Dear Razor
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Posted:Nov 22, 2012 3:12 am
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Dear Razor
The pain was immense.The demons in my head screaming your nothing but shit.So blinded by the pitch black.Staring in the mirror at the monster I created.The tears and waste of make up on their cruelty.Freak.Devil Worshipper.Monster.Ugly.Emo.Broken glass.Self esteem shot to hell.So much stress.That's when I met you.You shone in my desperate eyes.The first taste of your evil was a sedative.Numbing momentarily.The toll eased until I saw what you truly portrayed.Soon it was long sleeves,bandages,and excuses to cover up the damage....
So now...
I won't use you anymore to make the pain ease and I will stop scarring myself with the touch of your steely tendrils.No more slitting,slicing,and dicing to keep from crying.Can't stand the sting anymore.Every time I used you to find myself I realize I was just disconnecting who I really was.And all the blood you wrought will never be yours again.
I am not scared anymore of the storm.When I failed all those nights and picked you up I was a fool.You are nothing but the past.When my misery made me do what I vowed I would not.All the stares and the snickers can't drive me to do this madness.You tempt me still but I am better than this shit.
All I need now is to find the light ...the one that happiness brings...depression you can kiss my ass goodbye.I am still a long way from my goal but I'll walk this road of sheer hell to seek out my destiny.
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Here kitty kitty pt 1(Rough Draft)
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Posted:Nov 21, 2012 11:09 pm
Last Updated:Nov 22, 2012 6:20 pm
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He was a peculiar fella and I knew he was much different than the dipshits I had been used to half of my teenage life.His eyes were not the kind that brightened but were so dark they looked like solidified black paint that had no shine whatsoever.The muscles neath that tank of white he was wearing tightened when I showed any sign of bolting.My pussy was in need of a good licking I thought to myself but what exactly what did he think he was going to get.
Those freakishly large hands already reaching for my breasts across the gear shift.I smacked him and said"Just what the fuck do you think you are doing Mr."I had to admit I was about to piss my damn pants by now.All I had wanted was a ride home but he had far more in mind.I fumbled for the door handle and he grabbed me.Punching in any direction I possibly could.Trying just to land a hit.Making contact with his jaw and I fell flat on my ass on the pavement.Gone like the fucking wind.Rain pelting me like miniature be be's.
I kept looking back to see if he was following me.It was so hard to see in the pitch black.Thunder rolling across the ground.Almost hitting me on several occasions.I tore through the brush and cut through the trees.All I could hear was the snapping of branches and the faint sounds of snarling.Shit my period was killing me.I found the clearing and there was nowhere left to go but into the maze of forestry.
Then my big blue eyes nearly bulged out of my skull at the sight before me.It had these grey eyes that were on fire and it's sights were set on me.The muscles in its arms retracting as that tongue hung out.It's breath apparent within the coldness of the night.Snarling at me.Tail swishing in the wind.Those legs were strong,ready,and knew my scrawny ass was no match.
Great the bastard was gone but now I was giant cat food.That is when I saw that cock hanging between it's legs.One big dick I murmured to myself.I tried to get the shit in my head together.By then it was too late....The force of those claws tearing into my thighs made me piss on myself.Hot pee running down both legs.
Everything went black.Hours passed it seemed.When I came to I saw the blonde pine of a cabin ceiling.I tried to move.No luck.I was naked completely.When I pulled on my restraints it cut my wrists open.Everything was burning.He stood there his striped tail slowly sliding up my leg then to my pussy.
I felt such pleasure as my lips dripped.My period had come I was sure of it now.He leaned a little closer and sniffed.Parting my lips and gently tasting me.Violating me.He pinned me to the bed.Dragging those daggers down my body.Cutting.I was horny.I wanted to fuck him and I did not know why.I screamed when he thrust into me out of nowhere.That feline cock knocking off the cobwebs of places a mortal dick had never touched.He was purring.Grunting.My tightness surrounding him.He moved .Shoving it in deeper.Fucking me harder. I let out a whimper.
