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Blogs > mrEd472 > Mr. Ed's messed up mind

Wonder what "She'll" think  

mrEd472 57M
7 posts
10/5/2014 5:18 pm
Wonder what "She'll" think

Been widowed for a little over a year now, and the last years of my marriage were not the best ones we ever had. After the wife passed, I decided the time was ripe for me to explore the wild side so to speak. I have found that I really enjoy the Swinger life style, but I also long for that one person who means everything to me again. I find that I truly miss having a family, and a partner in crime so to speak as a permanent thing in my life.
This leaves me wondering how I will ever reconcile the two sides of me. While I would love to have a wife again, I also like play time with ladies and couples in the lifestyle. I seriously doubt I will find that one woman whom I want to call wife here on VisionPersonals.com, though I do know it is possible. So what happens when I do find her. I have no Idea what to tell her about all this, I mean, I how do you even start that conversation. Hi baby, You know I love you, and want to be with you always, but, I also enjoy nasty play time with other women, sometimes married ones who's husband is also playing.
I figure I will get about 8 words out before she walks away lol. I guess I will just have a choice when the time comes, Play or stay. Oh well, I will just have as much fun until that day comes as I can, then figure it out.
Sorry, just weird random thoughts.

rm_fit4ufor3rd 60M/63F
678 posts
10/5/2014 5:22 pm

 my deepest condolences on the loss of your wife.


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