The Poisoned Rat
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Posted:Mar 26, 2013 4:46 pm
Last Updated:Jun 2, 2013 12:59 am
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"I love her"I heard pass your lips again and the crash of those familiar clawing words cut deeper than the heartache of watching you make it with her.From the dimness of a dank closet through a crack I got to see it all unfold before me like cluttered clockwork.Her big brown nipples swollen and filling your mouth with a sense of satisfaction it seemed.Those conspiring tight curls tickling your fair skin as the stubble of your salt&pepper beard rubbing her big mocha breasts while you fingered that pussy in which looked like a giant cave that many caveman had crawled in and out of.She was calling your name and your lips tightened with hers while she rode you.The murderous noise of your bodies smacking together killing my soul slowly with a blade hotter than burning coals.Gritting my teeth and holding back the tears that let me know this image of a good man you had painted in my stupid little head was all a facade while you played the devil's games.I said not a word and then it began the dark side of Suburban romance that is when I concocted a cure to the madness and the same result with men.So..
I pushed my little metal cart through Winn Dixie's grocery store and stumbled upon some rather mighty De-Con rat poisoning for pests a woman just might want rid of.Sure it was easy to just divorce you but you bastards fucked on my Timber wolf blanket and in my bed.The same one that we had shared such good sex in so I was going to make your stated dream to her come true"That bitch is crazy".Afterall you asked for it didn't you so I will oblige you and that sweet slutty stripper of yours but her death would be far more excruciating.So I continued on to the counter and the bag boy was giving me the look so I slid my wedding band off my tiny ring finger where it had rested so long and gave it fling into my open Ed Hardy purse which convenietly said"Love Kills Slowy".Ironic shit huh.After paying for my revenge I guided the cute young man to my Black pickup and told him to get in.He did not question me because the wink I had given him earlier let him know just what I wanted.
In the customized leather of my backseat I pulled up my small black dress accented with the ruby cross accompanied by spiraling roses and demanded he fuck me now from behind.He did not hesitate and began straddling my behind.Giving a playful smack as he slipped a finger across the glistening wetness of my slit.The tempting splay of hi middle tip padding up and down my clit til it began to pulse desperate to feel the strange in which only this young dumb inexperienced boy of a man could provide.He was only about eighteen and he was exploring my pussy with a hungering he had known since he discovered boobs existed years ago and he was rock hard I could see the outline in his trick pants growing even more apparent everytime I happened to glance back in impatience.The curving at that one daring digit against the bottom of my already swollen clit and pushed upwards.Back and forth.My legs were trembling like a little schoolgirls having her first time but he made it feel extremely internally orchestrating.My sweet honey flowed onto his hand squirting in a thick stream of everclear beauty.He continued to rub me but my body could stand it no longer I needed it now and I yellled at him to get his ass in gear.Letting him see the depth of my impatience.He just smiled with those malicing dark eyes neath those long spindled strands of burgundy with these spitting streams of black followed by a rainbow of white,aqua,and midnight blue locked into intrigue by the one negative color that held the look in place.
I just locked my legs in place and bit my lip when he leaned forward as if a clever wild jaguar ready to strike and dragged his tongue acrosss my exposed labia.I spread out of nerve jerking reaction to such sensations.Stop was all I could manage to say.His eagerness was paying off a bit too much and I was at his whims.He sucked,fondled my silken folds, and moved that mean motherfucking tongue up and down my lips and my ass.When he began to kiss my cheeks and bite down painfully I was so aroused I thought I was going to lose my conciousness.He asked nothing of my skills when he finally drank my cum and would soon finally fuck me harder than any man ever could or would.My head would hit the door but who cares it was better than the cocks I had experienced in the past.He drove that hard,moist rod all the way into my tight channel and hit spots that made me pant.Pulling my ass to him as he leaned 0ver me.Grabbing my throat and choking me while he tilted my head to kiss me slowly and dominantly.Taking my tongue in and dancing it with it.The loss of air made my orgasms unsteady and so delicious.When he released my neck he began kissing up and down it.Grabbing my pert breasts.I was moaning curse words almost all night while he went in and out then held himself in and thrust brutally.Forcing me to spread and accomodate the creamy white joy that exploded and calmed my inner muscles drought.
