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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:44 am
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2012 5:22 pm
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You stare at me as the hunger for revenge rises within.You call my name but the glimmer in my devilish smile scares you silent.The smell of stale urine soaks your jeans while you crawl backwards retreating from me in desperation to avoid my attack but you stand no chance slut because I came here tonight to taste your scarlet divinity.Fight bitch or die even more quickly.Scream you pathetic wretch.Let the world hear you suffer for your sins.I let you run to intensify the fun.So many blackened trees twisted and marred confuse your ignorant mind.I watch you from a branch as you sit and cry.Dont waste your breath because I warned you once yet you did not listen to what I had to say.I smack you so hard your bones crack.I stomp you in sweet anger.Your bruises and blood draw me in.I take out a blade and carve my name into your flesh then shove it in your windpipe until your breath ceases.I then stand over you.Letting the rain drench me.Leaving you here to rot.Said I would come back for you but you were confident now your nonexistent
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Stay Away
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:42 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 8:45 am
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The winter wind whisping through her burgundy locks as she stared out the window of that lonesome castle window where thick vines converged on its crumbling crevaces.She put her delicate hands to the foggy glass hoping one day he would come home on time and treat her so divine yet this was her prison.Her heart had given up its fight so long ago when he had taught her the agony of emotions.She digs her nails into her palms as she turns her saddened sapphire eyes to that empty cashmere bed with its luxurious luster and clean sheets which make the emptiness inside long to be cooled.Her lips tremble in anger and she smiles devilishly as a plan she develops for her revenge she will surely have on this deadened night of no return.Slipping on her Victorian dress of long black silk that reveals a split clear past her shaking knees.The dagger in her hand so sharp.Silver.Slithering up her hips like a snake.Her blood races as she hears the sound of thundering hooves across the frozen Earth.She awaits him at the door.He comes in smelling like that sluts cheap perfume.Her rage stirs but the flames she controls.Black nails gripping the blade as it awaits his flesh.The shadows in the closet all come out to play.He reaches for her but she turns him away.Shoving the jagged object into his stony heart.Whispering "Forever more Mi amour but eternity has no end.This passion is a prison and death your everlasting punishment".She pulled out the cold steel and licked the scarlet from its shiny edges.Tasting his misery.She grinned as she walked out the door and prepared to sate her angry souls desires.The with its blood red eyes stampedes into the dark on a mission for a soul that has forsaken the queen of hell.She searches for the one who stole her world with her wicked ways.Her slits of blue seek to destroy.She stalks her.In fear the harlett evades her.But she catches up with her.Speeding up.Those hooves crush her brittle body.The crunch so delightful.The stars tell a story of a bad romance.The evil angel roams the blackened trees of terror.Taking revenge on all those untrue.Their crimes.Their greatest nightmare.
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Bad Romance
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:41 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 8:45 am
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The winter wind whisping through her burgundy locks as she stared out the window of that lonesome castle window where thick vines converged on its crumbling crevaces.She put her delicate hands to the foggy glass hoping one day he would come home on time and treat her so divine yet this was her prison.Her heart had given up its fight so long ago when he had taught her the agony of emotions.She digs her nails into her palms as she turns her saddened sapphire eyes to that empty cashmere bed with its luxurious luster and clean sheets which make the emptiness inside long to be cooled.Her lips tremble in anger and she smiles devilishly as a plan she develops for her revenge she will surely have on this deadened night of no return.Slipping on her Victorian dress of long black silk that reveals a split clear past her shaking knees.The dagger in her hand so sharp.Silver.Slithering up her hips like a snake.Her blood races as she hears the sound of thundering hooves across the frozen Earth.She awaits him at the door.He comes in smelling like that sluts cheap perfume.Her rage stirs but the flames she controls.Black nails gripping the blade as it awaits his flesh.The shadows in the closet all come out to play.He reaches for her but she turns him away.Shoving the jagged object into his stony heart.Whispering "Forever more Mi amour but eternity has no end.This passion is a prison and death your everlasting punishment".She pulled out the cold steel and licked the scarlet from its shiny edges.Tasting his misery.She grinned as she walked out the door and prepared to sate her angry souls desires.The with its blood red eyes stampedes into the dark on a mission for a soul that has forsaken the queen of hell.She searches for the one who stole her world with her wicked ways.Her slits of blue seek to destroy.She stalks her.In fear the harlett evades her.But she catches up with her.Speeding up.Those hooves crush her brittle body.The crunch so delightful.The stars tell a story of a bad romance.The evil angel roams the blackened trees of terror.Taking revenge on all those untrue.Their crimes.Their greatest nightmare.
