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Woe is me.........
Posted:Dec 8, 2013 9:31 am
Last Updated:Dec 16, 2013 7:48 am
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I am totally exhausted! I am sure every bone in my body aches and is in desperate need of massaging. I miss my friend who would stop about once a week or every two and just give me a full body massage, no sex, just much needed TLC. He had wonderful hands and could work out all the soreness. Wish I could find another like him The holiday season is kicking my butt and it has pretty much just started. Although, I am further along with my shopping than most other years, my house still needs decorated on the inside and the tree still needs purchased and decorated. I should be up doing that right now, but my ass is dragging(along with the rest of me) and is still laying in bed. Someone give me some energy and gumption to get up and get moving!
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FYI!
Posted:Dec 6, 2013 11:06 am
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2013 12:58 pm
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Please, can I find a man who doesn't expect to play at my place all the time?? I don't live alone () and I don't fuck around with others home ....SORRY! Damn, is it so hard to understand that?

While I'm on this rant, let me ask for your opinion. What is the protocol if someone wants to play and they can't at their place and you can't host, if a hotel/motel comes up, who is expected to pay? And what's up with men thinking it's okay to fuck in a car? I mean, yea, I've done it, but it's been quite a while, I've evolved into liking a comfy bed and some privacy lol Am I getting fucking old? Geez, was a time when I didn't care where it happened, as long as it did
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Wanted
Posted:Nov 13, 2013 6:00 am
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2013 10:55 am
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"I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I'll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
'Till you tell me to"

I am so in need of a man to just make love to me ...... I don't wanna fuck, I don't wanna dominate you, don't make me do all the work ....... I want sweet, passionate kisses, soft caresses, gentle nibbles, make me ache for you........I want to feel you slide slowly inside me, fill me up, let me relish in the feel of you, make me crave the moment you move in me, long, deep strokes........
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Am I beautiful?
Posted:Oct 2, 2013 10:13 am
Last Updated:Dec 27, 2013 11:22 am
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I got on site today because I keep getting emails that tell me I have all these notifications and comments ...... so, figured I should at least take a peek at them. I read my email first, was just the normal 'let's fuck' mail, no foreplay, just spread your legs and let me in lol Then I went to blogs, saw all the ones I follow and how busy they have been posting new treats for us to partake of.......I spent some time catching up there, then went to my own blog. I had been summoned by the all powerful VisionPersonals.com that someone had posted on my blog.

I click into my page and see that I do have some new comments, I go to these blogs and read. A few weeks back I had posted about getting my first cold of the season, well some very nice men took the time to comment on my post and offer chicken soup and cuddling, if only they were close enough. One gentleman wished me a speedy recovery, his comment caught my attention because he had added to his signature a picture of a pretty white flower on a pink background with a reminder for all of us that October is breast cancer awareness month. I don't know about any one else, but I thought that was a very nice gesture from him. It's nice to see a man who isn't afraid to stand up and spread awareness for something he believes in.

On to my question.......another comment I received was short and sweet, but made me think. The contributor wrote 'Sorry to hear that, hate seeing a beautiful woman like you being ill.' For some reason this comment struck me, made me question myself, AM I beautiful? I suppose it would depend on who you were asking, I, myself, really don't think I am. I'm an average looking, 40 something woman. I really do appreciate the comments from people who say I'm beautiful, although I sometimes wonder if they just say that hoping I will have sex with them lol Always makes me wonder. I've been seeing someone since March, we spend nights together at times. In the beginning, the sex was great......even when not in the bedroom he would want to kiss and cuddle, then something happened and now he only touches me if I approach him first. I can stand naked in front of him and it doesn't seem to phase him.

THIS, is what makes me ask .........AM I BEAUTIFUL?
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Blahhhhh!!
Posted:Sep 18, 2013 8:29 am
Last Updated:Oct 2, 2013 9:54 am
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So, I have come down with my first cold of the season, UGH! I absolutely hate being sick. I always take care of everyone else when they are sick, wish someone would want to take care of me My pounding head and sore throat is driving me crazy.......would love a gentle massage and a nice hot cup of tea

Someone come save me......
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Challenge not accepted........
Posted:Sep 18, 2013 8:26 am
Last Updated:Oct 2, 2013 9:17 am
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Rather disappointing that no one wanted to take on my challenge Is Mamabear losing her appeal? Or are there no good men left out there?
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Oh yes......
Posted:Sep 7, 2013 7:38 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 12:30 pm
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If you're going out
With someone new
I'm going out
With someone too

I won't feel sorry for me
I'm getting drunk
But I'd much rather be
Somewhere with you

Laughing loud on a carnival ride, yeah
Driving around on a Saturday night
You made fun of me for singing my song
Got a hotel room just to turn you on

You said pick me up at 3 a.m.
You're fighting with your mom again
And I'd go, I'd go, I'd go
Somewhere with you, yeah

