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Well, I don't know if that was such a smart title but what the hell... I am not really sure where to begin or where this blog will take me.
I guess I should start with a little more about myself than I put on my profile. I like to put my thoughts to paper so to speak and at times I a sure I will offend. But I don't really care, opinions are like assholes and everyone has one.
With that said I welcome any and all comments just remember that I have the right to return comment and most likely will.
I have been told that I am passionate, quirky, loving and funny and oh yeah moody. Am I well to find out you will have to get to know me. I am real and if you don't think so well then move on sucka your wasting me time. Alot of the times my blogs will be about my life activities, especially sex but occasionally I may blog about something like I don't know erotica. I am a very sexual person and I am not ashamed of that, if I were why would I be on "The World's Largest Sex..." you get the picture. Oh and also, although I don't know why I am wasting my time because the assholes usually don't read blogs, but if I am not interested that means I AM NOT INTERESTED!!!!
I look forward to meeting some fun people here and hope i won't be disappointed.
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Breaking up is hard to do
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Posted:Oct 21, 2013 7:18 am
Last Updated:Oct 22, 2013 9:08 am
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This is the first time I will be adding to this post.
Going through this my thoughts are muddled and all over the place. I am not quite sure how candid I want to be, but you that know me are well aware I'm no holds barred but this time I am being cautious...
We have all been through a break up or two. Whether we did the breaking up or have been broken up with, if it came as a surprise to you as well as your friends, or if your friends are thinking, "Thank God!" because it was an unhealthy relationship; its still hard for both parties involved.
It leaves you with a broken heart and feeling empty, lonely, questioning your self esteem, questioning what happened at times...
What I don't think some people realize the pain that is left behind. The the feeling of loss and confusion. This is not only for the one who was broken up with but the person doing the breaking as well.
You are left to pick up the pieces and move on. So how do you do that?
Do you jump right into new things, go to parties, meet new people? Put on your confident face and smile through the tears?
Do you seek out that rebound? Is the next relationship always a rebound?
Or do you sit a home and mope about, not wanting to get out bed, not eat or eating junk food that you would normally not let near your face? Do you go on the break up diet and drop weight? Or do you through yourself into taking care of yourself?
How about retail therapy? Ladies do you go out either alone or with your bestie and shop til you drop?
Do you hear a song on the radio and your heart sinks... Does a tear roll down your face while you try to keep a strong positive attitude? Do you change the station or cry through the song? Do you listen to break up songs that are singing about how bad the person was for you and wish ill will on the former significant other?
I often wonder, do we do certain things to prove to ourselves we will survive, or is it our way of processing and getting through it? Or at times do we easily accept the break up and move on more quickly with one break up more than another? Does the amount of time you have been with someone make a difference? What if its been 6 months, 1 yr, 6 yrs?
Strangely enough this break up came as a big surprise to me and all my friends who knew him and the situation. I have been fortunate enough to be have been surrounded by supportive friends. I have been on an emotional roller coaster that I am sure will continue until the whole thing is completly processed and I can truly move on.
On a lighter note... I met two guys one I briefly dated prior to this break up and had plans to meet him while I was in town. He was truly sent back into my life when he was much needed. When I met him I felt a connection, but disregarded it because I met him from this site. I now am fearful he will become a rebound and I will hurt him so I am taking it slow and being honest with him and my feelings.
The other is aware of the situation and was very understanding. I hope to see him again when I go back to Colorado. If for nothing else at least the forge a lasting friendship.
I have to say this is one of the first times I have not fallen into a funk and just let myself go to hell. I pulled my big girl panties up and didn't look back. The urge to contact him has been strong of course but I have not done so. Perhaps this is what growing up is all about...
What are your thoughts?
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Coming for a visit
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Posted:Oct 9, 2013 9:56 am
Last Updated:Oct 21, 2013 5:20 pm
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Well things may have been a bit dry here due to my getting settled in and work, etc. But it looks like I will be making up for lost time when I come out to visit.
I may be visiting the Mon while I am back, and I have been in contact with not only boy toy but three other of my previous playmates.
