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Be warned, this is a place where I WILL write about ANYONE or ANYTHING that I deem blog worthy.

If you don't like that idea well....you see that little red X at the top right corner of the window....click it.

As of now my blog is exactly that...MY BLOG...it's about me and the events in MY life that I want to talk about in the way that I viewed them.

It will be a place where I can let my hair down and write about ANYTHING that is on my mind. From what I had for dinner, how often I get laid, things that make me happy, upset me, make me laugh, or make me go hummmm.
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WHY
Posted:Feb 15, 2008 1:32 pm
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2008 4:18 pm
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I just don't get it. I mean I get it but I don't get it.

As many know I've been looking for a new dog. Well, I had given up the active search and just if I seen or heard of something that I thought would interest me I'd check about it...but I wasn't like setting out with the intent that by the end of the week I'd have a new dog....I wanna take my time and find one right for me ya know what I'm saying.

Anyways, I found on pet finder a beagle mix. Now that's what my I had to put down was and I'm thinking cool would be neat to have another beagle mix. So I contact the place about it. They tell me on the phone that the adoption fee is 50 bucks. I'm thinking ok not bad. I ask to see pictures since after all I can't just jump in the car and drive there to see a dog...it's 2 hours away after all. They say sure, and get my info on where to email the pics.

The lady immediately sends me the pictures of these 2 beagle mix pups. Yeah typical puppy pics, cute as can be. The lady also writes this email about how they are great social pups and how they are between 3 and 5 months of age. She goes on an on about how they like human contact, just seem to love being cuddled and such. I'm thinking sounds better and better just what I'm looking for. Then it goes on to say that these "lab" mix pups will be put to sleep soon if not adopted. And how the adoption fee was 50 bucks with another 25 bucks "processing" fee....all costs are non-refundable. I'm like waitttttttttttttt a minute....lab mixes, thought they told me on the phone and the ad they were beagle mixes. And what's this 25 buck processing fee? Here's a hint ya'll, if you wanna adopt out shelter pets don't say well it's this cost with this fee for this or that.....like this case....shoulda just said the adoption fee is 75 bucks for puppies....cause now it has me wondering what my "processing" fee goes towards.

Also the lady enclosed a adoption contract. All I can say about it is, you expect someone to do all that you must be outta your mind. Like one thing is the adopted pet can not be outside in the fenced yard unsupervised and you can't leave said pet outside in the fenced yard when you leave your house. Come on give me a break, I'm disabled, and even if I wasn't...if I'm doing laundry or something inside and my dogs want out I'm gonna let em out and continue what I was doing.....especially if it's a nice day and they just wanna lay on the porch or in the grass basking in the sun.

Another part that really really pissed me off is that you had to agree that should a member of this animal adoption group deem you violated any of the umteen rules they give you, that they can come on your property and take said animal away without warning, without prior notification, and without being considered a tresspassor. WTF, you mean someone I don't know could come say oh well I don't think your following the rules and just take my dog, that I paid an adoption fee plus "processing" fee for, outta my yard and I'm supposed to be ok with that....bs.

And like there's one rule that I have to contact them yearly to tell them how the is doing and also prove that I am keeping it vaccinated, on heartworm meds, and on flea treatments. Excuse me, why do I need to do that. I mean what if I have said animal for 15 years...that means for 15 years I gotta check in with them about my dog. Now don't get me wrong, I can see checking in to make sure a adopted pet is taken for spaying or neutering, I can even see checking in to make sure the is adjusting well to it's new home.....but come on checking in every year of the dogs life give me a break.

And here's one that's bugged me ever since I can remember, it's not just something this place does, it's with alot of organizations. This rule of, if you can no longer keep said pet that you can't find it a good home yourself, you can't take it to a local no-kill shelter, you can't even take it to another rescue....no you have to take it back to the group you got it from. This is supposed to help make sure the has a good home and gets treated well and such. Well, I don't think it's a cool rule, except with maybe the breeds like pit bulls and such that need a special kind of owner. But come on, say I adopted this supposedly beagle mix, or wait was it a lab mix, and I had her for say 4 years and got really sick to where I couldn't care for her....but my nephew who had been around her those 4 yrs I'd had her said he'd take her and give her a good home, would even bring her to visit me.....according to this groups rules I couldn't do that, I'd have to turn her back over to them and they my nephew would have to fill out a application, and pay another adoption fee and "processing" fee and hope he was approved by them. What a bunch of crap.

