS... And poor families that just want and need help and answers to their questions...
Anyways I come home like always and get out of my scrubs like I always do and find something Comfortable to wear.... There is a knock at my front door and it is Dawn with a package for me she said she was going to leave it for me but since I am home could she come in and give it to me... I say Yes please come in and relax I was getting ready to do that myself and I go walking thru my house pulling off my Scrub top and then my bottoms and put them in my hamper to be washed later... She looked at me and said you have no problem getting naked at anytime or place I can see.. I said of course not it is my house and I love my scrubs but after being in them all day I need to put on something more comfortable or less clothes all together...
Dawn grins and says open the box you will like what is inside I promise I said alright and open th box it is a new harness for playing... it is made for Lesbian's so,they can hang on to their partners better while having sex and not loss a grip on the hips... I told her that is is for a bottom or submissive woman and she said yes you have to learn all over again.... I told her I thought that after this weekend that it would be something different not starting all over again from the beginning.... She said not the beginning just a refresher course on being me again and learning to be a bit more sub yet dom too at the same time..
Two hours of mind blowing oral sex and and thinking that I was going to be sore from her sucking clit so much that it was going to fall off, and then two hours of having my pussy and ass taken care of with her big 9 inch strap on I never felt so good and got off so much ,and her listening to how I liked it and yet her controlling the pace of what was going on was different.... Never have I felt passion and care like this and Dawn kept saying look into the eyes of the one you are with if they are going to be getting you from behide put a mirror on or near the head or side of the bed... So you can always have eye contact the eyes say a lot about the person... If they are really enjoying what is being done or if they really don't like it...
Dawn said that she knew I liked it in my ass and that I liked to have my ass and pussy ate but my eyes said OMG don't stop..... My body was telling her more give me more and my eyes said the samething.. She said that after this weekend she had talked to my friend with the cabin and told her she was going to help Guide me back to my happy place and that today was just going to be a drop off packages kinda day... That she had not planned on having sex with me but something about me just got her in the mood and she felt that we needed to start today... That yes we Fucked all weekend and that is what it was FUCKiNG that I took off my clothes and didn't care that she was watching me that I just hopped into bed with her and fucked all weekend and didn't think twice about it.. That i let her fuck me in the ass on the deck as the sun was coming up over the mountains... That later on Friday afternoon while the handyman was downstairs she was letting me eat her pussy while she ate mine and was making a video of it... She told our friend that the handyman man saw us and just before dusk on the back deck in the hot tub naked and saw me with my tits in her face and my riding her cock and he just watched us for about thirty minutes and then he moved out of our sight...
Dawn said that she never has this problem with other people she is asked to help that she has a weekend of play and then she is hands off for a couple of days before she gets into the real deal of helping... But with me something is different.... I am not going to lie but I can't stop thinking about the last four hours with her and how she made me feel and what she made me feel.... I felt like a little bit of my old submissive self but yet not really... I learned to control my body a little bit more and of course at always I asked if I could Cum when I felt like I was going to...
Dawn has been gone since 11pm and I can still feel my body quivering from her touch and this never happens to me... I am a little bit sore and but not in my normal places my hips and ankles are sore from the way I was sitting and laying on them.. My pussy is still swollen from her sucking my lips but it is a good feeling...
She sent me a message that she made it home and she enjoyed our lesson for tonight and maybe the next one will be even better... I told her I couldn't wait to see what the next Guided lesson will be..
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😳😳😳😍😍😳😳😳 A new Guide!!!!
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Posted:Sep 17, 2017 7:41 am
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2020 10:39 am
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I have been away for awhile and trying to find me again been hanging out with friends and family and just trying to be me... About two weeks ago I ran into an old old friend from an old life I had before.. They asked what I had been up to lately and I told them no much just trying to find myself again. Because of my past and all the things I have done that I have been happy but I have not been me.. My friend asked if I wanted to hang out this weekend and I said sure since I had Friday and the rest of the weekend off I could come up Thursday after work... My friend has a cabin in the middle of the Beautiful mountains of West Virginia No cell service and just peace and quite... I was looking forward to just getting away from everything and everyone and just clear my head... Thursday night I called and my friend said that she would meet me up at the cabin to let into the gate and into the cabin so I could just relax and get back to being me... I never in a million years thought that I would be doing what I did this weekend.!!!