I am really looking forward to seeing my bestie and have having some fun and of course spending time with boy toy. He keeps texting me telling me he hasn't had sex since I left. But I'm sorry I don't believe him...
I know even hot guys can have dry spells but I just don't see it happening. I will talk with him on the 16th to try and get the truth out of him.
This visit could be the catalyst to what does happen when I come back. One guy I reconnected with seems to be leaning to more of a relationship. But its way too soon to tell and of course boy toy will also be a determining factor!
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My going away visit to the Mon
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Posted:Oct 6, 2013 8:10 am
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This post is a little late due to the circumstances, of course my move. And parts of the night are a bit of a blur...
My friend and fairly new found confidant wanted to throw a get together for me at the Mon on August 24 ( I know like I said its a little late lol) . Nothing big just our close acquaintances.
I too was planning on meeting a guy that is until I found out he was going with someone I would rather not have seen.You could say I consider her an UNDESIRABLE. After seeing him in person was more than glad he did come with someone else because I was definitely NOT interested!!! Even after consuming alcohol I still have standards and will forego getting laid if I have no desire to be with someone... ( see blog MORE THAN JUST A PRETTY COCK)
So, we get to the Mon, hang out in the pool area. Start drinking and get bored. My friends B and S whom I had met a few months before suggested we go dancing. Soooo off we went lol! There is a little dive bar literally across the street. They had an awesome blues band. We me a guy who was celebrating his 60th birthday. I hope I look as good as he does when I am sixty! We all had fun dancing. M introduced me to Honey Jack,YUM. I never knew Jack could be so smooth. You clever devil you!
As the night wore on and the alcohol flowed the emotions started to flow as well. My bestie voiced her feelings about me leaving and I think if she had it her way she would have tried to kidnap me and keep me locked up so I couldn't move. It wasn't until that night that I realized how close a bond we had forged. She knows she can bend my ear about anything and I will give her an honest answer. And I she, after we had a conversation in the parking lot. ( I think some thought we were fighting. Drunks ya know can't hear themselves so they get loud) We professed our friendship and to never bail on each other. We went back into the Mon and I bid adieu and went to the room with B and S.
I had a super fun time and I am looking forward to seeing all who came that night. Oh and on a side note, I did get laid lol but I don't usually kiss and tell. 
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More than just a pretty cock
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Posted:Sep 30, 2013 4:57 pm
Last Updated:Oct 2, 2013 6:04 am
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I seen many a cock pics on here and even face pics but have learned through my experiences that is more to it!
I need to have some sort of chemistry between myself and my partner. it starts with the physical attraction then moves on to the personality. If you are boring or not interesting to me sex will be ok. Sometimes even SUCK!
As of late I have really been slowing down. And I know that boy toy has something to do with that! OK A LOT! He has truly set the standards bar incredibly high!
I met a guy from here recently, nice cock, good looking, great personality but the sex was just so so. When I met him I was like ok how long are we gonna talk? I want to jump him here and now!!!
It took me some time to figure it out but I finally realized its because it was just pretty much me sucking his cock and him fucking me.
Hellllooooo.... I love to kiss, and touch, and be touched! Again boy toy set the bar... When we are together there is no getting us apart! We start kissing and the hands are all over before we even get undressed! I need/want to know you want all of me not just my mouth and pussy. I want your hungry hands all over me and you better reach down and play with my kitty or the mood is just broken.
I love oral giving and receiving and can go for as long as my jaw will allow, but if you really want to turn me on, play with me while I'm going down on you. Let me know I am doing what you like. And DON'T push my head down trying to get deeper all that will do is gag me and I will stop.
Am I asking too much? I want someone who likes to please and be pleasured...
Am I destined for a long distance sexual relationship? Will I only be getting it once or twice a month when I go back to Co? Will my pussy be so fucking tight he will have trouble keeping from cumming fast because of the tightness? I am sure he would love to have it this way but I don't want it...
So guys am I asking too much? Are men becoming such Neanderthals that the only thing they can think of is cumming?