He was a giving lover indeed and what I thought to be a fumbling was a man of great specialty.I felt him withdraw and pull me into his lap just kissing my little head and running his fingers through my hair but I was covered in sweat and so was he.It congealed our skin together and he tugged my dress back over my killer curves.He ran his fingers over my lips and then showed me my bunched up panties with the glow in the dark Peek a Boo on them but stuffed them in his pocket.I did not protest because hell why not give him a token to remember me by.He handed me a cross that was red and black and so beautiful with a sterling silver chain and a ring with a Jolly Roger encrusted in black onyx.I siad nothing after he whispered slyly"Definitely will see you again".It twas true that at the time I had no idea.We kissed softly and then he was slamming the door and I was crawling into the front.Turning my key and storming off to the house.I thought about how much I wanted to murder my husband the whole way.When I pulled into the driveway dirt and grass went flying.He was in the house cooking and I did not even acknowledge him .I think he said"HI" but who cares when he had been with her most of the day.He could smell sex but I did not give a damn because the score was even and I would not stop at that.
His face was sour.Unhappy he may have been but who cares when I had him wondering where I had been and who I had been with.When I excused myself from the table without eating his barbecue chicken something within knew he would follow me to our Jacuzzi tub but no love would be shown.I stepped out of my dress and watched it slink to the marble floor and then I stepped into the still running water and waited in the welcoming heat for the bath to fill.Then he knocked and I told him to go the fuck away but you know men they just do not listen to us women.He sauntered towards me wearing nothing but his birthday suit,his cock hard as a pine tree, and his six pack a tempting sight but they had worn out there welcome with me.When he eased in beside me I drifted away but he insisted trying to kiss me,touch me,and make it seem as if it was all 0kay.But I shoved him away and he was frustrated but when I said"How was the taste of cocoa in the afternoon".He said nothing and I could almost feel my tears but as he attempted stuttered apologies I slapped him and wrapped my hands around his throat.Choking him with all my strength.My eyes wild and full of something that frightened him and even I.The sweetness drowning would give me.But I let the worm go and he looked at me wide eyed but I just retorted"Oh spare me the whiny poor me bullshit.You fucking did it this time you measley coward.Go to hell and forget what we had.I am done being Betty Fucking Crocker while you bring trash into our home.And if you want the truth you bastard I fucked the bag boy at Pic Pac and he was a hell of a lot better than you.Your weak.Spineless and I promise you.I FUCKING PROMISE YOU THAT I AM GOING TO FINISH FIRST AND SHE WILL GET A TASTE OF A BITCH."
He tried coaxing me and reassuring but he could see I was too angry to deal with him but I tore into him cruelly.Straddling him and pinning him to the tub.Kissing him feverently.Grasping the fullness of his hips and pulling his cock in me and coiling my legs around him.Tightening around him while I rode him.Grinding.Just to feel the raw power of our combining hatred and the fantastic fucking desire that had once sweltered between us.My nails cutting into his ass and his into my back.Moving together heavily and intensely.Unable to pull apart.The tears we shared overwhelming while we went at it like animals.
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The porno pt 2 in the making
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Posted:Dec 10, 2012 8:45 pm
Last Updated:Feb 5, 2013 8:03 pm
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Luke was a tall brunette with a swimmer's build and bulging muscles.His eyes were brown and taunting but the way he moved his ass in that costume assured me fucking him would be a pleasure.I was in an emerald dress designed by a genius set to match Princess Leia .My auburn hair even put up in those creepy curls but this was business and it must be done.My seafoam set of booty panties were tight and my ass cheeks were hanging out of them.
