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I am changing
I am changing I can see it and feel it day to day. My loyalty has been steady, but I feel my attention waver. years in the making that is. it has taken years to wear me down to look at anyone else. and that through neglect. It is safe to say it is only one part of the change. I know the reality is the changes are probably not profound. in fact they probably have only been urges I am starting to consider. but I am one for impulsive behavior from time to time. and that can become habit. then it is no longer compulsive, but habitual. it is all part of the way things happen, I am sure. as is losing faith, or finding distrust. I have a share of both. but I am keeping my head up, and working toward something positive. but as I am working toward it, I am affecting change. I am going to make it happen. I would just prefer it was not having to happen this way. |
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