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Be warned, this is a place where I WILL write about ANYONE or ANYTHING that I deem blog worthy.
If you don't like that idea well....you see that little red X at the top right corner of the window....click it.
As of now my blog is exactly that...MY BLOG...it's about me and the events in MY life that I want to talk about in the way that I viewed them.
It will be a place where I can let my hair down and write about ANYTHING that is on my mind. From what I had for dinner, how often I get laid, things that make me happy, upset me, make me laugh, or make me go hummmm.
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Packing Boxes
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Posted:Sep 24, 2006 2:50 pm
Last Updated:Sep 24, 2006 7:32 pm
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Have you ever thought about what happens when you are packing boxes? I sit here now thinking of how much packing I have to do. Wondering will I have enough boxes and all that. But then I started thinking about the last time I had to pack to move. Going through things in first one room then the other. Figuring out what things I needed to keep. What things I just couldn't part with because they held so many memories for me.
Like a crocheted cinderella doll my Granny had made for me once. Why do I keep it I wonder? It's getting so old and all it does is set on a shelf and collect dust. Maybe this time I will give it to charity....while it's a good thought I just can't bring myself to part with it. My Granny gave it to me after all.
Or cleaning out a drawer I find my hunters safety certificate....wow I'd wondered where that was all this time. I'll put it in a special spot so I remember it this time. Then I never can remember where it is again. Makes me think what's the use of having it.
Finding clothes that you can't part with cause maybe just maybe you'll loose that extra 5 pounds and be able to wear them again.
Or how about cleaning out that junk drawer. Where did that stuff come from anyways? I sure can't remember. Should I pack it off to the new house or leave it behind?
Then comes the wrapping things with tissue paper or newspaper and putting them in the packing boxes. Are you like me and have to look at every item I put in the box? Only to either wonder where I ever got that or remember the memories behind it? Do you put off the more sentamental packing for later or do you get busy ad get it done first?
Have you ever noticed that once things come off the walls and go into those packing boxes that the house just seems lonely. It's almost like the house is crying because it can't proudly display your precious items. I know it just doesn't seem the same once things go into those boxes to me.
It's alot to think about. I am facing this all now. It's time to pack up the rest of the house. I've put it off until I heard that Dad was starting work on the new house for me. That's to begin soon so now it's time to go through my big memories and start saying goodbye to my Granny's old house. Ya know I don't think I ever felt it was my house it was still always Granny's. To bad there isn't a way to pack Granny's place away in a box for safe keeping. Thinking of all the memories in this house with her the tears are starting to flow. I packed this house up once before when my Granny left us, it's so strange having to pack it again.
Time to get busy with the biggest packing box of them all. My heart as I start paccking my memories away for safe keeping and get rid of the junk.
Now how do you all feel about packing for moving?
Do you find you are like me and get very sentimental about it?
Or do you just toss it all in boxes and say there all packed?
Do you sort everything out and mark which room it goes in?
Or do you worry about the sorting later and just say lets get this over already?
Fuzzy
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Not Myself
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Posted:Sep 23, 2006 4:04 am
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2006 6:29 pm
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It's true. Lately I am just not feeling like myself anymore. I don't even get all excited over seeing Trace Adkins in a music video anymore. Everyone should know by now if Trace don't turn me into a dripping wet weak in the knees woman then nothing can.
I'm not even in the mood to write any new stories or poems. I just seem to be in this blah mood lately. I sit here and think hey I ought to get on A F F and see what the groups up to but as soon as I get to the log in page I already feel like logging right back out.
It's weird I've always been a very very sexually motivated woman. So this attitude of not caring one way or the other about sex has me stumped. Could it be I just ain't getting enough? or can a person really burn out on sex and sex talk?
All I know is I am hoping it's the flu that has me feeling like this and that I return to my normal nymphomaniac self once I am over the flu. I think though for a couple days I better try to stay off A F F and give myself a rest.
If anyone would like to get ahold of me I will check my personal emails everyday just like normal. My personal email can be gotten from OC, NB, Elf, Maiden, Nessa, STA, or you can get my yahell ID from someone and leave me a message.
Now I am heading back to bed. You all have fun and remember to play nice.