I was reaching for his hand in this galactic like scene and the stars seemed almost real.When I was distracted by them he bent me over and ripped those expensive panties off my ass.When he smacked it I almost screamed because damn he was rough.I
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The porno:P
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Posted:Dec 9, 2012 2:31 pm
Last Updated:Jan 3, 2016 6:16 am
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I stared at the cameras as if I were a doe on another back road and a black SUV's headlights were drawing near.The people watching made me uncomfortable and I tightened the plush robe around my waist even more.The show was about to start and these damn spiked Hello Kitty High heels were killing my feet as I tried to walk in them as sexy as I could possibly manage.My pink meow mix styled manicure made me feel girly and gay but I had to admit I did adore the little black kitties that were part of the strange design.My thong said in bright letters Purr Pussy Purr so I was beginning to feel oh so fucking hot.The padding unneeded in bra was agitating my already pert nips and I just put a smile on my face.
He was wearing a white robe and purple boxers that sure in the hell hugged his bulge.It made me go Whoa!!!Fuck!!The size..was that supposed to go in my cunt?I gulped in some air and kissed him gently.My lips trembling..both sets that is.His palms soothed me when they slid away the robe and he ran his tongue over mine.Exploring my small mouth.Cupping my ass in these panties that were riding into my crack and giving me a wedgie.Wait they were supposed to do that.I moaned softly as he groped my breasts.The fabric rustling against my pink nipples until they were screaming to be suckled.Soon I was getting rid of his robe as well.
Working my way down.Those abs were about as hard as his cock and they felt nice but I had to focus on his penis because I wanted it in my mouth.I scratched his thighs when I went down.His cute boxers were now in a wrinkled heap somewhere in the room.I put it in my hand and kissed it passionately.Rubbing it on my tongue.Looking up at him with that naughty in my bright eyed gaze.The veins silk and alot like baby serpents because they crawled further when I suckled them.The tip dripping onto my heart shaped face.I traced every inch.Playing with it like a brand new toy.Taking it in then pulling out.It was a lollipop and I was enjoying tasting it.The bigger it became the more amused I was by it.His balls I drew between my teeth and moved them up and down.
I flicked my tongue from side to side every time he moaned.The slick watery feel of it when he exploded all over me.I rubbed it all over my skin and purred.He yanked me up by his and placed me on his shoulders.Licking my pussy through the lace of my panties and I could only twitch and twist like a possessed bitch.It was so damn good that I thought I was going to cum already but he set me down on the black leather chair arm and slid my skimpy excuse for underwear off and stuck them to his nose.Smelling them and then sticking them into his mouth.What he did next baffled me because he put them around his neck.Then I was back on those broad beauties and he was thrusting his tongue up in me.Curving it upward until I was literally pulling strands of his brown hair out .
I reversed it so that he was holding me by my back legs and sucking on my clit while I was facing that delicious ding dong and I sure wanted some more of that candy creme.I shoved as much as I could get in to my mouth and gagged myself.My jaws locked in place while I massaged his sac.Every inch pulsating.Wetness soaking his face when I turned myself on by giving him head.We both came at the same time.Heat.Sweat.I wrapped my legs around his waist and he coiled his arms around me..forcing it in which made me stretch further than I ever had.It was hell for a bit but then my pussy was squeezing it and pouring her warm nectar on him.He was going so hard that it made me go through tremors every few seconds.My spikes cutting into that bubble butt but that did not stop him any and he was enjoying it as much as it was.
I had forgotten about the set around me and was somewhere high on this amazing fucking I was getting from a guy I did not know at all.The twist caught me off guard when I felt a tongue in my ass and small delicate fingers fondling my asshole.The way she was working my behind made my inner muscles tighten around him.I was breathing heavy and spinning in bliss.The guy that replaced her was filling my back door and it was intense agony but the good shit.Being bounced back and forth with cum coming out everywhere.The white heat over my ass cheek and down my thighs let me know segment one was about over and they were cleaning me and I was thinking I should have done this sooner.
