I am back
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Posted:Nov 21, 2016 3:32 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2024 5:44 am
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Yes I have been away for a while. a lot has been going on. I will go more into details later. I am although ready for the bs to stop. I want to have some fun. I miss sex, I miss fantasies being filled. I want to relax and enjoy being single.
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why been gone
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Posted:Oct 24, 2015 10:33 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2024 5:44 am
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I was in the hospital. I returned to work yesterday. Even though they wanted me to be off for a month. I can not afford that. I had to return as soon as possible. I got many welcome backs and hugs. Working toll midnight was very difficult though.
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sex
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Posted:Sep 4, 2015 3:33 pm
Last Updated:Oct 24, 2015 11:32 pm
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Is more in the mind with me. when the connection is there then each touch kiss feels better. which each leads to better sex. entice the person your with and the build up will be explosive. a nibble, kiss suck in all the right places adds so much to an orgasm. Yet when it is a kiss touch get me hard and lets fuck to me it is not worth the energy. a quickie is even just that.
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sexy clothing (all)
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Posted:Sep 2, 2015 9:48 pm
Last Updated:Sep 3, 2015 9:40 pm
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What do you think is sexy in clothing, shirts unbutton to show some cleavage, see threw, tight?
I am a plus size so I don't like short things like skirts. I am losing weight but still BBW.
Then as a plus size where do you find lingerie for a good price? what types so you like?
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Dating again
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Posted:Sep 2, 2015 9:42 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2024 5:44 am
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I am a bit nervous. I am talking to a few, one i am more interested the others just friends. I don't see the other being a relationship or than friendship. I am not wanting a hook up. This gentleman and i have many things in common including the divorce and why.
Yet even though my ex moved in with his GF he seems to stop or do things so i can't date. I am fed up with the b/s. I will date and move on. are fine with both dating and both have said it was a long time coming. But they are not his baby sitter so they can go out. The is not his and he needs to spend time with his own . Instead he is stepping up to be this father and his own are paying the price.
so I have been out of the dating scene for 20 yrs almost. times change what rules or guideline do you use? I know what I expect, desire should I go off that?
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Ugly Duckling
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Posted:Aug 24, 2015 9:22 pm
Last Updated:Sep 2, 2015 9:48 pm
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I guess I am not the ugly duckling my soon to be ex has made me believe all these years. I always thought of myself as beautiful but he has always degraded me so I would second guess myself. always tearing down my self esteem.
Would never compliment me or do anything special even small things nothing came from him, so when I asked for the divorce 4 months ago I don't get why he said no. I am guessing the support he will be paying. To me that is not good enough reason. As it is he chooses to not see the , today he spent 1 hour with his none with his . I keep telling him they need their father. Just like they need their mother.
The new girl friend is smaller and shorter but she shaved her head and many thought she was gay. people come up to me and tell me i don't get it your beautiful and she well is not. so since this has started I have been asked out by a handful, I am not rushing into it i want friendship first.
So I say let the fun being, let me meet some nice honest men
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This week
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Posted:Aug 21, 2015 10:12 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2024 5:44 am
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has been rough but it improved. people kept coming up to me telling about them or they were together. I did a post on F888cb**k and it has stopped. now if she ws stop walking back and forth in front of my register it would be better.if she don't stop I will go to management about that. Many friends are mad and can't believe and want to slap him. I tell them no. I am fine with the divorce, I asked for it 4 moths ago. it was the lying, hiding and the actions after. I have been asked out twice this week. I am not rushing into anything. I want friendship, to be someone special and have some fun not be degraded all the time. I am not going to rush into sex either. I am not looking for a father or marriage. Monday and Tues i hope to have him packed up completely and out, but he has to be here to do it with out her texting every 2 seconds. he is although ruining his relationship with his by not spending time with them and ignoring them so he can be with her. He watches the while I work well suppose to.