Fuzzy
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I need a break!
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Posted:Sep 15, 2006 11:17 pm
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2006 8:23 pm
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Yeah that's right. I need a break. Since I haven't been busy working on the new house I have been here online sitting in FTLS chat room or on my instant messenger or surfing the web and I have decided I need a break.
So for the weekend I am going to try to only log on for 1 hour a day instead of 3 or 4 hours at at time. Then again if I can I may stay offline all weekend.
I am going to use my time to sort through some more stuff before I pack more boxes for my move. I have so much to look through. How does a person accumulate so much junk? Anyways, the time if fast approaching that I will be offline for a couple weeks while moving. So chat with me while you can.
I'll miss ya all this weekend.
Fuzzy
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It's a few months early but oh well
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Posted:Sep 14, 2006 7:07 pm
Last Updated:Sep 15, 2006 4:33 pm
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After answering a thread in a group I belong to it made me wanna ask the same thing of my fellow bloggers.
Do you have a favorite holiday?
Which holiday do you like best and why?
Here was my answer to the thread post:
Oh I love most all holidays. My favorite is Christmas I think. Because of making christmas candies, and christmas cookies, and fixing a big turkey with dressin, gravy, green bean cassarole, scalloped tators, apple and cherry pies, spiced cider, the whole nine yards for the christmas dinner.
Decorating the tree, hanging the decorations in just the right spot, hanging garland and lights first of course, and then draping every available surface with gingerbread houses, pines cones, cranberry candles, hanging the mistle toe, wrapping packages, hanging stockings for my pets, puting up the outside christmas tree and lights and christmas carols. Only thing missing at my house is the fire in the fireplace since I ain't got a fireplace.
Ahhhhhhhhhh yes I do love Christmas. Thinking of this makes me wanna sing.....
It's begining to look alot like Christmasssssssss, every where I goooooooooo.
Sleigh bells ring, are ya listenin, In the lane, snow is glistenin, we're happy tonight, what a beautiful sight, Walkin in a Winter Wonderlanddddddd
Deck the halls with boughs of holly, falla lalala la la la la....
Silent night holy night, all is calm, all is bright, round yon virgin, mother and , Holy infant so tender and mild, Sleep in heavenly peace, Sleep in heavenly peace...
I'll be home for Christmas, you can count on me, there'll be snow and mistle toe, and presents under the tree.......
All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth, my two front teeth, my two front teeth......
On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me, a partridge in a pear tree, .........
Jingle Bells, Shotgun shells, rudolph picks his nose, oh what fun it is to ride in Grandma's panty hose......
Grandma got run over by the reighdeer, walking home from our house christmas eve, you may say there's no such thing as santa, but as for me and Grandpa, we believe........
Sorry couldn't help it had to toss those last ones in there.
Yup I think I love Christmas the most.
Fuzzy
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Dedicated to my Best Friend in the World
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Posted:Sep 13, 2006 5:33 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2006 9:07 pm
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I was sitting here thinking about friendship. I got to thinking ya know until I met Nessa and got to know her I truely didn't have a clue what friendship was. I mean true friendship. Not that oh I'll be your friend until you piss me off type. Not that oh sure you're my friend until I get what I want outta ya. I mean true honest to goodness friendship.
Because of Nessa I have learned that a true friend doesn't always have to agree with me on everything. Infact a true friend probably has their own opinion about things and isn't afraid to speak it to you. LOL. People would be shocked at how many times Nessa and I actually disagree about things. Yet we still care about each others opinions. Heck Nessa and I have disagreed over the silliest things at times. I think we have even made each other spitting mad. But hey we're still friends.
I learned from her that a friend doesn't need to be there all the time at your beck and call. I mean come on a friend has a life too. And I learned that a friend ship has to be a give and a take equally.
I also found sometimes there just isn't very much to talk about with friends....especially when you know each other so well.
Nessa is there when I need a shoulder to cry on, she's there when I am scared, she's there when I just wanna talk, and I know without a doubt she'll be there should I ever need a place to go to live. I also can trust Nessa without a doubt.
