|
|
|
|
|
Be warned, this is a place where I WILL write about ANYONE or ANYTHING that I deem blog worthy.
If you don't like that idea well....you see that little red X at the top right corner of the window....click it.
As of now my blog is exactly that...MY BLOG...it's about me and the events in MY life that I want to talk about in the way that I viewed them.
It will be a place where I can let my hair down and write about ANYTHING that is on my mind. From what I had for dinner, how often I get laid, things that make me happy, upset me, make me laugh, or make me go hummmm.
|
|
Where've You Been
|
Posted:Jul 14, 2006 8:21 pm
Last Updated:Jul 15, 2006 5:23 am
3602 Views
|
Where've you been...it's a good song but honestly this ia about where I've been.
I don't know if people in the great FTLS group have noticed I am not around much lately or if you all in blog land have noticed. Well, I haven't been around a whole lot.
I think the last time I spent more than 5 minutes in chat was Monday maybe Tuesday night I am not sure. And that was the first time in a long time that I was actually able to chat with people. Normally lately I was in there in name only because the phone was ringing or I was doing laundry or packing boxes or letting the dogs in and out or fixing a meal.
I have also been guilty of just getting online and going to look at blogs and ..........waking up an hour later with my screen on the blog homepage. Now don't take this as a bad thing. It's not that the blogs I read up on are boring it's just that I am exhauseted lately. I do feel bad though for not being able to keep up with my friends on here.
Now to let you know why I am so exhausted. I have been so busy. I get up around noon and start with letting the dogs out. I then jump in the shower then get dressed for the day. I then start a load of laundry to soaking. Then I choose a room and head in there to beging sorting things and pack the rest. I then head to the GYM about 4:30 to grab some down time working out. I come home from there and fix a quick meal. I then head to my new house to either scrub floors, cabinets, bathrooms, walls, windows or something I haven't done yet. I then leave from there and head back here to finish off that load of laundry and flod what clothes were in the dryer. I then jump online to check on friends on here only to be interrupted by other friends calling me cause they haven't heard from me in a long time. Or family calling to tell me about what's going on with them or give me ideas for the new house. By now it's midnight and in two hours I leave on a paper route with my Mom. I roll and bag 3 or 4 bundles of papers ...bundles are normally 80 papers. I then stay busy throwing those papers. Normally on the way home I fall asleep. When I get home I let the dogs back in and then fix something to eat for breakfast as I am dishing up the dogs & cats food. I then eat and crawl in bed at 6am. Then I wake up around noon only to start all over again.
Actually I am amazed I am staying awake and making sence to type this. Anyways, I miss you all. And hopefully I will get some time to check up on you all. Until then please don't think I don't care....I'm just spinning in circles lately.
Promise I'll catch up soon.
Fuzzy
|
|
|
1
comment
|
|
Buried Treasure & Deep Thinking
|
Posted:Jul 11, 2006 8:50 pm
Last Updated:Jul 12, 2006 4:49 am
3699 Views
|
I was cleaning out some storage drawers today and found something I thought was long gone. I brought back some strange memories for me. Of a time when I was sure my purpose here on earth was to marry and do as told by whatever man would have me wether he be abusive or kind. Se at one time I really thought I could mold myself into what any man wanted of me.
I also had myself convienced that just because the man wanted sex and I didn't that I still had to preform my womanly duties and let him take what he wanted. I also figured hey it was just what was expected when he would go out for all hours of the night with his buddies and leave me at home with no car, no money, and no phone watching his wonderful little boys and tucking them into bed. And hey it was my lot in life to have to cook every meal to his liking, and do all the housework, and take the trash out, and paint the siding of the house, and cover and uncover the AC...while he sat and smoked his cirgarettes and drank bottle after bottle of pepsi.
The item I found that reminded me of all this was my old engagement ring. I remember it well, we were at WalMart and a friend was buying a new locket. Phillip turned to me and said while we're here why don't you pick out a ring you like. I thought he was joking and said yeah what kind of ring? He said an engagement ring. My jaw dropped and I said really. He said sure. So we beging looking at rings which he doesn't pay much attention to except for the prices. I finally pick one and it isn't to awful expensive. Well they didn't have one in my size, being a big woman I have big hands and fingers, anyways they are filling out the order form for the ring and they ask for the purchasers name. Phillip told them to put my name in that blank. He then handed me the down payment and walked off leaving me to fill out all the paper work. Two weeks later when the ring came in he said he didn't have the money but if I would let him borrow the money he would pay me back so it would be just like him buying it for me. Stupid me agreed and gave him the money. In the end we broke up and the funny part is he requested the ring back even though he had never paid me back the money. So that is the story of MY engagement ring. I never wore it on that finger but I do wear it on my other hand once in a while....after all I bought myself a ring if ya really think about it.