I won't sit
Outside your house
And wait for the lights
To go out

Call up an ex
To rescue me
Climb in their bed when I'd much rather sleep
Somewhere with you

Like we did on the beach last summer
When the rain came down and we took cover
Down in your car, out by the pier
You laid me down, whispered in my ear

I hate my life, hold on to me
Ah, if you ever decide to leave
Then I'll go, I'll go, I'll go

I can go out every night of the week
Can go home with anybody I meet
But it's just a temporary high
'Cause when I close my eyes

I'm somewhere with you
Somewhere with you

If you see me
Out on the town
And it looks like
I'm burning it down

You won't ask
And I won't say
But in my heart I'm always
Somewhere with you

Laughing loud on a carnival ride, yeah
Driving around on a Saturday night
You made fun of me for singing my song
Got a hotel room just to turn you on

You said pick me up at 3 a.m.
You're fighting with your mom again
And I'd go, I'd go, I'd go

I can go out every night of the week
Can go home with anybody I meet
But it's just a temporary high
'Cause when I close my eyes

I'm somewhere with you
Somewhere with you
Somewhere with you
I'm somewhere with you

Somewhere with you
Somewhere with you
Somewhere with you
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And so it begins........
Posted:Sep 7, 2013 7:30 pm
Last Updated:Sep 18, 2013 8:23 am
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My steak was very yummy! The big girl rootbeer float is very, very tasty You all should try one! I may have to have 2 or 3 more......hmmmmm

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Another Saturday night..........
Posted:Sep 7, 2013 2:30 pm
Last Updated:Sep 15, 2013 8:45 am
7473 Views

and I ain't got no body, I've got some money, cause I just got paid, Oh how I wish I had someone to talk to, I'm in an awful way ........

Hanging out at home, with the fam, bout to throw some steaks on the grill for din din, sit back and chill for the night. I absolutely love this time of year! Only thing that could make it better, would be an attentive man to share it with.....Takers??
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A Challenge for those brave enough to accept....
Posted:Sep 5, 2013 12:15 pm
Last Updated:Sep 18, 2013 8:24 am
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I have a challenge for all you sexy ass men out there...... I want one of you, preferably a big, tall, southern boy, with that lovely, sweet accent, to plan an evening with HotMama. I want the whole nine(or ten) yards, I want good food, some cold, fruity drinks, slow, sweet kisses, neck nuzzling, nibbling, hand holding......I want you to undress me slowly, make me feel like I'm the only woman in your world......wind me up, see how long it takes me to blow a fuse and cum all over you.....

Any of you up for a challenge like this? Let's just see

ps. don't worry, you'll get taken care of too, one thing about me, I give as good as I get!
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The wind in my face.......
Posted:Sep 4, 2013 11:47 pm
Last Updated:Sep 5, 2013 7:54 pm
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Hey all you fellow VisionPersonals.com'ers out there, any of you interested in taking me on a bike ride? Have always wanted to do the 9-11 ride in my area, but I'm missing one small(or maybe large) piece of the puzzle....I NEED A MAN AND A MOTORCYCLE .....LOL

I'm serious, BTW
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Restless
Posted:Sep 4, 2013 10:09 pm
Last Updated:Sep 7, 2013 2:19 pm
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Feeling out of sorts tonight, not sure why. Could be the changing season, getting adjusted to a different schedule again,who knows......

I have a million thoughts running around in my head......I think I want too much and in the end I may end up with nothing. I want someone steady to be with, do things with, just hang out, but then I also want the fucking sexy hot man who wants to devour me and make me cum over and over and let's not forget my kinky side, I still need that to be fed now and then.

I've been denying myself some guilty pleasure lately because I'm afraid to hurt someone......I'm not a very good person, I want to be able to fuck around, but know that he will be there when I need him, kind of like the proverbial 'having your cake and eating it too'

I hate this!

I need someone to come and take me away, give me a night full of those wet, tangled sheets......it has been way too long since that has happened.....
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Kicked to the curb........
Posted:Aug 5, 2013 8:44 pm
Last Updated:Aug 8, 2013 2:41 pm
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I should be used to this by now, but it still hurts just the same, no matter how many times you go through it. Being dumped is the pits Especially when it comes outta left field and hits you smack dab in the face!

I went through an array of emotions, first is disbelief, you just can't figure out what went wrong, then comes anger, at least with me, when I get hurt I tend to get angry, it helps hold back the tears that always flow in cases like this. After the anger comes the hurt and tears, the whys and hows, the what did I do wrong, how could this happen? Last night I was lying in bed next to a man I cared about and thought cared about me, then tonight, I'm alone in the same bed, with nothing but his scent left on the pillow.

It's like being in a fucking nightmare and all you want to do is wake up and make everything go back to the way it was. Only you know it's not gonna happen.

I took a chance on this, hoping it would work out this time. I guess I should be grateful for what time I did have with him, for a little while I felt wanted, desired, beautiful and it did feel good.
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