Next Scene...Yet to come
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Posted:Dec 7, 2012 11:17 pm
Last Updated:Dec 28, 2012 11:13 pm
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The burning buildings ahead.Crunch of gravely snow had turned me into a rock that was always still.Bullets rang in the air and my black cotton skirt was beyond a mini,my eyes favoring a raccoon with all my eyeliner,and the emptiness in my voided eyes continued to see all those damning flashes of you.Maybe it was all for the best but I do not really see anything good coming of this.The burns that dot my mangled body tell the tales of my journey.When I was about go back down the lane straight to the past.He put his strong scarred arms around me and kissed my neck.The fullness of his lips were nothing like your thin sweet slither stealing my silhouette away in the waning shadows of a cool Summer night in mid July.He unbuttoned my brown long sleeved V neck,turning my nipples with his strong fingers,and I turned to face him to let my tongue surrender.
The way he slapped my ass made me even hornier,I had to have him because there was nothing more I could do,so I lead him around like a slutty little and slammed him down on the plastic excuse for a floor of that big green tent.I helped him pull down my skirt so he could touch my pussy and entertain my interest.His penis was giving me a standing ovation in my camo g string.So I set it free and I wasted no motherfucking time sliding it in sweet bliss.It felt so good I cried out.Hurting a bit since no man had touched me since you left me.The power of his muscles fucking me oh so good.I tore away his camo tank and felt his chest.The six pack covered in sweat.Then my bra was in the corner along with everything else.
We were rolling around in an enchanted heap.He pulled out and went down to taste my rainbow.The playboy bunny tattoo on my cunt moving as my vagina gave in.Long licks that made me give.I had his head pushed down until I was grinding his face.His finger hitting every spot in the world that made me squirm even more.The ongoing war outside worsened.I used my feet to fondle his cock.Enjoying the outspoken sounds he was making.When his cum covered my toes it was time to have another go.I rode him.He moved me up and down his shaft.In my ass he went a few times.Bodies smacking.Sucking each other's faces.But my moans turned into your name not his.Because it was you I was seeing.Not the man whom I fought next to day to day.But you were never coming back because they laid you to rest 8 months ago.
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Something I have no idea why I wrote
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Posted:Dec 5, 2012 9:46 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2012 12:50 pm
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Little don't you dare go beyond the fence.To the trees where the grass dyeth and no animals show.Never stray to the house of horrors with shattered shutters,a musty moldy odor,and vines snaking inside.For what is in the window will come for you.Your scampering scuffles shall never escape the little demon with hollow eyes of blackened skies.
No !!No!!Do not go where the dress of tethered white soaked in centuries of dust,blood,and spider webs billows in the howling wind.For no one will ever hear you cry again because she waits with jagged teeth and you will hear the whispers of her tortured soul.A game so deadly with you she wants to play.And even.Oh if even you make it to your bed your already dead my dear.
Because.Pitter.Patter.Pitter.Patter.Boo.Up the stairs she crawls.Bones popping and spine chilling voices whispered in your ears.Hide neath your covers sweet one but dare not look under your bed becaus thos dry cracked lips curl into a devious smile.For her curse is clouding over you.Your frightened and frozen.
Mommy.Oh mommy.Come save me but she moves toward you.As quite as a mouse twitching and turning in creepy little ways.Up the wall she moves and burns through you.Your sobbing.Crying so hard.But no one stops the slender shutter.No more will you evade.She grabs you always and in the closet you go where it is pitch black and no trace will they find.For all learn.Mommy knows best but heed you could not so now you die.
Twinkle.Twinkle.Little Star.Soon your going to be afar.In a land where hell and fairytales collide.But remember little one evil never dies.It is in the shape and form of a little just like you who from the dark is hidden and who's laughter is heard.Booming in the echo of another 's empty bed.So never disobey or Mary is coming for you.Coming for you.Say your prayers if you dare.
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The Planning
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Posted:Dec 5, 2012 11:00 am
Last Updated:Dec 5, 2012 7:20 pm
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Darkness surrounded her and the aurora she gave was of malice and unmerciful,undeniable,and blunt beauty.Those crevaces she called shimmering blue burned a hole right through all those whom tried to compare.The blue jean skirt around that sexy ass could stop traffic from a mile away and that low cut v neck tank was amazingly hot.She sat down with no panties and her legs spread upon his sofa.That raven hair making her look as innocent as a common Catholic schoolgirl.She shot him that come fuck me grin and he let his hand slip onto her waiting cunt.The sensation of his hand made her lick her lips.She pulled him down on top of her and began playing with his dick jutting and inching for it.
