1064 posts 7/24/2016 5:45 pm
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Hello... It's funny on a long hot day you just come home and fall asleep, hopefully I won't be up all night long. Went to the park then to the river to watch the raga ta...I am glad I wasn't in it...it was very wavy and they had trouble staying off the rocks.
My grand was a pill today too...I was the Nana jungle gym...she was pretty cranky all day...but it is just that way sometimes. Maybe just too many grand mom and grand pa's are just too much. My is pretty young and is still trying to be everything. I made a promise to help her do that...so far it is working.
I had heard we are getting rain, but the grass is already dead...on the other side of the fence, it is dead too. I wonder if there is a symbolic meaning to that.
I often wish i had more to say...but tonight is just to touch base.
The card
cute and sweet it's all handmade blank and waiting for the words words that will never come it is silent it was meant to be a shinning beacon ...reflecting all the love and caring that I feel but, instead it is empty sitting on your shelf We will never love are we friends or just a moment in time? strangers who wish to find a moment of peace in willing arms there are no words to share it is as... if you don't really care an empty testimony to the emptiness I now feel From one sorrow to another
Often it is said that we must take time for ourselves healing before we try again if that were true wounds so deep would never have healed so each bump each bruise I will push forward with that task, I am again a bit shy for the next battle of love awaiting the rush of the first kiss hoping you will call again maybe you don't once the prize has been taken there are no more text, calls or smiles so i have not learned from my mistakes again and again that moment bliss is ever so short.
vlns16
"The best part of the fall is when you know , that you and you alone have the ability to rise again."
In the days that follow I will probally make or do something that will express my most inner thought...
collected pine cones today to make wreaths as gifts...
found shell buttons and river glass with soft edges
Often I am that glass I hope that all the sharp edges will be sanded away life will wear on all that has broken me and then, someone will find me look at me, and see beauty they will touch my soft edges loving my uniqueness are you that man do you see the beauty? Am I just thrown away, only to be worn till i am nothing... but a grain of sand?
vlns15
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