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Blogs > lonely_girl1974 > The Spinster War Chronicles

Chicken soup for the soul?  

lonely_girl1974 50F
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838 posts
10/10/2013 2:47 am
Chicken soup for the soul?

How about Rhino Liner for the heart.

You guys have all seen the commercials for Rhino Liner. Huge, gas guzzling trucks driving 90 mph through mud puddles while a Sam Elliot voice narrates the joys of being able to dump a ton of bricks into the back of the truck without damaging the bed.

If it were humanly possible, I'd say I had somehow managed to place a rhino liner around my heart.

It's impenetrable.

To say I have trust issues is putting it lightly. Part of me worries that I'll never let anyone in ever again. Part of me wonders why I would ever WANT to let someone in ever again.

For now, I guess I'll continue to mask my inner struggle with sarcasm and humorous anecdotes.

While people will always remember the funny girl with the interesting stories, they tend to forget the fact that she kept the world at arm's length.

Couple34982 72M/54F
1727 posts
10/10/2013 8:17 am

 All battles fought alone are harder...

We've all been hurt a few times, you just got to keep picking yourself up and trying again. The rewards are worth it.
If I Had Known I'd Live This Long I'd Have Taken Better Care Of Myself..!!


lonely_girl1974 replies on 10/10/2013 1:18 pm:
You're right, we do have to just keep picking ourselves up and brushing off the rubble. Sometimes it's just really hard to do it yet again.

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