He was so aroused he just took it upon himself to drop his American Eagle designer jeans.She gazed up at him standing there and he shoved her head down on his rock hard erection.She took it like a woman and began to deepthroat him.The sound of those lips around it made it him extend.When she was choking he was ramming it more.Moaning out.He fingered and pulled her open.She needed him in her.He was close to cumming.She begged him to fuck her.On her knees on the cushion he shoved it in her to shut her up no to make her want it more.He slapped her ass red.That skirt scooted up on her stomach.The way she scooted closer.Pussy lips enjoying his thickness.He was leaned over her pounding her good.He was about to explode when he heard that Ford F 150 pull in the drive way.Gravel flying.
He almost shit down both legs because that was her husband.She told him to get the hell out quick in a frantic whisper.He was already up and buttoning his pants.Dick as limp as the dish rag on the sink.Shit he uttered under his breathe.He had been waiting to get her pussy for awhile.Cocksucker came home earlier than usual.She scampered to get presentable and played it cool but she was already needing that strange again because his dick was much bigger than her husbands 5 inch joke.She felt disappointed but hid it and had managed to behave but she was plotting the next ronda vu.It was worth the beating she would get.Hell he busted her mouth every chance he got anyways.
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The road
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Posted:Dec 3, 2012 3:35 am
Last Updated:Dec 5, 2012 11:01 am
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I lost my way
Through the rocky road to faith
My ankles gave
And I stumbled in love with you
Failure falsifying favor
Your face turned away
When I fell from grace
And my whispered promise putrid again
You staggered into the light
And in the darkness I was trapped
Unable to catch you
When my tears filled the wells of hell
Reaching for what was no more
Words too hard to form
From sealed lips
Watching you flee every second in monstrous memoirs
Living a fib
The war withing clenches me into place
Away..So far away..from you
Where everything is nothing all over again
And I am wandering aimlessly
For a cure to this cancer
Crippled and contrite
Death will not let it end only begin ten times or more
You were the closest I came to heaven
But the beautiful hues have betrayed me
The heartache is true
Ringing through these lonesome canyons
Echoing my endless screams for your return
Because denial can't be done when the whole universe knows your love is leading me to the grinder for sorry souls
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:)
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Posted:Dec 3, 2012 3:21 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 2:17 pm
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Sour skies searching through lies
An ocean of bright eyed strange abnormality
Dancing in the cast of night
A purple passion scribbled out
Lives blurred by time
Scarred out cuts
A span of sheer shattering
The quest never stopped
Looking neath mossed over stones
Beyond thorny roses of black
Red passion purifying bloodied wounds
Where the angel so still
Awaits the one soul of rescue
In which the seeker rests
And love grows with the undergrowth
Towering high above the trialing sadness to overcome weakness
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A poem
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Posted:Dec 2, 2012 4:47 am
Last Updated:Dec 4, 2012 1:51 am
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You paint a canvas with your fingertips
Cover up all the mistakes
Make sure every line is in place and it is perfection
But your never really happy about it
Something is never right
You try to fix it so many times
But it never turns out the way you want it to
And your heart begins to feel heavy
You want to make it the best in your collection
The one that never loses its shine
But you cannot take it anymore
So you leave it behind
But one day you find yourself wondering
What became of the portrait
Is it still frozen in time
Or is much more divine now
If only you had waited and worked at it
Then maybe you would not be standing here alone
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The parting
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Posted:Nov 29, 2012 10:23 pm
Last Updated:Jan 19, 2015 9:43 am
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She wanted it to end.Her guilt,shame,and heartache but she knew he and her were like poison and perfection.He was sweet as a honeybee's honey in summer but she was a car crushing some random creature's head on the pavement.Heart so cruel it was freezing her in time but he would leave tomorrow but she had one thing left to do.She put on her makeup.Maybelline,L'Oreal,and Covergirl to hide the tears she had been crying alone when she got the news.Wearing nothing but a trench coat she walked out the door into the snow.So cold as her
feet crushed the white frigid substance.So many stares judging and never stopped once until she made it to his door.