So just so you know I think Mistress_Nessa is the worlds greatest friend. And I am damn proud of how she cares for her own 3 and for the 1 adult (Jack her roommate). Also how she works herself to death so she can afford to take care of them. Yet she always finds time for her friends. She has had her ups and downs and now she is rising above it all. I couldn't be more proud of her.
Way to go Nessa!!!!
Love ya,
Fuzzy
So who is your best friend?
What does friendship mean to you?
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Well Slap My Ass and Color Me Excited
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Posted:Sep 13, 2006 4:34 pm
Last Updated:Sep 13, 2006 9:31 pm
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I think I finally after months and months and months fixed my confirmation number problem.
I got to thinking today that I had a crappy firewall that came on the silly laptop and I decided to remove it.
Well guess what.
I removed it and put a trusted one on here and set it all up and I now get confirmation numbers. Can ya believe that? Stupid computer half-savy me had forgotten that some firewalls can block things like confirmation numbers.
Well, not any more. I fixed it all by myself. And I can now post my little heart out. So watch out you all I have been released to run wild in blog land.
A bloging I will go, a bloging I will go, Hi ho the merry oh, a bloging I will go.
Fuzzy
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October 20th through 22nd M&G in Galesburg,IL
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Posted:Sep 11, 2006 11:20 am
Last Updated:Sep 13, 2006 3:12 am
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I have been working on holding a m&g for the group I am in called "Folks That Love Sex". The typical thing is to post the information in a persons blog about it so this info is for that purpose. Thanks to the generocity of a certain man who will remain nameless I am able to aford to do this.
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OK just a reminder of the October 20th through 22nd meet and greet. It will begin on Friday October 20th and will continue until check out on Sunday October 22nd.
At first there will only be the Main meeting room until people start showing up and funds are recieved to acquire another "play/game" room.
Due to past experiences the main m&g room will be a social, non-sexual, food, and relaxing room.....full clothing will be required in this room. I am going to ask everyone's help to keep the main room a comfy safe haven for all.
Later on as needed a play/game room will be acquired. This room will be used for the dice game & any other games anyone wishes to bring and share with everyone. Brief nudity will be allowed in this room.
I am toying with the idea of a wet T-shirt contest for the women to participate in. Not sure if it will happen for sure or not. I do know that on the evening of Saturday the 21st, smalltownangel has requested that those who want to go to peter_pleasers strip club for a while.
Saturday night will also be in honor of smalltownangel & Luv2lik_snatch's wedding the following week. I am working on something special for them for that night.
The normal contributions will be appreciated: Men - 20 bucks and Women - refreshment item.
I am trying hard to make everyone comfy at this m&g so if anyone has any questions, ideas, or suggestions please let LBS, SSV, or Myself know.
Motel Info is as follows:
Americas Best Value Inn
29 Public Square
Galesburg, IL
three zero nine - three four three - nine one six one
If we get 5 reservations we get the rooms at the following prices:
44.95 - Single
51.95 - Double
To get the discount please call and reserve aroom under Heartland Company. Otherwise rooms are: 49.95 - single, 56.95 - double.
I am NOT reserving your rooms at this new location.
Again please if there are any questions let LBS, SSV, or myself know.
Thank you,
Fuzzy
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Posted:Sep 7, 2006 10:37 pm
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2006 5:25 pm
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Well, I have still been busy. I have been painting like crazy in the new house. I will be so glad when that's finished.
The sub flooring still isn't repaired. Dad's just been way to busy with his business. He says he will start on the flooring within the next week and a half. We'll see. I know I hope he does that way maybe I can get moved before I come up to Galesburg in October.
I had surgery a couple weeks ago also. Had a cancerous spot removed in 3 spots. Only one came back as mild skin cancer. It isn't something to worry about though. The doctors believe they got it all with the biopsy. Whew. Yeah I never said anything I know but I didn't want to worry anybody. All's well though and the stitches were removed today.
So as you all can see I've been kinda preoccupied. With the house and my health. I am trying hard to get online on A F F occassionally though. Hope you all are doing ok. And I will catch up yet again in the next couple days. I just ain't got the drive to be on here as much right now. I hope you all can understand.
Fuzzy
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But sleep won't come!