There was a fire in the fireplace and candles all over the cabin and the smell of vanilla in the air and a touch of cinnamon rolls baking in the oven I told her she knew how to make me relax and this was a great start... She gave me that same old grin and handed me the keys to the gate and the cabin kissed my cheek and left... Checked out the cabin with a cinnamon roll in my hand and a smile on my face... Found my bedroom and got myself comfortable in something a little more relaxing... Nothing but a Blanket and My underwear put my stuff in the bathroom and unloaded the rest of my stuff out of my Bags and headed back downstairs to read in front of the fireplace.. I had been here before but never alone the last time I was here was for one of her long swingers parties that I was one of the side dishes for and passed around at.. Old life so this time I wanted to relax and see what else the cabin had in it and what fun stuff I could find here and what I could figure out about myself.. This cabin is huge and there are so many rooms that I could get lost if I did know my way around..
Found a room I have never seen before and it was off from the kitchen looked like an add on and it was more like a closet full of toys and stuff to play with at a party like the last one I had been to here... I called my friend on the landline and said what is up with the Toy closet and do you still have the parties up here... She started to giggle and said yes we still do the parties and the toys are all new and you can use and have any of them you would like just mark which one you have so we can replace it before the next party this Fall... She laughed and said we always use new toys for the parties so everyone is safe and happy... I said ok thank you but I have my own stuff but I was just wondering about it... She said that the handyman would be by in the morning with a load of wood for the cabin and to fix the back porch door because it was ready to come off the frame.. She wanted to let me know so he did scare me in the morning... I told her thanks and I would be on the lookout for him and would make sure I had clothes handy in case I had to get dressed to good to the bathroom since I sleep in the nude...
I looked at the clock it was only 8pm and I was not tired or sleepy so I looked around the closet and found something that I had not tried before and thought to myself HHHMmmm this might be fun to try and I am alone so WHY the hell not.... Solo sex can sometimes be the best sex because you don't have to worry about upsetting the other person you are with and if you want to keep going or need to stop you can...
I found the perfect place infront of the fire place and dropped my Blanket and underwear and started slowly getting myself wet and ready for my new toy to make me happy because I had picked a nice 9 inch long cock to make me feel good... Grabbed my favorite lube and started to play with myself and then I felt eyes looking at me from somewhere in the cabin or outside the cabin but that didn't stop me from laying naked on the couch and making myself Cum....
After an hour of making myself feel fantastic I notice that feeling still that I have someone watching me and I wrap back up in my Blanket and go looking around the cabin o see if there is someone watching or if I am just over thinking things... As I walk out on the back deck there she is sitting in a chair Grinning and says that she was watching me and was very impressed with what she saw...
I asked her who she was and why is she here..??? She said that my friend told her I was stuck in a rough patch and needed to find myself again... She said her name is Dawn and she was once like me and found herself feeling the sameway a couple of years ago and I can find my ways again... That she could help me find myself again if I would like her to and then I wouldn't have to be alone doing what I was doing for myself... That I could be back to being my old self and have pets of any type that I choose to have... Dawn said that she once was a Submissive like me and that she became a bit stronger and that she had also been with family members also like me... That she had pets and became a dominant also like me and that she grow bored of the drama with other people that she got stuck like me... Yes random Sex is fun but it can be very dangerous also.. That she had been at a party that I was a side dish at and I did as I was told by my Mistress because that is what Good Pets do... She said I had dead eyes at that party with most of the people that she saw me with but I did have a brighter light in my eyes when I was able to be more like myself and play along with the person I was with like it was my choice what was going on... That when you get into something that just sparks a flame in you your face and body show it...