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Leaving
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:40 am
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2012 5:20 pm
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Dead flowers
The frigid breeze
So alone
Why does leaving you
Have to be so hard
But how can I stay
When you make me bleed
In so many ways'
You cant stay true
Ive been through hell and back
With you'
I have to walk away
Or suffer forever this way
Your not a man
Just a boy
You will never learn
If I dont make you see
I rot
My corpse festers with the parasite
The man I trusted
Was a fool
If he was faithful
Then he would have me
But its over forever
Im sorry to say
It was never real
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Forever
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:39 am
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2012 5:23 pm
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Humanity
Infect thee
Insanity
controls thy soul
Feel the wounds
For they show I live
After the poison
the disease germinates
and all is well
it hurts
yet its so divine
deepen
see
how i bleed
forsaken
heart forever taken
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Eternal end.Immortal fiend.Love's chokehold
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:38 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 8:45 am
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Faded pictures
Painful memories
Scattered on the floor
The reminders
Flow through my cluttered head
The truth is clear
All my fears were an infinite reality
The words said
Haunt me in my prison of shattered pride
What was
Comes to pass
Broken glass
Cutting into me
Buried secrets
Reborn
Is this love
A tragedy
Conjured by heartless fate
A heart full of bittersweet hate
A mission of disgrace
Violent ends
A sad sin
The immortal suffering
Clean mistakes
Hopeless fakes
A battlefield of souls
Forsaken by the emotion
That once healed
This is passion
A prison
Doomed by hell
A facade of faceless rage
The misery
Of a million
From one low unexpected blow
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Hells Harvest:Part 1
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:34 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 8:45 am
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The gates of hell had opened upon the city of angels with a vengeful hand.Before innocence had seen in it coming it was far too late and nothing but ashes would remain. The dead ruled the streets with a wrathful hunger for fresh living flesh. I watched them stagger around groaning and lunge on the weak who just were never fast enough to escape or had no where to run but into the arms of the rotting demons. My heart was shattered in this time of unending sorrow for down there he stood with saliva dripping from his decaying tissue. Those mocha eyes were white with animalistic rage.Every part of him that I had known was gone far from here now.He was a shell of lifeless nothingness moving only in search of his next unfortunate meal. We had been engaged at the time the out-break had arised.The big moment I had waited on was stolen by those monstrous mindless creatures.The question he asked still haunting my conscious thoughts along with all the memories of his touch.The ring still on my finger to remind me that he would always be with me even if it was just in tear jerking dreams. I learned all to well that nothing lasts forever,every day had been a gift, and now I had to move on without emotions clouding my way.The heat of his kiss still burning on my lips. Fantasies keeping me sane.I could not help but find humor in my cowardice that night because all I could do was watch them rip him apart frozen in fear. Did not even have it in me to blow him away because it was something my foolish heart would not allow.I would move on at the break of day to a place where lively pine aligned a stretch of stunning scenery to find a group of survivors who had no clue what to do to continue living. They saw the difference in my icy eyes.A glow of lost hope and hard steel that concealed the storm of emotions roiling inside. No one knew exactly who I had been or who I was for that matter because my motto was never let anyone close again or your soul will pay with more strenuous burden of attachment but worst of all more grieving. Sarah, the bouncy vivacious blonde was jealous of me due to her crush was checking me out with a craving to explore in his body language. However, I paid no mind to anyone just protected and left it at that.The night was my most loathed time of day because thats when I relived every horrific thing I had been through.My screams of terror tore through the silence. Cold sweat seeping over my pallid skin.I felt the hands of Dre upon me while I trembled in my hysteria. He pulled me close while I wept for my fallen angel.My raven hair hiding my sickened face.Streaks of blue shining in the rays of an indulgent harvest moon. I found myself yearning to be caressed.I fought that desire without hesitation. Pulling away as