Feeling meh
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Posted:May 4, 2014 7:31 pm
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2014 8:48 am
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Ok first I had winter blues and not I think I have spring time blues, is there really such a thing??
This is where my kinda sad life is at right now, you ready??
1. I have a hard time getting the attention of someone I want to get to know better but not really trying either.
2. Someone I kinda enjoy but not enough to become anything more then friend with wants to take me out.
3. The one person that I truly adore and miss won't give me the time of day
I wish could explain in detail of my actions lately but I won't bore you with my pathetic story, I just know that I'm definitely not cut out for having anything more then just a friendship but then again I struggle at that.
I don't want this to sound like a whooo is me story but more like a thinking out loud blog...
So be warned my friends, I am off limits for a long time but I will be on the lake soon and I always say that's where my best thinking is done...
Have a good evening xx
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It's eat a BEAVER day!!!!
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Posted:May 3, 2014 8:41 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2014 5:11 pm
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Over here in the deep North, we celebrate once a year and OH YA, it's Beaverfest time
Now before you bunch of dam pervs go getting all excited, I'll explain how I enjoy mine...
WELL DONE with a pinch of tail !!!!
Nuff said
How do you enjoy your Beaver, curious minds want to know??
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What to do on a Friday Night??
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Posted:May 2, 2014 5:43 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2014 7:23 pm
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My week has been long, late nights and very tired....
Travelling 3 days out of 4 and having such a hard time to focus cause yes my mind has been preoccupied, it's still preoccupied but more on my time now versus work...
We seem to be getting April showers even though it's May but I must admit it sure is melting that snow away and I can finally see the ice melting away also which means it's almost fishing time, won't be long and I again have something to look forward too
Another long weekend coming up and the original plans I had with a friend have fallen through but decided the heck with it, I'm going anyway and plan on spending a few days wondering around south, maybe take in a few antique shops and who knows might even purchase me a new rod, every girl should have a rod that feels good in her hands every few years right?
Get your minds out of the gutter you dam pervs......
But tonight, it's just me, my pink slippers, a bowl of popcorn and a chick flick...
Have a great evening xx
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1 down, 3 to go
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Posted:Apr 28, 2014 6:37 pm
Last Updated:May 10, 2014 7:26 pm
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I had a very restless night last night, went to bed not feeling all that great and woke up just a few short hours later feeling the same, what I wanted to do was call in to say I will work from home but had too much sitting on my desk waiting for me..
The day went pretty fast, trying to keep myself occupied and my mind focussed but not always the easiest thing to do..
Ever have one of those days when there's a huge lump in your throat and you just know the tiniest word can make you unravel?
Kept to myself, put a do not disturb sign on my office door and was out of there 30 minutes early so I didn't have to see anyone...
But thank gawd this day is over and hopefully tomorrow will be better, this much I can hope for...
E4N is tired and hopefully sleep is in my future xx
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The sun is shining bright this morning
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Posted:Apr 27, 2014 6:27 am
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2014 8:50 am
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There's nothing better then getting up to the bright sun, you just know your day is going to be good and productive
It's still quite cool only reaching a high of 6 and that would be Celsius lol
So I thought I would pull one out of the archives today and hopefully you all are smiling on this beautiful Sunday just like me xx
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What are your plans on this Saturday Night?
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Posted:Apr 26, 2014 5:49 pm
Last Updated:May 10, 2014 11:37 am
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Pretty quiet over here in the deep North, still looking out the window waiting for that mosquito to show up but I am convinced he won't make an appearance until at least July
Oh ya I am quite bored and restless, no not restless just bored so thought I would see what all you fine people are up to??
I would naturally be enjoying some self luvin on a quiet Saturday night but of course due to a few restrictions that just is not possible this weekend
So I am open to hearing about your adventures this evening, whether your experiencing some fantastic sex, some self luvin or even if you decided to run out and purchase that flesh light I am so curious about, tell me a story, even if you have to lie to me... I AM READY
I did mention a long time ago that I am a dork so don't act to surprised
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OK I am so ready
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Posted:Apr 25, 2014 5:55 pm
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2014 6:16 am
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I was in Southern Ontario last weekend, wearing sandals and summer clothing cause it was such beautiful weather and coming back home was nice but to snow and more snow coming tonight
Southern Ontario has green grass, flowers blooming, Northern Ontario has some melting snow banks which means crap is becoming exposed, such a beautiful sight I tell ya... I would give my left boob to see a mosquito right about now...
Yep I'm very hormonal right about not, really fucking horny and can't have any self luvin for a few days, I got a hard life
I really should be sitting in a boat right about now grrrrrr ( yup just for you )
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Ok time to change this attitude of mine
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Posted:Apr 23, 2014 5:07 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2014 3:42 pm
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I have been fucking miserable for the last few days and time to snap out of it over here...
The other day when I was in Southern Ontario, I was cruzing an adult store and man oh man can a chick spend a lot of cash in those places, I know I did
Anyway...
I came across a wall display of flesh lights and I must admit it was the first time I been so close to one besides seeing them in pictures or videos... I have to say they look pretty well the same as the real thing..
So my question to all you men, have you ever experienced one and are they close to having the real thing??
