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Why do I like it? (her)
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Why do I like it? (her) That question was asked of me and it made me think about it. I mean, what kind of a question is that? Wouldn’t any woman enjoy being married and having a lover? If you would of asked me that 7 years ago I would have thought you were out of your mind.. The thing I want to stress is that it took me/us years to get here. Having two men in your life openly, was something I needed to get used to. I dealt with emotional feelings of right and wrong and spiritual questions too. “Normal” married couples don’t do this? Do they? It was a freefall of questions I had for myself, and mostly I didn’t want that “slut” label. To me that’s right up there with the “C” word. In the early days that’s all we talked about. My husband was very convincing, but also he was in tuned with our own sex. He could see it. And I could too at times.. But I would never say anything to him like that. It was just one of those "it is what it is" types of moments. My sex life with my husband was always different. Sex was never something I really wanted totally. I mean I did want to have sex, but I never felt compelled to start it. And when we had it I was often left unsatisfied. I’ve realized that once I started sleeping with other men. The first time I had sex with someone else I got off. It felt wonderful, but I felt horrible for doing so, like I enjoyed it too much or something.. My husband who was watching was hurt… I could see it in his eyes and that started years of honesty with each other about feelings and sex. Those were tough times for us. Not so much in the physical state, but the emotional state. I felt so bad for enjoying it with them, and not so much with the man I loved. He was very understanding and as I found out later, he already knew it. At first I thought he was crazy, telling me how much he liked watching me. Really? What kind of man likes to watch his wife have sex with others??? Well, mine… I didn't want the hassles this brought initially. Part of that is mine to blame. I wasn't all the way honest. But sometimes the truth hurts people. But I was intrigued by the lifestyle. I was interested. We both were interested. So why do I like it now? I love men. Men are sexy! I love sex with other men. I love fucking without feeling bad because I like it, and because I cum through it. That was something that never happened before... I love what it does to my husband. I get to be dominating and tell him what I want, if anything from him. And I love the desire he has for me afterwards. I love the attention. It makes me feel like a woman. It’s not that my husband doesn’t, he does. But being admired, desired, and flirted with by a stranger is always appealing and so good for the ego! LOL I have never fallen for anyone I’ve dated. That’s a common question men would ask me. I never will either. I’m not seeking love. I have that. I’m seeking sex with someone who can give that me. I can say I was naïve as anyone when my husband introduced this to me. To me sex equaled love or emotional bond. But once you’re married or in a committed and secure relationship with someone, I learned and realized that you can love someone else while having sex with others without the attachment or desire for that attachment. That sounds for male.. LOL But it’s true! I do like this. We both like this, but it’s not who we are outside of here. The older we get we both realize this isn’t going to last forever. And like all things it will become stale and old. Finding lovers is something that’s tedious and a long process. And the games and deceit is something I can do without. But for now I like it. I have two wonderful men in my life!! Shared wife -evergreenstatewife |
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We find your explanation very erotic. The idea of being a slut was shocking at first but eventually my wife got used to it. We are looking to find a "regular" to fill that need. Thanks for sharing your feelings with everyone.
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Thank you. And thanks for reading and commenting. Shared wife -evergreenstatewife
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