She reminded me that I loved being with people that sometimes were chosen for me and sometimes I did the choosing but there was always my mind that said who and when and what we did... We walked into the cabin and she asked if I was done for the night or did I plan on playing more and I told her that I was not sure what I was going to do with the rest of my night...Dawn asked if I wanted to put clothes on and I said Nope I like being almost naked wrapped up in my blanket but if it bothered her I could put clothes on... She told me I was beautiful and she like looking at me that she was fine with everything about me... She told me that I was suppose to be with her and her husband at the last party here at the cabin but Mistress had other plans for me that night so she got to watch me with the other couple I was with that night... I told her I remembered the last couple I was with that party the last couple was to Guys and they wanted to try something new and Mistress was upset with me because I really didn't want to be with any guys at the party so she was trying to punish me for being a bad Pet and not doing what she said...
She told them that they could do whatever they wanted to me because I was a slut as long as they didn't hurt me to bad that they could any hole that I had as long as they got off that is all that mattered to her...
Dawn said she was made to watch as these two guys took their time and Fucked me over and over again she said I looked like I was enjoying it at first but as they kept going I looked more and more like I was not there anymore... I told her I kinda found a happy place and yes I was getting off but I was not thinking about what was doing on or who,was doing it to me... I blanked out and just let them do it till they were done... I got a shower and I left the party and had not been back for any of the Mistress parties since... Dawn said that night she decided that she was not going to be made to watch anymore that she was going to be the one that made people watch and choose to be more Dominant and she changed the way she did things and got rid of the man that made her do things she didn't want to do..
I told her that I don't have anybody that makes me do things I don't want to do anymore that I am the one in charge now and I like it that way...
Sitting on the same couch that I had just gotten myself off on she told me that some people need a release sometimes and be told to do things like take that Blanket off and sit here so I can look at you in the firelight... So I dropped the Blanket and she just looked at me in my curvy shape... She said see I told you to do something and you did and you didn't think twice about it... I said well yeah that is because you already have seen me naked and you have seen two guys fuck me at once why would I hide under a blanket since you already told me I was beautiful and I was suppose to have had sex with you already so why not just make it easier for you... Dawn said that is not the point you wanted to be naked you made that choice on your own and this is what I am trying to show you...
Yes I would love to have sex with you not FUCK you but show you that it is give and take not just give when you are with someone...
I told her then what now she said I can be your guide to being the real you or I can just be someone else that you have a meaningless weekend of sex with... I will be your choice as she got up off the couch and walked over to the fireplace and put three more logs on and poked the fire to make it catch...
I said I want to find me again and I am not sure how to do that..... She said give me time and you will learn to be you again but one weekend is not the answer to the questions you have about yourself...
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New Year and a little bit of a slut still...
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Posted:Jan 8, 2017 12:50 pm
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2017 2:17 pm
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Ok I know I have not been here in awhile but I have been busy training and little loves and spending some much needed quality alone time with others in my life and around me... Made some new friends and shocked some old friends and family members too... I have never regretted any in my life and I am not going to now.. Watched my little sweeties do what they were trained to do and my trainees did me proud... I did some training myself the teacher can also be a student and always learn more..
Watched my trainees push passed their limits and reach new goals in their training and development watching the two of them it makes me feel really good and rewarding them makes me feel even better...
The Mistress is very proud that I have my very own trainees and that they are so well behaved and that they have such faith in my training of them that they trust me to always know just how far you push them and then stop...
I myself pushed my limits and tried something even more out of my limits and I was surprised that I enjoyed it in the way that I did.. I have been the watcher, the slave, the little slut, the piece the wife picked to try so her husband would be happy, I have been the center of the room, and I have been the Cum Slut that had everyone at the party to fuck her, and I have been the Mistress of the party...
I have never been chosen to be the one to over see what I was asked to do and be apart of until not so long ago... I was asked to help a friend with something and just help didn't have to do anything just help... Her and her husband had tried everything and felt that they were just going through the motions in their Marriage and not really happy with life... They love each other but just felt stuck in their life together.. are grown up and moving forward with their lives but mom and dad are just stuck... I asked what I could do to help...??? I took naughty photos of the wife and sent them to her husband at his office.. I tried to set up a date at a local hotel room and that started the process... I then took naughty pictures of the husband and sent them to his wife with the same set up for a date... They both had a great start to the start of something better... I booked the room and told them to come in different cars... I wanted it yo feel like they were meeting their secret lover for a afternoon of cheap sex...