Now I know some of you out there help with rescues and shelters and you may not like my opinions and that's fine. I myself help with 2 great dane rescues. And I know there have to be rules and guidelines and screenings about who is best suited for which pet. But seriously people, if someone is coming to a rescue and going through the whole process of a detailed application, paying adoption fees, and spay/neuter deposits, and giving these pets a good home....don't you think those people are smart enough to do what's best for that pet be it letting it run in a fenced yard or finding it a good home if they can no longer keep it. Here's an idea, how about instead of taking the back, why not let the people find it a good home, the only catch being they have to let the group know who got the and where it'll be. And they have to let the new owners know that this was rescued from this group and the group will be notified of said dogs where abouts.

OK, getting off my soap box now. Done ranting for today. And no I am not adopting the puppy. When I voiced my concerns about the discrepencies from the ad, to what they told me, to what the person sent me in email they got a little grouchy about it and I refuse to adopt from people who seem to be pulling a scam.

Fuzzy
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A Valentine's For Him
Posted:Feb 13, 2008 11:06 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 6:28 am
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Here is was the eve of St. Valentines Day and Cassie hadn't come up with a single original idea of what to give her sweety Zack. Cassie had thought about a nice candle lit dinner but truely that'd be more for her than for him, as most of her ideas seemed to be.

Cassie, logged onto the computer to check their group account on the adult website, and while on there visiting her favorite room she got an idea. Could she pull it off, she wasn't quiet sure. It'd take some doing on such a short notice but the more she thought about it the more she wanted to suprise him with something he'd enjoy. Knowing she would have to get busy as soon as Zack left for work Cassie hurridly wrote "I know today is Valentine's and all but honey there's no need to rush right home after work like normal. I'm behind on so much work that I'm just thinking we need to forget the lovers holiday. Why don't you go out with the boys for a couple hours instead, just please don't drink alot." Happy that her note would do the job of making him wonder what was up and put just the slightest disappointment in his day, Cassie slipped it in his coat pocket and headed to bed. She was sure the ends would justify the little white lie she'd had to tell in that note.

Cassie, heard Zack's alarm go off at 5am and pretended to remain asleep. She was aware of him bending down and pulling the covers up around her and kissing her on the forhead as he whispers love ya. She had to fight the urge to giggle as he headed out the door to grab his coat and head to work. As soon as she hears the car start and pull outta the drive Cassie crawls outta bed and sets about cleaning the house from top to bottom. She changes the sheets, being sure to put the protective cover over them for when they play with wax, food, and such. Cassie then checks the clock and sees that if she leaves now she'll be at the adult store right as it opened, perfect she thinks.

Cassie, makes the drive to the Darker Side adult store, where she picks out several candles, and a block of parafin, and a melting pot. She also gets a dull edged knife for Zack to remove the wax with. She also examines and purchases a new set of restraints. Gathering her perchases Cassie then continues her shopping spree by stopping by the flower shop, buying 4 dozen roses in various colors. She also purchases a couple short cute note cards to write her notes on. She also orders a box of cookies, 2 balloons, and a card to be delivered to her husband at work. Making sure the florist is willing to make it her last delivery, Cassie fills out the card with a short "I've changed my mind Valentine's is our day, I'll be awaiting you at home for a special evening. Love Cassie".

She then hurrys home, on her way she calls one of her good friends that she knows she can trust and asks her to meet her at her house. When she arrives at home her friend is waiting on her and helps her carry her purchases inside. Seeing what is in the one bag Cassies friend gasps and says "I know someone who is in a playful mood" and giggles. Cassie smiles and says "yes, but they don't know it yet". "So, what do you need me to do?" "Well, I'd like you to start deflowering those roses I bought. All of them but 4, and put those 4 in a vase on the dresser in the bedroom please, while I shower and get ready". "Consider it done." her friend says and sets to work deflowering all the roses as Cassie goes to shower.