Now you may be saying oh Bull Spit, no man will ever expect me to do everything. Well you are right. Back then I was a very depressed and lonely woman. Since then yeah I get upset easily, and I cry, and I get the desire to be with a man but there's a big difference in how I am now to what I was then. Back then I would put up with anything a man put me through because I didn't think I deserved any better. NOT anymore. I feel now that yeah while it would be nice to share my life with a man, I DON'T NEED to.(share being the key word there) I now know and feel I can live alone and be perfectly happy. I don't NEED a man to make me feel complete. I complete MYSELF. I have realised from friends on this site that I shouldn't have to Settle for less than I deserve. And that I deserve the best and more. Because of my new found faith in myself and everyone's support on here I can look at this ring as what it is...just a pretty ring that actually fits. From now on the way I aquired it has no baring on why I keep it. It will be a reminder that like another id I have on another site I am a phoenix and I will rise up outta the flames and ashes that try to consume me. I will survive.
I find it amazing how in 5 short years a person can change so much. I sit and thank goodness I found all my friends that I have had along the way to now that have helped show me my way.
Thanks to all my cyber friends who have listened to me cry. I appreciated you being there.
Fuzzy
|
|
|
1
comment
|
|
Remind me again!
|
Posted:Jul 8, 2006 8:14 pm
Last Updated:Jul 11, 2006 8:19 pm
3609 Views
|
Someone remind me why I don't like my Mother. Or tell me why I should be leary of her.
I found out last night that not only am I getting the new house but I am getting a new set of washer and dryer. And it's a Large capasity stackable set.
And not only the house and the washer and dryer but they are getting me new living room furniture. Well new to me I guess. My aunt and uncle have a apohostery shop and they happen to have a redone sofa with a queen size sleeper in it. My parents are getting it for me. And we are looking for me a new recliner.
I have to say even with the bad things going on lately I have been truely blessed also. I needed certain things and those things are being provided in mysterious ways.
Now because my parents are getting me the new washer and dryer set I have decided to be nice and give my old set to my niece's boyfriend who is moving into a house with his buddies for their first year of college this fall. Otherwise they would have to go to the laundry mat and none of those boys have the money for that. So this will help cut back on expence for them.
Anyways, just thought I would let you all know about some good things going on in my life lately.
Fuzzy
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
FUN FUN FUN
|
Posted:Jul 8, 2006 7:02 pm
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2006 9:31 pm
3596 Views
|
[From ohcurious14, who stole it from Twister2bed who got it god knows where... fill 'er out if ya want to...
1.Your First Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist:
7. Kinky or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Do we know each other outside of VisionPersonals.com?
2. Whats your philosophy on life??
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Have we ever been drunk together?
7. Do you wanna get drunk together?
8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Can we get together and make a cake?
11. have you heard any rumors of me lately ?
12. Do you wanna see me naked?
13. Do you think I'm a good person?
14. Would you drive across country with me?
15. Do you think I'm attractive?
16. Have I seen you naked?
17. If you could change anything about me, would you? what would it be?
18. What do you wear to sleep?
19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
20. Would you go on a date with me if I asked you?
21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
IS IT BEd TIME YET?
|
Posted:Jul 7, 2006 8:57 am
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2006 8:04 pm
3595 Views
|
I woke up around 2pm on Wednesday, ran errands, went and cleaned one of the bathrooms in the new house and the cupboards in the kithen. Then back to the house that I live in right now and cook supper and start working on housework. Then at 2am went ont the paper route with Mom. Got home from that at 6:15am. Took a shower. Got ready and went to my Physical Therapy appointment, then to my other Therapy appointment. While there I remembered it was my Parents 36th wedding anniversary so I ran by the bakery and bought them a cake. Stopped and bought more cleaning supplies for the new house. Headed home and said oh crap and turned around and went back to town to pay my payment on my layaway item (the hard wood flooring for my new house). Then head out for home again. I get home and I take Mom and Dad their cake. While there I take Mom's car over to the new house to unload the 8 gallons of paint I bought while on the paper route the night before. I then head for home to let the dogs outside for a while and to eat supper. I log onto the computer and find communication from a man that is local to me....(not gonna say much about that here right now). Anyways, I go to lay down for a while and can't sleep so I get back up and get online until 2am when it's time to go on the paper route again. I get home at 5:30am and let the dogs outside for a while and then head for Mom and Dad's, from there Mom and I head to the new house to finish cleaning the kitchen, the utility room, and the extra bathroom, and we paint the spots on the ceilings so we can tell if they get worse when it rains the first of the week. Mom and I leave there and head back to her house. From there I came home and got online to check email and read the new posts I have missed while the dogs are outside again.