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Update and clarification
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Posted:Sep 20, 2013 6:59 pm
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2013 5:31 am
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This is for everyone I have recently encountered whether it be via email,yim,or text...
I just moved here! I cannot host! I will not have sex in a vehicle or any public place where it is possible to get arrested!
I FUCKING WORK! I work a lot, and I am usually tired after work! Yes my job sucks right now but it is what it is.
I have family! They come first and foremost!
If you bail, cancel, or just plain flake out you will be put to the bottom of the list. I am looking for someone who is serious about getting together on a regular basis, if you are separating from the Army in the next 6 months don't waste my time.
I am not a fake or play games. I am human and will at times forget I made plans this is why I tell you to keep in touch and contact me. This move has been a big change for me and my family and I am still getting settled in to the way things work around here.
If you text or IM me after 9 pm you may not get a response til the next day. I AM NOT available at the drop of a hat! You want instant gratification buy a blow up doll or use your hand.
Having a long distance relationship with boy toy right now is looking really good! Although I have met one person who can possibly sway me to change my mind.
For those of you that have known me, you know I don't play fucking bullshit games and will certainly call you out on yours!
So put on your big boy pants and act like a fucking man or keep on walking.
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Let the fun begin!
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Posted:Sep 20, 2013 2:12 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 1:34 am
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I will be back in Colorado for a few days in Oct! I have two prior commitments and after that who knows!
I will be back for my friends birthday  and of course to see boy toy.
I am really excited to come back and visit! Especially after the flooding. Everyone says I chose to move at just the right time, (no kidding!)
So if I do decide to visit the local watering place I will post and let anyone who is interested know.
Moving here has been mostly positive. I miss my bestie and boy toy though... Found a job before I moved out here and am looking for something better. Always looking for better haha!
As I have mentioned before I met a few guys and have a few more on the line. I have not been too active due to the living situation and well work! I am working in a different job field and its kicking my ass! It will get better as time goes on I know... but right now I'm just too tired to tango. This is a good thing for boy toy because he would rather he waltz with me and no on else. Sorry baby I can't go that long!
So folks I will see you in Oct maybe!
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New begininigs
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Posted:Sep 14, 2013 12:01 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 1:34 am
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I made it out here with limited issues. Misplaced a few things but they are showing up slowly.
Started a job, its just that a job. The school district has been a bit of a challenge especially with my old town partially underwater.
I do have to say I am a bit disappointed in the guys I have met as of yet. Four to be exact, and some others that I have chatted. Only one of the four has worked out somewhat and of the others, well... One I am making plans to see again, another I thought I was going to see again, and the last well... He just plain ole bitched out. We met and he made an excuse about having to help a friend so I gave him an out and left.
If this trend continues I will be going dark with my profile and just focusing on on boy toy back in Colorado. I was never a fan of long distance anything but we will see what happens. I talked to him the other day and he seems to be waning so he may get the boot too. I take all this disinterest as a sign to step back and focus on other parts of my life.
Working on getting my career back on track, and my . I will not forget or give up on my friends in Colorado unless of course they fade away. We will be in Kansas for a year of two then who knows where the wind will take us. As some of you know I am very free spirited and doubt that will ever change.
Hope this finds you all well and safe...
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New begininigs
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Posted:Sep 14, 2013 12:01 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 1:34 am
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I made it out here with limited issues. Misplaced a few things but they are showing up slowly.
Started a job, its just that a job. The school district has been a bit of a challenge especially with my old town partially underwater.
I do have to say I am a bit disappointed in the guys I have met as of yet. Four to be exact, and some others that I have chatted. Only one of the four has worked out somewhat and of the others, well... One I am making plans to see again, another I thought I was going to see again, and the last well... He just plain ole bitched out. We met and he made an excuse about having to help a friend so I gave him an out and left.
If this trend continues I will be going dark with my profile and just focusing on on boy toy back in Colorado. I was never a fan of long distance anything but we will see what happens. I talked to him the other day and he seems to be waning so he may get the boot too. I take all this disinterest as a sign to step back and focus on other parts of my life.