Cassie, scrubs herself well, and shaves all the normal places and then also shaves her pussy. For the play she has in mind she wants no hair to get in the way. She crawls out of the shower and towels off.....and sets to drying her hair and fixing it up in a ponytail, it's best to keep it outta the way with this type play. Wrapping a robe around her she heads to see if her friend has the roses ready. Her friend has more than the roses ready, she has positioned the new restraints on the bed.....which couldn't have been easy, they are the type that go under the mattress. She has also set up the wax pot and put several pieces of parafin in it, just waiting to be turned on to melt the wax.

Cassie, sets to work writting the note for the front door. "There's a sweet gift awaiting you inside, but first there's a present for you on the kitchen table". She puts it in an envelope and puts ZACK on it. Setting it aside she takes out a box and places the dull edged knife inside, wrapping it in paper, she sits in on the kitchen table. On top it she places yet another note, "Continue along the trail to find the next step". From here she takes the rose petals that her friend has broke off the stems for her and sprinkles them along the floor to the spare room, where she lays out the outfit he loves to wear when playing. Beside the outfit she places the last note, "Change into these and come to the bedroom to partake in a dream come true".

Cassie and her friend set candles all about the house in special places. Then finally it is time. Cassie asks her friend to please come to the bedroom with her. When they reach the bedroom Cassie gives her friends the last instructions. "I want you to secure me with the restraints, and put tape over my mouth. Then I want you to light the candles in here and turn the wax pot on. As you leave pull the bedroom door shut behind you and light the candles on your way out. Take the note with the name ZACK on it and tape it to the inside of the storm door, lock the front door and leave." Her friend asks, "Cassie are you sure? I mean what if he doesn't come home on time? Will you be ok?" Cassie assures her friend that the restraints have a safety release and that if something happens she can get loose. Cassie takes off her rob and lays it across the chair and climbs onto the bed, getting in position she instructs her friend as to the best position for the restraints and how tight to make them. Her friend then places the tape over Cassies mouth and says "I hope it's worth it" and turns to follow through with Cassies instructions. Cassie hears the front door shut behind her friend and knows all there is to do is wait now.

Looking towards the clock Cassie watches the time. When it is close to 7pm she knows Zack should be home soon and she begins to clear her mind and prepare herself mentally for what's to come. The first sign she has that Zack is home is hearing the key in the lock and then a pause. Knowing he is reading the first note she can't help but to get excited. Soon she hears the door open and close and the lock slide into place. Then she hears footsteps head to the kitchen. It's all happening now, she thinks as she hears him open his package and head to the spare room. She almost giggles when she hears that room door shut, Zack never could change clothes in a room with an open door. Soon she hears the door open and the footsteps heading towards the bedroom. Her body begins to tremble in excitement.

Zack opens the bedroom door to see his Cassie tied to the bed in her birthday suit. Candle lite dancing over her skin. He smiles as he sees her nipples harden under his gaze. He says "What shall we do to this little vixen tonight?" Cassie turns her eyes to the wax pot knowing he will follow to where her eyes go. "Ahhhhh, so you have decided to give me my wish, I was wondering what this was for," Zack says as he holds up the knife. "Shall we begin?" To which Cassie shakes her head yes.

Zach, turns to the wax, and dips a small amount, letting it drip back into the pot, testing to see if it's ready. Deciding it is he takes a small ladleful out and holds it high over Cassie, and says "Let's begin." He drizzles the hot wax down between her breasts and across her abdomen, watching the path it creates, and her body's reaction to the sensation. Pleased with what he sees he gets another dipperful and begins creating designs on her body. Pausing, he stands back and looks at what he's done. Smiling he brings the knife forward and gently slides it along her flesh, parting the wax from her body. Her nipples growing more erect as he does. He lays the knife aside and begins the wax again, this time a little closer to her body as he pours. He circles her breasts, and then makes squiggles across her stomach. He continues down to where her legs are parted thanks to the restraints and he dripps some wax on her most private of places. Hearing her gasp, Zack turns and looks at Cassie's face, noting that there is nothing but pleassure on her face he turns back to the wax. It is beautiful upon her body. She is pleasing him very much tonight. He once again removes the wax with the knife. This time though he is slower than before and follows the knife with his tongue. Tracing the pattern he had made with the wax before. Feeling himself growing harder at the thought of how well his Cassie had done Zach leans down and removes the tape from her mouth and kisses her deeply.

