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Drinkin' and thinkin'  

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4/22/2014 10:29 pm
Drinkin' and thinkin'

I have been holding off on drinking a lot in recent months, and decided tonight, I would indulge.
First time in over 12 months.
To say I feel better at the moment is true. not to say it has cured all ills, but I do feel a little less inclined toward the dark side of life right now.
I know I should be off doing other things at the moment, but right now, I am being selfish. Shellfish if you will. that is to say I am in my own personal bubble and comfortable with telling the rest of the world I will be back when I sober up Stronger words could be used, but why? =-)
I am indeed happy at the moment to have a twinkle in my eye, and not be thinking about things that trouble me daily.
For those out there suffering the same sort of daily grinding drag you down and drown you in the muck sort of day I have been going through and want to know what got me turned around, the answer is for the moment, cider.
I have been keeping myself to less than one per day (this means one every other day, if I am lucky) when I do drink, and usually it is not cider (which I adore!), if I tip a bottle.
As I decided to cut loose, it is the third tonight, and I know I am not legal to drive. Let it be said I feel no particular pain right now, but when I wake up, I am pretty sure I will be paying for it.
Such is the price for all things it seems. but for the moment, I am happy with it.
With that, I wish some of my happiness on all of you out there, drink or sober, happy or not, that at least for a moment, we all agree.

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