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Posted:Sep 3, 2006 2:57 am
Last Updated:Sep 4, 2006 12:25 pm
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Here I sit at ten til 5 in the morning. I am home from the paper route. The papers were late this morning they are normally there at midnight but didn't get there till 2:30.
Anyways, I am normally home on Sundays around 3am. Then I come home let my pets out then when they come back in I normally head to bed. So why can't I this morning? I came home. I let the pets out. I sat here about to fall asleep in my chair. I let the pets back inside. Then I tried to lay down and wouldn't you know it ....WIDE AWAKE! I just can't seem to sleep lately.
I have been struggling for over a week now with needing sleep and not being able to. So instead I have been working on my new house. Making myself completely drop dead can't form sentences tired seems to be the only way I can sleep. Even then I only sleep a couple hours and am wide awake again. I am going to try some new herbal stuff to try to sleep. Hopefully it helps better than counting naked men jumping over a bed or the warm milk trick...btw whomever decided warm milk was good...yuck. And I hope there's no more staring at the walls.
Well, starting to feel sleepy again so gonna try laying down again. it's now almost 5am and I have to be awake in 4 and a half hours.....ugggggggggg.
Fuzzy
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Can you do it?
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Posted:Sep 1, 2006 8:06 am
Last Updated:Sep 3, 2006 5:47 pm
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After my morning I got to thinking. Can a person really take a negative and turn it into a positive? I mean really. I watched this television minister a few months ago that said how people just get into the routine of being negative all the time by seeing the worst in everything that happens. He says that those people need to practice hard at finding the positive in even the bad situations.
I've been trying all morning to do that. It helped a little but for some reason , actually I know the reason, my mind just kept going back to the negative.
See what happened was my mother and I decided to go grocery chopping this morning after her paper route. The grocery store is over an hour away. Well we bought our groceries, loaded them in the car, stopped to get daylight doughnuts, then headed home. Well, mom pulls up to the stop light and notices every dash panel light in the car was on so she reaches to jiggle the ignition....the car dies....in the middle of the intersection. This royally ticks mom off. She calls my dad who is still at home in bed, after all it's only 5am. He says well get someone to help get you off the road and I'll be down as soon as I can.
Find someone to help dad said....yeah right everyone is driving by honking and staring at us but refusing to stop. So mom and I have to push the car ourselves.....did I mention I am not to be doing this kind of thing because of my back surgery I had.....anyways I didn't mention that to mom I just helped push the vehicle around the corner and across the street to a parking lot. We sit there waiting on dad and I got to hear what my mom thought of my dad. Dad finally shows up and opens the hood and dinks around with some things and it still won't start.
He says he is going to have to tow us home. HOLLY cow I think hell froze over right then and there. My mom flew outta her car door and jumped right in the middle of my dad and started cussing him....I was like I am keeping my mouth shut or else she'll start in on me. I mean she is really chewing him to where people are slowing down and looking.
Then dad says fine lets load your groceries in the truck and I'll take you all home then come back for the car. I was thinking oh I know how this will go can I opt for riding in the back...lol. We get on the road and about 20 minutes from home and the front passenger tire blows out. The ruck goes sliding all over the highway infront of semi's....I remember saying oh GOD please don't let us get smooshed. But hey that wasn't the worst part. Dad had let my druggie brother borrow his jack a couple days before to change a tire and my brother had never put the jack back in the truck....so dad calls a buddy to bring us a jack. During this time my mom goes off again. Telling dad exactly what was wrong with her life and how he had fucked it up and how they couldn't own a decent car because of him. On and on this went all the way home after the tire was changed. I was never so happy to be home and inside in the silence in my life.
Anyways, back to this negative into positive thing. Every time my mom said something negative I would try to reword it in my head of what or why she should be thankful. Like how she was all pissed off about the car breaking down. I mean hey it was no one's fault the starter went out on it. Yeah it picked a bad place to happen but at least we weren't infront of a big semi or something. At least we had someone to call for help. At least the car didn't go up in flames. At least she haas another car to drive at home till this one is fixed. At least it's a cheaper part than say if the motor had blown. Ya know truely a starter going out isn't that bad a thing. It could have been alot worse and I thank God it wasn't.