Zack then says, "Have you had enough my pet?" All, Cassie can say at this point is an unsteady, pleassure filled "Yes Sir". To which Zack smiles and says, "You did well for your first encounter with wax my dear, I am pleased." Zack, turns and shuts the wax pot off and releases Cassie from the restraints. Zack lays upon her, kissing her, stroking her hair. He slowly slides between her legs as he lowers his mouth to her right nipple. Zack, sucks her nipple into his mouth and slides into her pussy at the same time. Feeling her wiggle and arch under him, he begins a slow, rythemic love making with her. Bringing them both close to the edge, he stops and starts nibbling his way back and forth between her breasts. Taking her left nipple in his teeth he lightly bites down and pulls back with his head. Hearing her gasp and feeling her pussy contract around his dick, Zack begins his thrusts again. This time he would not stop. Zack and Cassie climbed to the peak of extasy together, and let it engolf them in a earth shaking release.

They, laid in each others arms, spent, from their play and love making. They held each other tightly, kissing, touching, exploring their bodies together. Cassie finally laid her head against Zack's chest and as she did whispered Happy Valentine's Zack!

Original story by: Fuzzy
Feb.14, 2008
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What would you like to see?
Posted:Feb 13, 2008 7:59 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2008 11:04 pm
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I'm wanting to get some pictures done. I've got some ideas but not many. I'm not gonna give away my ideas yet, since I think they'll really be original.

But since I only have a couple ideas I thought I'd ask you my blog readers what kind of picture other than a facial shot(which isn't gonna happen) you'd like to see of me. Remember I have different scars and things that I need to cover in these photos also.

So what would you all like to see? Come on I know you wanna see something so let me know would ya.

Fuzzy
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I probably shouldn't have....
Posted:Feb 12, 2008 4:52 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2008 11:04 pm
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I wrote about a fantsy I was going to help bring to life. Thinking about it now though I probably shouldn't have. There's more to that story than the blog entry tells.

And I've had a couple friends voice concerns to me about how maybe I am looking at this man as my next relationship. Well, they are partially right, but not in the way they think.

I don't know how to explain this exactly so I'll just wing it and hope it makes sense.

I am 31 yrs old, I've been through some shitty relationships in my past. I haven't had a actual relationship in several years now. I've become very picky about what I want out of a relationship. I'm also not very trusting of men when it comes to relationships. With that said, that doesn't mean I'm not looking for a relationship....I'm not like actively looking...but to say I wouldn't like to have one would be lying. I'm ready to share my life with someone.

Every time I meet a new man, be it online here, or at a local party, I think...could I see myself dating this person?. If the answer to that is no then that person becomes nothing more than a friend. If the answer is maybe or yes, I proceed with the mindset of lets see what happens, wether it be FWB or a relationship.

And yes, when meeting someone for the first time, I wonder if this could be a relationship canidate, but I hope for and am just as happy with getting a new friend. Yup you heard me I wonder if the men I meet could be the "one" for me, after all one of them might someday.

So yeah, I kinda wonder if he could become a relationship, but I'm just excited to get to meet him finally. I'm also not gonna completely dismiss the fact that we may end up having a one night stand. Hey they happen, and if you think they don't you're kidding yourself.

I just want to go to this party, fill a fantasy, and enjoy the evening. Anything else is just a bonus, I'm honestly trying to have NO Expectations other than a good time.

Ok let me have it....I know everyone is gonna have an opinion and I can take it.

As for my friends I do appreciate their concern, I know they have my best interest at heart and just don't wanna see me disappointed or hurt. I appreciate that about them.

Fuzzy

P.S. I do hope if he happens to log on and read this he realises, I only wrote about this all cause I'm excited about it and looking forward to it.
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Something that draws me....
Posted:Feb 11, 2008 8:51 pm
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2008 6:15 pm
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As some may know I have been reading and learning about BDSM and why I am drawn to it. Well, while I'm still no where near the end of learning because I don't believe you can ever stop learning in the area of BDSM and what it is all about, I am growing more confident about what it means to me.

