Betrayal and the beauty of payback
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 3:05 am
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2012 5:16 pm
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Your breathe turns into a sadistic scream of pure agony
I laugh in enjoyment as my blood runs over your warm skin that quivers under my spidery fingertips like a cockroach scuttling across the dirty floor beneath your soles
My tears have dried and a look of hatred replaces my pain
Do you remember when you said forever before you went and fucked it all up for a piece of shit you said you had grown to love in under a week
But she isnt here now is she because i slit her chest wide open and tasted the softness of her caniving cowardly heart
Listened to her beg before i chopped of her head with an battle ax that delivers the devious to the dead
My heart you ask where has it gone or was it even ever really there at all
I just smirk at you and light the flames
Watch them close in on you like snarling timber wolves ready to tear out your lying depths of denial
I hear you sob in senseless remorse and confess your sins
But this is the end of you and I
The final goodbye
I will see you in hell and together we will fade in the world in which you brought us both misery
So say your prayers
The time of judgement nears as the clock strikes twelve
And our flesh is consumed in the embers of an eternity of deceit
This is where are damned souls entwine
As the final draw reaches its end
And we die for your betrayal
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Payment
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 3:03 am
Last Updated:Oct 4, 2012 3:47 pm
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Watching the limbs sway in the breeze as the night closes in and the truth is bore from the heart of the wicked...I close my weary eyes as I stare into memories better left behind.Your love comforts me no more but brings me deep sadness forevermore as i try to forget it all but my heart calls to you though my mind seeks ease from the torment inside .Chained is my soul and my happiness has come to pass.It is true that nothing lasts not even passion.Who I see within myself is nothing but a mirage of a former life one in which you actually loved me but I will never be enough.I am not as beautiful as her am I nor as easy to please but she will hurt you as you have torn me.And when she does do not come back to this darkened hell in which I dwell because my emotions cannot stand the lies and the misery.Read the damage in these saddened sapphire depths that burn with an eternal spark of hatred as what we had turns to ash and the rage becomes a spell you cast me in.I was naive to believe in you or ever trust a snake like you.Your scales were cold against my flesh but my blade will split you open wide.And I wont care to watch you bleed because I hope you suffer without end.My shaky hands hold the power to put you in your place.Six feet under but I wont bother to exterminate your sorry existence.I stand up and my robe of blackened silk drags across the sodden ground as a moon of white casts down its ghostly light.The stillness of a lake just a few feet away beckons me to its frigid waters as I walk into its welcoming pool of delight and feel it choke away the life from my lungs.suffocating.Time stands still and I forget the world is real .My end.My beginning and your worst nightmare come true because vengeance is mine boo.For your foolish ways you will pay.
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Time of Dying.When love's final blade draws one last drop of blood
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 3:01 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 6:20 pm
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She stands before the rising harvest moon between rows of tombstones cracked and crumbling.Her sapphire eyes glow an icy blue while she spreads her wings of white.Bright red blood seeping their feathery edges as she cries out for him to hear but he has left her here alone to suffer in silence.Onyx tears flow from those pained eyes like a river of remorse from years spent in the shadows where he shattered her soul like glass.All she wanted was his love but he shared it with everyone but her.When he tore into her angelic essence.Poisoning it with a sea of lies that he blamed her for.Said he was scared when he was just a selfish fool who didnt care how she felt when he was sharing his passion with harletts who only wanted to play.When she aches she conceals the wounds in which make her writhe in agony.Slowly she turns cold.Letting her happiness die.Skin so white feels like ice.Hair so red streaked with blackened and scarlet flames.Lips trembling in anger.Tired of the game.Wanting the love but never receiving it.Becoming a puzzle so hard to figure out that no man attempts to piece it together.making every man pay for the hell he put her through.
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Treason
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:58 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 6:20 pm
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You took my smile..crushed all my dreams..selfish and cold will you ever let me go.My heart knows shes still creeping around and when i find out you better run and hide because ill rip out your essence.Watch it go up in flames.Hear you scream just one more time.Your weak like a cockroach and if you hurt me again then you will meet your end.I am not yours to destroy but i will find the joy in marking you with the blade of reason.The stamp of treason.
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The Prison of my mind
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:57 am
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2012 5:18 pm
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I climb the walls of my mind.The sound of my thoughts raging below.Murky water that knows no end..still and stagnated with viscous misunderstanding.Icy wind splitting into my skin as I search for the sun in the mist of this storm.My heartbeat slows..cluttered by the pain tearing it in two.Blood pours from my wounds.Trying to find the truth veiled by the lies Ive told.You whisper but when I reach for you I lose my grip n reality.Slipping into the pool of no return below.The serpent coiling around me.The monster inside awakens as I drown.Screaming for someone to save me.But the creatures voice whispers you created me and now you will suffer at the hands of your own illusion.I fight in desperation.Crying.My tears falling like rain.
