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excited_4_now 53F
5767 posts
9/2/2014 7:43 pm
Now what??

I put my best friend to rest today and its exactly one week since I saw him and today seemed so final that I just can't quite absorb everything that has been going on in my life the last few months...

I sent all my friends home tonight telling them that I need to start adjusting to being alone again, I mean I was alone for the last three years, why any different now?? Well it definitely is different that I will admit, he was always just a phone call and 5 minutes away and now he's not...

But....

Time to keep my memories and start a routine soon but still decided to take another month off or at least we will see if I can actually last a whole month, I kinda miss work and the whole crew came to the service today and said the site is just not the same without me, probably what I needed to hear more then anything..
For now I'm just going to settle a few things and take my time before jumping into something I can't handle and that is the best thing for me..

I just added up the blogs on my list and only 741 to catch up on? Guess I got time huh??

This will be the last sad blog about what has happened in the last few months but thanks again for all the message's and texts, you truly touched me and I will never forget how truly blessed I am to have friends here

I got this special message from a good friend the other day, he disappears and reappears just when the time is right, you still rock B xx



Hugs from E4N


If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

E-4-N


Gravityless 48M
106 posts
9/2/2014 8:12 pm

Who's to say what the right time is to get back into routine? Everyone is going to be different and anyone who tries to tell you that you should go back to work, should take more time off, should this, should that, probably means well but doesn't have a clue how each of us process and reflect differently... So... I mean well... Do what your heart tells you, there's still some good fishing weather coming, work when you're ready to work... And ignore my advice...


excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
9/2/2014 8:21 pm

    Quoting Gravityless:
    Who's to say what the right time is to get back into routine? Everyone is going to be different and anyone who tries to tell you that you should go back to work, should take more time off, should this, should that, probably means well but doesn't have a clue how each of us process and reflect differently... So... I mean well... Do what your heart tells you, there's still some good fishing weather coming, work when you're ready to work... And ignore my advice...
I don't have my fishing partner any longer and funny you mentioned that cause just the day before he passed, he said " I'd give anything to spend a few more hours on the lake with you "
I think I'll park the rods for this year and concentrate on me for a little while....

Weird thing is when I was working 60-70 hour weeks, I'd look forward to the weekends or time off but now I'm looking forward to jumping back in (which I won't) but think it will get me back in some kind of normal routine...

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

E-4-N


ironman2769 58M  
12877 posts
9/3/2014 3:03 am

Take it one day at a time...there's no rush...

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excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
9/3/2014 5:11 am

    Quoting  :

Your right, this is friend finder and that I have, thanks Chatgal..

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

E-4-N


excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
9/3/2014 5:11 am

    Quoting ironman2769:
    Take it one day at a time...there's no rush...
Thanks for your kind words hun xx

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

E-4-N


hiddenmythology 44M
9643 posts
9/3/2014 5:35 am

Sending you lots of big hugs

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excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
9/3/2014 6:36 am

Never have enough hugs, thanks hun xx

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

E-4-N


excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
9/3/2014 6:37 am

    Quoting silvrbullett:
    Rediscovering yourself will provide that sense of normalcy that you are missing. Take care and be well.
I'll get there, thanks hun xx

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

E-4-N


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6594 posts
9/3/2014 10:20 am



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excited_4_now 53F
5464 posts
9/3/2014 10:27 am

Thanks Spuds

If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience

E-4-N


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