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Blogs > frog_princess > Thoughts on tomorrow

plagued  

frog_princess 64F
1064 posts
1/27/2015 4:24 am
plagued
lately i have been plagued by the most gruesome of nightmares...i would say it is the death of my friend, my best gf's mother had a hematoma and she described it to me and i had the flu, so in my weakened condition my mind played wicked tricks. So right after the night mare this is what i wrote...now i am still thinking that if i got lucky before bed i might sleep a bit more solid...just saying.

I am the angel of death
There is no mercy in my calling
I am there each time
You call to me and I am there
In each bloody
Silent scream
You are there and I cradle your head in my arms
You are so afraid
I will calm you
As a mother does her babe
We are on the dock
Together again
There are crabs in the water below
The stairs are unsteady
You have fallen
They do not call the ambulance right away
You bleed into me
Not understanding
In a city we do not know
A boardwalk I have never seen
They toss you recklessly upon the gurney
Your eyes open
Staring
In that brief moment
The jokers
The laughing jackals of death
Have taken you
I am incensed at this
There is no gentle passing
Just a rude abduction
From your gentle sprit
You fought so hard in that moment
Those last seconds
I will cradle you
Each night
Through each death
Till we are together
I will dream this
Each night
My only way
Until the jackals in their raucous cry
Call no more.
Each night
I will cradle you.
Vlns15
frog_princess 64F
754 posts
2/25/2015 8:07 am

 .My soul mate died...I was not in agreement with the so called pulling of the plug or giving him so many drugs he was unable to say goodbye to his loved ones. So it seems my nightmare is to relive his death till I am resolved with his passing


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