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The truth of us
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:55 am
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2012 5:19 pm
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You take my heart and break it more day by day..I pick up the pieces only to cut my palms.i lose my grip on reality,remembering your name,and forgetting times cruel crimes.love becomes a prison that I can no longer escape.I see your saddened face and my will to break free fades.My soul may be cold but my kindness makes me weak.Hate me in ways that wont let you care for me anymore.Because I am tired of the fights and the arguments.Nothing but shards remain.My passion becomes a poison I cannot control.I hear your voice..I lose control.Thinking of how it plays out in the end.Im done being stuck on rewind.Its time to play a new song.
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Crooked friend
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:54 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 6:20 pm
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Best friend
Beautiful angel of betrayal
Look at me now
You heartless harpy
My word stolen away
By a slut like you
But when you meet your fate
I wont try to save you anymore
Don't take my hand
Because I do not care how you feel
I hope you burn in the flames
You dowsed my soul in
Calling me jealous again
Your wrong sweetness
Because your nothing to feel bad for
Your weak and seek so much pity
We all suffer
Your nothing special
All those demons you try to evade
Hunt you down on this battlefield tonight
I warned you
But now when you beg to me
I turn you away
Because you never once wanted my help
Always said I was not strong enough
But look at you now
Down on those knees
I laugh in your face
You put yourself here
Im not sorry anymore
My wounds wide open
All your pictures
I ripped to pieces
The same way you shredded my pride
They covet you
Because they cant see the maggot you really are
I thought I could trust you
But you just used me
The same way you use everyone else
But as your dying heart bleeds
These deadened eyes wont see
You made your bed
Now the cover has been pulled from your eyes
Let the wolves feast tonight
I hear them howling
Their jaws snapping
Saliva dripping in hunger
You scream my name
But I do not hear
I walk amongst the trees now
You were never my friend
Only my greatest enemy
The locket
Ripped from my neck
Laying on the frozen earth
The final sign
That this friendship is through
So goodnight
I disappear from sight and hear those hungry animals tearing into you
because you are like them
You tear everyone else down
To build yourself up
But your selfishness sends you straight to hell
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Momma:In dedication to an old friend whom lost his mom
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:53 am
Last Updated:Oct 4, 2012 1:17 am
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I stand by your bed
I lay my head on your bedside
And feel your shaky hands
reach out to comfort me
It hurts so much to believe
That I am losing you
Seeing those saddened eyes stare into mine
The face
That used to urge me to push forward
When I wanted to just give up and cry
Now I have to be strong for you
Even though I just want to break down and scream
You whisper"Hold on and It will be all right.My little dove its time you spread your wings and fly because death is a part of life.It happens to everyone.Even me.Just be good and we will be together again.Smile one last time for me"
Forcing a smile
The pain tearing at me
Then those loving eyes closed
And she let go
The rain began to fall from eyes
I begged"Please dont leave me"
Losing it all
Becoming as fragile as a
Broken by the cruel wrath of death
Holding onto the hand
That had given me life
Asking myself why it couldnt have been me
My lips tremble
I shake
Trying to gasp this cruel reality
Then I felt the warmth
Of an unseen light'
And I knew it would be alright
Because my momma was watching over me
Though her face I couldnt see
She was forever with me
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Demons
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:50 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 6:20 pm
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The voices fill my ears as I stand on my knees.My screams my own comfort within this darkened night.The rain blanketing my trembling silhouette.My flesh is torn at by the hungry teeth of the fallen.My bleeding eyes look upon a sea of tortured souls.Fighting amongst themselves for my soul.Choking me with their frigid touch.Binding my mouth shut until no longer can I speak.The disease begins.Crippling me.Taking over.They reach for the pills.Warm alcohol drifting down my throat.No one hears me but my despair.Infection poisons my core.They mock me in their triumph.At first they promised me the world.Then crushed my universe.Turned me against those who tried to save me.I became like them.Snarling at the world while I got lost in this hell.My nails tore away all emotional ties until there was nothing left but emptiness inside.They ambushed the base of my mind.The battle raging.Losing all hope.But a shred of faith still remain.A man came to me.They began To shake in fear.Hissing yet retreating.He took my hand and said come with me .They dispersed.The sun began to shine.Chains lifted by mercy.He led me to the light.My duty to save those like me and witness to them.To protect them from their own end.A soldier sent to battle for a cause greater than thee.A warrior for the king.The master.
