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Turmoil
Turmoil My life seems in turmoil no matter what I try are times I feel 's best let sleeping<b> dogs </font></b>lie. My feelings I keep deep inside never see the light of day and all the time in the back of my head I know the I'll . For things stuffed inside but not forgotten can make them worse and when they come out and they always do can hope you don't need a hearse. My time is so limited for the long list of things I should do and the list grows ever longer as one week turns into two. The load seems overwhelming with no relief in sight I sometimes lose patience and turn things into a fight. It isn't my intention to be short tempered or cross but when the load becomes too much my intentions tend to get lost. I try to understand your needs and always be for you but sometimes I get so lost in me I forget that we are two. I let pride rule my life never wanting admit that I'm wrong and when I do I push myself away from places I belong. hurt the ones that I hold dear causes me such pain and once again I feel the turmoil slowly driving me insane. My life is one long lesson from which I must always learn and I've found that holding old grudges means their doomed always return. The lists we make of ways we were slighted hurt ourselves and into our lives turmoil is invited Upon close examination I am shocked to find almost all of the turmoil was caused by my very own mind. |
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