a Year older
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Posted:May 26, 2014 10:20 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2014 7:40 pm
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and loving it. I worked until 9pm then hubby took me to dinner and I had two large Bahama Mamas. ,
came home and had four play but no sex. climax because I later used the toys. He was not into it at all but because it was my birthday he felt obligated.
I would have rather he not do anything than to feel that way. I am tired of being the only one to please me. when it comes to birthdays and so on I do anything to please him even close to an actual JB. But I always get him to climax with him doing minimal unlike what I did. I love being older and excited about birthday I am looking forward to being 50 in 4 yrs.
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routine somewhat
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Posted:May 26, 2014 10:14 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 5:8 pm
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Between work, family and my time is slowly getting into a routine. I being in retail don't have a set schedule. My husband retired from one job so is now working the one and it is now four 10 hr days so he having 3 days off and a regular schedule not grave yard is nice. I seem to get most Tuesdays off. not all but most. I worked the last 6 days and i am off tomorrow.
so I need to get my liquor license, then hanging with a girl friend. she is going through some things with her and needs a shoulder and ear. we live close to each other. May have a few drinks.
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working
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Posted:May 6, 2014 5:41 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2014 7:40 pm
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I am working part time. Their part time is 33 hours a week. I am enjoying it. But other departments are already asking for me to transfer to theirs.
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Orientation
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Posted:Apr 25, 2014 10:25 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2014 1:42 pm
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Is tomorrow from 8:30 am to 5pm. So it is official I got the job. A job i can work my way up from what I hear pretty quickly too.
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Decision made about what I am looking for
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Posted:Apr 23, 2014 7:36 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 5:8 pm
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With me starting to work I have decided to not complete my fantasies. I am going to look for a FWB with the key words being friends then benefits, once we have been together for a bit and know more about each other then complete the fantasies if they are interested.
I decided this because my fantasies are on the risky side and working in retail I cannot be worried about bruises, which could happen with the fantasies.
I still want to fill them but they will have to be completed later.
I am really wanting the FWB, I have had a few really good FWB from here and I am still friends with a couple of them.
Sex is important but to me a hook up is just not my thing. One night is just as dangerous to me. some have a different view. yes I am in need of sex, being touched but I don't want it for one night.
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JOb
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Posted:Apr 22, 2014 7:22 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2014 1:19 pm
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I had the interview went well. I got a call back. Tomorrow i finish paperwork and complete the drug test. Then start work. It is nice to be back in the work force. I can work up to management. I know a few people who work there also. So I will have a busy schedule. I am not sure when I will start yet. I will find out tomorrow or the next day.
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Turn on or Turn off scenario
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Posted:Apr 17, 2014 9:50 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2014 7:52 am
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You go to your lovers house. You are expecting to have dinner and a few drinks with him and sharing some time and having wild sex. You walk in and he greets you with a hug and kiss and says we are in the living room. You walk in on a surprised note because you thought it was going to be just the two of you. ONly to find out he has some friends over.
You have a few drinks and talking thinking his friends will be leaving soon. Only they aren't leaving. You all eat and you get grabbed, kissed forcefully. He then brings you into the living room where his friends are.
He blind folds you; you are fine with that because he said he has a surprise for you. But then one of the friend ties you up. You notice it is not your lover because you know his touch and this mans is rougher like they are scared from work.
Then another man gets involved by ripping your clothes off. he comments on your breast being soft and nice and he can't wait to touch them. You then realize something else is going on and try to fend yourself. the other man doesn't let you leave he grabs you and pushes you on the couch. Then another comes and holds your arms down so you can't hit him. when your lovers come to you and starts kissing and touching you and he starts to enter you when his friends come up and say he wants you first.
He then is kissing you saying things like your going to enjoy this and at that time he starts fucking you deep and hard. he cums and your lover then takes over. He is gentle with kisses and touches and making love. the next one comes up and say it is his turn but makes you roll over only releasing you so you can turn. they continue to hold you down. You squirm and try moving because you don't want this. then your lover comes up ans says this is your fantasy lets have fun. So she loosens up and starts enjoying what these men are doing. Once they all have their turn your lover takes you in the shower and you both clean up.
He then says to you this is just the beginning we are going to have more fun. They all take tuns again this time they get rougher. and your getting wetter as each does things.
you can finish if you want. what would you do?
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Toys
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Posted:Apr 17, 2014 12:53 am
Last Updated:Apr 17, 2014 2:46 pm
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What are your favorite toys to use by yourself and also with your partner or does it matter to you?
I like my bullet. and glass dildo. I would like to try many others one being the Trojan Twister. I used to have a vibrator with a bullet in it that was fun. the problem I had with that one was what it was made of. I would break out and swell from the material. But it was so much fun using the bullet part first then inserting.
I like the anal plugs but have allergies to some of the one of rubber. I like the cock ring but not thrilled with the ones that vibrate. There are more but these are my top ones.
I like to use them both by myself and with a partner, but there is time I just need to please myself or he is not here. then other times I enjoy him using them the angle is different and feels different and when it get to be too much he wont stop which makes me climax harder but when i do it I will stop before i get to that point. Partly because he is not there or is sleeping so when I get to that point there is no turning point I need penetration.