Knocking.She could not believe her eyes when she saw the half naked brunette in just her pink panties and a bra that you could almost see straight through.The surprise was more than she could handle so she stood there without saying a word she turned and ran before the girl could say anything more than hello.She could not still herself just run,run,through the ice on the sidewalk.he was chasing her.She could hear his voice in her ears.Though she did not want to acknowledge it so she continued on.She made it through the door...
To be contined
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What I wanted :(
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Posted:Nov 29, 2012 3:11 am
Last Updated:Jan 19, 2015 9:43 am
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I wanted to take your hand and lead you to the shade of willowy branches,sit next to you,lay my head on your chest,look up at you with my big blue eyes and steal a kiss in a moment of bliss.Our fingers intertwined with the moon casting it's comforting light.Give you every part of me faithfully.However,My dark heart was frightened by the warmth of yours so I never wanted to acknowledge the fact that you loved me more than a friend.So confused I could not see it.
When you told me you were going away for two years when you wanted to come for me.I did not want to hold you back or put a hold on your dreams so I let you go.Now I am regretting.But I never lied when I said I loved you.I was waiting on you to tell me you wanted more but you never made it clear enough for me.Or maybe you did but I was too stupid to decipher it.
The night in the desert when you wished on that star for me.You did not know but I was already yours I was just unsure because love has scolded me.I admit I do stupid things but I have not shared my bed with anyone in so long and I only want to share it with you.If I have to wait two years for you I will because your worth every painful second.Most of all I am sorry if I hurt you because I never intended to.
My mistakes drove you away but NOBODY will be you ever.Your precious to me and dammit I love you and boy I hope you still love me to.
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A Serial Killer's Fall
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Posted:Nov 27, 2012 11:05 pm
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2012 10:59 pm
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My heart has long since fallen to ashes as self-consciousness evaporates.The desire to kill is an endless affliction that revels the taste of suffering.I am plagued by the voices of insanity and constant need to destroy undeserving weakness.Although,The predator cannot sate his hunger,he finds himself in love with the object of his murderous intentions.For years the concept of the game is to never let emotion cloud your decisiveness.My failure has landed me a victim to my own sick twisted game of sinnacle liasions.
My cool colorless grey irises watched attentively as the innocent damsel pass.Her untamed beauty catching my unwanted attention.Big brown eyes sparkling like the finest of diamonds.Long raven hair casting a breathtaking midnight shine.Soft lips like velvet and as red as mouthwatering rasberries.Sun kissed skin.Lanky legs that seemed to go on for miles with a sexy rose tattoo.The sight of her arousing the beast livid within me.
The game I began playing with her was clever.My angelic looks and false persona fooling her so easily.Every day baiting her further into my strategic trap.I held her night after night ,stealing her damaged heart,intentionally.My false promises softening her defenses.However,I found myself restraining myself more and more challenging with every moment that passed between us.
In addition,A creature such as I cannot maintain sanity without the consumption of life.While she slept in undisturbed serenity,I slipped out into the frigid darkness.Instinctively, The drive to kill beckoned unto me, so I suffused my addiction.There sat the slender slime right ahead upon an isolated park bench far from the protective eyes of the city.This time I did not strike up a conversation but proceeded to immediately and successfully.
Then, My snaking fingers closed around her small neck anxiously.I took pleasure in her sounds of suffocating and vital need for oxygen.A sinnacle laugh escaped my thin lips as I pulled out the 16 inch hunting knife on my side from its snug holster.Her sea foam green irises dilated in fear which brought a sickened smile to my pallid face. Exubrantly, I thrust the blade into her torso,cutting away the inners hidden within that delicate chest cavity,slowly skimming away the tender skin covering brittle bone.Afterwards, I crushed her skull into tiny little shards of nothingness then returned to my beloved.