It is now 10:52am on Friday and I haven't had any sleep since I got up on Wednesday. I would normally complain but it's all a hurt good for me. I am working hard on my new house and trying to keep up with friends online here. Anyways, I have read the blogs I watch and will respond later when I can think coherently.
Off to bed now to dream of strong arms wrapped around me, soft lips kissing me, and feeling flesh on flesh.....Ummmmmmmmmmm what a dream to dream.
Fuzzy
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
Have you ever been scared?
|
Posted:Jul 3, 2006 5:30 am
Last Updated:Jul 5, 2006 6:17 pm
3654 Views
|
Have you ever been in a situation that you were so scared you found yourself saying please God don't let me die because of this? Here let me tell you why I ask this.
This mornings paper route with my mother started out ok. Nothing bad seemed to be happening except for her dash lights weren't working on her car. No biggie, just a blown fuse...right? Well, we go on about the route with Mom pounding on the dash ever so often trying to get the lights to start working.
We get to one spot in the route where we dump papers for another carrier to throw. When we start back out Mom is noticing that the radio backlights aren't working and neither are the thermostat lights. I am still thinking no biggie just a blown fuse....right?
Going on down the road I get to thinking....hummmmmmm don't see the red glow of the tail lights in the mirror like normal. So I mention it to Mom. She steps on the brake and yup there's break lights. She pulls over and I get out and check...yup NO tail lights. So she calls my Dad, who says check the fuse box. I am thinking isn't that what I have been saying the whole time.
Well, my Mother who "knows everything" can't figure out how to get the fuse box to drop down so I have to show her. Then she doesn't know which fuse to check.....the box says refrence owners manual.....there is no owners manual in the car because it's at home in Mom's house. So she says call your damn Father back. So I did. I tell him exactly what she tells me too. Then she says, "How the hell do you tell if a fuse is burnt out or not"? Dad hears her question and he starts to tell me(I already know how though but keep my mouth shut)and then I repeat it to her.
By now she is getting very, shall we say, upset and begins pulling fuses out of the fuse box 1 at a time looking to see if one is burnt out or not. She struggles with pulling a fuse out and then cusses when she can't seem to push them back into place.....like it's a hard thing to do. (For those who don't know yes a fuse panel can put you in a awkward position but truely they aren't that hard to pop out and push back into place.) She begins griping about not being able to see but won't let me hold the flash light so she can see better. She then says, Well none of the damn things are burnt out." I make the mistake of saying well what about those 2 that you didn't check yet. I got informed that she had checked them (though I was right there and watched her skip over them).
She gets back in the car and yells at me to get my f**cking ass in, so I scramble into the car. She starts it and at the same time is calling my Dad AGAIN. When he answers she informs him that no matter what the f**k he has planned today that he is fixing her f**king car. Then tells him she is going on to do HIS damn paper route and if she f**king gets stopped by the police to f**king bad HE could just pay the ticket. Then as I can hear him saying stay put I will come work on it now she hangs up and launches the cell phone across the dash. Making me jump and think oh great here we go again.
See my Mom has this bad bad attitude...and you all wonder where I get it....lol. Some simple thing can go wrong and she goes off like it has ruined her entire life. Anyways, back to the story.
Mom grabs the gear shift and yanks it down and says "I can't tell if I have it in f**king drive or not". Instead of turning on the flashlight to check she just stomps on the gas and heads out on the highway. Now my Mom's car has this shimmy to it when it goes over 65 but it isn't really bad. So when things start flying by the car and the shimmy is so bad I can feel my legs shaking I decide to turn on the flashlight.....OMFG she is driving at 80 mph. My Mother never drives more than 4 or 5 mph over the speed limit and here she is griping the steering wheel with white knuckles, a scowl on her face, eyes that could scare the bejesus outta ya, and driving 15 to 20 above speedlimit. And instead of slowling down she is still gaining speed.
