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Made it home
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Made it home They said 6 weeks to 2 months and he almost made the 2 months... I have experienced the hardest thing I had ever had to battle in my life but yet in some way it was probably the most satisfying.. I had exactly 54 days from when this journey began to talk, listen, express, cry, scream, pray, beg and watch my best friend take his last breath and I'm not here to say it was easy cause it was anything but... This man has adored me for years and I've witnessed him battle some of the biggest demons in his short time here but this last one was not one he could fight... Of course I am selfish and I cried for him to stay but he told me " this is the last time I will hurt you, you have to let me go", but it will be a long time before I will find the strength to do that.. It's ironic how something in your life that was just there and you never really noticed it until someone tells you, it won't be here for very long that it finally hits you.. I finally made it home today after making the arrangements and I have to say it sure is hard coming back to this town knowing he's not around anymore, I've only been home for a few short hours and already questioning myself if I can really stay in this town but I know I need to give myself time but it's hard when you don't have that sense of security anymore.. On Tuesday I will put him to rest and decide where to go from there, maybe jump in my car and drive, drive away from the thoughts... Please send me some strength, I sure can use it  If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N |
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You are in my thoughts and prayers.
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I am saddened to read this. It may be quite some time before you start to come out of your grief - but I hope that your sad times are balanced with laughs and good memories when you think of your friend. I don't know if I can send you the strength you're seeking - but I sure can send you hugs.  Check out my profile or and become a "watcher" of my blog FMAOPLS,to learn more about me, and for intelligent, lively, smartassy and fun discussion, with a little irreverence thrown in. "Like" or comment on my photos, and I promise I'll add more. Thanks.
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I am so sorry to here the news. Yes, it will take some time but I do hope you will remember all the good things and after a while do so with laughter and joy for having had them than the tears you have now. If you see me in the real world, come say "Hi Justskin." I always behave. Preferably not well. 
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Will be thinking of you tomorrow, one more big step... I don't like the idea of "letting go"... You don't just forget someone that was such a big part of your life and none of us would want to! I don't know what we should really call it, but it's more like letting time pass until we can remember fondly without it hurting so much... Wishing you all the strength within you to get through the next couple of days!
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