It means a peace that I've never known until I recieved my first spanking. It means contintment with my life and who I am. It means a calmness within me. I find that I am not nearly as stressed about the small everyday bs when I've had a spanking. I find that I coupe alot better with day to day life. It's like a centering force.

I normally feel like I'm shattered into a million little pieces. That I'm being pulled in several different directions at once. I hate that feeling, and normally I run from it. But when I have a spanking it's different. It's like all those little pieces pull back into place to make a whole me again. It's a truely amazing feeling. I feel like I am worth something then. And I can think clearly then, instead of wondering and struggling with decisions. It is something I have found I need in my life.

And I know several won't understand this. And they may say how can you enjoy being spanked and exploring other realms of BDSM with you past. Well, ya know what...I've come to terms with my past and while yes I have to becareful about how fast I go into the world of BDSM I am embracing that part of me and accepting that it's important to me. And be assured I'll never ask anyone to partake in my choices...they are my choices alone not theirs.

I'll also stress it's not a choice to be taken lightly. BDSM is a serious thing, people get hurt if they don't pay attention. So please research before you jump in and remember safe, sane, consentual.

And if you want to learn something about BDSM I suggest visiting some blogs that I do.....BadAssBlonde1, Ohcurious14, NaughtyBlonde78, good_lil_kge.....and several others that seem to be good at informing people about BDSM. If they were still online I'd suggest Nightguy and his lady's blogs....I used to love those blogs, but they haven't written in them for a longgggg time.

Love ya'll,

Fuzzy
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Fantasies being filled
Posted:Feb 11, 2008 7:11 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2008 7:46 pm
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I'm to help a special man fill a fantasy next month. Yeah I know it's a bit early to be discussing it but I'm excited about it and can't help but talk about it. He's supposed to be writting out exactly what his fantasy is in detail for me. But I do know what it is in general.

Here's what I've agreed to so far. I am going to a local party with this man, and per one of his fantasys I will be wearing a short black dress, and for my own comfort a g-string, with a wireless vibrating egg inserted. This way he can sit back and observe the looks on my face as he controls when and how strong of a sensation I am experiencing.

This is going to be something new for me. I've never helped fill someone's fantasy before. Heck I don't even wear dresses except for family functions or weddings and funerals. So this is gonna be a major sensory over load for me. The last time I wore a skirt I got a little wild at a strip club, so can you imagine how this is going to go...lol.

I know he is hoping I allow him to insert the egg, but he understands I may not be comfortable with that yet. He's been a very understanding person so far about it all. And while this is his fantasy I have to admit I'm a little giddy about the idea of it all myself.

I've got the dress bought, and will be picking up the shoes and g-string soon. I want it all ready when it's time for the big event. And in true Fuzzy style, with his permission of course, I'll be sure to write about it after it happens.

Then maybe one of mine can be filled....lol.....has something to do with leather, leather and more leather....ummmm yeah did I mention I have a leather fetish....or would have if I could afford it....lol.

Fuzzy......nervously and excitedly awaiting the 29th of March
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Get it through your heads....
Posted:Feb 7, 2008 6:43 pm
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2008 5:04 pm
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I tell ya some of the emails I've gotten lately really concern me. They concern me to the point of going and checking my profile to make sure what I have written there.

Here's the most recent that I've gotten that makes me feel ill just reading it......


I'm looking for a sex sub..