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possible job
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Posted:Apr 16, 2014 9:37 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2014 4:17 pm
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They wanted to interview me today. But I could not so I said we were going out of town for the holiday and would be back Sunday night. so I have a interview Monday. It is only part time. But a friend works there and she is working almost full time hours and they offered her full time after 2 months of being there. So we will see.
If so I am looking for a place so I can get away and see if anything changes if not then legally separate and go from there. But this is all time telling. Who knows maybe by me not being here he will see how much I do. I don't know. Right now I don't really care. today has been a bad day with much attitude from everyone in the house.
He did not believe i applied for jobs and with the call for a interview proved otherwise so then he was mad because i did not have the interview today. He don't understand I didn't feel well. At least until I tried to take a nap then I guess it hit him because then he tried to keep the quiet even though it did not work. They were excited about their day and since i am the one home and the one who asks about their day they both came in and non stop talkative.
However after that i got told I do nothing, I am not a parent that he is the parent and the one he was going to listen too, then he refused to listen to him. Then I was told I am lazy and do nothing for the family.
Yet it was my stipends and pay checks that bought the car before this one, registered, insurance, got us moved and paid 3 months rent, electric, gas and cable. But I don't do anything.
A person can only take so much and I am at my ends wit with it all.
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Missing sex
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Posted:Apr 16, 2014 12:29 am
Last Updated:Oct 11, 2015 4:31 pm
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Even though we had sex a week ago. I miss sex. The last time we had sex I felt not only unsatisfied but frustrated. I caught me off guard and I was shocked he initiated it. However, he started it by slapping my ass then my vagina. it seems the only way he wants sex is if he is spanking me. Well from time to time i am game.
This last time after slapping my ass and vagina he then pulled me to the bed. I did not fight it because I love sex with him but lately it has become more than routine. spanking me then he pulling me over and spanking me more then he shoving my head down on his penis to get it further hard, He then will penetrate. he came the last time. but I was no way near a climax. I asked to use toys and he commented didn't I satisfy you. As you know that is a question that will cause fire.
As I am older I need more not just tend to him and then I cum. NO I need to be touched kissed and so on. But the rare occasions he wants to have sex I have to jump at it. I have to play it off otherwise it is even longer before we have sex.
This is all part of why I am on here. I don't want to hurt him but I am very fed up with this. Especially since he did not shower before shoving my head down. I even asked him too. He said he would lose interest if he did. and continued with pushing my head down. Yet, he sees nothing wrong with this.
Since then I asked him to use toys because i was so built up and he refused. He just started two job and i understand he is tired. his schedule just changed to work only 4 days at on job with his two days off being the same. So I asked for him to make love to me with no spanking and he refused. so why I am to be the only one to give in to his needs. I have needs too and they aren't being met.
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Posted:Apr 10, 2014 6:09 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2014 12:12 am
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I logged on to check messages. sometime i have them and other time nope. no biggie. the last few days when I log in it says I have 2 messages. However, when I click on them and it opens there is only one message. what is going on?
I deleted all messages the other day so there is a fresh start. if it happens it happens if not then life goes on. no loss.
How often do you check for messages?
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Erotic spots
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Posted:Apr 9, 2014 12:51 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2014 12:12 am
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This is different for everyone. for me my neck and breast are mine over my clit. My clit can be but only with using the bullet. the vibration is different than the tongue or fingers. Most men I have said this to me could not believe it. almost to the point of I will show you otherwise type attitude. I am sorry I know my body better than you who have never even touched it.
My husband hates his chest played with and kissing and playing with his nipples actually turns him off. When my ex husband loved it and was a turn on.
Then my current husband his stomach is a turn on for him and my ex that was a turn off.
now both liked their balls played with and once done playing they both liked me to play with their ass. along with inserting my finger a little. I was fine with all this but the putting my finger in the ass I liked only from time to time.
My current husband don't care for french kissing my my ex loved it; saying it was part of me joining him.
So I am curious to others erotic areas?
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Shocked
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Posted:Apr 6, 2014 6:34 pm
Last Updated:Apr 7, 2014 5:34 pm
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A while back i posted about meeting someone. Which did not go well. Yes i know i have had many of those lately.
This was the man that grabbed me and was drunk. We met at the casino when he originally said he would pick me up. With him being drunk I am glad he didn't.
So I had called hubby to pick me up which he did.
so since I deleted his messages I could not block him. So I just put him in the back of my mind.
Yesterday he sends me an message stating; Are you ready to have sex now?
My reply; I am always ready for sex. Why did we not meet was it because transportation, place or work?
He replied by we did meet at the casino.
That is when I realized who it was.
I sent a message stating no we will not be meeting. Then I blocked him.
I don't get why he would think I would be with him after he grabbed my arm, which was bruised, drive around drunk with me in the car. which at first i did not know but later figured out. He was going to be FWB not Fantasies. I know some of the fantasies their can be grabbing and bruising. but not FWB.
The nerve of some...
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