They both came in different cars and a little bit of a timr difference he got there first... I was there waiting I told him to light the candles and wait for her in the bedroom naked on the bed.. I opened the blinds in the rest of the room but closed the blinds in bedroom... Then I told him to place the blindfold on his eyes and wait for her ..
When she arrived I handed her a long silky lace trimmed gown and told her to get naked that they were going to have a great day and night planned by me.. She quickly changed and I sprayed some sweet perfume on her and blindfolded her too and walked her into the bedroom and had her lay beside him on the bed... They both said that they trusted me to do what ever it took to bring the passion back into their lives... I told them they couldn't take the blindfolds off until I said so and they had to learn yo read each others movements and sounds of love again.... I told them that touch, feeling how your lover moves is a start, taste of a kiss or how the smell of passion is key..
I told them to feel the passion that they once did before they started having and getting busy with everyday life... I watched two people try to reconnect but still just kept trying to make themselves happy and not their partner... They both need to learn that they need to please their partner and their partner will please them back....
So afternoon turned into evening and I told them after watching them together that they needed to be with someone else just once to learn something about one another.. Curtis said he couldn't see himself with anyone but Ginnifer and she said the samething. I told them to go to dinner and meet me back in the room in two hours to start a class in being together....
When they came back I had a surprise for them waiting I had a couple of people waiting for them... Myself my trainees and another couple... I told them to go back to the way we started this date out to be Curtis in the bedroom and Ginnifer to go wait in the other room and for them both to put on their blindfolds and not to remove them till I told them otherwise... My sweethearts took Ginnifer across the hall to another room and made her comfortable... I was all set to go to work with Curtis I sprayed myself and my other female friend with the same sweet smelling perfume that I had sprayed Ginnifer with to see if he noticed anything different... First Angela started to kiss on his neck and across his chest and he tried to make her move down his body but she didn't want to do that yet... I could see he was just wanting to get in and be done... Get his and if she got hers then oh well... I said Nope not yet feel the passion Angela only moaned as they moved around as if she was Ginnifer that he was with... Curtis tried four more times to just get himself off without even trying to feel his partners passion... I told him Nope and made Angela get off the bed Curtis still thinking it is Ginnifer he is with... Ginnifer was having the same hardtime in the other room... But she kept going to the opposite direction and going for the doggy style so he could get off and be done...
Curtis figured it out when I climbed on the bed with him that someone else was in control and not him...
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More personal issues
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Posted:Aug 30, 2016 2:45 pm
Last Updated:Aug 30, 2016 5:20 pm
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Some people just don't get it...!!! I mean I try and be nice like any girl who has been raised anywhere in the south or by southern family members.. We are taught at a young age to use or manners and always be respectful of other people till they cross a line... An even then you do your best to be respectful and not rude to them.. But if they really go to far let them have it and bring he'll fire and brimstone with you and show them who they are messing with..
Well I am not one to bad mouth anyone or start anything I keep to myself for the most part and I have a small group of 20 friends that I hang out with and those are just friends they are not people whom I have sex with.. All of my friends know that I am an openly gay woman and they all know that I would never hit on any of them and I respect them all for whatever choices they make in their lives.. Out having a girls night with some of my friends and a guy that had hit on me a couple of times before in this same bar... You know that guy I am talking about that is very sexy and looks like he would be alot of fun, but has the mouth and brain of a 15yr old boy in the body of a very sexy man in his earlie 40's... At one time I would have hooked up with him and not had a second thought but my cousin that is a very beautiful BBW was with us and two of her friends he had hooked up with all three of them and took them all out a couple of times but after hooking up a couple of times with each other them he just kinda ditched them and said he was just in it for the good time..
The last time he hit on me within twenty minutes he was hanging all over some other girl and this time was not anything different only this time he got mad because I told him I was into women and he kinda let out a laugh and said I bet you are maybe we can have a threesome and I told him no because I would show him up in bed... He said I bet you can't and I told him I bet I can because you are handsome and sexy but have a little dick and are not sure what to do when you are with a real woman... He said how do you know that and I waved at my cousin and her friends they all waved back and were smiling..