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First love...Forgotten Heartache
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:49 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 6:20 pm
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I stand before you dressed to kill.My ruby lips stained with scarlet truth.Blue eyes burning with amusement as I see the pain in your eyes.My nails painted black with passion.Smiling at you.Remembering all the cruel things you said unto me.But look who cries now.I was always there for you even when you scorned me but now your all alone.Shes gone.How does it feel?You reach for my hand but I pull it away.I stare you in the face.You see all the heartache in these icy pools.You taught me to never open up too far because all you knew how to do was be crude to me.When I needed you..you were never there..why should I forgive you when you could not forgive me.The memories we share.Its far too late to rekindle the flame that died so long ago.To you she was so perfect.You had the nerve to call me ugly but now I make you eat your words.Whats the matter I say..Cat got your tongue.My heart is cold.You look so dumb now trying to apologize but I close my ears to you.Turning away.You call my name but I do not listen.I smile a smirk of wretched envy.Looks like your the loser now.As good I was to you.You gave me no thanks.All you could see was her.I paid for my mistakes now you pay for yours because I do not want you anymore.I never wished anything bad upon you but now that it has happened I cant help but think of how I already knew it would.When shes lying next to him lets see how you feel.Maybe the same way you made me feel all those years ago.I grew up and I got over you.And baby now I realize you never really loved me until now.But I am out of time .Your out of luck.I am done.Our hearts are no longer one.Somebody else takes the place you didnt want.So dont say you care now.Just watch my back.And let me go.We are just friends dont you know.
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Over you
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:48 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 6:20 pm
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It hurts to watch you leave but I hide the pain.My heart dies one last time.Pretending I dont care when the truth is part of me always will.(Oh please)I could care less.The rumors were all true.Baby did you really think I would trust you enough with my deadened heart.He will be here soon bet you didnt think i was one step ahead of your pathetic game.I knew you were playing me from the start.These eyes are dry because there are no tears there.All your memories I sent up in flames.The bed we slept in turns to ash.Im taking back my life.Im tired of remembering.The sun comes out after the rain.Storm is over.no more holding back.We are done like you said.shes got you.Really.No.Because you are blowing up my phone.Begging baby take me back...I miss you.Boy Please.Ill take you back when hell freezes over which is never.You dont deserve my love.She can have you.I am no longer yours.Cry me a river so I can watch you drown in it.Did you really think she would stay.Guess you were foolish to believe in her.Now you need me but I am not there anymore.Go play with your whores because I am over you.My smiles back.What we had was over from the start.Now its time I go.
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Going Down
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:46 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 6:20 pm
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The truth hurts
Its cold and cruel
But Ive learned
I was right all along
My tears wont fall
I can see it all
Laid out like a thousand midsummer stars
I cant breath
But I accept the pain
Let it deepen my wounds
I dont scream
Because the misery
Has gone
I wont say a word
When you walk away
You thought you could hide
But I see it all
Dont try to comfort me
Looking at you
Disgusts me
The hurt
Bathes my soul again
Love turned to hate
Dying comes easy
My angel
Became a demon
You ate away my happiness
All the whores
Guess I was just one more to you
You made me into something I cant stand
I wont yell
Because I am gone
Free me of this prison
Break these chains
I can fake a thousand smiles
But you were the best
A good liar
The one who shattered my heart
Your a winner
Take your prize
Get out of my life
I dont want you anymore
You loved to play games
It was all a facade
Ive taken enough
Now I must
Pick up these pieces
Teach myself
Never to trust
I gave you everything I had
And it all
Became a bad dream
Memories
I seek to forget
But boy
Soon it will all come for you
One promise I wont break
Is that you will remember my name
When I slit you open
You will suffer
For your sins
You will pay the greatest price
All your alibis
Wont fly
And they will figure you out
And when they do dont come running back to me
I know your wife
Ive found out about her
And your to
But they will soon find out
Who you really are
You will see
What your crap gets you
Because
Ill paint your picasso
With your own blood
Think you can have your cake
And eat it too
I told you
I would make you regret it all
So say your prayers
Because I am bringing you down
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The Finale
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Posted:Oct 3, 2012 2:45 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 6:20 pm
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I turn away
The time of joy has passed
Eternal lies
My eyes wont cry
Cant even look me in the face
And say you were untrue
Let me forget you
I am tired of the late night fights
Broken Promises
You were a hopeless fake
A big mistake
I dont want you anymore
You chose her
And I am not second rate
Your a disgrace
Just another player
I hate you
So much
Because you tore out my heart
And thats a fact
We are through
Time
I let go of you
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