Hi
I saw your ad and was quite impressed. I’m looking for a young sex kitten that can keep up with me sexily. I don't know what to say that will set me apart from all the other e-mails you will and have received, but here goes.
If you’re looking for a Daddy that you can call and say, Hi dad would you like to get together with your little girl for lunch/dinner. That would be me….
Then after wards we would go to my place where I’d fix us a drink ‒ turn off the lights and light a candle. Then I’d sit next to you with my arm around you ‒ as you told me you’re troubles ‒ I’d put my arms around you and tell you how much you’re daddy loves you and needs you ‒ then I’d kiss my little girl and as I did I’d let my hand slide down to you’re breast and crease them ‒ and as where kissing ‒ I’d start to undue you’re buttons on you’re blouse so I could slide my hand inside and touch you ‒ and as you enjoyed you’re daddy touch I’d reach around and undue your bra ‒ and if you where to ask daddy what are you doing ‒ I’d tell you how much I love you and need you all for myself.
And that I want to share my love with you, be on what any other man can.
Then I would spend the evening making sensual love to every inch of your body ‒ Kissing you from the back of your nick down to the back of you’re legs.
Running my tongue over your soft checks and kissing them and along your cleavage. And when your all wet and your sweet juices are oozing from with inside you, I’d lay between you’re legs and take your soft lips in my mouth and crease you with my tongue ‒ I’d slide it inside and run it up and down working my way up to you’re clit, then I’d crease it till you started having orgasms.
Will that is the type of daddy I’d be for you. I hope I have perked your interest, if you’re not interested I want to thank you for taking time to read my letter.
Jerry


Ok can you say wtf and ewwwwwww. First I don't know what ad they are talking of. Secondly I don't want anyone to be my "daddy". I have a real father who is just my dad and nothing more. I am not into role play. I am not into the whole "daddy/" thing. I mean it just creeps me the hell out to even think about it. Maybe it's the way I was raised but the only men ever gonna be called dad by me is my real father and maybe should I ever be married and we have I might on rare occassion make a comment in a joking way...but NEVER sexually. My stomach rolls just thinking about something like that. *shivers* and thinks yucko.

Also, guys, I know some of you just aren't able to type without typos and such but please try to at least use proper tense and spell check and such. It makes a world of difference when we can sit and read your emails without trying to guess at what you are saying.

I'm torn wether to respond to this email and tell them what I think of them or just deleting it and ignoring it. I mean I'm kinda afraid he might email again if I don't say something. Another thing....it plainly states in my profile I am not looking at way older men....no offence I just am not into men the age of my father or grandpa ya know. So why oh why do I continue to get emails from men in their 60's and 70's? The above was from a 60 yr old. His content added to his age....ugh I'm about to loose my dinner.....grossssssssssssss. Not to mention a friend of mines boss is named Jerry and is about 60 and is just a gross perverted old man....I mean he used to carry a industrial sized jar of peanutbutter and his with him everywhere he went.....the thoughts of why I don't even want to think about.


Ok done with my rank now. LOL

Fuzzy
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It's not all it's cracked up to be.
Posted:Feb 3, 2008 7:32 pm
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2008 4:22 pm
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You all remember my last post about everything being kinda calm and peaceful in my life lately. With nothing real major going on. With nothing to really talk about.

Welllllll, it's not all it's cracked up to be. I logged on her tonight to talk about somthing I've been thinking about. Anyways, I get on here and read the last comment to my blog....and it talks about this peaceful calm time could be for reflection and making changes. That person must of been reading my mind or something. Cause that's all I've been doing, is reflecting.

And now I'm thinking of making some changes in my life. I've always been over weight. And as some can find out by reading back blogs, I have lost weight before. Unfortuneatly I gianed it back once the GYM closed. Sooooooooo, I'm setting a goal for myself, I am going to work on loosing weight.

And for once it's not for anyone else. It's for me. I need to do this to feel better about myself. To have energy at the end of the day. To have less health issues. To have a healthier way of eating. Also to get my fat hind end off the couch and up doing something.

I have decided to find a eleptical to use here at home. Before I'd said oh I'd wait to get one till I got moved...but ya know what...waiting ain't doing nothing but helpin me gain more weight. Sooooo, I'm gonna make room among all the boxes and such and I'm gonna start working out at home. When I was going to the GYM I was working out for 2 hours a day....hey I got nothing else to do so why not right. So now instead of sleeping the day away or watching tv all day....I can climb on the eleptical and work out and watch tv at the same time.

Anyways, I made myself a deal....I can't go back to visit friends in Illinois until I loose at least 30 pounds. It's a open goal since I didn't plan to go back to Illinois for a while right now. But now I gotta think about it and make plans for a trip so I can have a set time frame an goal.

Well, that's the new idea for me. From now on my blog might be about the ups and downs of dieting though so be for warned.