Can ya tell she is pissed. I see our exit sign and think....whew almost there and she will slow down for that. Um wrong again. She doesn't even slow down for that. OMG I'm gonna die is what I am thinking and I begin to pray....Dear GOD please oh please don't let me die like this. And God please reach my Mother some how and help her calm the heck down. And making all the promises to HIM I could think of if he just wouldn't let me die because my Mother was so pissy. It got so bad I could almost picture the wreck in my mind....I beging griping the "Oh shit" handle. Then Mom goes to turn a corner and I was so sure we were gonna go rolling that I shut my eyes. We didn't roll over though. Thank GOD.
I spent the rest of the night with my mouth shut and my eyes straight ahead. I was scared to say anything and make her even more pissy. I mean look how a little lighting malfunction made her react....I wasn't about to make it worse.
Now you know one of my stories of something that scared me to death....what's something you have been scared about while it was happening?
Have you ever wanted to say "Pull over and let me out, I'll walk from here"?
Have you ever had any experiences like mine tonight?
Fuzzy
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
IT'S HERE!
|
Posted:Jun 27, 2006 8:23 pm
Last Updated:Jul 2, 2006 10:38 pm
3526 Views
|
My house that I have been waiting for has arrived. A little worse for wear but still it's ok. The moving company said they'd be there to hook onto it by 10am tuesday and they were.
The only problem moving it was when the weeds were grown over a little low water bridge railing and it caught one corner of the house. Didn't do alot of damage so everything was ok.
Oh and they had a tire blow out on the way here but took 10 minutes to fix and was back on the way. Ya know when 1 tire out of 10 blows out it ain't normally a big thing.
So wanted everyone to know my house is here. There are pictures on my personal website. Nessa, Fogar, Wench, Elf, OC, and a few others have it, I think, if you want to see.
Just so you know there is a lot of work yet to do before moving into it so I will try to be online at least once or twice a day but not for long periods of time ok.
Happy Happy Day
Fuzzy
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
Sometimes I wonder
|
Posted:Jun 26, 2006 10:45 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 9:3 am
3687 Views
|
Sometimes I wonder about silly things. Like tonight I am wondering about why my mind just doesn't like to shut off.
I mean I can be sitting here finally relaxing and have thoughts about things that happened years ago pop into my head. I can relive those thoughts and memories as if they are actually happening. Which then gets me to thinking about is there really a parallel world. And if so how many are there? Is there just one or is it possible that there are many? Which then makes me think well if there is a parallel past there must be a parallel future. So then I wonder will my future self come back and tell me now that I shouldn't do a certain thing in the future? And then my mind is off and thinking about time travel. Is it possible? If so what time zone would I like to go to? Would I want to go to the past? Or maybe the future? It would be nice to see if I ever get married or have someday so the future would probably be my choice. Though it would suck to go forward only to find out I died somewhere along the way. So maybe the future isn't where I would want to go. Hummmmmmmm I wonder.
Anyways, what are things you all wonder about?
Do you ever wonder about things like parallel worlds or time travel?
If so what time would you like to visit if you could travel through time?
Fuzzy
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
Letting Loose
|
Posted:Jun 25, 2006 6:45 pm
Last Updated:Jun 30, 2006 10:21 pm
4625 Views
|
I just need to get away for a couple hours for some peace and quiet, Mel thought as she tossed a blanket and a good book into her car. As she turns on the engine the radio starts blaring her favorite Ricky van Shelton song "Backroads". She thinks how perfect that idea is and puts the car into drive and heads out of town towards the lake. Rolling the window down she lets her hair blow in the wind and slowly lets her problems melt away.
Coming closer to the lake Mel sees that she won't be alone while here. Well hell she mutters under her breath and thinks about going some place elsebut decides no she's already here and drives to the other side of the lake so she can be alone. As she gets out of the car she takes off her t-shirt and shorts she had been wearing over her bathing suit and tosses them into the car. Then she grabs her blanket and her book and heads over to a nice smooth grassy area not far from the water. Mel spreads her blanket on the ground and glances towards the only other person out here. It's a family out fishing. Mel watches then for a while, until they decide to pack up and head somewhere else.
