January 4th
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Posted:Jan 4, 2014 12:45 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 6:33 am
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The sun came up again.
The temps were unforgivable tho
I managed to shower
brushed my teeth
will try to comb my hair
ate a bowl of cereal
not sure I can leave my room yet
will have to soon
the wound is starting to close over
may take a while longer
But......
the sun came up again
Oh,
and he called.........
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January 3rd.......
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Posted:Jan 3, 2014 8:48 am
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2014 6:49 pm
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I woke up. AGAIN.
The sun is shining.
It should make me happy.
Haven't been outta my pajamas in 3 days.
Didn't eat for 2 days.
Did brush my hair once, don't remember when tho.
Don't wanna leave my room.
Can still smell him on my sheets.
Feel his mouth on mine.
I sleep, it helps me forget.
When I forget, I feel like it was a bad dream.
I start to call or text him about something,
Then I remember, it hits me like a ton of bricks.
He isn't mine any more.
But,
I WOKE UP.
AGAIN.
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January 2nd.......
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Posted:Jan 2, 2014 5:32 am
Last Updated:Jan 3, 2014 8:29 am
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I woke up.
Wasn't sure for a while last night if that would be the case. Head was pounding, eyes felt like they were about to explode, stomach churning and heart broken. Kinda felt like what I would imagine gut shot would. That deep dark burning hole in the center of your being and feels like it's about to take you down for good. Managed to sleep about 3 hours total. That much only with the help of a cold cloth over my eyes, a couple pain pills and my sweet holding my hand. But.......
I woke up.
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NO I DONT.......
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Posted:Jan 1, 2014 5:34 pm
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2014 5:59 pm
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I DONT WANNA BE YOUR MAMA
i dont want my ass fucked
i dont want tied up and beat
please stop asking me!
i want to be respected
i want to share passion and pleasure mutually with someone
i want something normal
PLEASE! CAN YOU UNDERSTAND ME?
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UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Posted:Jan 1, 2014 8:52 am
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2014 2:58 pm
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I JUST WANNA DROWN IN A BOTTLE OF WHISKEY, MAKE ME FORGET THE LAST 9 MONTHS, TAKE AWAY THIS PAIN AND HEARTACHE THAT IS ENGULFING ME AT THIS MOMENT
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME
IM SO DAMN TIRED OF THIS ACHING HOLE IN MY CHEST
THE TEAR STAINS ON MY FACE
I NEED SOME PEACE
PLEASE
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Happy New Year
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Posted:Jan 1, 2014 8:14 am
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2014 3:02 pm
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Here's hoping all of you had a better start to your new year than I did ......I got woke up by a text from a woman who said she has been living with the man I have been seeing since March.......nice start to the new year FML
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UPDATE!UPDATE!UPDATE!
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Posted:Dec 27, 2013 11:30 am
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2014 4:45 pm
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T-minus 11 days and counting until the 49 next to my profile ID changes to the B I G 5 0!!
O M G!!
Anybody wanna help ease me thru this transitional milestone?? Anyone? 
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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Posted:Dec 27, 2013 11:15 am
Last Updated:Dec 29, 2013 8:37 am
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I am so fucking horny! I don't know why I keep watching fucking videos on here, it just gets my pussy even wetter and makes me want to ride a nice hard cock til I bust all over it!! It's been way too long since I've felt a mans wet tongue on my horny pussy or had a hard throbbing cock slid balls deep into me....... HOLY FUCKING HELL! This little blue vibrator does nothing to appease the ache I have.......I need a fucking man, a hotel room and 24 hours of hot hard fucking!
Can I get an amen on that??!!! 
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Plans??
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Posted:Dec 26, 2013 12:06 pm
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2013 1:08 pm
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Well, Christmas is one day behind us and 364 days ahead of us ...... hoping all had a great day with family, friends or even by yourself. The next holiday looming on the horizon is New Years, New Years Eve to be exact. What amazing plans do you all have for celebrating this occasion? Will you go out with friends and have a wildly awesome time? Be the center of attention and drink yourself silly? Or are you the designated driver? Nothing at all wrong with being the DD, they play a very important role in keeping you alive to see the next day  Maybe you're the stay at home and have a quiet evening type, watch tv, eat snacks, maybe some wine, cuddle up with your favorite person. No matter which type of celebration you have planned, here's hoping you all have someone to give you a kiss when the clock chimes 12........ as for me, I'm still waiting to experience that magical moment ...... maybe someday
Happy New Year!
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Happiest of Holidays!
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Posted:Dec 23, 2013 11:57 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 6:33 am
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From my bed to yours......wishing you all a very Merry Christmas! May you all receive the best of gifts, eat lots of good food and enjoy the company of your loved ones
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Birthdays
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Posted:Dec 19, 2013 10:42 am
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2013 11:52 am
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When you're a , birthdays are magical and exciting ... as you grow you start to reach those memorable milestones 13 ......finally a ! 16 .....yipee I can drive! 18 ....Wow, I'm an adult! 21 ....Let's get our drink on!
Then all of a sudden you're reaching 30 and wondering where all those years went. Birthdays aren't quite as anticipated and celebrated a little differently at this age.
Then one day you wake up and 50 is staring you in the face. You realize you have become your parents, even though you swore you wouldn't. Your bones creak a bit more and muscles ache, takes a few minutes to get going in the morning.
I guess you can say your life is half over at this age. I'm facing this milestone in just a few short weeks. It has had me scared for months, actually since I turned 49 lol Not sure why, things will go on the same and I'm always saying age is just a number. But when it's your number, it seems to make a difference. This year has been weird for me, lots of changes, new things, some good, some not so much......I wanted to hide from this milestone, but after careful thought and a trampled heart, I've decided that I have to make 50 the best year of my life! I want to do the things that are on my bucket list, I want to put me first in all areas of my life. I can't worry about every one else and how they feel or what they want. Now, that doesn't mean I'm going to be rude, hurtful or forgetful of any one, just that I need to take care of me first in order to be happy.
So, here's to 50! Bring it on Bitch, I'm ready for ya!
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pieces every where
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Posted:Dec 19, 2013 10:27 am
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2013 5:55 am
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I'm broken
laying here in thousands of pieces
wishing i didn't feel this way
not knowing how to fix it
wondering why?
why me? why again?
can i put myself back together
can i learn to be without him
it hurts not knowing what i did
what he did
what we did
to end up like this
do you think his heart is aching too?
even just a little
i'd like to think so
otherwise
it has all been for naught
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Hello? Are you out there?
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Posted:Dec 9, 2013 3:07 pm
Last Updated:Dec 14, 2013 5:25 am
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Are there any real men out there who want more than just a quick fuck? Anyone? What is wrong with the whole package? Having someone who wants sex as much as you, but also wants someone to spend time with when fully clothed. I'm so frustrated with every thing at this point. I'm searching and yearning for something and every time I think it's in my reach, it disappears into thin air. I'm not looking to get married again. What I am looking for is someone who wants more, can handle more, isn't afraid of more.
Are you out there?
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