My bones were making these strange noises.I felt the change...Oh fuck was I becoming what he was.He smirked as my
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A SONG I WROTE
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Posted:Nov 20, 2012 8:30 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 7:21 am
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I can see it's done
And it still hurts
I love you the same now
As I did back then
But baby I won't call
Never come back around
Or say the words you hate to here
Even if it kills me in the end
I can see it's done
And it still hurts
I love you the same now
As I did back then
No baby,No,I won't try anymore
To convince you to care
I won't,I won't even cry
If that's what you need
Because I can see
Baby.You don't love me the way I love you
No you don't want what I feel
Or even know how cold you can be
No you have not a clue what loving you has done
So I'll tell you this
My last words are
LOVE IS AS VILE AND AS ENDLESS AS YOU
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A SONG I WROTE
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Posted:Nov 20, 2012 8:30 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 7:21 am
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I can see it's done
And it still hurts
I love you the same now
As I did back then
But baby I won't call
Never come back around
Or say the words you hate to here
Even if it kills me in the end
I can see it's done
And it still hurts
I love you the same now
As I did back then
No baby,No,I won't try anymore
To convince you to care
I won't,I won't even cry
If that's what you need
Because I can see
Baby.You don't love me the way I love you
No you don't want what I feel
Or even know how cold you can be
No you have not a clue what loving you has done
So I'll tell you this
My last words are
LOVE IS AS VILE AND AS ENDLESS AS YOU
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Nights.Secrets untold.A face of shimmering gold
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Posted:Nov 20, 2012 6:10 pm
Last Updated:Nov 23, 2012 1:43 pm
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Funny how sometimes you cannot remember people you have known all your life.The ones you care so much about.And you love.But you can remember a stranger.One kiss.A moment of bliss.A face of such intrigue.Left baffled.
You crave that taste again.Just a chance to explore what might have been or kiss the sky one more time.You know it is almost impossible to see that sort of heaven when it only happens once because on occasion attraction can intoxicate the human system.
Everyone seeks someone who can spark a fire that is almost always dormant because not many know just how to light it.
We all can recall faces we cannot seem to push into the back of our minds.We always wonder.Even if we pretend it is over and done with.There are people in the span of our lives that will take a part of us that is captivated beyond understanding.
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Ashes
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Posted:Nov 20, 2012 5:32 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 7:21 am
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You were my rising sun
And the moon that reflected in these deadened eyes
My perfectly fucked over pleasure
And my endless hell
I wish you loved me
But time will never tell of our tragedy'
A ticket to sin is found in men like you
Now that my innocence is gone
And the ability to feel
All that is left is the ashes of me and you
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Adrenaline pt 1
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Posted:Nov 20, 2012 5:09 pm
Last Updated:Nov 21, 2012 12:08 am
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I gazed out at the sea of dead.My bruised body still parched,my eyes of blue tired but alert,and my finger on the trigger.Staying alive had become a forgotten priority.I did not have the energy to fight anymore.The sun was setting behind a dying world's stagnate sky.My disgust had grown to outrage as I waited on death.Nearly the entire population outside waiting for their meal.Flesh something they staggered around all night for.Groaning in anticipation and clawing at all hours for.
My boyfriend was dead,all of my friends,and my family picked clean down to just me as the sole survivor.I looked up at my only companion Dylan.His blue eyes were as empty as my own.He also felt like jumping in that ocean of horror just to end this hell.I was horny for the first time in months.So long we had been denying ourselves trying to keep watch on them so we would not end up as their form of fucking bologna.
He kissed me softly and I gave in.Pulling him closer just to taste his warmth.My breasts already in his hands.He was still so smooth to me in the way he moved so gracefully.I ran my fingers across his ass and squeezed.My shirt was already gone and my bra to.His ripped by my anxious palms.I fumbled with his zipper,those buttons,and that belt.His cock already hard for me.My pussy soaked with the lust of months worth of sexual deprivation.
I pulled him closer until his cock was pressing my pussy.Running my hands up and down his back still wondering if this was real.His tongue tickling my fancy as we held one another.I shuddered everytime his fingers grazed my clitoris.Arching when he took my nipple into his mouth and I wiggled out of my panties.He spread my nether lips to touch me.My fingers curled around his cock.His balls filling my palm.Swollen with cum and ready.I tried to be silent but he was such a lover.Perfect.