Looking around to be sure she was truely alone. Hummmmmm all alone maybe this would be the time to be daring and try topless sunbathing. Blushing Mel reaches up and slides the straps off her shoulders. Sliding the top slowly down over her milky white breasts, baring her nipples that have hardened from the feel of fabric sliding across them. Shivering in excitement Mel lays back on her blanket and stretches her arms out above her head. Exposing her hard nipples and full breasts to the warmth of the sun. Smiling to herself as she thinks this isn't so bad as long as nobody sees her.
Reaching over Mel takes her cd player outta her bag and puts in her Pat Benatar cd and sets it to play Hit Me With Your Best Shot. Lays back and closes her eyes again and sings along with Pat. Getting lost in the feeling of heat on her naked breasts Mel can't help herself from running her hands up and across her nipples makeing them perk up even more. Giggling at the sensation that rushes through her body. Getting a wild idea Mel sits up, opens her eyes and looks around to make sure she is still alone. She is thankfully but decides she should keep her eyes open while she does what she plans. The thought of getting caught pleassuring herself out here in the open by a man sends shivers through her from head to toe.
Standing up Mel slides her swim suit on down across her abdomen, then on down revealing her most private and moist spots. Laying her swim suit off to one side Mel then sits down on her blanket. Laying back she begins exploring her body with her fingertips. Running them slowly down the side of her neck, touching that spot that makes her giggle and squirm. She feels her pussy tingle in responce and she smiles. Continuing her exlporation of her own body Mel slides her fingers down between her breasts where she drawls circles with her fingertips, causing her pussy to respond with a tingle yet again.
Suddenly Mel hears a noise. Heart pounding with the thought that she has been caught she turns around to see a bird flying off. Whew, only a bird. Relaxing Mel goes back to exploring her body. Reaching down and tweaking her nipples. Not realising that the reason the bird flew off was because she was beingg watched. She continues rubbing and pinching her nipples feeling that internal heat start in her lower abdomen. sliding her hands down her stomach towards her pussy. Finding her pussy lips she glides one finger between and gasps to find herself so wet already. She smiles to herself and begins to stroke her clit with her right hand while she returns the left back to her breasts and hard nipples.
Spreading her legs she leaves her clit and slides a finger into her now dripping pussy. Sliping her finger in and out of her pussy she puts her thumb back on her clit. Gasping and moaning in pleassure. Mel continues stroking herself and squeezing her nipples. She feels that familiar tightening in her pussy, knowing soon she will blast over that edge and cum. She continues stroking herself forgetting about her nipples as her hips start bucking in responce to her own touch. "Oh God Yesssssssssssssssss" she cries out as the first waves of orgasim washes over her. Continuing to stroke and pump her pussy with her fingers until the last of her orgasim washes over her. She then takes her wet fingers and licks them clean, savoring her own special flavor.
Stretching out Mel tries to steady her breathing. Thinking it is getting late in the day and so there should be no worry of being found she closes her eyes and listens to her music and lets her body come down off the high it was just on. Laying there she lets her mind wander over what she had just done. How could she have done that out here in the middle of no where? What the heck was she thinking? The sun felt so good though on her bare body. Felt so nice to just let caution go to the wind and have fun. Laying there naked she lets her thoughts think of the new guy in the neighborhood. What she wouldn't do for some time with him. She remembers watching him do yard work the other day. He had removed his shirt revealing a nice chest and abs, not to built but not real flabby either....just right. She had daydreamed many times since then about him. Just the thought of his lips on hers making her body awaken again causing her to sigh.
Mel is so lost in thought she doesn't notice a shadow falling over her when Mark walks up to her. Looking at her wonderfully full bare breasts with simihard nipples. Letting his gaze glide down her body to that most private of spots. He thinks he is glad to see this side of his new neighbor. Remembering the day he noticed her watching him as he did yard work. Thinking of how she looked at him with wild abandon he feels his cock beging to respond. He knows it is wrong but he can't help himself from removing his clothes and kneeling beside her. Noticing she has a little grin on her face along with a slight blush he leans forward and kisses her.
Mel jumps as lips touch hers. Her eyes fly open to look into the eyes of her neighbor. Thinking she is dreaming she blinks her eyes a couple times and when his image doesn't leave she reaches out and touches him. Oh my God he's really here, how embarassing for him to find her completely naked. She reaches for a towel that is next to the blanket to cover herself but he reaches out to stop her. "I'm sorry to suprise you but please don't cover yourself. I like what I see.", he says. Feeling the color rise in her face she lowers her eyes and does as told. At the same time thinking what in the hell am I doing? She decides to just sit there and hope he walks away. Then she notices that his clothes are piled next to her own swim suit. That means he is just as naked as she is. She quickly raises her face to his to notice he has been watching her take in the fact that they are both naked with a big grin on his face.
