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causalities of war
causalities of war I'm melancholy....that is who i am, it is in my nature. General sadness...life didn't turn out how it was expected, it's kind of like the aftermath of a war. Life is a war and we all are the causalities. It is difficult to continue each day, knowing that what life is...is exactly that. Each day we make memories. laughter, tears. Grains of sand in a jar. Filling up our lives till the jar is full. Then it's over and hopefully it will be enough to be called a life worthwhile. I was thinking on how I love men but have a deep mistrust of them. Every man but one has cheated on me. Is it the sign of the times? or is it just the same man but with a different face? I do not believe that they are bad men...some have been quite wonderful. but sadly I have never been enough...I would say I have a self disrupt button deep inside of me. I will do something crazy to separate myself emotionally so to avoid my lack of confidence and in that way, if i self destruct others will have the power to destroy me. Heard some good news...9 yrs cancer free so far. So I live my life with adventure knowing it could be my last.It's funny how thinking your going to die changes how you live...it changes in that, you cease caring what others think and do for you. A side note, is that good oral sex clears the mind...it allows for the spirit to cleanse itself. |
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They same that people are always attracted to the same type of person and don't really learn. Don't beat yourself up about it try and take what you want from a relationship and no it is not being selfish “For a moment, nothing happened. Then, after a second or so, nothing continued to happen.” ― Douglas Adams, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy Much like this site Visit my Blog for my adventures.
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