Fuzzy
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I got nothing, nadda, nothing at all!
Posted:Jan 25, 2008 7:13 pm
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2008 7:07 pm
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I honestly have absolutely nothing to talk about. Nothing to exciting going on. Actually my life is kinda boring.

I've made no new quilts, I've crocheted no new projects, I've sewen now new items. I haven't baked anything, I haven't read anything, I haven't drawn anything. Heck I ain't even contemplated anything lately.

There's nothing going on. My 3yr old is behaving really well, so I've got no stories about his latest capers. The cat, well she's her normal pain in the ass self.

Nothing new healthwise with me. I'm doing my physical therapy for my knee but that's about it. I haven't even had a cold so far this winter....thanks to lots of vitamin c and eating better.

Hummmmm, there hasn't even been any major fights with family or anything. Wow, maybe we've all grown up lol.

I haven't had sex in well almost 2 weeks, and no new FWB's. Actually I don't have the desire to find new FWB's....weird huh.

So you could say, I'm at a nice, calm, peaceful, relaxed, nothing to exciting, day to day place in my life for now. And for someone like me who's used to all the dang excitement around me from family....it's kinda dare I say it....nice. I am begining to like the more laid back boring lifestyle.

Anyways, how are all of you doing? What's up with you all? I got the desire to see how all my friends are doing...good or bad....you all are important to me.

KC, how's classes going? Are you planning to work and take classes? Anymore issues with shippers?

Saint, any more good books you've read? How's the ?

Buttery, How's weight watchers going? Talked to your lately?

Peoriabigirl, how's the new bathroom looking? How's things with you and the man? How's your grams?

See bet you all thought I don't pay attention to my blog readers didn't ya.

Come on ya'll fill me and everyone else in would ya. If nothing else tell me a funny story about yourself.

Fuzzy......awaiting your comments.
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You'll all be happy to know!
Posted:Jan 24, 2008 8:04 pm
Last Updated:Feb 1, 2008 4:46 am
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I am giving up my search for a new puppy. I have decided that "if" I get a new puppy it will be after I've saved up and it will be a corgi. I've decided waiting and saving up is worth it for the right for me and my other dog. No use getting a right now that may or may not get along with my current dog. Also no need getting a right now that may or may not have bad habits already. And it'll be better to introduce a 8wk old puppy someday than another adult I think....considering my current is a major dominant.

But for now, I am not looking. I've decided that my one is acting so good right now that I don't want to jepardize his attitude by bringing another into the mix right now.

I am however seriously looking for a home for my cat. She is driving me up the freakin wall. I am definately not a cat person. She is a maniac for sure. She digs her claws into me at every chance. She bites. She uses her litter box once and then refuses to use it again until you scoop it. She is so freakin picky about her food it's not even funny.....even if she has a bowlful she will follow you around meowing if it's not the kind she likes. She has knocked all but a few leaves off my rubber tree plant. She has eatten all but a couple sprouts off my asparagus fern. She .... arghhhhhhh....has got to go.

Fuzzy
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And the search continues!
Posted:Jan 21, 2008 6:48 pm
Last Updated:Jan 23, 2008 4:31 pm
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As some may know I had to put my long time pet to sleep back on Oct. 8th. Well, I'd decided not to seriously look for a new pet till after my birthday which was Jan 13th. Well, since then I've almost gotten 2 puppies.

One puppy the current owners decided to keep because their didn't want to give away his puppy.

The second one I missed out on by 1 day. A lady beat me to the adoption paperwork by 1 day.

Sooooooo, the search continues for a new puppy. And I know several think I'm nuts for getting one right now....and ya know I may very well be. Considering I'm packed up to move and all. But I'd much rather house break a puppy in the old house with wood floors than to wait till I'm in the new house with carpeting.

There's catch 22's no matter how or when I get a new pup. So relax ya'll, I ain't got a pup yet, and I'm not rushing into getting one either. I'm taking my time and I'm gonna find a pup that fits with my life and gets along with my other or not get one at all.

But I was wondering what kinda would you all suggest for me. I don't care for rotties, dobies, st bernards, pits, and I don't care for foo-foo dogs either....you know the q-tip dogs that take more grooming than I do.

