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25 Jul 2017
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Posted:Jul 25, 2017 6:35 am
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How I wish I have something else to say  trying really hard the feeling of loneliness really sucks!
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16 Jun 2017
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Posted:Jun 16, 2017 1:53 am
Last Updated:Feb 21, 2018 9:23 pm
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I am so lonely
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15 Dec 2016
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Posted:Dec 14, 2016 8:28 am
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 6:22 pm
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I am sitting in the dark trying to stop myself from crying hahahaha. Why do I find myself in such a predicament? Because I am silly that's why hahaha. I am a romantic at heart and I think due to some unconfirmed theory about infants in the womb and what their Mother were doing during the pregnancy, I ended up with a liking for romance stories. The ones that affect me the most are the ones that mirror my own situation. I know first hand what it is like to love and not be equally prioritise by that someone my heart beats for. A person's behaviour and body language will speak more truth than the mouth ever can. I know when I am not priority. I ain't blind and I ain't stupid. You can call me a coward because I choose to continue decieving myself to keep the pain at bay. Maybe someday
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8 Dec 2016
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Posted:Dec 7, 2016 7:15 pm
Last Updated:Dec 7, 2016 8:14 pm
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I find myself day dreaming so much lately. Dreaming about spending time with the one I love. Not doing the tango under the sheets but simply doing normal everyday things. Just quality time together. If only dreams can come true. Melancholy descends upon me as the images fade from my mind bringing me back to reality.
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9 Nov 2016
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Posted:Nov 8, 2016 11:36 am
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2016 11:37 am
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It's past 3.30 am in the morning. Can't sleep. Feeling lonely again. Watching the news about USA voting for their next President. Don't need to be an American to know that troubled times are on the horizon. Whoever wins is just going to add more crap to this already very disturbed world.
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14 Oct 2016
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Posted:Oct 14, 2016 7:55 am
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 6:22 pm
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So tired of being lonely inside. Hate to ask for attention. It's really sad when you realised people that you care for doesn't care for you as much as you hope they do. makes me wonder if I should just leave them alone and never bother with them. Pathetic that I am that I find it so difficult to just up and leave. The heart simply refuses to listen to what the brain is saying. Little by little the affections erodes to the point of indifference. Why has it have to be like this? The feeling of being taken for granted is so prominent and so difficult to ignore. Just FML.
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12 Sep 2016
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Posted:Sep 11, 2016 5:18 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 6:22 pm
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Blessed is the person that possesses the love and heart of a fool, for the fool will do almost anything for a little affection.
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01 Sep 2016
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Posted:Aug 31, 2016 10:20 am
Last Updated:Aug 31, 2016 5:57 pm
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It's past 1am and yet I still can't sleep. Feelings of loneliness is keeping me awake. It is very sobering when you realised that you are not a priority in the life of someone you care deeply for. And even more pathetic when you know that you will never be priority. And it is true that the most valuable gift one can present to another is time. Personal time just to send a simple I miss you text. Given today's technology its so unfortunate to know that the person is online on a different social media app but won't even take the time to see your message. That alone can cut a wound so deep and forever leave a scar behind. It is sad that it is so easy to fall for someone yet so painful to stop loving someone. For all those that read this, if there is someone that you love who also loves you back, take some time to let that someone know just how much he/she means to you. It's guaranteed to put a smile on that person's face. I wished so much that there is someone who is willing to take a minute to type out a simple I love you to me. Dwelling yet again in loneliness.
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3 Jun 2016
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Posted:Jun 2, 2016 8:18 pm
Last Updated:Jun 2, 2016 8:18 pm
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How does it feel when you realised that there is no one to pick you up when you fall? It's getting harder for me each time to pick myself up and dust myself off. Lately I just feel like lying there and not care anymore. So damn tired.
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27 May 2016
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Posted:May 27, 2016 12:58 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2016 1:02 am
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My poor poor heart. You, the organ that beats within me so that I may live. Sadly afflicted with the problem of loving too deep giving too much and forgiving so easily. I have yet to do you justice. Time and time again I put you in situations where the pain is so hard to bear. Yet not once did you fail me. My dearest heart I swear to protect you better. To love you better and in future try not to hurt you so deeply anymore. I will build a wall so that no one can hurt you ever again. Quotes aplenty about giving up. Yet I still love this one from the movie The Vow. "How do you look at the girl you love and tell yourself it's time to walk away?" Yes men do hurt, we shed tears when no one else can see and we don't tell anyone because not many will take the time to listen and understand.
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23 May 2016
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Posted:May 22, 2016 8:30 pm
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2016 5:58 am
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I am really having a stretch of awful days. Nothing seems to go right. I just want this to end. Letting go is so hard to do. It's so difficult to understand when the answers leave more questions. How is one expected to navigate through all the fog? And when I ask questions to get a better understanding all I get is a brick wall. It's like trying to make my way through a minefield with a blindfold on. Dear God what have I ever done to deserve a fate like this??
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21 May 2016
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Posted:May 20, 2016 11:04 pm
Last Updated:May 21, 2016 4:50 pm
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Most things I want, I get not.
Some things I have, I want not.
Some things I received, I seek not.
All I pray for is for strength to carry on.
Catch me when I stumble, please don't let me fall.
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19 May 2016
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Posted:May 19, 2016 3:29 am
Last Updated:May 20, 2016 10:06 pm
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Sitting in a dark corner. Surrounded by sounds of the world. I am not alone but I am feeling so lonely inside. I want so much to hide away, to drown out everything. To numb myself from everything.
Everyone likes to feel wanted. To know that someone out there appreciates their existence. That they mean something to someone. I am not a bad person. This is not something that I should have to ask for, almost to the point of wanting to beg for it. I feel so tired inside. Maybe someday someone would be kind enough to stop for a minute, and for a moment make me feel like I am worth it.
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