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Blogs > ladyj_1957 > Lady J's Musings

Too Many Tears  

ladyj_1957 66F
3233 posts
3/23/2012 7:51 pm
Too Many Tears

I don't know why I felt the way I did today, but I just had a certain feeling that "he" was going to contact me today. I kept my cell phone close, checked my emails, and even checked here. But, alas, nothing!

I had dinner in his town with my husband and . We drove in separate cars, so when I was headed home I thought of taking the route pass his house. NO, I didn't, but I came close to it.

However, as I meandered my way through the town, I passed a old familiar parking spot. I pass it often, and it never has the impact it had today. I began to tear up, and to full out cry. I had to pull over and couldn't drive for awhile.

There were just too many tears!
"Don't count the days, make the days count"
Han54boat 71M
11637 posts
3/23/2012 8:59 pm

 Darn. What can I say? You have heard it all. Time is the best killer for drying up the tears.
Many hugs,

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never2busy4youX 61M
334 posts
3/26/2012 3:41 am

 Somehow you need to look back with fondness and not sadness ... easier said than done I'm sure.


ladyj_1957 66F
2359 posts
3/26/2012 6:39 pm
    Quoting never2busy4youX:
    Somehow you need to look back with fondness and not sadness ... easier said than done I'm sure.
I have a plethora of raw emotions; anger, resentment, jealousy, hate, love, joy, happiness, exasperation, passion, erotic love, admiration, disdain, hopelessness, etc, etc, etc.....
"Don't count the days, make the days count"


rm_Tinman3222 69M
224 posts
3/27/2012 1:01 pm

 We all have a plethora of emotions. The ones we choose to deal with immediately, and the ones we choose to put aside for now and deal with at a later date.

How we decide to deal with the immediate is the defining issue.


ladyj_1957 66F
2359 posts
3/28/2012 2:44 am
    Quoting rm_Tinman3222:
    We all have a plethora of emotions. The ones we choose to deal with immediately, and the ones we choose to put aside for now and deal with at a later date.

    How we decide to deal with the immediate is the defining issue.
This certainly isn't normal for me. I feel like there is a cyclone within me. If I stop to rest, all my thoughts and emotions gang up on me.
"Don't count the days, make the days count"


rm_Tinman3222 69M
224 posts
3/28/2012 6:09 am

 ‎I know it isn't normal for you. I think and hope, I understand what you are going through. I might even have the T-shirt. In time the cyclone will pass, just ask Dorothy and Toto.

"Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear." - Ambrose Redmoon


ladyj_1957 66F
2359 posts
3/30/2012 2:38 pm

 I don't think I fear the cyclone as much as I resent it. I am also greedy, I want things my way, the way they were for years. Why can't she just accept it. She never suspected, and that is because it never impinged on her life. He always respected her wishes and put her first; before any of his pleasure.

Anyway, I'm so happy with my good news, not even the cyclone is going to get to me today.
"Don't count the days, make the days count"


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