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I need some TLC
I need some TLC I woke up this morning, very early this morning feeling like shit Not even sure if this is a cold coming on but never left the house, don't like feeling like this and yup I'm a big baby.... But, if anyone can find it in them to come and give this big baby some TLC, please let me know... Tomorrow will mark two months since I last saw my best friend and I had a few moments today while it's creeping closer, especially on a day like today when I am feeling so crappy, he would have been here in a heartbeat doing his best taking care of me, that is just the way he was... What some of you didn't know is 10 days before he left me, I brought him back home so we can exchange our vow's... As soon as we received the news it was one of the first things he said "you are all I need", I didn't hesitate for a minute with my answer... I knew he held on for this, he had something to look forward to... After 15+ years of hard times, separation, support and friendship I just knew this was the final chapter to our story... But it took the news for me to realize that he did have my heart all those years and that is probably why I never fully could give it to anyone else and I know it will be a long time before I do... I do find I am getting stronger everyday but the anxiety that builds up when I have anniversaries like our wedding or his death coming up, I find that I can't control my thoughts or emotions.... I guess this is part of the healing process but I am selfish and wish he was still here irritating me, what I would give Sorry no sex blog tonight unfortunately that is not my inspiration today.. If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N |
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I know how that is. I lost my husband and best friend and there are days that are hard to gut thru. I miss him and wish he was here. But have tried my best to go on with my life the best I can. And boy have I made mistakes. Would love to have one of his big bear hugs and be kissed on top of my head as only he could do to make things better. Be kind to yourself and take one day at a time WildOne
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I know how that is. I lost my husband and best friend and there are days that are hard to gut thru. I miss him and wish he was here. But have tried my best to go on with my life the best I can. And boy have I made mistakes. Would love to have one of his big bear hugs and be kissed on top of my head as only he could do to make things better. Be kind to yourself and take one day at a time If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N
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Catharsis?? I'll have to put my google skills to use but its the same as counselling, I've been there for a few months... Thanks .... If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N
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That's going to take "Time" to lessen the pain. That's for sure. If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N
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As you said...it's one day a time..... Click Here To Read A Hot Erotic Story: When A Woman Meets A Stranger Part 1 of 4
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When someone wears that many different hats (husband, lover, friend, ex) it is hard knowing that they are not around. You wonder how to do things without them. I think that's what makes it so difficult. Hugs to you always If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N
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As you said...it's one day a time..... If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N
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Good times go by so fast....the not so good ones take forever to go by... You'll get there "A full blown basket of hash browns with a steaming cup of 'WTF?" on the side" Enter my Lair: spudsy1000
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Good times go by so fast....the not so good ones take forever to go by... You'll get there If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N
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I've never heard of it but doing some research If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N
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Hope you are faring well Excited. One step forward at a time. Have a great day If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N
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