I was taking all of him in.My one sanctuary of normal in the eye of the storm.I wanted more.So I slid down his body.My tongue darting over the head of his cock.Tracing the crown.Rubbing it against my lips and all over my face.His balls to.I sucked one nut.Then the other.He was rising.I flicked my tongue between them.Nibbling.Sliding my thumb up and down his veins.He twitched and ran his tender fingers through my long auburn hair.
I kissed his penis.All of it.Licking it like a lollipop.Sucking just the tip.Grabbing his hips as he thrust in and out of my mouth.Smacking it on my tongue.Guiding me to the most sensitive spots.I slid a finger in his ass.Twisting it.He was straining.Solid like a piece of cherry wood.His cock began to twitch as he came.I tasted the sweetness of him.Swallowing every drop.I looked up at him and he wanted a kiss so I obliged him.
The taste of his cum swapped between us.He pinned me down as he made his way down.Kissing,biting,and lapping at my body.I yanked his hair as he found the one place that made me weak.Pushing his tongue into my slit.Holding it open to him.So he could enjoy.I spread my legs even wider to give him further access.Propping them up on his shoulders.He ran his tongue up and down to my ass.Back.Repeating.Fingering me as he sucked my clit.My juices overflowing.Soaking the bed.He kissed me long and sensual.Then entered me.
Sliding into my slippery when wet cunt.We rolled onto our sides and he held my leg up as he thrust.My muscles clenching tighter and tighter.He went deeper and deeper.I was almost screaming now.Unaware that they were crawling into this place like cockroaches..His mouth on mine again as I straddled him.Rolling into a different position with every few minutes until we were doggie style and he was cumming in my vagina load after load until it dripped from my pussy lips,over my thighs,and down my chest clear to my nips.
He entered my ass and this time he was rough.Pressing me into the mattress.Strokes so cruel they wrought my blood.Spanking my ass.His head resting on my shoulder as my ass worked with his dick.Cheeks spread.I moaned his name as he moaned mine.He whispered I love you.Then they ruined the motherfucking moment.His sweating body on mine.The guns went off.Straight shots to our heads by the rigged entrance.
They did not care we were dead.They ripped chunks from our still hot corpses.Chewing.Smacking their rotten lips together like a bunch of engorged horses.His soul and mine were gone but we were now fresh meat or were we....
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Shit I hate
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Posted:Nov 20, 2012 2:40 pm
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2012 4:13 pm
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One thing I cannot stand is when some men and women act like they own their partner.Or they are sexist assholes.If you love someone hell should you not be fair and respect them not act like a complete asshole.Why tell them you cannot wear this and you cannot go here or there.Or you forbid them from being near their family but you can see yours.Also I hate it when these same types like to bring the past up and tell you how good their ex was in bed.Your partner probably wants to bitch slap you for that shit.I mean after that why would they wanna fuck you.They act like their shit does not stink.Tell you tattoos are on white trash and your friends are because they do not have a stick shoved up their ass.Telling you not to cuss them after they cuss you all to hell.People like this make my blood boil.Snobby dickwads and cunts.Hate to break it to you asswipes.It is hard to love someone who behaves this way.Let alone marry them.Be fair to who you love and they will love you back.Be fair,just,and true and the same will be granted to you.
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The Scandal
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Posted:Nov 16, 2012 2:12 pm
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2012 2:47 pm
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Charming devil and an accent to kill but I can see right through those brown eyes because lies are lies and you tell them so well.You watch me and I know your cherry coated bullshit with effortless exact fine printed pinpoits.Every night you choke up another excuse but I can smell her perfume all over your skin.On the balcony I wait with a big bottle of Jack Daniels.I stopped trusting you when you started taking that bitch into your arms while I lay alone at night reaching out for emptiness.
I stopped crying when I realized no is worth stringing my sadness along for so with a grin on my face.A dress past mid thigh and whorified sheer lace thigh highs I called your sister up.Funny how she loves women isn't it and as she came strutting through the door and I greeted her with a kiss.Tasting her innocence on my serpentine tongue.Such a fresh flower she seems to be.Wrapping my arms around her and pinning her to the floor.My blue eyes bright and dominant to her sexy little submissive ass.I smile like the bitch I know you think I am and pull her pert breasts free from that sporty red tanktop.My gecko tongue teasing her nipples until they pop out and say hello.
