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Blogs > frog_princess > Thoughts on tomorrow

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frog_princess 64F
1064 posts
3/10/2015 11:07 am
today
today I am a bit sad...it seems so much of life is spent looking for the dream and that search is an adventure...there is loneliness about it all...I just heard a comment from my one from another...about how my husband had wished he would of left a long time ago...he said this to his future ex in law...So now their divorce is well on its way. I am left with this sick angry feeling of..."you messed up my life 16 yrs ago, and now your dispensing crappy advise to your step ...the one with the one yr old baby and seven yr old...encouraging him to be happy." WTF. Encouraging him to fuck up everyone else's happiness cause he is more important than his , his wife and everyone else.

Sometimes I think if he had just left I could get someone in this house to love...someone who might buy new carpets...put a kitchen floor in...someone to care a bit about upkeep...so that this house wouldn't fall down around me...maybe someone who liked saving and rescuing...I need so much help, and I am so very lost. There are days when I would do anything to make my life a little better than it has been for the past 30 yrs. applications now being accepted for handyman prince...someone I could actually trust not to hurt, lie, abandon me.

I guess I am feeling a little sorry for myself.

I got moved up a skill level with billiards...i am now level 4...the worst 4 in the league...it will take me at least a year to move out of this hole...it's taking the fun out of pool.
frog_princess 64F
754 posts
3/10/2015 11:34 am

 I used to be more believing...not so much anymore...just feel hurt today...


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