He got mad and called me a LESBIAN BITCH and told me I would pay for making him look bad and like a fool in front of all the people at the bar.. I told him he makes himself look bad for just wanting to hook up with ladies and then ditching them for the next one on the bar stool next to them.. I told him well you call us SLUTs and WHORES if a woman does that what is it called when a guy does it....He had no answer to that and jus went back to drinking his beer and didn't look up much after that or at least not over at our group the rest of the night...
Today was my Monday at the Studio and I was having a bad day anyways I was running late and almost forgot my phone at home and lost my keys in my car for the studio but I have a back upset thank goodness...
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Yippy
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Posted:Aug 26, 2016 1:47 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 4:2 pm
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Well it is the weekend!!!! Most people look so forward to the weekend and be able to relax and of play... Well my life is a bit different that is when my life is super busy... See I am a photographer and weekends are when I do wedding and alot of family shoots... This time of year is senior pictures and fall sports stuff that is just my studio work... I also do naughty shoots and people think that is easy but it is not... It is really hard work because people want these pictures but then they think you are part of the deal for the pictures... I did a shoot lastnight and th guy that booked me to do the pictures signed a contract with me and paid full upfront when he booked the shoot and the other half when I am done with the pictures... That is the sameway I have always done it because I have to pay for gas and lens and other stuff for these shoots outside the studio...
I get to the place and the guy acted kinda funny because I brought my assistant with me so I had help with lights and someone to hand me extra lens and sd cards if I needed... He thought he was booking me to be part of the shoot with him and his wife and he was mad that I was not part of the deal.. His wife came out of the cabin where we were going to be shooting at and she didn't know that he had planned on trying to get me too.. She was mad at him.. I have taken these peoples family pictures in the past and she loves my work and th fact that I make th shoots fun..
She told him if he had planned on naughty pictures with me in them that she didn't sign up for that and told him that is was their shoot and if he wanted someone else in the pictures she was leaving.. But she also told him to pay me what he owed me for my trouble and I told her I couldn't take the money and that I would gladly refund what they had already paid me... He told her he was sorry and NO he only wanted her in the pictures with him..
I told them to have a drink and relax while we got everything set up and we would call them in when we were ready... My assistant walked upstairs and found a cool place to get some cool pics from and she set up a really cool spot to shoot in the master bedroom.. And I saw a really super cool place on the back deck.. As long as the bugs didn't eat us up...
By the time we were ready so was the couple and we told them to go ahead and get comfort and we are not even here... We walked into the other room and they started to relax I have a very quite camera it makes no noise so they didn't even know we were shooting till I walked in front of the fireplace and the floor made a noise... I told him to pull her in closer and for her to relax more... Remember I am not here I am in the walls... After about an hour and two SD cards they wanted to try another place and Angie said what about the back deck in the hot tub... So I did hot tub pictures and they loved them..
This couple forgot about me and her being there and just had fun after the pictures wer done they both said that they reconnected with each other in these pictures and they felt loved..
Today I was looking through those shots and you could see the love in both their eyes and that they really did reconnect with each other... Of course the pictures are sexy and hot but it is all them in the pictures making them sexy and hot nothing I did I was just the person behide the lens...
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😳😳😳
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Posted:Aug 24, 2016 5:45 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 4:2 pm
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Well I guess I need to just let go of all the drama in my life and just be happy that I have my health and a good job... People around me that love me for who I am and not who they want me to pretend to be in front of other people... I can't stand fake people!!!! I don't fit into some cute little box and I am not going to act like someone I am not just to make people happy.. I have always been who I am and I am not going to change that for anybody not no man woman or ... People have asked me if I am different when I am not on here I tell them Nope I am me... I am who I am a lesbian that loves her family and would do anything to keep them safe and happy.. I am the same person on here that I am at work or at the store.. I am not any different from anybody else who you see walking down the street...
Yes I am very open about my lifestyle and I am not afraid to show it but I don't go doing stuff in public places where small are and what happened at my home behide closed doors stays behide closed doors nobody is being hurt or made to do anything that they don't want to do we are Adults and we make chooses like Adults...