She moans so cute so I decided to dive right into the honey jar kind of like tigger and pooh.Spearing that clit with my tongue until she is begging my clever skill to sweeten her newfound addiction even more.I oblige as I suck her red light to green go.She squirms and grabs those sheets.Opening to me and enjoying.I love the dirty deed feel of it.The filth that feels so fucking good.Her little hello kitty kiss panties on the floor.When she cums in my mouth as her cunt cuddles my finger.Her release my delight.
Playtimes over fucker.I pull her up by the hair of the head.Slam her face first against the wall.I know she is terrified but I know what the hell I am doing when I shove three fingers in and work her pussy like a puppet master.Slapping that jay lo ass until my handprint is embedded on it.Finding my dildo in the drawer.Lubing it up with her cum.Shoving it up her ass and moving it cruelly.Her juices all over the floor.She is mine.Vengeance driving me mad as I lick her inside and out.Playing with her tits.Making her face me and kissing her so hard she is giving in.Fondling my breasts as she suckles tham and I knead hers.
Ooops there goes the thong.Shes on her knees sucking my pussy like a good little bitch.I purr at her expertise and enjoy every second.Then I straddle her on your custom hardwood floor and rub my pussy against hers .Biting her nips as my cum flows with hers.She digs her nails into my back.Double headed vibrator put within both of us .So I rock her world.She is so perfect when her eyes so green roll back into her head.I move my hips and give all my intent to her body.Entangled in a heap of sex.Taking her again and again with that toy until I pop her cherry.Withdrawing it and teasing her little sensitive pussy cat.
In the shower...I wash her lovingly and eat her all over again.Taking the time to dry her.Sending her home trembling from my passion.So swell the ronda vu.I watch her disappear into the cool night mist.Picking up the video camera as I laugh my deranged ass off.Anticipating your homecoming.
When you arrive I just gaze at you and you ask me how was your day?I just say not a word and run my hands over your cock.You swell in my hand just the way I want you to.We end up in the kitchen .Shoving everything off the dining table.You hike up my dress and lick me .I try not to giggle as I think of where I had just been.
When I get off I kick you with those red pumps you bought on our anniversary and grab you by your shirt collar and say I know where you have been.All the time with your fucking ex while I kept your palace in place like a good housewife.But Im sick of this shit.Of waiting on a man who is as worthless as the he's fucking.So kiss this ass goodbye and watch the tape you dickhead.I let him go
Grabbing my prada purse and flip him the bird.Then leave on foot and hope he views my crimes because some assholes get what they deserve.
HOPE U ENJOY
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The 3some Part 2
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Posted:Nov 7, 2012 1:00 am
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2012 2:42 pm
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I was touching myself as he ran his fingers over my tits.Squeezing.I started sucking the head of his penis as I rubbed those balls so delicately.The other joined in and I hurt my little mouth as I took both of them in.Choking just a bit as I used my small palms to hold them both in place and suckle.Moans of enjoyment from us all.It was truly amazing.Then finding their assholes and fingering.Stiffening further.Holding my head in place.They each thrust and it hurt but I did not give a damn because my pussy was soaking wet and I knew just what I needed.Cum seeping over my tonsils as they pulled out .Some making it on my face.He scooped it up with his ring finger and made me lick it off.I cleaned their cocks.
I stood as they hit their knees and one spread my ass.His tongue tickling my tight hole.Pushing it inside made me squeal.I was cumming down my legs trembling.The other kissing my pussy and fingering.I could barely stand as they drove me crazy.Leg hiked up on his shoulders.Held up by the other as they tongue fucked the hell out of me.I begged to be fucked.To have them pound me like a Hustler Pin up.They eased into me.
Cock in my ass first so the other could enter my starved cunt.I felt my eyes roll back into my head as I rode his cock and his best friend fucked me from behind.Harder and harder until I was gasping.Cum everywhere.I dug my nails into his chest as I kissed him.Throwing my long auburn locks around and grinding against them both.For hours I orgasmed until each hole hurt.When we all came again in unison.Pulling apart.Taking turns kissing and spooning.