"I should slap you and run screaming to the car", she tells him. "But", he says, "you won't will you?" Mark then leans in to kiss her again. Claiming her mouth with his. Sliding his tongue into her mouth to meet hers and coax it into his. Feeling her mouth give into his he runs his hands along her bare arms as she reaches up and runs her hands through his hair. He pushes her back onto the blanket where he had watched her pleassure herself earlier. He begins exploring her body with his hands. Letting his mouth trail after his fingers. Ummmmmmmm she tastes so good. He moves his mouth to her neck and begins kissing and nibbling right below her ear. Noticing that she moans ever so lightly he continues his sensory assualt by trailing kisses down and around to the center of her neck.
He raises his face and looks at her making sure she sees the hunger in his eyes as he reaches up and strokes the curve of her breast, making her gasp. He then lowers his mouth and just barely kisses her nipples, first the right then the left. Watching them grow firmer he takes one between his teeth and flicks his tongue over it. Her hands move to his shoulders as she arches, pushing her nipples further towards his mouth. Burying his face between her breasts he takes in the sent of her then slowly slides his wet tongue around and aroud her breasts until he again finds a nipple to suck into his mouth. Running his hand up to rub and twist and pull on the other nipple. Making her moan and hang her head back. No longer able to control her own actions she runs her hand down from his shoulder to his chest and begings playing with his nipples. Feeling them harden under her touch she gets braver and lets her hand wander further down his chest only to be stopped by his hands. "Not yet" he says,"first is your pleassure". He then moves to kneel between her legs but continues to lean up over her and suck on her nipples. Finally after she feels he will never make it to her throbing clit he begings trailing kisses down across her belly.
When he gets to her private hair line he uses just his tongue to slide up and down over her pussy lips. Outta pure pleassure she opens her legs further for him. Allowing his tongue to slide inside her slit. Gasping and moaning out as his tongue passes over her clit. He hears her moan and sucks her clit into his mouth. Flicking his tongue over it again and again. Unable to hold back her hips start thrusting up against his mouth. He takes a finger and runs it up and down her inner thigh causing her to wiggle. He continues working her clit with his mouth and tongue as he slides his finger into her wet pussy. Pushing it in and pulling it out. Faster and faster. He adds another finger to the first and pounds her pussy with his hand as he licks and sucks her clit. Her hands go to his head as she feels herself climbing to that cliff that she will soon fall over. Suddenly there is a sharp feeling on her clit. He is biting down gently but firmly and drawling her back down. Once she has slowed her breathing he says "I want to be inside you when you cum darlin".
She responds by saying "I can't hold back much longer". He brings her close to the edge time and time again. Each time biting down on her clit causing her to slow down. Finally he says roll over and get on your knees. She complies while he slides a condom onto his cock. He positions himself behind her and spreads her legs wider. He strokes the head of his cock up and down her wet snatch. She presses back towards him but he anticipates this move and pulls back. She groans in frustration and she hears his soft chuckle as he bends forward and kisses her back. She feels him reach out and spread her ass cheeks with one hand as he slides his other hand from her pussy to her ass. She feels the head of his cock press against her ass and cries out "OH yes fuck me in the ass please". To which his responce is to slide the tip of his cock into her slowly. Feeling how tight her ass is and letting it adjust slowly as he slides his cock into her at a snails pace. When her muscles have adjusted to the cock filling her ass he begins pushing in and out of her slowly. She takes him deeper by meeting each thrust.
He reaches one hand down to stroke her clit. It doesn't take long with the fullness in her ass and his strokes on her clit to make her scream out in pleassure. Tightening her ass around his cock as she feels his growing thicker and harder inside her. She presses back on his cock with her ass. Taking over the pace as she uses her ass to stroke his cock. Begging him to cum for her. Pushing back onto his cock harder and faster she feels him shudder and grab her hips as he buries himself deep in her ass. He pulls his cock from her ass and removes the condom. Letting her lay down he lays beside her and holds her tight. Kissing and stroking her body.
