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I need some TLC  

excited_4_now 53F
5767 posts
10/25/2014 4:10 pm
I need some TLC

I woke up this morning, very early this morning feeling like shit

Not even sure if this is a cold coming on but never left the house, don't like feeling like this and yup I'm a big baby....

But, if anyone can find it in them to come and give this big baby some TLC, please let me know...

Tomorrow will mark two months since I last saw my best friend and I had a few moments today while it's creeping closer, especially on a day like today when I am feeling so crappy, he would have been here in a heartbeat doing his best taking care of me, that is just the way he was...
What some of you didn't know is 10 days before he left me, I brought him back home so we can exchange our vow's... As soon as we received the news it was one of the first things he said "you are all I need", I didn't hesitate for a minute with my answer... I knew he held on for this, he had something to look forward to...
After 15+ years of hard times, separation, support and friendship I just knew this was the final chapter to our story... But it took the news for me to realize that he did have my heart all those years and that is probably why I never fully could give it to anyone else and I know it will be a long time before I do...

I do find I am getting stronger everyday but the anxiety that builds up when I have anniversaries like our wedding or his death coming up, I find that I can't control my thoughts or emotions.... I guess this is part of the healing process but I am selfish and wish he was still here irritating me, what I would give

Sorry no sex blog tonight unfortunately that is not my inspiration today..



If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

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WildOne77889 110F
29 posts
10/25/2014 4:28 pm

I know how that is. I lost my husband and best friend and there are days that are hard to gut thru. I miss him and wish he was here. But have tried my best to go on with my life the best I can. And boy have I made mistakes. Would love to have one of his big bear hugs and be kissed on top of my head as only he could do to make things better.
Be kind to yourself and take one day at a time

WildOne


excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
10/25/2014 4:40 pm

    Quoting WildOne77889:
    I know how that is. I lost my husband and best friend and there are days that are hard to gut thru. I miss him and wish he was here. But have tried my best to go on with my life the best I can. And boy have I made mistakes. Would love to have one of his big bear hugs and be kissed on top of my head as only he could do to make things better.
    Be kind to yourself and take one day at a time
Thanks so much Wildone, hugs to you

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

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excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
10/25/2014 5:42 pm

    Quoting  :

Catharsis?? I'll have to put my google skills to use but its the same as counselling, I've been there for a few months... Thanks ....

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

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excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
10/25/2014 5:43 pm

    Quoting Zeus82014:
    That's going to take "Time" to lessen the pain. That's for sure.
I know it is, two months is still fresh but trying hard, thanks ...

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

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ironman2769 58M  
12877 posts
10/26/2014 3:04 am

As you said...it's one day a time.....

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excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
10/26/2014 3:13 am

    Quoting silvrbullett:
    When someone wears that many different hats (husband, lover, friend, ex) it is hard knowing that they are not around. You wonder how to do things without them. I think that's what makes it so difficult.

    Hugs to you always
Your absolutely right, thanks SB

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

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excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
10/26/2014 6:10 am

    Quoting ironman2769:
    As you said...it's one day a time.....
And that's what I am doing, thanks

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

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spudsy1000 50M
6594 posts
10/28/2014 11:24 am



Good times go by so fast....the not so good ones take forever to go by...

You'll get there

"A full blown basket of hash browns with a steaming cup of 'WTF?" on the side"

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excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
10/28/2014 5:56 pm

    Quoting spudsy1000:


    Good times go by so fast....the not so good ones take forever to go by...

    You'll get there
I couldn't have worded that better, thanks Spuds

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

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excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
10/31/2014 5:52 am

    Quoting  :

I've never heard of it but doing some research

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

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excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
11/18/2014 9:51 pm

    Quoting bubblelives:
    Hope you are faring well Excited.

    One step forward at a time.

    Have a great day
I'm trying hard my friend but some days are harder than others..

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

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