I've had a pug, a dalmation, a great dane, a beagle/rat terrier, a lab/husky. I grew up around brittany's, and cocker spaniels, and poodles, and rat terriers and grey hounds.

I already have a lab in the house so what kinda would you suggest....remembering it will be in the house and be a lap dog.

Fuzzy
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I'm gonna be a Mommy!!!
Posted:Jan 17, 2008 3:44 pm
Last Updated:Mar 16, 2009 11:18 am
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Yeah I'm as shocked as all of you. Well......anyways, I put in an application for adoption, thinking it'd be months maybe even years before I was granted approval. Well, imagine my shock when I got a call saying there was a match already if I was still interested. Here I am thinking, my goodness my house isn't finished yet, I've just gotten off crutches, I hadn't broken the news to my family yet that I was even looking into this.....but if I didn't accept would that ruin my changes for the future. And honestly, I'd sworn after loosing my last one I'd never put myself through this ever again.

Well, I asked some questions of the person on the phone.....I found out it's a little girl I'm being called about, she is just a baby at 10wks of age, she's got brown hair brown eyes, she's energectic and playful, she's an absolute doll.....just one catch she's of colored heritage and would I be willing to adopt her anyways being that I am of caucasian heritage. They asked me if I was prepared for having a baby in the house. Reminded me of the crying, and fussing, and how there could be no more sleeping in, cause she will need constant supervision as she grows.

I am kinda worried about that heritage part, but I think considering my background that I can handle it. Nothing a little studying and training can't fix right. So after a long long time of thinking about it.....I've decieded to contact them and let them know I think I am ready to accept the responcibility of being a new mommy.

I'll keep you posted on what happens. I don't know yet if they have offered her to someone else yet or not. I'm hoping she's still available, but if not I'm willing to accept the next one they offer. I should know something for sure in a week or two.

Wether it works out or not I'll let you all know, but I was just dying to tell someone, I'm so excited.

Fuzzy.......hehehehe....waiting to see who figures this out
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Nothing much....
Posted:Jan 16, 2008 4:38 pm
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2008 3:43 pm
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....is going on lately.

I turned a year older the other night. Had a nice evening out on the town with friends. Otherwise, ya know it's just feeling like another day.

Normally, I feel like I'm becoming an old woman on my birthdays. Not this year though. I don't really care that I'm a year older, not in the normal way anyways.

What I have thought about is that I've become more bold, even though it may not seem like it to you all if you'd meet me in person, but I am more bold. I'm becoming bolder about sexual things.....like the other night, I asked someone to sit in the middle of the couch and I straddled them and began kissing him......see in my past there is nooooooo way I'd of done something like that. I still get embarrassed say if I accidentally fart while in bed with someone.....but hey I can't help it...it happened....laugh about it and move on.

I'm also not nearly as shy about being naked infront of someone. Used to be I'd be sure to be covered completely when even after having sex with someone, I'd pull the sheet up to my nose and hide under it. I never had sex with the light on, oh no couldn't do that he might see my big fat body.......*phst* now it's like who cares, after all he liked what that body just did to him...lol

I've learned that I care about everyone, but it's time to care about me first and others second. I've taken care to make everyone else happy and make them feel better about things....well guess what it's my turn. If I don't take this step now then I'll put it off the rest of my life and that's not good. Now I ain't saying I'll never ever listen to my friends, or try to help.....I'm just saying that if I'm struggling with something right then myself, I gotta take care of me before I can be any good to my friends. Speaking of that I do need to call and check on my best friend in a few minutes.

I also have realised that while I am happy with my body, I have always envied people who could go for a jog or run....I'm to fat at this time to do it.....so I am setting a goal or myself to work on getting back in shape so I can hopefully one day go on a run with a fellow FTLS member...that is if he's game by the time I'm in that shape....cause I am no dumby, I know it's gonna take a while to get to that point, but that's one of my new goals.

Anyways, guess my point is, things that used to be the be all end all of my life aren't so important anymore. It's like I see who I could be and that's what I want now, instead of what I see at the end of the path I am on.

Fuzzy
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