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Time dreams 1  

midnightkashmir 43M
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8/3/2015 10:47 pm
Time dreams 1

It teases your understanding of metaphysics, like the tissue on the side of a lost tooth, as it looks for something that's not there.
If you could you SO would, nobody in their right mind wouldn't take that second chance, and turn it from a good memory, into a fuckfest on top of another, longer but not as dramatic fuckfest, creating a pyramid of fuckfests, on top of which is the deepest, most dramatic fuckfest you could have had.

I'm talking about looking back, with what you know now, what would you have done to change the SEXUAL situations you've had.

I have PLENTY of regrets about how I've handled my own sexuality through the years, and this is my blog so I'll go first.

Lost my virginity to a friends big sister. She liked me for a long time, but I dismissed her out of fear of losing her brother as a friend. Turns out he is a piece of shit and she's been golden this whole time.
What happened: I finally got up the balls to sneak out of my friends room when I heard her go into the kitchen. She had already been in "Love" with me due to her diary, which was openly stated aloud to the school dining area on a daily basis. (See? He's a dick)
She had already had sex, I had not, I gave her a deep back rub and did my best to seamlessly churn that into sex. I did great. I fingered her kissed her all over, her tits were perfect and I was savoring my first tastes of tit. Then she taught me how to stick it in, and when I did it wasn't amazing....
I was wearing a condom.... and I was waiting for something to make me cum right away... people had said as a guy, you cum right away.
I didn't even get that chance. I started to fuck her, The feeling on my dick was GOOD, but it wasn't going to make me cum right away... so I was good at first.
Then I started making a rythm, and she made a noise and she inhaled deeply. Her tits lifted right at me. It was an uncontrollable movement, she was enjoying this... let's keep goi..
BOOM! Her brother, my "Friend" wakes up, He says something incomprehensible and then it's silence. Both me and her had moved away from each other and taken cover. I was halfway under the bed for five minutes waiting to get the tiniest clue that the horror was over.

We couldn't continue that night, and it's bugged me ever since.

What I should have done:

I should have kept myself inside her at all costs. Seriously, if I could REALLY go back and fuck her again, I'd do it all the same, but I'd be sure to let her know that I'm NOT going to stop fucking her, then when my friend BOOM'ed and said something, I'd just hold her tight and keep a slow but pleasurable rhythm, until we either felt that it was okay to get louder, or we just couldn't help it.
I would much rather lose the relationship I had with that friend entirely, and gain access to his sister one more time.
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