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Posted:Sep 16, 2012 3:33 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 4:4 am
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Just heard music over someone's cam and amazed that it was a lot of what i like. Too bad, she has no interest and my music drive may be dead. More loss.
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hmm?
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Posted:Sep 15, 2012 11:04 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 4:4 am
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Last comment, of the few, that i received was castigation for having a colour scheme that may have led to unreadable blogs (Trust me, the colour was the lesser cause of illegibility). Only way to fix it was a reset, other attempts failed. Now, no one comments. Hmmm
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Akimbo
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Posted:Sep 15, 2012 11:01 pm
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I do not get a lot of it. Of the fake accounts that send flirts and hotlist, do they really think a lesbian couple sounds legit? Only thing i think they hope is that some stunad will dream porn is true and fall for it.
Do not take this the wrong way! I see some peoples checking my profile and under "looking for" they have woman or hung black guy. Now, i know that i tend to wear all black and wear makeup when i "Goth up," but does that qualify me for either? For some reason i doubt it.I do not mean this in any derogatory way, just wonder how they cannot have a MOTO moment and not bother. i somehow think i am not alluring enough to get them to forgo their stated wants.*
i think i have to check my profile for any indication that someone may think i am into BDSM. i, for the most part, have split from Alt.com just because in the past few years it had gone super Domme/Slave. No interest there, def not much interest here. Somehow sending wrong message?
Getting to believe i made another wrong move. Wrong place or every where i go will be like this? When i get lonelier, is that gonna trigger driving even more people away, not that they around me in droves. Not sure where i belong and am feeling lonelier by the day.
For anyone who forced themselves to read this, be hard for your day to get any worse. Hope someone has a good one.
*i bet someone will still misunderstand and get unnecessarily pissed.
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Heh
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Posted:Sep 13, 2012 12:10 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 4:4 am
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Read one persons profile asking if you can leave her quivering and breathless. i kept having the thought of no, exasperated yes. Maybe breathless from holding it in irritation. Some days i can be a real ace at it. Damn, would be nice in a way to have someone around to drive nuts. Better than being alone.
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Useless question
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Posted:Sep 8, 2012 9:20 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 4:4 am
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that is annoying me. How would you describe the irritating noise that is made when someone pages on VisionPersonals.com?
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Willit...
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Posted:Sep 8, 2012 9:19 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 4:4 am
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ever work here? Sooo many fakes and no contacts, is worse than alt i think. Any ideas that do not cost arm + leg?
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Ugh!
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Posted:Sep 8, 2012 9:15 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 4:4 am
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One of those days when you realise you have forgotten what it is like being with/in someone. Forgetting what an in-person naked body looks and feels like. Girrrrrrrrrrr!
Think my hand would divorce if it was not so attached.  Never mind the toys.
Noted that porn is even getting on my nerves, including my fave sub-genre o' creampie. Dunno if is self defense mechanism; or, it is annoyance at what the makers of the video think is hot (could write a list), never mind the preponderance of fake pies. Even has been occuring when watching some webcams. Triple girrrr even.
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Bored but will try
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Posted:Sep 6, 2012 8:27 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 4:4 am
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Gonna try and be on IRC more, if anyone wants to chat. may even check my yahoo and msn IM.
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Anyone?
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Posted:Aug 6, 2012 5:55 pm
Last Updated:Aug 9, 2012 12:36 pm
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Guess will resurrect the occasional inquiry of if i should post any contact info. Did not do much on alt, so here may be not be all that different.
Is it just me, or the groups i view, that my area is dead on VisionPersonals.com?
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No Joy
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Posted:Aug 6, 2012 5:39 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 4:4 am
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Is official. Certain i have forgotten what a naked person looks like for real. Really forgotten what touching and tasting one was like. Really cannot remember beyond basic memory flashes which is about the same as watching or looking at porn.
Not even sure if finding a strip club is useful. Aside from the near quixotic mission of finding one that suits, and the potential non affordable cost. Would it even help? Seeing in "4D" is nice idea, not sure if it is worth the effort.
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One mystery solved
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Posted:Aug 6, 2012 5:30 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 4:4 am
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...and not making feel any better. At least now i get how i an have X number of flirts and hotlists reported and no one there when i look. Duh, all the fake accounts, sadly 99.7% of any of the above categories. Finally noticed the little line to click to see all, including inactive.
Gives a real idea how the world sees ya. Mostly scams.
Go fish.
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Does it count as a re-start
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Posted:Aug 6, 2012 5:28 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 4:4 am
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Dropped off internet for a while. Not sure about the return, but cannot be worse than before the absence.....zero.
Appearsd one real person may have interest and no way to communicate, oh well.
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Some hits...
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Posted:Feb 21, 2012 9:43 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 4:4 am
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...hurt more than others. i know what i should probably be saying, or thinking, right now. With a reply like that, i should be more pissed than hurt. I would ask for opinions, hopefully i might get some response. i sent a birthday email to my long ago ex-fiance. She was the only real relationship i had and blew it. i try to show, at least, that i still care. i was blasted in the reply. i Guess i was wrong. I should be angry, but the reason i have sent her these simple messages twists it.
It is no secret that i have been a lonely, "lost" person since..for so long. All my less than useful attempts at changing that have been failures. One was a disaster. i really am at a loss on how to stop. As a doc of mine once said, i have the tools in my kit, i just do not seem able to use them. When i try, i tend to booger it.
i know it might be easier if i crapped on my "standards." i just have the mentality of one friend, when her parents asked her why she was a virgin at 21 (odd thing to say in many ways). She replied that you have to stomach waking up next to them. Weak stomach, and totally cognizant that it goes both ways. Catch 22 from hell.
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