Next round...They switched places and the screwing only heightened to a whole new level.My nipples tugged at and bitten.Groped by both sets of hands so we decided to all lay side by side.Through all the cum,sweat,and smell of sex.They fell asleep nestled inside me.Both with their arms wrapped around me and mine holding them both close.Exhausted we slept together.And I was like damn this is how it should be.
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the cemetary
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Posted:Nov 6, 2012 6:51 pm
Last Updated:Nov 16, 2012 3:38 pm
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Sitting on a tombstone,your eyes clouded..so unreadable,and your eyes locked on my waist.I smile at you with that Salem between my fingers.The silence so electrifying as you rise and we meet.The way your hands grapple my ass in this slutty excuse for a dress.Unbuttoning your shirt to expose those inviting muscles of yours.Your so tall while I am just a short bitch but your lips are claiming mine.I can tell you have held your tension so long.
The tombstones so crumpled,trees so twisted as they weep alone,and my soul so old arouses you.I offer you my touch as you suck on my tongue.My fingertips swirling in a soft lullabye around your nipple as I fumble with your cock almost playfully
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:)Ironic
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Posted:Nov 6, 2012 6:16 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 7:21 am
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I still remember screaming your name in the pouring rain.Watching you drive away with her as my makeup ran down my face.On my knees I gripped the gravel and tossed at you.Used up again.I picked up my pride from the side walk.Staring out the prescription bottle in the bathroom cabinet and fumbled with the half drunken bottle of Vladimir.Chugging it as I took a handful.
Feeling the floating of a familiar high.Staring up at a caving ceiling.Hearing the words echo and the sound of your laughter.Your scent in my bed as it clung to the sheets we made love under.Your memories.The warmth of your touch.No more right.Everything is wrong.My heart in your hands it left when you did.
My best friend.Should have seen her intent long ago.In this very room while I was gone.Again and again.How she told me I should leave you when all along she was fucking you.Ironic.How she smiled as she left with you?I crawled off the bed.Then took a lighter and watched it burn.
I forced myself to stand and get dressed.With a gun in the passenger seat.I kissed the barrel and thought long and hard.How easy it would be to put a bullet between her eyes so full of shit and make a scene.But as I pondered I thought of something far more thrilling.
8 months later.....She calls my cell.Apologizing so I play along.I tell her to meet me in the middle of nowhere.So stupid she was.When her little white Sedan came in blowing dust.As she stepped out I whistled.The large German Sheperds so black.Their muscles tensing at my command.Their jaws snapping as their pearl white razors became apparent.Of course she ran.But I stood there in black cutoffs and a red tank with that gun right on her.A silencer attached as I laid the lead to her knees.Watching her fall.Slumping over like a filthy foul bag of trash.Then I gave them the last snap and watched them sink their teeth in.Holding her down with my combat boot so they could enjoy their meal.
I could hear her screaming in agony so I kicked her teeth in and took pleasure in hearing her bones crackle as they were crushed by powerful jaws.She looked like no more than a carcass when they finished.Blood running down their beautiful muzzles.Patting them on the head for their obedience.So I kicked her down the old mine shaft when I was done cutting the band of gold from her finger.
When night fell..I crept into his house as quite as a mouse.He was calling everyone she knew in search of her.I pounced.The napkin covered in a sedative sent him to sleep.
When he woke up he was wearing nothing and the razor wire was coiled around him like a snake.His hands nailed to old wooden posts with iron railroad ties.I tilted my head grinning.Pulling the lever so the gasoline covered his silhouette.He called me a bitch and I shoved her severed finger into his mouth.Boo hoo he was crying about what I had done to her so I pulled out her severed head courtesy of my machete.
He was making a fuss so I blew him a kiss as I turned those big wheels.Watching it slit him wide open.Aroused by his suffering so I reeled faster until he split apart.I set him on fire.Such beautiful blue,green,and orange flames.Enjoying the burning flesh.Watching as he was as crisp as blackened toast so I put a puffy marshmallow on a stick and enjoyed a snack.
Laughing my ass off as I hand fed my pets some puffy white charred mallows.Afterall payback was a bitch.
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