Consequently, Stealthily I crept through the front door.Quiet as the mice infesting the apartment complex.My sensitive pupils flickered closed in agitation as the illumination of a bright luminescence filled them.There my fragile angel stood in shock and fear at the sight of me.Shamefully,I hid my blood-stained face and threw the jagged blade gripped in my sweaty palms across the room.Like a scared cat she darted for it and I lunged in prevention.My jungle animal like reflexes were much swifter than hers.The mass of my body pinned her to the crisp white carpet below as her tear brimmed eyes closed in pain and she begged me not to kill her.
A wave of uneasiness filled the core of my heartless soul.Her acidic words like razors splitting away everything left inside.The realization of my love like a deadly hit and run.Tears began to form in my glacile eyes ad I sprang up.Without hesitation I turned and started to walk away .So many emotions stirring.However, I never made it out my intended exit because she rammed my own weapon into the deadened heart in which she had just severed.A surge of agony riveted my whole silhouette as a shrill scream fell from my lips and I collapsed in a lifeless heap.Love the death of such brutal intelligence.
In conclusion, The lion falls a victim to the lamb.Mislead by her passion.His death painted by his own blade at the hands of the one thing that had found a niche in armor.His self destruction paved by the humanity he never thought he had.When he let the deer live she dared to take him on.His weakness his ultimate mistake.For love has the power of life and death.
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Thee that is inside.To you.
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Posted:Nov 27, 2012 4:55 pm
Last Updated:Dec 3, 2012 3:24 am
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I stare at her.The beast living within me.Nowhere I run can I escape the demon inside myself.I tried so hard but the darkness is seeping through me.Frightened,angry,and lead astray by my own betrayal becomes my crippling poison.You are precious to me but my predatory nature has cost me your nature.The beast is brutal so I rub my blood on the wall.Marked and mislead.I am better off dead.
Truly cursed to be alone.The love in my heart so long ago when I was an innocent has been corrupted.How much more can my soul take when I cannot go on like this.Erase the monstrosity before it consumes me.Every night the devil laughs in my face.No longer indestructible.Half human and half animal.The line is blurred now.Pages covered in misery.Crumpled by sin.
Is this who I am now.No better than my betrayers.Blue eyes just scarred over oracles of contradiction.Dictated by what crawls neath my flesh.It snarls in my head as it takes what little is left of my sanity.I love you so much that I will let you flee me to save you from myself.I belong to the trees where nothing lives and everything is black.In the cold.The frigid place where no one dare go.Away from any sign of essence.Where I was when you found me?My old soul is too tired to wage the war with what seeks me.
You ...Believe me..On this ...My love is there...buried by the grave I dug myself.You are perfect and I am a mess.My passion is deadly.Your a dove.I a serpent.Fly away and I will slither neath these stones to be crushed.When I saw your face I had hope?When I gave my heart to you I gave my all?But it was not enough to keep it away.To tranquilize the deceit.If I had known I would bring you pain I would have never brought you here.Return to the light.Leave me to my shame.
Heaven and hell are never meant to collide.Angels and demons do not mix.The shattered pieces can never be repaired.I will let it have what it wants because I deserve what comes for me.I tried.I tried so damn hard but I always fail.My bloodline of misfits were doomed the day they were wrought on this Earth.Giving you up is the most heartbreaking part but in order for you to ever realize your dreams I must go.Far away.Back from wince I came.
But remember these words that fall from my tongue"I love you.More and more everyday.I die inside.Piece by piece.But it has to be this way because you my sweet need to be surrounded by normal and I will drift further and further into the unknown.You will marry.Be happy as all you dreamed but I will live alone with this glass and drink until my last breathe is drawn because I cannot live with my demons anymore.The clock on the wall will tick.Every tock agitating my mind.My insanity will crush me and finish what should have ended me on my birthing.You my love.My only love will never have to worry of me again"
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