Working on getting my career back on track, and my . I will not forget or give up on my friends in Colorado unless of course they fade away. We will be in Kansas for a year of two then who knows where the wind will take us. As some of you know I am very free spirited and doubt that will ever change.
Hope this finds you all well and safe...
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So it begins
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Posted:Aug 28, 2013 10:01 am
Last Updated:Sep 11, 2013 4:27 am
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Tomorrow I drive my car out to Kansas, meet my and drive back to Colorado with her. 14 hour drive yeehaw!
I saw boy toy yesterday for the last time in a few months. It wasn't what I was hoping for it was a bit of the same routine I'm used to with him but we were both tired. He had begun to distance himself a bit so I know he is not happy about the move either. I try not to dwell on it because it will make me tear up. And well hell! I was just at the Mon on Monday with BT2 and although boy toy was on my mind, most of the time I was being entertained by others.
I am sad to leave him behind but am happy to start a new life. I have a job, a place to live, and my family. That is a good start. Oh ya and have been chatting with a few men from KS lol! No I don't wait until the body is cold and in the ground.
It is going to be a somewhat hard move for me and my . He is already expressing his sadness this is the only home he has known. I promised to bring him back to visit. For me its going to be hard because I am leaving a home of 14 yrs. the longest state I have lived in since NJ and that was 25 yrs. Of course will be back its too easy to get back here!
Sorry if this blog is wishy I have too many thoughts going through my head to really process. I don't know when I will be on again to blog but will return soon
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The Matinee at the Mon
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Posted:Aug 28, 2013 6:59 am
Last Updated:Aug 28, 2013 9:40 am
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Monday a playmate/alternate boy toy (BT2) lol invited me to the Mon for a matinee.
He is somewhat shy and slow to warm but it seemed that all it took was another guy to enter the hot tub and it was game on!
I was talking to BT2 when someone I have met before entered the hot tub and started talking to me.(I will call him hotguy)
If you have been to the Mon you know pretty much know the courtesies that are in place.
Guys (single or otherwise) do not approach a woman and proceed to grope her. You either strike up a conversation or you ask if she is interested in what ever way you choose.
This is what he did, he started to talk to me and before long was next to me and well yes touching me  . BT2 seeing this got a wee excited and started to slowly touch me too. After a few mins of this, knowing that I wanted them to take me to the bed I asked BT2 if he would like to go over but he was not ready, so I turned to HG and said, "Let's go to the bed."
Didn't have to say that twice! We went on the bed and of course he was an amazing fuck! Being a matinee we had only one spectator but this was enough to get me going! (I am an exhibitionist).
After our romp I dove into the pool and shortly after BT2 ventured from the hot tub to the pool. We chatted a bit and met a new friend, White, who asked if BT2 was my boy toy. I said no well maybe yes lol. BT2's reply was,"I guess I am..." ha I love my men! She is a very friendly and beautiful woman. I hope to see her and hubby again when I come back.
I was finally able to get BT2 on the bed and OMG yes HOTTT sex! I was a bit distracted though. I was concerned about how we was going to feel about others not only watching but touching me. I guess I shouldn't have worried,hehehe. The thing about the Mon and especially the public bed, sometimes you will get touched without permission and often you will be watched! So don't use it if you are worried about either! As I said he is HOTTT and the sex was great!
Ladies when he does open up and come out of his shell look out! He is hot and the sex... Yeah its all that!
After that I had to get dressed and leave to pick up boy toy or so I thought... He text me just as I was getting ready to leave and told me he had to work late. So what do I do? Do I go home? Hell no! There are MEN in the pool area that I have not been acquainted!
One I had chatted with in the hot tub but we not knowing each other he was respectful and kept his distance. I of course flirted and made eye contact through out my time there. So when I came back in yelling, "Just kidding! Not leaving yet!" It was his turn to have me on the bed.
While with him there were two other single guys who watched before and possibly touched me (I was in the throws of great sex I'm not paying attention to who's hands are on me). Somewhere along the lines I was on my back with him inside me on dick in my mouth and another in my hand. I'm guessing I lost semi consciousness (orgasm) because I was holding the one guys hand and not his cock. The guy who was fucking me (yes I know his name lol) needed a break so I proceeded to finish off the one guy with a blow job. Needed a shower after that one. Got me in the eye but not bad enough to make me writhe in pain on the floor,but did require a rinse off.