quickly as possible. He made sure I was alright before he returned to his post. I admired the shape of his ass in those tight Levi's.His long red hair slits of scarlet in the wind falling over those broad shoulders.An embarassing wetness forming between my legs only to be supressed. He wanted to touch me and I felt that chemistry in his arms. In the morning I decided to take a bathe in a nearby stream. Sliding off my leather corsett,knee high boots,fishnet leggings,tight black skirt, and gloves.Stark naked in the sunlight. My nipples puckering at the cool waters nipping nature.Washing in peace until I felt clean once more.Exiting the clear pool in the nude.Only to see Dre come running towards me with a gun but before he could fire I had lifted mine to blow away the pest that had planned on eating me. That's when I caught him gazing intently at my silhouette.I did not dare tell him to stop.Sending signals that I was ready to mingle in the middle of nowhere. He scooped me up in his arms.Kissing me passionately making me drunk on the pleasure.His tongue playing a dangerous game with mine.My nether region wet with need.Tugging off his black tank to reveal that washboard chest.Skin on skin.Palms squeezing my breasts.My own moans seemed strange to me.He tickled my clit causing my hips to to move in rhythm.Laying me on the ground and yanking my legs open.His tongue attacking my core.I begged for more.Lost in the seduction of the situation.He then kissed his way back up only to whisper now.All I could do was nod.His swollen cock pushing its way into my tight vaginal walls.Pumping me full again and again.Orgasm overtaking me.His eyes on mine.I gave him a half smile.And we got clothed.Not speaking a word the whole way but smiling oh so sweetly.I could tell the others suspected something was going on but we hid it well.Patrols became full of boredom.Nothing was happening but between my new lover and I that was a very long list of liasions.He had pinned me to a naughty pine and spread my ass cheeks.Emptying his seed inside my barren womb.Smelling my locks when he finished and declaring his love yet I never said it back because I made a pact with myself to never let anyone ever have me that way ever again.His love making was so addictive.He did not care what they saw or heard because he was leaning on me as a reason to keep going instead of just becoming like the walking dead.Soon he was writing me poems and sexually explicit letters.I could not let this tug at my heart so I demanded he leave me be.When I saw him flirting with those other females I felt that pain again,the kind only felt when one is not to fond of her former lover with someone else. I never let him see the hurt so I started playing with his best friend.I saw the red raise up in him and those fists ball up.He was beyond enraged he was infurigated.I would have pulled him in my arms that night if only I had known what the next morning would bring.When I got my sorry ass out from under my soft snug blanket I would take another blow straight to the heart.I saw him but as I approached and whispered his name.He turned like a rabid with that look of hunger.I had seen it so many times it made me sick.I set him in my sights and watched his brains splatter all over the fauna and flora.I did not dare cry because I was so tired of the same routine.When I averted my eyes to the outstretched horizon I saw them coming like cattle on a wide open range.Miles of them.They must of ran out of snacks so now they were staking out new delicacies.Immediately, I went to warn my crew but I was much too late.No one left but me.They had snuck up on everyone but me.I screamed and said"BRING IT ON MOTHERFUCKERS SHOW ME WHAT YOU FUCKING GOT".They all went chasing after me but I climbed trees like an acrobat.The power I felt was awakening.I kissed the barrel of my gun and shot into the air.Enjoying the sound of them buzzing in my ears ...a mob of idiotic bees..unable to reach what they sought most.The blade so warm slitting into my bone.Pouring onto the mutants circling below.Hot food bar.No not today.It was time to break out the heavy shit.Smirking.I lit the fuse.Dropping it into the soul of the slimy bastards.Then leaping to safety.Flames erupting in a burst of combustion.Laughing as I leveled the playing field.But as I became enthralled by the crescendo I lost my train of thought.Mission detour.It came from behind.Tearing a chunk from my shoulder.Garbling it up.Smacking it's lips together.Sharp spin I sent it's cranium spiraling.Pouring salt into the wound.Taking my black Bic and heating up the jagged tip to burn my bite.Cringing..not at all.The infection was coursing my veins at a rapid rate.Blackening them beyond human normality.I coughed up my lungs.Yet still lit a Marlboro black Menthol to soothe my nerves.Snickering.My skin turning sickly pasty shades of white.Eyes once a blue storm were now just blank empty snow.My immune system reversing the affect of the crisis.Puffing that cigarette hard I stared in wonder.Just my luck....untouchable..I would not die.Dammit..I wanted to. To be continued..