After a what seems like forever, kissing and caressing each other, she pushes him back and begings kissing across his chest. Sucking on his nipples the way he had done with hers earlier. Taking his nipples one at a time into her mouth and sucking on each one in turn. Nibbling on them. Hearing a low grumble escape from his mouth she smiles and begings to trail her tongue down across his abdomen, then back up to his nipples again. She looks at him with a devilish look on her face and tosses one leg over his chest. Sitting stradle of him she leans forward and kisses him, letting her hard nipples press against his. He reaches for her breasts and she pushes his hands away. " No," she says "this time you can't touch." She slides backwards down across his abdomen. Feeling his hardening cock behind her she raises herself up off him and slides a bit further back. Reaching between them she uses her hands to stroke him and tease him until his cock is completely hard and ready.
She positions herself over his now hard cock and lowers her pussy down over him. Sliding slowly down over him. Taking him in completely. Stradling him without movement at first. Then slowly sliding her hips forward then back again. Stroking his hard member with her wet pussy as she begins to wiggle her hips in slow circular movements. Reaching for his hands she places them on her tits. He takes her signal and starts squeezing and pinching her nipples as she rides his cock. He thrusts up into her. She gives into the thrusts letting him take control of the pace. Tossing her head back, thrusting her tits out in frount of her. Riding him like the stallion he is. Tightening and loosening her pussy around his cock. Playing with her own nipples when he moves his hands to her hips to hold her on him.
Feeling his balls tighten he knows he is close. He moves one hand between them and rubs her clit with his fingers. Making her cry out his name. She feels her pussy tightening around him. Sucking him in deeper and deeper as she soars up and right off that cliff edge in her mind. He feels her pussy tighten around him and thrusts up into her hard and fast. Crying out her name as he pulls her down hard onto his cock as he thrusts into her. Filling her pussy with his hot cum. She falls forward kissing him deeply. Tongues intwined. Hands holding each others faces. He rolls then to their sides and continues to kiss her. Pulling her close to him they drift off to sleep.
She awakens in his arms. Unsure of where she is at first. Feeling her tingling body that has just recently been filled with passion and desire. She looks at him to find him looking at her. They kiss each other. Both wishing they could stay this way the rest of the night. Knowing though that they need to get back to their houses. Sighing she reaches for her swimsuit and begings to slide into it while he watches. He then reaches over and pulls his jeans on leaving his shirt and shoes laying in the grass. He stands and reaches to pull her to her feet. Where he wraps her in his arms and kisses her again. Releasing her long enough to pick up the blanket and her bag and walk with her to her car. She opens the door and takes the things from him and puts them inside. Stepping towards him she kisses him again wrapping her arms around his neck and holding on. Finally breaking the kiss she asks "When can I see you again?" He responds with saying, "I'll meet you at your place in a hour". He then turns and walks over and picks his shoes and shirt up and walks away.
Mel gets in her car and races home to await Mark's arrival. Feeling excited that he wants to continue their encounter as much as she does.
An Original Work by Fuzzy
June 25th, 2006
|
|
|
4
Comments
|
|
My House AGAIN!
|
Posted:Jun 23, 2006 6:17 pm
Last Updated:Jun 27, 2006 4:49 pm
3773 Views
|
Yeah about my house again. If you can't tell it's a big deal to me. The first company that was supposed to be moving it for us has been fired. Yup fired. They kept calling and saying well maybe we can move it this day or that day and then when the day would get here there would be some reason or another that they couldn't move it. So after 2 weeks of messing with them my Dad hired another company to move it.
I was like great here we go again. This company however said that once they set a date and time to move a house that that is when it is done unless there is some huge rain storm to prevent it. They set the time for Tuesday, July 27th, at 10am. They also say if they have to cancel then they deduct 50% of the bill for moving it. This company is also the one who originally moved this mobile home in to the place where it is setting now. So he knows the house and knows he can move it.
So anyways, at least now we not only have a day. We have a time and a company who won't put us off since they don't wanna loose money.
Will let you all know when it gets here.
Fuzzy
|
|
|
1
comment
|
|
Weird foods....
|
Posted:Jun 20, 2006 10:32 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2006 9:09 pm
4083 Views
|
I have to ask because of a conversation tonight in chat. What are some of the weirdest combinations of food you have ever eaten?
Like tonight people were giving me a hard time about dipping dill pickles into chocolate icecream...which is yummy.
And then I like pancakes smoothered in butter topped with hashbrowns then topped with sauasage gravy then topped with ketchup.....another yummy thing.