By then it was time to leave and say my goodbyes. I left BT2 in the good hands of White and Hot guy got my contact info.
It was great fun and the most playtime I have ever had there on a matinee. Ok it was my second matinee lol.
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Whodda Thunk!
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Posted:Aug 25, 2013 11:48 am
Last Updated:Aug 26, 2013 9:57 pm
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Boy toy text me the other day and suggested I come over to see him before work. I agreed and offered to give him a ride to work (so we could have more time together )
While on my way he text me telling me his roommate wasn't leaving til later so I suggested I pick him take him back to my place and then take him to work. After a bit of debating he agreed.
I pick him up and we get stuck in traffic! I begin to worry and drive like a bat at out of hell and finally tell him, "We need to turn around or your going to be late for work..."
"NO!" he says.
"But your gonna be late for work!"
"Its ok if I'm a little late we are not turning around"
"Okay..."
So I continue to drive like Mario Andretti and get to my place in record time, we're both taking off the seat belts before I even stop.
I had kicked off my shoes as soon as he said don't turn around...
We literally run down the stairs to my apt, my clothes are coming off in the livingroom into the bedroom, he is slower getting undressed.
"Leave it on!" I bark
He looks at me with his shirt half off and finishes taking it off. Starts to take off his socks and thinks twice.
We had a quickie in record time. I am not a fan of quickies but OMG that was hot and exciting! I never would have thought that a quick romp could be so exciting. I think for me the fact that he wasn't going to let being late get in the way of us having sex at least one more time before I leave. For him who knows! All I know is it was fun!
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And the countdown begins...
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Posted:Aug 23, 2013 6:15 am
Last Updated:Aug 26, 2013 9:56 pm
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In exactly one week I will be packing my life into a truck to move to Kansas.
I have had many comments asking me why I am moving and the answer is simple, FAMILY... My has been bugging me to move in with her and so I am taking a leap of faith or should I say a shove from Fate that its time to move on.
This has not been an easy decision for me, I am leaving behind someone who recently opened up to me after a year of playing. He will not go with me but who can blame him! The kick in the pants is every time I think he is going to make it easy for me to pack up and move on, he does something that surprises me. Mainly contacts me and wants to see me. Our conversations since the epiphany have been longer and more in depth than they had been... But there are also lapses in our communication, which have always been there but now I am using them for excuses to help me let go.
Some say he is not going to let go so easily, that I will be making trips out here to see him more frequently than anticipated. But we will see.
The biggest issue is the feelings that I have for him, have also changed. I was completely fine with him being my boy toy. My play thing but he mucked up the playing field by telling me the things he did. Now I am being forced to face the attachment I have to him that was probably there before (being ignored) but now is in my face.
He will not be going to the Mon with me by his choice and I think to my relief... He is not willing to accept I am with others and that would certainly throw a wrench into my fun time Sat nite!
How is it that I can be so torn between playing with others and moving on with my life and leaving him behind? Why is it so difficult for me to say good bye?
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The joys of moving
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Posted:Aug 21, 2013 12:20 pm
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2013 6:44 pm
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In 7 days I will be moving to the Fort Riley area of Kansas. I know guys... Kansas??? Well look out boys and girls of Fort Riley!
Along with moving comes closing out the apartment... and of course having the landlord bring people by to view it.
The issue with this its, cutting into my play time!
He doesn't tell me he is bringing someone by and yesterday I walked out of my bathroom, butt ass naked into a woman and her young !
I was like REALLY!!! My landlord's response... We knocked...
So I have asked him to text me prior to showing the apartment. I feel like I am on display with the apartment. I don't really feel comfortable having people walking through my home and looking in my space.
How do you handle something like this aside from not being around when they come to view. And even then I still feel violated...
I guess this is the powers that be telling me its time to let go...
New state, new home, new life...
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