So now I sit here wondering what it would take for my mother to quit being so negative all the time. I call her the negativity queen. I have also sat here and realized her negativity has rubbed off on me. Even looking back through my blog posts I notice I tend to have a few positive posts but most have a negative undertone. Well, I want to try to change that so I ask you all to bare with me.
I also want to know....is it hard for you all to stay positive when negative things happen? Are you resentful when bad things happen or are you grateful they weren't worse? Do you have someone you deal with alot that is always negative? How do you handle it without becoming negative yourself?
Fuzzy
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Venting
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Posted:Aug 29, 2006 11:21 pm
Last Updated:Aug 30, 2006 2:32 am
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I can't believe it. There has been more drama started in the group I belong to. When I first heard about it I was a little upset. Mostly because it was brought to me and people tried to get me involved in something I should have no part in. I don't even want a part in. After I was told about the stuff that "supposedly" happened I went to talk to another friend. I'll admit the part that bugged me most was the fact that someone was speaking for me when I wasn't around.....that bugs me......people speak for me alot here in real life I don't need it happening from others in another state. My friend that I went to talk to got me calmed down. We both agreed this was all more drama and neither of us needed it in our lives. I then let it go.
I then went with my Mom on her paper route. And truely I had forgotten all about all the drama that was being talked about.
I got online Tuesday morning and the friend I had talked to had made a post. A very general post. One that didn't point any fingers and I thought he worded it very elequintly so I said as much. Later I went back to see whom all else had commented. Wow was I suprised. Someone hadn't taken his post well at all I guess.
Well, I am the type who tries to fix everything. Well, I made first one post from the point of view of someone who was neutral and not involved in whatever happened. I also told everyone to calm down. And I left it at that.
Again later I thought I would check out the new comments since there went from being like 5 or 6 to 15. Wow it had turned to a major pissing match. So I again made a comment about everyone needing to calm down and that perhaps the parties involved in whatever happened could agree to disagree or take it private and keep the drama out of the group. Then I preceeded to make the comment that I wasn't sure the moderator of the group would like seeing this drama either. I also said something to address some comments made by others. I then said I would not return to that thread again. That was before noon or close to noon.
And I didn't return. Yet when I logged onto my email tonight I have copy of someone's post waiting for me. For some reason I had comments made to me which I know were written in anger...or that's how it reads. It says I was trying to give an opinion about a conversation that happened in this person's group.....NO I wasn't. I was giving an opinion about the topic of the thread that was posted. I also was NOT trying to make comments about a m&g I wasn't at. According to this email it says if I was worried about being in the drama why did I jump right in. As for the drama of the bickering in the thread the ONLY reason I posted was to try to get people to CALM DOWN. I won't make that mistake again.
I was trying to get everyone to CALM DOWN. Instead people just get pissy with me. Well, fine. I will keep my mouth shut from now on. My new comments will be ..... NO COMMENT! or I DON'T WANNA KNOW!
Sorry this just gets me. Oh and to the person who emailed me a copy of that post....knock it off.....I think you are just trying to cause more shit and I will not accept your emails anymore.
Fuzzy
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What Gets You Going?
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Posted:Aug 29, 2006 5:54 am
Last Updated:Sep 3, 2006 2:42 am
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Ok so many questions lately in a group I belong to about seduction, kissing and those things. I got to thinking.
For women what is the one thing about a man that turns you to putty in his hands every time. Is it his strong arms? Is it his gorgous eyes? Is it the way he looks in a pair of wrangler? Is it his voice? Come on ladies lets hear exactly what gets your heart rate up and makes you think I've gotta have that man!
For the men what is the one thing about a woman that turns you into her all time sex slave? Is it her delicate manorism? Her beautiful figure? Her legs that look so good in fishnet hose? The way she looks in a sexy dress? The way she walks in heels? Come on men what makes you think I just gotta have her in my bed!
For me I have to admitt I absolutely melt when I hear a nice deep voice. I am talking get me a towel quick I just came type melting. A man with a nice deep voice gets me every time. I'm talking Josh Turner(country singer) deep. I swear a man with a deep voice would only have to whisper in my ear and I'd be putty in his hands.
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm wow just thinking of a nice deep voice singing that old song Rub It In....whew it's hot in here now.
Fuzzy
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