Some people pass judgement on others for doing stuff yet they have all kinds of stuff that they are hiding and saying that people are wrong for doing yet they want to judge Me?...
You know what I say to that...
GROW THE HELL UP BUTTERCUP.... And go Fuck yourself...
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Move ON,!!
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Posted:Aug 24, 2016 11:25 am
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2016 1:59 pm
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People say that once you close a chapter in your life Move On well why can't people do that when you are not into them... When you tell them you don't like them that way or they feel the need to say but I can change your mind...
NOPE!!!! Not going to happen if I am not into you and you are not my type MOVE ON... I am not going to change my mind and say hhhhmmm maybe I don't want to be only with Women MAYBE I just might want a small dick man that can't give me what I want or need in life...
NO I am not going to change my mind just because you send me pictures of your little penis... That doesn't turn me on or talking about how beautiful I am for my size doesn't do it for me either that just makes me want to punch you in the face...My favorite is I can change your mind let me show you what a real MAN can do... Honey if you were a real man you would have better pick up lines and not posting a picture of you holding your junk in your hand and not leaving women alone and stocking them when they say NO thank you or not INTO MEN is a big GO AWAY creep kinda thing...
SO MOVE ON!!!!!!
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Wow....!!!!
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Posted:Aug 22, 2016 4:46 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 4:2 pm
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Today has been one of those days that I can't wait to be over... I am normally a happy go lucky kinda person and don't normally let things get to me but today has been a nightmare...
Someone called the studio I work at and said that I was rude to them and refused to do pictures for them the way they wanted them and was not going to pay for the pictures I did take... That they have heard from other people who have had pictures done by me that they hated my work and that the pictures were bad... Well what is funny is I am part owner in the studio and the other owner has not done pictures in over a year.. We have three other photographers in my studio and one can be very rude if he needs to be if he doesn't think the shot is going to be good or can be dangerous.... I told the woman on the phone that and she kept saying no this woman and saying my name was rude to them and rough with her in the pictures and she kept saying she wanted me Fired.. That she wanted to talk to the owner and I told her that she should come in and see the owner and that we would make this all better...
An hour later the woman came in and I met her in the front of the studio and took her to my office and ask Jill my business partner to come in and I asked her who the photographer was and when she had the pictures done.. She kept saying my name and saying the pictures were done two weeks ago and that she picked the pictures up without picking the ones she wanted but got a bill from our studio... I told her that I never met her or her and that I am the photographer that she keeps saying was rude to her but I never took pictures of her ... Then I asked to see the pictures and it was not my work and nobody from my studio did work like that or a shoot where these were taken because my crew wouldn't put in trees like these were nor would they have them in water like they had them.. That they are not good pictures please the marks on the back of the pictures is not the printing company we use for our prints...
She kept saying we needed to fix this that I needed to be fired and Jill just laughed at her and said NOBODY at this studio took those pictures that she needed to STOP trying to get FREE pictures out of the deal... She left and went outside and was yelling in the middle of the road that we robbed her and that we needed to fix what we did to her and their pictures.. The cops came and she had them believing that we took her money and wouldn't fix the pictures.. Luckily I knew the cops that showed up and we showed them that the paper our prints are on is different than the paper theses pictures were on.. Then when the cops looked closer at the pictures they saw that these I the pictures were in danger in the pictures and then when they told her she could go to jail for letting the photographer put these in danager... She quickly changed her story and just wanted to get free pictures out of us and raise a little hell because and ExGirlfriend of a friend saw us out the other night and knew that I became part owner in the studio.. She wanted to get me in trouble and maybe make me loss my job because her ex wanted her back...
I called my friend and told her what her ex did and she said she would take care of it.. I had three appointments walk out of the studio because of that crazy lady...
I keep my work life away from home life.. I never mix the two of them... I have done private photo shoots for couples and others and he's they are dirty pictures but I never do them in the studio and I know that I could loose my business license if I did those pictures at the studio... So why would I risk that.. CRAZY People need to stay away from me...!!!!
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