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Divorcing
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Posted:Aug 17, 2015 9:29 pm
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2015 8:04 pm
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As you all know i have talked about this. About 4 months ago I asked he said no that we need to work things out. He started working at walmart same store as I. he was on days. He met someone they lived in the apartments with us. one building over so we were hanging out at each others house. then it went to more for them. they hid it. she is a department manager there. so he got another job it paid more. People came up to me to tell me. when I confronted him he said yes about 2 weeks. and asked for a divorce. I am fine with the divorce not the hiding lies and other associate coming to me about them. He is moving in with her and her . She is married also. hasn't filed. he left her. I have the he gave them up. but he think he isn't going to pay me much and that is not happening. I have been asked out already but had to cancel because my schedule changed.
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Wanting & NOT wanting
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Posted:Jun 23, 2015 4:44 pm
Last Updated:Jun 24, 2015 10:20 pm
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WANTING:
A man who wants to be friends and sexual wanting to share things with me.
Willing to try new things and fantasies safely.
Someone who would like to go for a walk, dinner, listen to music or just relax cuddling.
Someone who wants to be a special person both ways. Not that I will leave my husband so don't ask but I am missing things. He knows i am on here and just wants me happy
NOT WANTING:
unsafe sexual experiences
Dom and Sub situation. I have never done this
Father , grandfather or anyone under 38 yrs
NO individual that is just skin and bones I like some meat on the man, something I can hold on to and not be afraid I am going to break them
So am I asking too much?
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Sex talk with hubby
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Posted:Jun 23, 2015 4:33 pm
Last Updated:Jun 24, 2015 10:20 pm
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We were relaxing in bed just talking about general things. I asked if he was in the mood, he said no. I then asked if it was me he said no.I followed with did he miss sex, he said no. said he now has no urge or interest in sex. I asked if he was turned on by me he said yes. so I then replied with why was he never in the mood. he said he didn't know. I then asked was he in the mood before the weight loss and he said yes with a comment that when he lost all the weight he lost every urge for sex.
since he lost all the weight we have sex may once every 3-6 months and maybe once a month with toys if I am lucky. it is frustrating and tiring. I need sex. it is relaxing and my body gets this overwhelming warm feeling. It is dearly missed.
It is taking a toll on the marriage, sex adds a closeness and connection that i need. he holds me often and rub my back but these are short lived. Yes I know sex is not what makes a marriage. and we talk and communicate but sex is important to me.
Yes he knows I am on here and he lets me see other men. It is me who wants more than sex and he knows this too. He likes to watch and it turns him on. I don't know if now he could even perform by watching before yes he was turned on and hard immediately but now I have no idea.
What suggestions do you have?
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Anniversaries
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Posted:Jun 16, 2015 7:16 pm
Last Updated:Jun 23, 2015 4:19 pm
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what do you do for them? Which ones do you celebrate. A friend does things for the day they met, 6mo yrly after that they do things on the day they met and yrly dates. Do you celebrate openly or just privately?
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Lonesome sucks
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Posted:Jun 14, 2015 6:54 pm
Last Updated:Jun 23, 2015 4:20 pm
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Yes i am married and yes he is here, sleeping. he just work 16hr two jobs. However, I may sound like a bitch but I am lonely. even when he is here and not after work the two, he is not here. he talks to me yes daily, he lets me sleep in yes. but otherwise it is like we are roommate. not married. Our wedding anniversaries are coming up. we were married the 17th, but when our identity was stolen we got a replacement it says the 16 so we celebrate both days.
since he lost the weight there is just something missing besides sex, it got to the point of him being skin and bone. I have gotten more weight on him he is now a healthy weight. and on occasion he is able to perform sexually but most of the time he can't. I am fine (sort of) I have a high sex drive but lets use toys touch kiss and so on. something more than laying in a bed together.
Before you ask I know he is not seeing anyone. We work together/ it is just lonely I do my thing and he does his. we try to go out on payday but even then it is fast food. There is a loss in connection. I know that changes through the yrs but I shouldn't feel lonely when he is in the house with me.
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Do you find
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Posted:Jun 14, 2015 6:01 pm
Last Updated:Jun 14, 2015 8:11 pm
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a woman more sexual nude or with clothing.?
lingerie is another thing it always entices.
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