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Tears
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:29 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 8:45 am
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Paint the walls
With these tears
Scratch pain away
In my flesh
Sit alone
Forever
Never
Love
Hate
Gates to suffering
Crying
Knowing you was a fake
Truth is here
Stronger
It is hard
But oh well
Love is hell
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The past
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:28 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 8:45 am
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Trees of white stand in the darkened moonlight and I see your face in the back of my mind.Its blurred by images of a past that I forced myself to forget.The wound in my heart still bleeds but I salt it with lies.I cut the ties in shamed misery as my darkened blue eyes close in pained perfection.A picture I painted to disguise my mistrusted disgust.Rivers of icy blackened depths conceal the scars that marr my brain.The bruises bring strain and I stand when my knees seek to fall because I am not weak and can accept defeat because the love became a prison full of empty promises and corpses in the closet.To different to see we were never meant to be
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The fall
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:27 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 8:45 am
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Silver wings
A falling halo
So much pain
Endless sea of tears
Faded memories
The raven wings
Flapping in frigid wind
Reddened eyes
A dying smile
The beast
Watches
As the angel struggles
To fly
Her bleeding heart
Drawing him closer
A waning moon
Lost dreams
Blurred by loves
Murder scene
She cant find the truth
In his lies
A crumbling spirit
Grasping at a ashen flame
Staring into the eyes
Of her worst enemy
The mirror shatters
Weakened by so many facades
Giving every piece
Nothing left
To keep her sane
A curse
Of time
It trudges on
In the winter rain
Shes loving the life
Right out of herself
The light dimming
As darkness creeps near
Craving her innocence
Devouring her mind
Hes tearing her down slowly
It is the evil
That feeds
Always waiting
For her to give into
His seductive tone
But nothing survives
While the loss
Drives a kind heart
To the pits
Of its own
Constricting contradiction
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The silence
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:25 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 8:45 am
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Hopeless insecurity
Dying heart
Misery profound
Filthy excuse
Pathetic craft
Of wrath
Chains of passion
Pain
Forgive me
Let me run
From this cocked gun
Tear me down
End this all
Save me from this fall
Teach me how to die
Open my eyes
To his deadly sin
Unforgiveness
Marr my soul
Crush my fantasy
Of this illusion
With him
Cant go back
To the tears
Let me be strong enough
Not to wonder
Erase these memories
Fight his spell
Dont want to burn in this hell
Of a relationship
I once called home
Dont let him near
For my safety I fear
Its done
I cant be with this monster
Anymore
Even if I love him
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My love for you
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:24 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 8:45 am
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If it was easy than the world could do it. Bleeding a sea of pain and crying a river of despair when they forbid me from you. I dont care what they say and what youve done.Ill stay and wait when I want to fall. My love will surround you forever. No one will hold my heart the way you always have. I cant let these wounds kill me. When it hurts like hell Ill stay to the very last day. Even when your slipping Ill cling til I break.
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To my love
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:23 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 8:45 am
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You are special to me.Stalking my heart and stealing it away even when I was so guarded. Made me smile then cry a lake of blood. I shattered and cracked but stayed for more.Faking a smile as the miles grow. I stay standing as my knees get weak. I conceal the pain. I stay. My love is determined to keep you. It will never deceive you even if you stab me a thousand times Ill stay by your side. Time and effort. I work hard to stay. Running wont erase the memories we have made. your my man and I would walk through hell to hold your hand. My passion burns as pieces of ash arise. I cant let it die. Even if you lie. Ill save you from the fall. My wounded soul will reach out to heal you even when its dying slowly. Ill take the thorns because your a beautiful rose in which I handle with care. I know you cant understand the depth of what I feel. They tell me your garbage and not worth the despair but they cant see the angel I view when Im looking at you. My darkest hour is worth one minute with you. If your cheating then your scarring me even more because cant you see I need you and I want you. Id give my last breathe just to touch you. Id spend a million nights alone just to marry you. When you play with me my trust fades but my love still remains. If you lose me than you will lose a woman who loves every part of you and who you are. Im believing even though Im deceived. Baby I love you. All I want is you to treat me good. I know I scream and lash out but its because Im trying to save this relationship. When will you give me one millisecond of your attention. Because I feel like I am losing you. Im almost gone. Change before what we have is old news because I cant take it anymore. Im an inch from shattering like glass.
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