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I miss my friend  

Mark35160 46M
5 posts
1/10/2017 11:27 am
I miss my friend

The first few times I tried to talk to you, you ignored me. Finally, you sent me a brief message that said "Not interested now fuck off". A few weeks, maybe a month or two later, you were online and I sent another message and my only intention was to be a smart ass. Oddly, you replied with a rather nice message and we began to talk. We actually talked with no progression for so long, I stopped even trying to find a way to get you to meet me. Out of the blue one day you sent me a message and told me to come eat lunch with you. And I was immediately infatuated! We went on to become really close friends actually. Later some things changed and we saw less and less of each other and every time we saw each other there was a feeling of rejection as I realized our visits were shorter each time. I have a tendency to say things and handle things that have earned me the reputation of an asshole. I was NEVER an asshole to you. All I wanted was to see you smile and hear you laugh. I eventually let that asshole out and told you bye. I then blocked you and ceased all communication with you. I think about you constantly! I miss you like crazy! Would things have ever gotten better with us? I aint hardly know. Will I ever swallow my pride and make an effort to contact you? I aint hardly know. I will say this lil goofy goat.... I wish everyday that I had bitten my tongue and kept that asshole bottled up! I truly sincerely miss you.

Mark35160 46M
114 posts
1/11/2017 2:50 am

 I completely agree. Apologies can repair lots of damage. However, once words are spoken it is an actual physical impossibility to unspeak them. And I have told myself how stupidity on my part caused it and I have moved on. I'm not in any way hung up on her or continually punishing myself. There are just odd random moments that make me think of her and miss her. They will come and go for a long time I would imagine. I was just thinking about her this afternoon and decided to give my apology to whomever wanted to read it rather than to her. As much as she deserves it, she's a really smart girl. She knows she is forgiven and I miss her. I just hope that what ever she is doing now, she's smiling.


Sylasexynympho 45F

1/8/2018 10:18 am

 Awwww Sugar, I missed you too! 💋


Mark35160 46M
114 posts
8/21/2018 10:36 am

 You commented in January. I never knew that. I just noticed you read it. Glad you did


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