I did some research on these and this is what I found;
•Patented Real Feel Superskin material is soft, pliable, and warms to the touch, just like the real thing!
•Easy to use and clean, with proper care the Fleshlight male sex toy will last a lifetime.
•Safe, non-toxic & phthalate free.
•Discreet design allows for private storage.
•A smooth, soft canal replicates the intense sensations of its female counterpart, while allowing for maximum comfort and lubrication, free sample lubricant included with purchase.
Geeez I'm excited now!!!
I sure would like to watch a man enjoy one, oppps there I go again with my wishing...
Cmon boys, tell me all about it now?? I am sooooo curious
Ohhhh wait!!! Does this come in different lengths?? Some of you might need a mighty long one
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Ok I know I'm not a freak
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Posted:Apr 22, 2014 6:33 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2014 4:47 pm
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A little while back someone had told me I am "sexually unadventurous", it really did bother me and I was extremely insulted but he didn't mean it the way I took it and explained what he meant and all is fine..
But the thought has never quite left my mind and it probably never will.
I know I'm still sexual and for the few times I actually manage to work up the courage to go for it, I find things about myself that I don't like at all.. First off I'm very self conscious about a lot of things about myself, second is now I question exactly what I want when I do get to enjoy sex, do I want to cuddle, do I want passion and sex?? Kinda sad that a weekend I have been truly looking forward too ended up with me driving away in tears cause I feel like I am unapproachable.. I guess I make a better friend then a lover and I want a lover along with a best friend, I don't think its too much too hope for??
So instead of being honest with a good friend, I left and that really is a coward way out and he didn't deserve it at all...
I always claim to be work in progress but at the ripe old age of 43, I feel like the progress never moves forward and that alone scares the living fuck out of me, could it be a midlife crisis?? Maybe I am my own worst enemy...
Maybe I need more hugs, that just might be it xx
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Almost home
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Posted:Apr 21, 2014 9:48 pm
Last Updated:Apr 22, 2014 6:56 pm
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For unfortunate reasons, I had to leave my current destination early
But been kinda cruising around southern Ontario checking out little communities while making my way north.. I had planned on making it home tonight but the fog is so thick it's nearly impossible to see so decided to get a room in this little town I'll just call PS... I need to come back here in June for a stag anyway so why not check this one out also...
Something I never do is go online to book a room and what a mistake I made doing so, I ended up in a little motel in the middle of town and it's nothing like the pictures but it is clean and the bed is comfy and it keeps me off the highway tonight...
For now I think I'll rub a quick one out with this new attachment I found during my visit, looks like it might be fun, wouldn't you agree??
E4N out!!!
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Did you eat meat on Good Friday?
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Posted:Apr 19, 2014 6:39 am
Last Updated:May 25, 2014 7:01 pm
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I decided to take a mini vacay about 10 hours south this Easter to visit a good friend and his pussy, don't ask
The weather is beautiful here and best of all NO SNOW!!! It seems like it's been forever since I seen green grass and for a chick from the north, its a very welcoming sight...
So we have a bunch of things planned for the weekend, shopping, crossing the border, casino and sex?? Pffft I'll never tell, you bunch of pervs
Besides keeping him awake with my snoring, I think so far the weekend is going pretty good except his pussy drinks beer hmmmm I can't explain that either
OHHHH and did you eat meat yesterday?? tsk tsk
Have a fantastic Easter weekend xx
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I need a warm body
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Posted:Apr 14, 2014 4:41 pm
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2014 4:34 am
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Ok so up here in the deep cold north we got another blast of winter and I must say this LAST storm is the worst I've seen yet this year...
The snow was blowing sideways and sticking to the posts and an old wives tale in these parts is when the snow sticks to the poles during a storm means its the last snow fall of the season, I just hope those old wives are fucking right!!!
The highways were closed early today and of course we are experiencing a power outage and with the wind along with the snow it's next to impossible for repair crews to find and assess any lines at this rate so even though we are being told 11pm, I've lived in these parts long enough to know that it might be tomorrow morning before I see the light
But even though the roads are closed, the police let us travel home in a very slow convoy which meant I didn't have to stay at the site tonight...
So...
Here I am bundled up with my little wee generator, tv, router, portable heater and some cold spaghetti...
Ohhh I took a picture of me in my finest thermal clothes but of course there's no cell service to post it..
I absolutely love Mondays and I am NOT missing MC tonight so HA!
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This is why I don't socialize much
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Posted:Apr 12, 2014 11:47 pm
Last Updated:Apr 13, 2014 8:29 am
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Where I live the population is very small, approximately 462 people and once upon a time I used to love going out and partying, having fun and staggering home at daylight but not anymore...
Tonight started out great and I even enjoyed seeing some old faces and meeting some new, its been a long time since I've been out.. Of course the married men around here seem to get a little too touchy, feely when their inebriated
But...
I just smiled when I was being whispered in my ear "your so hot", gimme a fucking break... Why is it married men have to act like dicks when they drink too much??
I know I look different but as soon as a single woman loses a few pounds and puts on some lipstick, does it mean she's available for anything?? Maybe some women are but definitely not this chick..
What happened to respect?? Start with your fucking wives!!!
Ok ok I know all married men are not like this but over here, nothing has changed...
Rant over!!!
Oh but I did have a good time
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