And then there is the baked potato smashed together with mustard and cheese and eaten with dill pickle slices.....yummmmmmmm.
So what's your weird combinations?
Fuzzy
|
|
|
1
comment
|
|
Just A Question
|
Posted:Jun 18, 2006 9:52 am
Last Updated:Jun 21, 2006 1:48 pm
4047 Views
|
In the group I belong to FTLS "Folks that love sex" there is a thread that askes the question what did you wanna be when you were younger? What was it you wanted to be when you grew up? Did you become what you wanted? Why or why not?
There have been many interesting responces so I thought I would ask the same thing of my blogger friends.
So What did you wanna be when you grew up? Did you achieve that goal or did you end up doing something else?
Fuzzy
|
|
|
1
comment
|
|
Nevermind
|
Posted:Jun 15, 2006 10:14 pm
Last Updated:Jun 16, 2006 3:34 am
3942 Views
|
Nevermind the Biting the bullet post. As is most everything in my life that has fallen apart. I told the man who I was. Thought all was fine. Then come to find out I guess it all wasn't fine.
I had asked him repeatedly if he would keep my identity a secret. He never answered. Seemed to still be interested in pictures of me. I sent the best one I have of myself to him. Thought things were gonna be fine. Then I didn't hear from him again....which made me nervous. So I sent him a email asking if I had scared him away with my identity.
Responce was that he had thought about it and he just couldn't do anything with a classmates sister. Oh and not to take it personally.
Ok now I ain't no rocket scientist but after seeing my pictures and knowing what my real name is I deserve better than that is my opinion.
Yes I understand the whole classmates sister thing but don't you guys dream of having sex with your buddies sister? And even if ya don't who says you can't if you meet them later in life?
What gets me is he never gave ME a chance. Just because my brother was in this guys class doesn't mean anything. Heck I don't talk to my brother about his classmates. And if this man had given me a chance I damn sure wouldn't have been running and saying hey bro guess who in your class I have been sleeping with.....that's just not me. I prefer to keep quiet about my sexual adventures unless the other party gives me permission to talk about them.
I just wish he'd of given ME as a person a chance ya know. He's cute, seemed nice enough, but then he turned out to be just like all the others around here.....act like they give a shit and then bail. And people wonder why I don't trust men. Geesh could it be cause they lead me on and then do crap like this. I honestly thought I had a chance to hook up with someone wonderful and local. And now this.
And yes I am hurt. I am upset. I am bitter. And I feel like a fool. He could have said this back when I first told him that I was a sister to one of his highschool classmates, but no he didn't. He waited till he learned exactly which classmates sister I was and then said it. And doormat me just replied that it was ok, that maybe we could remain friends even if we couldn't hook up. And asked him to delete my pictures I sent him.
I should have known something like this would happen around here. Men around here don't seem to be interested in anything that ain't shaped like a damn Barbi doll. Funny in a farming and ranching community how men can want a model instead of betty crocker.
This has been a big huge blow to my ego that the men in FTLS and in Illinois have worked so hard to help me see. It makes me step back and think Am I wasting my time and everyone else's with my being here. Do I really need to be here or should I be somewhere else? I definately feel like crap about all this. I didn't even realise how much I wanted to hook up with this man until I felt crushed when I got his email.
And I am sorry his reason why he doesn't want to play with me in my opinion is a bunch of bs....because we aren't in highschool anymore damn it....we are both adults and should be able to see whomever we want....who cares who whom is related to as long as it isn't each other?
Sorry ya'll just kinda upset and venting. After all it is MY blog and a place for me to put my thoughts into words. It's better than screaming I have found because when I scream I give myself a headache.
I think I need reassurance that someone out there wants me as I am. I think I need to know I am desired as ME. Cause I don't feel like I am anymore. I guess I am the type I need to be shown I am wanted....just learned that about myself.
A very hurt and sad
Fuzzy
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
To link to this blog (fancy_for_you) use [blog fancy_for_you] in your messages.
|
|
|
| Sun |
Mon |
Tue |
Wed |
Thu |
Fri |
Sat |
| |
|
|
|
1
|
21
|
3
|
4
|
51
|
6
|
7
|
81
|
9
|
10
|
11
|
12
|
13
|
14
|
15
|
16
|
17
|
18
|
19
|
20
|
21
|
22
|
23
|
24
|
25
|
26
|
27
|
28
|
29
|
30
|
31
|
|
|
